Lee Know x reader. (s)
Synopsis: You and Minho head to a cabin for a weekend getaway but beneath the seemingly normal relationship, both harbor dark secrets and hidden desires to end the marriage by any means necessary. (13,1k words)
Author's note: Happy birthday to the poster boy to my spooky Halloween fics, Lee Know đŠ
Content warning: Violence, graphic imagery, blood, toxic romance. Readers discretion is advised!
Minho wants to kill you.
Heâs reached the point where he can no longer tolerate you. You've crossed the line of things you shouldnât do and checked off every item that finally leads him to this decision: he wants to kill you. He carefully crafts a plan, asking himself all the basic questions.
What? A plan to kill you.
Minho has been holding back his rage, but it keeps mounting and mounting. He believes that ending your life will release it all, finally bringing him peace. He thinks of it as a purge, sending you to your demise to purify his soul.
Who? Itâs you.
You'll be the victim of his plan. His wife, the one he no longer wants to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish. But the âtill death do us partââheâll gladly do that himself, with his own bare hands.
And itâs him who's going to kill you.
Minho considered hiring a contract killerâit wouldâve been easy, and he could have kept his hands clean. But the little compassion he has left for you tells him this needs to be done personally, and in private. No one has to know the terrible things you've done to make him want to kill you.
As a husband, the least he can do is protect your dignity as his wife.
And as a killer, heâll try to make it quick and painless.
When? This weekend.
Last night, before bed, he told you he wanted to spend the weekend together. You didnât ask why, just agreed right away. You needed time away to memorize and practice your lines for the short film youâll be starring in at the end of the month.
Minho has barely begun but his plan is already in motion.
-
Minho sees you lugging a duffel bag in one hand and your purse in the other. Without hesitation, he strides over to help.
âLet me take that,â he offers, snatching the duffel from your hand.
You flash him a smile and plant a quick kiss on his cheek. âThanks, honey.â
While you settle into the car, Minho places your duffel in the trunk next to his own bag. He unzips his bag briefly to double-check the contents: all the tools he needs for the weekendâsharp, heavy, and metallicâgleam in the sunlight as it hits them. He zips it up and slams the trunk shut, ready for the three-hour drive ahead.
You, already comfortable in the passenger seat, put on your sunglasses and prop your feet against the dashboard. Flipping through the script in your lap, you chew gum obnoxiously, popping bubbles every few minutes, each burst louder than the last.
âThere are snacks in the backseat,â Minho says, hoping to distract you from the gum.
You turn just enough to see the stash of chips, drinks, and bottles of wine. Supplies he bought for the weekend in the cabin. Without much interest, you go back to reading.
âI bought your favorite,â he tries again.
âI concentrate better when Iâm chewing gum,â you respond flatly, flipping the page.
Minho grits his teeth but stays silent. You hear the scoff he doesnât manage to suppress.
Dropping your feet to the floor, you snap the script closed, marking your place with a finger. Turning toward him slightly, you say, âItâs scientifically proven that chewing gum improves concentration in visual memory tasks. Surprised you didnât know that, being a doctor and all.â
Though you arenât looking, he knows you're wearing that condescending smile, the one that implies youâre smarter than him. Itâs a look heâs grown used to over the years, but today it grates more than ever.
Minhoâs fingers tighten around the steering wheel. He fights the urge to jerk the wheel into a treeâjust one hard turn would wipe that smug grin off your face. But no, thatâs too messy and heâs not ready to blow his plan just yet.
He inhales deeply to steady his nerves. âWhat kind of movie are you working on this time?â he asks, pretending to show interest.
You raise a brow at his sudden curiosity but answer anyway. âItâs a thriller.â
âWhatâs it about?â Minho presses, not because he cares, but because he needs to keep you talking. Anything to shut you up about the gum.
âA girl gets kidnapped and held in a basement,â you explain briefly, scribbling notes in your script.
Minho forces himself to feign interest. "And whatâs the catch?"
You plainly chuckle. "Like Iâm going to spoil it for you."
"Because I probably wonât get to see it anyway," he retorts with a laugh, the irony not lost on himâafter all, you wonât be around to finish it.
You sigh but eventually give in. "The girl tries to make her captor fall in love with her."
Minho holds back a laugh. He already knows it's going to be another bad movie. Lucky for you, heâll be saving you from further embarrassment.
