happy autism awareness day to all the girls who had “ friends” growing up who were actually bullying them . to the girls who always sat alone in the grass and wondered why nobody wanted to talk . to the girls who spoke to animals like they were listening . to the girls who created a little world in their room . to the girls who always felt ashamed for how deeply they love things and how passionately they enjoyed media . to the girls who covered their ears when they were overwhelmed by everything . to the girls who carrying a special thing around to feel safe . to the girls who never understood what they did wrong to feel so lonely . to the girls who were diagnosed later in life because they weren’t little boys who liked trains. you are so special and beautiful and you’re not worse for it, you love deeply and that is so wonderful please never try to push that down . I LOVE YOU !!!!!
Can we fucking talk about this?
I may sound really bad when I say this but it pisses me off to no end that we can’t have this game without men crying for a male mc option or trying to erase the MC. Like no??? This game isn’t for you. The creators made it FOR AFAB PEOPLE specifically. We don’t have shit like that.
It’s always inclusivity this, inclusivity that.
There is PLENTY of BL and other games dedicated to people who enjoy that type of content. Go play it, go read it.
I used to like yaoi. I preferred it over hetero at one point but like there’s liking and then there is projecting in places and insisting everyone else get behind it. You just don’t fucking do that??
Is it really SO BAD that AFAB have something for themselves? Do you have to belittle us and erase us so badly that we just have no spaces for ourselves?
And then saying they’d have better chemistry with another man. 😭 Have you heard the secret times? Have you read the stories or the cards? They are absolutely infatuated with the female body (and I know I used female here I’m sorry but that’s what mc is portrayed as in game.)
It’s not a contest. You can like them, headcanon them with another man. You can do whatever because they’re fictional just STOP ERASING WOMEN. We are allowed to exist in media.
I’m sorry for anyone reading this. I can’t articulate this the way I want to. It just makes me so mad that we deal with so much misogynistic bullshit and can’t have anything. I don’t go around trying to assert myself in spaces that weren’t made for me and I can’t understand why this isn’t an understood concept.
Do you ever see a post about someone complaining about ‘forced diversity’ and then it’s just the exact combination of traits you have
Doctors should snark at each other more, be a bit mean. Not for no reason, mind you. But if five doctors blow me off about symptoms and doctor number six FINALLY runs actual tests and gets a diagnosis, I think it should be Doctor Six's right to call up the other five and tell them they're lazy pieces of shit. That should be socially encouraged. Those first five doctors clearly can't listen to patients, but maybe another doctor might finally get to them.
Ive seen posts about how disabled people should be able to have hobbies and how we should be able to do things that we like if we enjoy it and if it doesnt hurt us, and yeah I totally agree, but like unpopular opinion ig, let disabled people do things they enjoy even if it hurts them.
I, as a chronically ill person, have things I enjoy doing that arent that good for my pain levels. For example, I enjoy going on walks, just for like an hour or so around my town and in the forest. I will most likely have a flare up the day after/for a couple days after and my legs will be aching most of the way through walking but I love it, not the pain but the walking and seeing places (specifically the woods, i love the woods so much omdddd). Another example is video games, which may sound like an odd thing to flare from for some, but with fast paced video games on console or pc, my fingers get very stiff and achey from moving around so much so quickly, and it tires me to have to even use my eyes sometimes but I really like playing them.
Obviously there are way more examples that I've missed but the point still gets across. Let disabled people have hobbies, even ones that may mess up their pain levels, or make them extremely fatigued etc.
autism is an insane condition because i spent all day feeling like dogshit and then i shut my windows and door and immediately felt like 95% better because it was quiet and dark. like WHAT
really been liking this guy by recent
To the moon and back
you’ve been my girlfriend in my head since
٠࣪⭑ The first time we kissed ٠࣪⭑
Pairing : Xavier x fem!reader
cw : nsfw, smut , friends with benefits to lovers , slightly coworkers to lovers if you squint, fluffy , they’re madly in love with each other.
