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Since it stopped "trending" apparently

Peter Maximoff was the answer to Wanda’s prayers, but like, in the way that Lilo got Stitch when she prayed for a nice angel to be her friend

Me, watching literally anything: I don’t have a type

*angsty, villain-type character appears on screen with long(ish) hair*

Me: Wow. It is Him. My Husband.

10/21/20

Luke: *brings grogu with him for space school and to meet everyone*

Han on sight:

ROGUE ONE (2016) / / THE MANDALORIAN (2020)

Ahsoka: I’ve seen what such feelings can do to a fully trained Jedi Knight. To the best of us.

Me, visibly holding back tears:

Living with abusive parents will make you look very deep into subtle signs of people’s mood, you will read into atmospheres and other people’s intentions instinctively, the second you become aware of danger. Sometimes it can go as far as developing a sense for reading other people’s emotions – even though it will mostly focus on negatives; you will be able to sense distress, anger, grief, annoyance, despair, contempt, because these are emotions that mean possible danger, an abuser experiencing some kind of stress or anger is more likely to pick you as a target. Your instincts will work on other people too, because you learn that distressed and upset people are likely to mean harm, so you will try to mediate and help them feel better instinctively, in fact it will be hard not to. It feels like your well being depends on the person next to you being calm and non aggressive.

This also means, you will realize every little sign of someone’s annoyance or displeasure with you, and take it as hatred. Even though it’s normal to annoy and be annoyed, to displease and be displeased, for as long as you’re among other people, these signs will be recognized with more alarm, more fear and more priority than any positive reinforcement sent your way – after all, your instincts recognize them as detrimental to your well being, and you can’t just look over that. This means needing a lot of reassurance and constant proof that you’re liked, that nobody is mad at you or wants to hurt you for whatever tiny reason your abusers would hurt you for. Or otherwise, hiding and expecting pain at every step, not daring to ask for reassurance. Eventually getting away because it’s too painful to live constantly expecting pain.

Your instincts getting to this stage isn’t something that’s your fault, it means you’ve been living in a situation where you were justified in expecting pain and punishment at all times, no matter what you do, and anyone would be traumatized by this, and have their instincts go insane with desperation to prevent this danger. Your instincts are still only doing their job, trying to keep you safe, even when it feels like they’re ruining your chances at getting close to people. This can be fixed, and by spending a lot of time in safe environment, your instincts should get adjusted and learn the new pattern of events, when to expect pain, and when it is safe.

being suicidal from such a young age really fucked up my decision making process. dumb brain always being so dramatic. bad day? k*ll urself. get into a fight? end the relationship. room is messy? burn the house to the ground. like damn bitch pick a reasonable response for once

all the times ben teared up, requested by anon

“I love this idea that they wanted so badly for Ben to be the villain, and Adam played him so fiercely human.”

i promise that my promises mean something

Incense correspondences

🕯Allspice - Money, fortune, luck, prosperity

🕯Aloe - Higher vibrations, prosperity, strength, love

🕯Amber - Bliss, healing, comfort, love

🕯Anise - Balance, meditation

🕯Basil - Protection, luck, focus, faithfulness, money, love divination, courage

🕯Bay - Mental powers, prophetic dreams

🕯Bergamont - Wealth, happiness, focus, protection, courage, balance, motivation

🕯Cardomom - Focus, courage, motivation, clarity

🕯Cedar - Purification, love, healing, psychic powers, nightmares

🕯Chamomile - Protection, calm, peace, sleep

🕯Cinnamon - Protection, wealth, success, prosperity, psychic powers

🕯Clove - Cleansing, purification, wealth, stopping gossip, healing, success, divination, protection

🕯Copal - Purification, happiness, love, protection

🕯Citrus - Brightness, courage, confidence, luck, accomplishing goals

🕯Dragons Blood - Cleansing, energy, courage, purification, love, strengthening magical powers

🕯Eucalyptus - Cleansing, protection, purification, healing

🕯Frankincense - Cleansing, astral travel, courage, purification, consecration, protection, meditation, luck