"Let me guess. Youâre going to get naked again?" he asks, sneering.
Your deep, frustrated sigh is all the confirmation he needs. âSo what if I am? Itâs my body.â
He shrugs, eyes fixed on the road. âSure, but havenât you done it enough already? Thatâs like what⊠your fifth movie in a row?â
Your pencil scratches violently across the page. âAre you bored of my tits now?â
Minho stays silent, gripping the wheel tighter. Your next comment stings more than you know.
âRemember when you used to be obsessed with them? Oh, waitâwhen was the last time you even touched me?â You sneer, adding a little âtchâ at the end of your sentence that makes his blood boil.
He once again pictures slamming on the brakes, imagining your pencil impaled your eye. But no. He breathes deeply and reminds himself that youâll be gone soon enough.
âI need to pee,â you grumble, shifting in your seat.
âWeâre almost there. Hold it,â he snaps, not caring about your discomfort.
âI'll pee in the car then,â you retort, already unbuttoning your jeans.
With an exasperated sigh, Minho jerks the car into a sudden U-turn, sending your head against the window. He pulls into a gas station, parking roughly by the entrance.
âGo ahead. Do your business.â
You storm out of the car, slamming the door behind you as you head inside. After a few minutes, Minho watches as you return from the restroom, only to stop and flirt with the cashier.
He taps the steering wheel impatiently, his eyes narrowing as he sees you and the cashier sharing a laugh. His patience runs thin, and before long, he exits the car, marching over to you.
"Letâs go," he growls, grabbing your hand.
You pull away, smirking. "Let him guess first."
"Guess what?"
The cashier laughs, clearly amused. "Trying to guess which movie Iâve seen her in," he explains.
You lean against the counter, offering the man a flirty smile. "Iâll give you a hint. It has something to do with the color blue."
Minhoâs eyes darken, his anger bubbling beneath the surface, he knows exactly that youâre doing this just to annoy him.
The manâs face lights up as he gets the answer, "Blue Daisy!"
You clap softly and smile brightly, "Thatâs right! What did you think of my tits in that movie?"
The cashier falters, his smile faltering as he glances nervously at Minho. "Pardon?"
"Oh, come on. There's a scene where I take off my bathrobe," you tease, toying with the lighters on the counter.
"Theyâre... nice," the man replies and then looks away, clearly uncomfortable.
You sigh dramatically, glancing at Minho as you say, "Apparently, my husband doesnât think so."
The cashier looks at Minho in disbelief. "Youâre married?"
"Unfortunately, yes," you answer with a fake, sad smile.
Minho takes a deep breath, trying to keep his composure, he grabs you hand tighter and asks, "Are you done?"
You yank your hand away and brush past him, your shoulder grazing his as you head back to the car.
Just a few more hours, he reminds himself. Soon, itâll all be over.
-
Now that you've known the who, the what and the when. The next question is where?
The cabin looms in the distance, nestled deep within the woods by the lake. As he gets out the car, Minho takes in the familiar sightâthe water reflecting the afternoon sun, the towering trees surrounding the cabin, the peace and quiet. Itâs secluded, far from the rest of the world.
You get out of the car and head straight for the trunk to collect your things.
"Iâll take the bags inside," Minho says, rushing over before you can lift the trunk lid, "Just grab the groceries from the backseat "
Shrugging, you open the back door and gather the bags of groceries, holding them against your chest. You donât ask questions, not when youâve been here so many times before. You punch in the code to retrieve the key from the safety box, opening the cabin door with ease.
Minho stands by the car for a moment, breathing in the last of the summer air before the season shifts. He pauses, scanning the quiet surroundings, appreciating how isolated it all feels.
No neighbors. No signal. Just the lake, the trees, and the silence.
Itâs perfect.
-
Minho drags all of your things and his inside, then drops them in the living room. Heâs greeted by the musty air of a cabin that hasnât been lived in for over a month, and the dusty framed photos on top of the fireplaceâhis family, his parents, a childhood snapshot, and one of the two of you spending a week here for an extra honeymoon.
He remembers taking the picture with his phone, the two of you looking so happy lying in the hammock together, your heads resting against each other. Your hair was still its natural color back then, before you bleached it for the movie role.
What he doesnât remember is how in love he wasâwhy he decided to marry you. His eyes, once filled with affection, now only see hatred and resentment, two black orbs filled with void.