Xavier’s hands grip your hips , as he pistols into you from behind.
Your hands gripping the sofa for dear life trying to cling onto any consciousness you have left.
Rough hard thrusts mixed with sensual rolls of his hips, passionate intentionful movements.
That’s what you loved most about sex with Xavier that every movement felt intentional like he was always trying to convey something to you.
“your almost there star, doing so good for me, pussys clenching so hard trying to milk my cock huh you is that what you want my star girl”
“ please Xavier , cum inside me need all of you”
He nips at your ear letting out the most desperate moan you’ve ever heard. Sending you both over the edge
Your walls contract, pulsating and milking everything out he has to offer.
Xavier pulls out slowly , a string of his seed following catching his attention.
Running his fingers between your folds his cum slowly seeping out already , he pushes it back in you, leaving his two fingers in for a moment longer almost plugging you to make sure there was no other option but for you to be bred.
“pushing that come back in so hard you’d think you want third partner with us on our missions”
You chuckle, moaning when he wiggles his fingers inside you a bit.
“It wouldn’t be awful having another one of you to watch over during our missions” Xavier flops down on the bed leaning over and kissing your forehead in the process.
Sex with Xavier wasn’t one of those world wind stories you had always seen in the movies.
You two had been assigned partners on missions , clicking immediately your sassy nature and Xavier’s calm and collected demeanor. It had just been colleagues getting along at one point.
But then you started to notice overtime Xavier was everywhere, he wasn’t close with anyone else at work and he’d taken a liking into following you around. As soon as you’d walk in putting your bag on your desk, Xavier would have two coffees in hand one for you and one for him.
“ how’s your hand” Xavier examines the cut from afar
“eh, been better, that wander was real asshole hm” you giggle.
Xavier nods firmly a glint in his eyes that he agrees.
“ I have some cream I can drop off if you’d like”
You agree, mostly because you always see the serious side of Xavier it would be nice to see what this guy is really like outside of work.
a knock on your door comes at around 9 o’clock
You open the door, Xavier bag in hand with a cozy white oversized hoodie on appears.
“ sorry for dropping it off a little late , I overslept” he says apologetically sleepiness still in his eyes as he rubs them.
“ you’re completely fine Xavier you didn’t even have to do this in the first place, but isn’t it a little late I mean you still have to get back to your apartment .. you really didn’t have to come all the way over here”
“ I live next door” he smiles as if he’s dropping the most casual news.
“ WHAT”
And that’s when the lines started to blur, movie nights at your home, cooking lessons at his normal friendly activity, until one cooking lesson ended with you on the counter and him in between your legs. But it wasn’t like sex had taken over whatever relationship you two had going on. Xavier still came over to do mundane things like watch movies and etc, but you’d noticed him taking on more of a responsibility with you . If your trash was outside your apartment to be picked up. He’d take it down on the way with his. Or cleaning up around the house. But you’d just taken it as you two naturally getting more comfortable with each other.
“ alright princess , up up” Xavier had suddenly gotten off you lifting you bridal style heading towards the bathroom.
Sitting you on the toilet so you could go pee.
You look at him as he turns away face towards the corner.
The same man that had just blown your back out on the couch, was turned away to give you privacy as you peed ?
You giggle to yourself a bit he truly was the sweetest.
“ all done ?” He asks back still turned away.
“ yep” you reply
He then passes you by to turn on the water of the bath tub, after a couple seconds checking to make sure the temperature is right he gets in signaling for you to sit between his legs.
Between his legs you slightly turn your head up at him.
“ you know, you really don’t have to do this I know how hard being a hunter can be. we work the same job, I mean isn’t sex supposed to take the pressure and responsibility off a little, you don’t need to take care of me” you squeeze his hand
For a moment you see the wheels turning in his head trying to process everything you had said
He quietly replies
“ precious things need to be taken care of” squeezing your hand back.