🕯Gardenia - Love, relationships, healing, peace

🕯Ginger - Money, love, power

🕯Heather - Calling and conjuring

🕯Honeysuckle - Wealth, bliss, relationships, healing

🕯Jasmine - Prophetic dreams, love, wealth, purification, astral projection, purification 

🕯Juniper - Breaking curses and hexes, protection, psychic powers, healing, calmness

🕯Lavender - Sleep, love, cleansing, happiness, relaxation, healing

🕯Lemon - Love, healing, purification

🕯Mint - Cleansing, conjuring, money, sex, healing, protection

🕯Nutmeg - Psychic powers, meditation, prosperity

🕯Orange - Love, divination, wealth, luck

🕯Peppermint - Healing, animal magic, energy

🕯Pine - Purification, banishing, wealth, strength, grounding, cleansing, breaking hexes, healing

🕯Rose - Prophetic dreams, courage, fertility, blessings, healing, love

🕯Rosemary - Depression, purification, healing, youth, fairies, sleep

🕯Sage - Protection, purification, cleansing, wisdom, healing

🕯Sandalwood - Conjuring, spirituality, protection, healing, astral projection, wishes

🕯Sweetgrass - Conjuring, positive energy

🕯Thyme - Purification, healing, health.

🕯Vanilla - Sex, love, psychic powers

🕯Violet - Luck, love, wisdom, healing, protection

🕯Wormwood - Psychic powers

🕯Ylang-ylang - Hapiness, love, harmony

Flower Magick

Geranium- heals domestic conflict and trouble in the workplace, for first or new love, money

Hyacinth- self esteem, rebuilding trust after betrayal, domestic happiness, increasing radiance, attracting beauty 

Jasmine- powerful love, sacred sex, optimism

Lavender- love, self-love, fertility, happiness, health, guards against cruelty and spite, all healing, anti stress and addiction 

Marigold- positive energy, protects against the night and domestic matters, resolution of justice and legal matters, love and commitment 

Rose- Love and reconciliation, self esteem; healing the young, old and abused; attracting money, fertility, (Pink=New love, Red=commitment, Yellow=Love in later years, White=Secret love)

Orchid- Love, Fertility 

Daisies- Lust, Luck, Protection 

Dandelion- Divination, wishes, calling spirits

Ahsoka showing up in season 2 of The Mandalorian like

Ahsoka: *looking at the child* "Damn I didn't know Master Yoda had it in him."

Din: "What the FUCK is a Yoda"

time after time

this user has manic depression

this user has complex post traumatic stress disorder

And sometimes recovery doesn’t look like medications or therapy appointments or healing wounds and fading scars.

Sometimes it looks like wearing a seatbelt when driving a car

or hesitating before you cross the street.

It looks like breakfast when you remember to eat and by god, it’s okay if it has to be something sweet. (Chocolate chip muffins are my favorite treat.)

Sometimes recovery looks like remembering to shower even when the midnight hour is telling you it is too late,

and sometimes it looks like leaving at half past eight when your school or job started at seven.

Sometimes recovery looks more like hell than heaven but oh, there is brilliance in the way it shines,

it is more human and broken and less divine, but it is no less beautiful. (And I promise you it takes my breath away.)

Sometimes recovery is choosing to stay even after you’ve decided to leave, sometimes recovery is less joy, more grief, sometimes it’s agony, sometimes it’s relief,

and messy, by god is it messy.

But it is recovery.

And if all I can do is remind you that all recovery does not look the same,

And that you do not bear the blame if yours takes longer than others.

(Because there is no timeline to recover all that matters is that you just don’t give in.)

If you just let yourself stand again you will have already won the war, because recovery is deciding that you are worth fighting for

and you are, dearheart, you are.

Sometimes recovery doesn’t look like fading scars but it does look like you do today,

a quarter to nine, well past eight rushing because you are late

but your seatbelt is on and your favorite song plays on the radio.

Source: Instagram -> @schizophrenic.nyc