The sound of rustling plastic snaps him out of his thoughts, and his gaze shifts to your figure in the kitchen, tossing expired food into a trash bag.
Before you can notice, Minho silently takes the small duffel bag into the basement, placing it next to the cupboard where the hunting rifles are stored.
When he returns, youâre still in the kitchen, unpacking groceries. He gathers the remaining bags to take upstairs, but as his foot lands on the first step, you call for him.
âAre you going to cook dinner?â you ask, filling a pitcher with tap water.
âYes. Iâll be back in a few minutes,â he replies without looking.
Minho drops everything in the corner of the bedroom, noticing your makeup bag already by the sink in the bathroom. He changes his clothes quickly before heading back downstairs to cook, just like he promised. He starts preparing dinner, laying out the ingredients on the counter. While seasoning the tenderloins with salt and pepper, he watches you chop vegetables at the other end.
âYou have to cut them thinner,â he says.
âWhat difference does it make?â you mutter, ignoring him.
Minho carefully lays the tenderloins on the hot pan, the meat sizzling as it hits the metal. âWatch the meat,â he says, swapping tasks with you and taking over the vegetable chopping.
He notices you eye roll as you reluctantly take his place by the stove. After a while, you attempt to flip the steaks and he quickly stops you.
âItâs not ready yet!â he snaps.
You immediately throw your hands up in defeat while still holding the wooden spatula in one, âYou know what? Iâll just wait at the table, drinking wine,â you say, this time making no effort to hide your eye roll.
Since the sun hasnât fully set yet, you suggest dining on the back patio, where the sunset offers its best view, even though the air is getting cooler.
Itâs always been like thisâsitting far apart, the space between you thick with dead air. You both eat in silence, sipping your wine.
Minho remembers that tonight possibly will be your last so he decides to start a conversation.
âHowâs the script going?â he asks, wiping the sauce off his plate with the last piece of meat.
âGoing well,â you reply curtly, licking your lips.
Minho leans back in his chair. âWhoâs that guy⊠the one helping with your acting?â
You pull your jacket tighter against the cool wind. âRyan?â
âYeah, him,â Minho says, taking a sip of his wine. âYouâre not working with him for your next role?â
âHeâs busy with other things,â you answer, tucking your hair behind your ear.
Minho stabs a piece of carrot with his fork. âSo, youâre not the only one heâs⊠working with?â
You stop eating abruptly and look at him, âPardon?â
âHeâs working with other actors too, right?â
âWell, yeah, itâs his job,â you reply, more casually this time.
As the last rays of sunlight hit you, casting a golden glow like a halo, Minho feels a pang of something. Sadness, maybe. Heâs certain itâll be the last time he sees you on this light so he takes it all in.
Soon, you catch him staring. âWhat are you looking at?â
âYou,â he simply answers with a cryptic smile.
Your eyes meet for a moment and Minho searches for something in your gaze, some lingering emotion, but the gaze doesn't last long enough for him to know for sure as you look away.
After dinner, you both sit in the living room, playing a quiet game of chess. The ticking of the old clock fills the silence as Minho watches you fall into the trap heâs set. Itâs ironically fitting, like youâre handing him your life, allowing him to end it with a simple move of the black knight.
âI won,â he says, a faint smile of triumph on his lips.
You donât respond but instead, draining your wine in one gulp. âIâm tired,â you sigh.
As Minho packs away the chess pieces, he throws a smug comment your way. âYou always get tired when you lose.â
You ignore him, heading to the kitchen to leave your glass in the sink and head upstairs.
Once you're out of sight, Minho makes another trip to the basement, unlocking the cupboard with the hidden key. Inside, he finds the hunting rifle. Itâs been a while, but he still remembers how to use it.
Loading two shells into the chamber, he clicks it shut and for a second, he feels tempted to fire a shot just for the thrill, but that would ruin the surprise so he tucks the rifle back into the cupboard and turns off the lights as he heads upstairs.
When he gets to the bedroom, the bed is empty. He hears the water runningâyou're probably halfway through your skincare routine. He changes into sleepwear and lies down, charging his phone even though the reception is useless here.
The rustling of leaves outside is the only sound he's hearing until Minho begins to drift off. Just then, he feels a kiss on his cheek.
His eyes flutter open, and he finds you leaning over him, your lips brushing against his. The kiss is long and lingering, your hand gently cradling his face.