Your heart flutters a little at his response was it bad to feel like maybe just maybe this could be more than friends.
Work had been extremely exhausting for you lately not just on your body but on your mind as well
You’d decided to take a day off just a mental health day feeling like you really needed it.
You planned to lay in the bed all day wrapped in blankets and a box of cookies watching your favorite dramas.
At around 8 am you hear your door unlocking, “that’s odd” you think to yourself. the only person who has the key is Xavier who should already be at work.
To lazy to get up and check you stay in bed it’s either Xavier or a serial killer and at this point if it’s a serial killer you’re just gonna accept your fate. From the bed you see Xavier peeking in at the door frame.
He’d brought your favorite cookies and an arcade plush the special addition pink alien you’d been wanting, which you knew had to have taken him ages since the claw machine wasn’t his forte.
He puts the bag next to your bed as he climbs under the sheets wrapping himself around you.
“so this is what happens when you have sex with the sleepy guy you go on missions with, you pick up his habits” he says jokingly
You giggle and then those giggles swiftly turn into soft sobs, sobs of exhaustion.
“ I know Angel , I know” Xavier says kissing the crown of your head.
“I want you to hold me like this forever” you whisper sleepy eyes in and out of consciousness finally closing shut.
Xavier’s eyes soften “you are my forever”
Your eyes flutter open, shifting in bed to wrap yourself tighter around Xavier.
Except, he isn’t there
You sit up slightly looking around, he’s in the living room cleaning up around your apartment
He spots you , quickly putting down the broom he walks quickly over to your room.
“do you need anything princess?”
His domestic nature making your pussy throb you reply.
“ just you”
“ anything for you princess” climbing onto the bed pulling you closer to him.
He works his way down your neck sucking and biting.
“ Xavier” you whimper his name foot teasing the draw string of the sweatpants he’s wearing trying to tug them down.
He groans into your ear , suddenly tugging the sweatpants off, sitting back on his hunches dick glossy with precum
“ you see what you do to me princess” he says pumping his cock
You pull off your sweat shorts you had been wearing to reveal your folds , hand in between them showing him how wet he had made you.
“ just from watching you clean the apartment” you utter small whimpers between your words.
“ my dirty girl” Xavier moves closer to you
You wrap your legs around him locking him into place
“ need you inside me Xavier, need your cock”
His hands gripping your hips he pushes inside your wet cunt.
He doesn’t think he’ll ever get sick of that initial entrance of his cock , your gummy walls contracting on his cock with how much your pussy wants to milk him but all at the same time your pussy is so tight it doesn’t want to let him in.
“ ohh— Xavier , oh my— holy shit” your head rolls back.
He’s in and out of your pussy at a rhythm that’s unrecognizable.
It doesn’t take long for you to feel your insides unraveling with every thrust.
Your orgasm so close you can taste it on the tip of your tongue.
Oh— right there , I’m so close you moan
“gotta fill you up princess, show me how much you love it , show me how much you love this cock”
“ Fuck— Xavier .. I love you”
That’s all it takes for him, unexpectedly you feel his hips shutter
his body tenses up , his eyes go wide , a choked moan leaving his lips
He had came at you saying you loved him..
Spurt after spurt of warm seed fill your pussy, so much that you would’ve thought this man hadn’t cum in months even though you know for a fact he had.
Hips bucking naturally like aftershocks of what you had just done.
Your realization of what is happening is what takes you over the edge , pussy contracting on his cock that’s still actively spurting come. As you squirt all over his lower belly.
Xavier flops down on the bed next to you.
The room is filled with heavy breathing from the both of you.
Xavier reaches down caressing your hand although he’s trying gather himself as well his instincts always comes back to taking care of you
You both just lay like that for a while.
Until you look over at him thoughts of your relationship fill your head as well as what just happened.