When you pull back, you smile softly. âGoodnight, honey.â
For a moment, Minho says nothing, watching as you turn and lie down, your back to him. A strange feeling twists in his chestâa hesitation he hasnât felt in a long time. The kiss... something about it felt different.
He shifts slightly, his brow furrowing as suspicion creeps in. Was it genuine, or was it part of your own plan? For a second, he wavers, doubt gnawing at the edges of his resolve. Could you really be so oblivious to whatâs coming? Or are you hiding something, just like him? He clenches his jaw, forcing the thought away.
Itâs too late for second-guessing now. Still, as he stares at your back, he canât shake the lingering sense that maybe, just maybe, you're not as unsuspecting as you seem.
-
The next day, the cabin is flooded with golden rays as the sun rises high in the sky. Minho stands by the kitchen window, washing the breakfast dishes, his eyes following you as you sway gently in the hammock, engrossed in your script.
He finishes quickly and heads to the back door, pausing in the doorway as he calls your name.
You turn your head slightly. âWhat?â
âIâm going for a walk around the lake. You coming?â he asks, though he already knows the answer. Itâs just for show, a part of the performance, to keep suspicion at bay.
âNo, thank you,â you reply, turning your attention back to the script.
Perfect. Itâs exactly the answer he wanted. Everything is going according to plan.
As he steps outside, Minho's eyes dart back toward the hammock, checking to see if youâre watching. From a distance, he can still see the top of your head peeking over the edge, unmoving. Satisfied, he walks toward the shed, retrieving a small bag before starting his trek around the lake.
As he jogs along the edge of the water, he scans the ground for the right kind of rockâone heavy enough for what he needs. He finds it near the waterâs edge, half-covered in moss. Itâs heavier than he expected, and he has to flip it over with his foot before using both hands to hoist it into the bag.
His eyes drift back to the cabin, paranoid that you might somehow be following him. But no, youâre still in the hammock, or at least it seems that way.
He drags the bag back to the shed and hides it behind a stack of old tires. Everything is in place. Just one more thing to prepareâbut he realizes he forgot his car keys.
The whole morning slips by as he meticulously works on his plan and by the time he returns to the house, the hammock is empty, swaying lightly in the breeze. Your script book is left behind, pages fluttering in the wind.
Minhoâs chest tightens with unease. He steps cautiously toward the front door, his senses heightened. âHoney?â he calls out, but thereâs no reply.
He steps inside, the air thick with tension. âHoney?â he repeats, louder this time, his voice echoing in the silence.
In the kitchen, he spots you standing behind the island, your back to him.
âHoney?â he says again, his tone more uncertain now.
You turn slowly, and thatâs when he sees itâthe gleam of a knife in your hand. The blade catches the light, sending a sharp reflection into his eyes.
A jolt of panic surges through him. His plan was flawless. But somehow, he hadnât accounted for thisâthe possibility that you knew. And if you knew, he was already doomed.
He swallows hard, trying to think of something to say. âWhat are you doing?â
Without a word, you turn back to the counter, your hands moving in a way he canât fully see. He takes a cautious step back, bracing himself for a sudden attack.
But instead, you turn around holding a head of lettuce. âIâm making sandwiches for lunch,â you say innocently, setting the vegetable down on the chopping board with a loud thud.
Relief floods through him, and he lets out a low breath, clearing his throat to mask his moment of weakness. âSounds good,â he comments, though his voice lacks conviction.
You calmly slice the lettuce, your knife moving with unsettling precision. âWere you looking for me?â
The question jolts him, reminding him of his real purpose. âUh⊠yeah, I was looking for my car keys,â he says quickly, scrambling for an excuse. âI left my charger in the glove box.â
You glance up from the chopping board, still holding the knife in one hand. âYou can use mine. Itâs upstairs by the bedside table.â
Thereâs something in your smileâa strange, almost sinister edge that makes his skin crawl. Like you know something he doesnât.
âNo, Iâll use mine. Itâs more convenient,â he says, forcing a polite smile, though inside, every instinct tells him to leave. Now.
You hold his gaze for a moment too long before turning to the fridge. âItâs on the hook next to the boat keys,â you reply, slicing open a pack of bacon with a swift flick of the knife.
âThanks,â he mutters, backing away.
He doesnât waste another second. Grabbing the car keys, he heads for the door, but then you call his name, stopping him in his tracks. He turns, his heart thudding in his chest. You stand in the middle of the room, a strange smile playing on your lips.