“ Xavier , do you love me”
He turns his head to face yours
“ to the moon and back”
You squeeze his hand
“ are you in love with me” you quip
“madly”
You look at him through your eyelashes
“do you ever find it weird we have sex , you clean my apartment , you stay at my home more than at yours , you take my trash out , you know me more than I know myself but we arent dating”
“maybe to others , but you’ve been my girlfriend in my head since the first time we kissed”
Your eyes tear up
You smack his chest, as his eyes change looking like a worried puppy dog
You sniffle “ why didn’t you tell me that I was falling in love with you this whole time and I thought you thought we were friends with benefits.” you whine kicking your feet
He giggles rubbing your hand
“I wanted you to realize on your own, because even if you didn’t feel the same way I would rather live my life in a never ending circle of friends with benefits with you, than not have you in my life at all.”
“ should I ask you formally” he gleams
You nod excitedly
“ y/n will you be my girlfriend”
Epilogue
You and Xavier walk hand and hand into the arcade
Most likely scaring every child in there with your fierce aura.
Pointing at the newest addition of the alien now coming in blue color with embroidered flowers on him.
“ we’re not leaving here without him” you look at Xavier
You and Xavier now sit on the bench waiting for the bus you excitedly clutching the blue alien arm hooked to Xavier.
You’d been giving him smooches constantly after winning you the little blue alien, which took him 7 hours and countless tries.
“ your welcome baby” he kisses you back tiredly
“ but I do have something to say”
You turn your head smiling ready to listen
“how could you ever think we were friends with benefits, I mean I’ve never heard of a fuck buddy spending hours to get a pink alien from an arcade”
“the same way you came inside me countless times before we ever hit girlfriend boyfriend status” you retort quickly
“ fair point” he says kissing your cheek as you two walk hand and hand onto the bus.
hi:3 can you write one with xavier and reader where she's dressed like a bunny
𝐒𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: 𝐗𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐌𝐂 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭. 𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐥 𝐩𝐥𝐮𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐇𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐏𝐞𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲, 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐤!𝐧𝐤, 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞, 𝐬𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐤!𝐧𝐤 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐭.
She didn’t know how the silver haired man convinced her to wear this. Her tits were so pushed up she could feel them against her throat. Maybe that was her imagination. The floppy, fluffy white ears perched on top of her hair. Two thin pieces of fabric were the only thing covering her breast from being fully exposed.
This is what she got for even mentioning the thought of lingerie to Xavier.
But alas, here she was in his bathroom, giving herself a once over. She kept tugging at the bottom of the incredibly short skirt like a nervous habit. Well, she wasn’t getting any younger.
She opened the door slowly, poking just her head out to see Xavier waiting patiently on the edge of the bed.
“I feel silly.”
“Starshine, you could never be anything but perfect in my eyes.” And she knew it was true. She’d embarrassed herself plenty of times and her boyfriend was never anything but accepting. She took a deep breath and stepped out of the bathroom.
Xavier thought he had ascended to the heavens when his eyes caught sight of the outfit. Pink really was her color. She adjusted the bow around her neck with fidgeting fingers.
“What do you-“
“Turn around.” His usually monotone voice interrupted her before she could finish. She saw the fluffy tail, a buttplug, dangling from his fingers. “This is the final piece. I’ve already…prepped it for its final destination.”
Of course he would crack a joke. But she couldn’t think of much else when he walked over to her, brushing her hair off of her shoulder to kiss the exposed skin.
“You look beautiful. My own breeding bunny, hm?” He whispered in her ear. His fingers, still slick with lube, trailed up the lace thong. He pulled the thin fabric aside with his finger and rubbed his digits along the expansion between her cheeks.
“Oh, Xavier…” he whisper was breathless. He cooed softly, kissing her head right between the white fluffy bunny ears.
“Bend over the bed for me, Starshine. Hop to it.” If she wasn’t so horny, she’d slap him.
But her chest brushed the bed, her ass on full display for Xavier. Her breath hitched when a finger slid across her second hole. She shivered with a gasp when his index finger inched its way inside.
“So tight for me…but you can take it, bunny.” He whispered as if telling her the most sacred secret. When a second finger joined in soon after, Y/n swear she felt herself leak through the lingerie. Xavier was eager. He pulled out his fingers and lifted the plush bunny tail. “Deep breath bunny.”
Y/n’s manicured nails dug into the sheets as the plug slowly nestled itself between her cheeks. She gave a whine of approval when it notched itself in perfectly. Xavier rubbed her ass in a slow, circular motion as he stood back to devour the scene before him.
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen anything more beautiful.” He praised, pulling down his sweats just enough for his cock to spring out. He was already so hard, tip leaking with need. Y/n looked over her shoulder with wide, needy eyes.
“Xavier, please. I’ve been such a good bunny…” she pleads, lower lip jutting out in a pout.
“Oh, have you? Does my bunny deserve a treat for wearing such a scandalous outfit?” Xavier stepped forward just enough to rub the tip of his cock between her slit, collecting the juices there.
“Biiiig stretch, Bunny.” And he wasn’t kidding. Who knew such a nonchalant, soft spoken man was packing that much heat between his thighs. But Xavier could be patient contrary to belief. He lifted his sweat and clenched it between his teeth as he watched inch by inch disappear between her folds.
“Xavier…oh god….” Y/n whimpered. Her head bowed back as Xavier easily lifted her knees right at the edge so he could reach as deep as possible inside of her. The sweater dropped from his teeth when he bottomed out.
“Look at that Bunny. You’re so full. I’m all the way here…” he cooed, reaching below her to press when his cock was nestled inside of her warmth. Y/n bit her bottom lip to stifle her moans. “Ah, ah, ah…let me hear you, Starshine.” He punctuated his order by a harsh thrust that had his balls slapping her clit.
Y/n squeaked out a noise behind her bruised lips and Xavier immediately stroked her head. “That’s my good girl.”
His thrust, usually concise and solid, grew sloppy. Y/n could hear and physically feel how soaked she was. “X-Xavier! Feel so good, so deep….mmph!” She bit into the edge of his pillow but it was quickly ripped out from under her. Xavier lifted a strong long to the bed for balance and railed inside of her faster. The angle gave him an advantage and Y/n imagined the image they probably had laid out.
He was fucking her like a rabbit. Quick and sharp thrust, hellbent on one thing only.
Breeding.
Y/n’s little bunny ears were starting to slip and the thrust had her tits spilling from the top. Xavier could feel her walls flutter around him. He hooked fingers under her chin to make her turn her head to look at him.
Y/n’s little bunny ears were starting to slip and the thrust had her tits spilling from the top. Xavier could feel her walls flutter around him. He hooked fingers under her chin to make her turn her head to look at him.
“I’m gonna breed you, gonna b-breed this-Oh gods…-gonna breed this tight hole. My pretty bunny. My Starshine. My light. My-o-oh.” Y/n felt his balls tighten up against her clit. He was close. The way his curved cock was bullying that special spot inside of her, she wasn’t far behind.
His messy fingers gently tugged at the bunny tail. “Cum for me Bunny. Make a mess all over your Master’s cock. Serve me well.” Y/n was done for. With a strained cry, she tightened around his length to the point his hips stuttered. Xavier buried his face between the bunny ears that were barely hanging on.
Xavier was a sloppy man in the bedroom. He pulled out just enough for cum to trail down her thighs before using the head of his cock to scoop it up and push it back in. Y/n blushed at the stickiness between her thighs.
“Xavier, you pervert- w-wait!” Y/n was flipped on her back with ease. Xavier’s strong hands hooked behind her knees and pressed them to her chest in a mating press.
“Did you think we were done, Bunny? Oh no, I’m gonna fill you with all of my kits.”
Y/n swore in the back of her fucked out brain, that Xavier would be the next one to wear the bunny suit.
ew I hate bariometric pressure