âYeah?â he asks, his voice tight.
âLunch will be ready soon,â you say, still smiling that unsettling smile.
Minho nods, trying to shake off the eerie feeling that lingers. He hasnât seen you smile this much in a long time, and itâs not even noon yet. Itâs unnerving, like youâre doing it to make him feel guilty. Like youâre daring him to go through with his plan.
-
Minho decides to proceed with caution.
The little smile you gave him earlier is enough to put him on edge, so he takes a seat on the stool, eyes fixed on you as you meticulously prepare his sandwich. You slice it in half and place it in front of him. He doesnât hesitate to eat it, knowing that he hasnât taken his eyes off the process. This way, heâs sure you havenât tampered with his lunch.
"Good?" you ask, watching him closely.
He chews, waiting for any signs of something off in his body, but nothing happens.
"Itâs good," he replies, nodding.
You smile, then sip your orange juice, making a little gasp of satisfaction. "Orange juice?" you offer, holding up the pitcher.
"Sure," he says.
You get a clean glass from the cabinet, which checks off another one of his worries. He saw you drink from the same juice, and the glass is fresh. No reason to suspect anything, right? Maybe youâre still unaware, and things are still going according to his plan.
"Youâre not eating?" he asks, testing the waters.
You finish your glass and shake your head. "Iâm still full from the smoothie I had earlier."
You walk over, placing a hand on his shoulder, then gliding it to the back of his neck, massaging gently. "Iâm going to take a long bath," you say, smiling down at him.
"Okay," he mutters, looking up.
You lean down, brushing your lips against his in a brief kiss. "Enjoy your lunch."
This is the perfect opportunity.
Minho only manages to finish half of the sandwich before draining his glass of orange juice, feeling a bit parched from all the work heâs been doing since the morning. He heads down to the basement, ripping open a bag full of tools. He picks the hammer, gripping it tightly in his right hand.
As he makes his way upstairs, he marvels at how smoothly everything is going. If he manages to bash your head in the bathroom, he doesn't need to worry about the mess. The only challenge is getting your body downstairs, but thatâs a problem for after.
Right now, all he has to do is get in there and deliver the fatal blow.
But as he climbs the final stairs, his vision blurs, and his limbs grow heavy. He tries to shake it off, widening his eyes and slapping his cheek to wake himself up. It must be the adrenaline, right? Thatâs why he feels so lightheaded.
He reaches the bathroom, hearing the water running and your soft humming. The door is left ajar, steam wafting out. Minho peeks in and sees you sitting on the edge of the tub, still in your bathrobe, one side slipping off your shoulder.
Slowly, he pushes the door open just enough to slip inside. The sink is cluttered with your thingsâmakeup, a toothbrush, and what he assumes is some spilled powder from your makeup routine.
Confident you canât see him through the fogged mirror, he raises the hammer above his head, ready to strike. Suddenly, his legs give out, and he stumbles backward, the hammer slipping from his grasp, then clatters to the floor.
You whip your head around, startled, and see him crumpling against the bathroom wall. Squatting down in front of him, you say softly, "Honey?"
Minho fights to open his eyes, but his body is shutting down against his will. "IâmâIâŠ" he stammers.
You lean in, your forehead resting gently against his as you sigh. "Shh⊠itâs okay," you murmur, stroking his hair.
With one hand cupping his face, you look into his eyes, a sinister glint now replacing the warmth. "Just go to sleep," you say softly, your voice almost soothing.
Minhoâs vision starts to fade, but he sees it in your eyes. You did this. "Youâ"
Before he can finish, everything goes black.
-
The sound of a knife scraping against the surface of a plate jolts Minho awake in the worst possible way.
Disoriented, he squints his eyes and realizes he's downstairs, seated at the dining table. You're sitting across from him, chewing on a piece of meat with a soft groan.
"I think I flipped it too early again," you mumble, dabbing your mouth with a napkin.
You look up from your food and gasp when you notice he's awake, "Honey!"
Grabbing the bottle of wine, you pour it into his glass, the intoxicating scent of it filling the room. "I'm sorry I started dinner without you."
Minho tries to move his hands but can't. He glances down to find them tied to the chair.
"Ah! Let me help you with that," you say, standing beside him as you unfold a napkin and spread it over his lap. You kiss him on the cheek, wiping away the lipstick mark with your thumb after.
"How was your nap?" You ask once you're settled back to your seat.
Minho glares, his nostrils flaring with the rage boiling inside him. He curses himself for letting his guard down, for believing things were going his way when they never did. Shaking the fog from his head, he focuses on you.
"Sleeping pills, huh?" His voice drips with disdain, realizing too late that the white powder he'd seen earlier wasnât makeupâit was the remnants of crushed sleeping pills.
You don't answer, just sip your wine with a satisfied smile.
Minho scoffs, tossing his head back. "How clever!"
Refilling your glass, you raise an eyebrow. "What?"
"It wasn't the sandwich, not the juice..." He lets out a bitter laugh. "It was the glass."
You clink your wine glass against his with a smirk. "Almost got caught there, didnât I?"
"So, you know," he mutters.
You set your glass down and rest your hands on the table, an innocent grin spreading across your face. "Know what?"
Minhoâs dark eyes remain fixed on you, simmering with fury.
"I'll let you have your dinner later," you say, pushing his untouched plate to the side, clearing the center of the table.
You retrieve something from the chair beside youâa hammer. The same hammer heâd planned to use on you. You place it on the table between you both.
"Are you asking if I knew you were going to use this to smash my head in?"
Minhoâs gaze flickers between the hammer and you.
You chuckle mockingly, hand pressed against your chest. "Thank God the pills kicked in just in time!"
Though not surprised, Minho wonders if youâve uncovered his entire plan. As if reading his mind, you bend down and drag a duffel bag onto the table with a loud thud.
"Or are you asking if I knew about this?" you ask, emptying the contentsârope, duct tape, a blade, a wrench, a saw, and an axeâspreading them across the table like hardware on display.
Sitting back down, you examine the tools with a smile. "Youâre thorough, Iâll give you that."
"You know I never do things half-heartedly," he replies, voice laced with sarcasm.
Your laughter echoes around the room. "And look what I found," you say, lifting his hunting rifle, pointing it directly at him with your finger hovers dangerously close to the trigger. "Itâs loaded."
Minhoâs calm exterior falters. He knows all too well that he loaded that rifle himself. How fitting it would be for him to die by his own hand.
"BANG!" You shout, trying to startle him, but he doesn't flinch.
Your laughter fades as you lower the rifle, setting it aside. You cross your arms, eyes studying him intently and he can sense the curiosity swirling in your mind.
"Go ahead," he taunts, leaning forward as much as he can. "Ask your question."
You trace the rim of your wine glass with your finger. "So, that's the plan? To kill me?"
He tilts his head, eyes burning with intensity. "Yes."
"Let's say you manage to knock me out with the hammer..." You cut a piece of meat and continue eating. "What happens next?"
Minho stays silent, watching as you play this little guessing game.
You raise a hand before he can speak. "Wait, wait, wait, let me guess."
You chew faster, sipping your wine between thoughts and begin guessing his whole plan. "You wouldnât kill me with the hammerâtoo messy. Too much work. And definitely not upstairs. It would be a hassle dragging my body down."
You glance at the ropes on the table and continue, "Youâd tie me up once I was unconscious. Then, once secured, youâd get to work."
Your hand hovers over the tools spread on the table. "As for the weapon of choice..." You pick up the blade, testing its sharp edge with a playful gasp. "Ouch. This wouldâve made it fun for you."
Minhoâs lips twitch into a small, sinister smile.
"But no," you continue, setting the blade down and then you point at the rifle. "Youâd use this. Quick. Easy."
"Exactly," he admits, slightly impressed by how well you know him.
Your eyes drift toward the saw next as you continue talking. "And the saws... well, those would be for afterward. To dismember me, right? Youâd chop me into little pieces and dump me in the lake."
Minho raises an eyebrow, impressed. You got most of it right. The how.
"Did I guess correctly?" you ask, tilting your head.
He nods slowly in approval. "Iâd applaud, but..." he glances at his tied hands.
You clink your glass with his. "See? Iâve learned a lot in our marriage."
As you sip your wine, he asks the one question still lingering in the space between. "Arenât you going to ask why?"
You pause mid-sip, placing your glass down before pulling a handgun from your bag.
Minhoâs breath catches in his throat. You want him dead just as much as he wants you gone.
"Because we hate each other enough to kill," you say, placing the gun next to your plate. But you rummage in your bag again and pull out a letterâdivorce papers. Sliding them toward him, you add, "Or, we could avoid the drama. Sign this, and Iâm gone. Forever."
Without hesitation, Minho shakes his head. Strongly refuses to do it any other way.
"Why not?" you ask, brows furrowed.
"I need to kill you," he says, voice unwavering.
You burst out laughing. "You hold that many grudges, huh?"
He doesnât answer. His silence speaks volumes.
Sighing, you try to reason again. "Iâll disappear. You wonât even know I exist."
Minho leans forward, his voice a low growl. "I have to be the one to do it."
You shiver despite yourself. His intensity is chilling, but you remind yourself that heâs tied up, unable to do anything.
"You're a doctor, Minho. You know you're supposed to save life notâ"
"I have to kill you," he cuts you off, nostrils flaring, eyes burning with determination.
Realizing there's no convincing him, you slide the gun back into your bag and put it on your lap. "I don't care if you sign the papers or not."
You take your wedding ring off and put it on top of the papers, making a bold statement. You stand, walking to his chair and then leaning close to plant a soft kiss on his cheek.
"Good luck with everything," you whisper, knowing those words will provoke him further.
As you head for the door, bag slung over your shoulder, he calls after you. His voice echoing against the eerie silence.
"Iâll find you... and Iâll kill you," he screams as he fights his way out of the bind. "Do you fucking hear me?"
As you set one foot out of the door, Minho screams one last time, "IF I CANâT HAVE YOU, NO ONE CAN!"
You break into a run toward the car and with your heart pounding, you shove the key into the ignition and twist it, the car sputtering to life. Relief floods your body for a moment as the engine hums beneath you, and you slam your foot on the gas.
The car lurches forward, gravel crunching under the tires as you speed away from the cabin. But the relief is short-lived.
After just a few yards, the engine sputters and dies. Panic grips you as the car slows to a stop, and your hands tremble as you frantically try to restart it. You twist the key over and over, forcing the ignition, but the engine wonât turn over.
âCome on⊠come on!â you mutter desperately, glancing into the rearview mirror, afraid that Minho somehow break away and chase after you.
You continue to restart the car engine but it still won't turn on, you slam your hands on the steering wheel out of frustration and reorganize your breath to let your brain able to work.
With your brain is well oxygenated, you start checking the car and that's when you see the gas gauge and the needle points to the E. Fuck! Minho must have drained the tank empty.
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" You continuously scream in dread now but the real dread is glancing through rearview mirror and see the cabin door is open.
Thatâs when you see him.
Minho is storming out of the cabin, rifle in hand, his face a mask of cold determination. Your blood turns to ice. Heâs coming for you, and you have no time.
"Shit!" you curse under your breath, your breath quickening. Abandoning the car, you fling the door open and bolt into the woods, legs trembling as you stumble over roots and uneven ground.
The sound of the rifle cracks through the air. You gasp, ducking as the bullet strikes a tree near you, splintering bark and sending shrapnel flying. Your heart nearly stops.
You pick up the pace, adrenaline coursing through your veins, but the forest floor is unforgiving. Your foot catches on somethingâa root, a rock, you don't knowâand you crash to the ground with a hard thud, pain shooting through your body.
Before you can scramble back to your feet, Minho is already there. His heavy footsteps pound against the earth as he catches up, his presence looming over you. You try to crawl away, your muscles screaming, but his hands grab you from behind, yanking you around with brutal force.
âGot you,â he growls, his voice cold and menacing.
You barely have time to scream before his hands are wrapped around your neck, squeezing with a vicious intent. Your hands fly to his wrists, clawing and yanking at them, but he's too strong.
"Donât worry, honey. I'm not going to kill you just yet."
He tightens his grip, cutting off your air supply. Panic floods your body as your vision begins to blur, your strength draining away with each passing second.
"I'm just going to stop the blood flow to the brain through constriction of the carotid arteries and..."
You kick, aimlessly hitting him, your movements growing weaker as the world around you starts to fade.
Minhoâs face is the last thing you see before the darkness consumes you entirely.
-
A gasp escapes your lips as you regain consciousness, immediately followed by a coughing fit.
Disoriented and lightheaded, you try to sit up, only to realize your hands and feet are bound to the bed. The ropes burn against your skin as you thrash in place, but youâre held fast. Helplessly stuck, you let out a loud scream, frustration boiling over as your cries for help go unanswered.
"Is that the best you can do?"
Your head snaps to the side, eyes wide, to see Minho leering at you from across the room.
Heâs rummaging through a duffel bag, calm as ever, his dark eyes glinting with malice. You try to speak, but your throat is dry, and only a rough cough escapes your lips.
Minho pulls something from his bagâa small, rectangular box. It looks like a jewelry box, but the careful way he places it beside your body tells you it contains something far from precious.
He stands at the foot of the bed, staring down at you with a mocking grin. "Comfortable?"
Your fury flares. You swallow hard, forcing your voice to work. "You should have told me you were into bondage," you sneer, eyes narrowing.
His laugh is deep, amused by your defiance. Without warning, he climbs onto the bed and sits between your open legs, his gaze locked with yours, making it impossible to escape his predatory stare. "Letâs make you even more comfortable," he says, a sinister smile creeping across his face.
With deliberate slowness, he reaches into the back pocket of his jeans and pulls out a pair of scissors. He places them on the bed next to the mysterious box, letting you get a good look, as if daring you to figure out his next move.
A slow sigh escapes his lips as his hand reaches for your face, fingers slipping into your hair. For a moment, you think heâs going to cut it, but instead, he brushes your damp hair to the side and he also wipes the sweat from your neck with the back of his hand.
"Itâs hot, yeah?" he murmurs.
"Isnât that why you married me? Because Iâm hot," you bite back, glaring at him with all the hatred you can muster.
Minho laughs again, this time brushing more strands of hair away from your sweaty forehead. "A part of it, yeah," he shamelessly admits.
"What about the rest of it?" you ask, surprising yourself with your curiosity. Youâve never asked him that before; romance was never a part of your relationship.
Nothing about your marriage was romantic, not even from the start. One day, he asked you to marry him, and you said yes. No questions, no love stories. Just a quiet agreement. But over time, things soured, leading to this moment of bitter hostility.
"Do you really want to know?" Minho asks, his face hovering dangerously close to yours, his hand resting beside your head on the mattress.
"Youâre going to kill me anyway, so why not?" you reply, a daring smile playing on your lips.
For a long moment, he simply stares at you, his knuckle lightly tracing the curve of your face. His eyes darken, as if heâs about to reveal something, but then he pulls away abruptly.
"You always make me forget what Iâm about to do," he says, picking up the scissors again.
Your heart rate slows as he holds the scissors, doing nothing but staring at them, lost in thought. His eyes flicker to you, then to your chest, where he presses the flat edge of the scissors. You can feel the cold metal through your clothes, making the weight of the moment unbearable.
You believe his final weapon of choice is inside the box so the sight of the scissors doesnât scare you. You suspect heâs just toying with you, testing your fear.
Suddenly, Minho drags the scissors up your chest until they reach the base of your throat. The metalâs coldness makes you instinctively gulp, your breath hitching in your throat. But you refuse to break. Your gaze meets his, unwavering, even though you know exactly what he intends to do.
Unexpectedly, Minho laughs again, pulling the scissors away from your throat. "This is why I married you," he says, placing a hand on your chest, feeling the steady beat of your heart.
"Youâre so calm," he muses, dragging the scissors lower, stopping at your thigh. He slides the hem of your dress between the blades. "Way too calm."
In one swift motion, he cuts through the fabric of your dress, the blades slicing up to your chest in one clean stroke. You stop breathing for a second, the fear catching up to you, but you donât let it show.
"And for a while, I was grateful to have you as a wife," he says coldly.
He moves the scissors to the side, cutting through the sleeves of your dress, leaving you in nothing but your damp underwear. You canât tell if the sweat is from the stifling heat or the tension building inside you.
"But nothing good lasts, right?" he says, tossing the scissors and the torn dress to the floor.
Your heart skips a beat as his fingers ghost over your bare stomach, barely touching, but sending a shiver through your body.
"Iâll give you a chance to admit it yourself," he whispers, squeezing your hip.
You know exactly what heâs talking about, but you refuse to give in. You wonât hand him that satisfaction. "I have nothing to say to you."
Minho expected that response. Heâs always loved your rebellious streak. With a shrug, he turns to the mysterious box beside you. He picks it up, opens it, and without showing you the contents, he says, "Maybe this will help carve the truth out of you."
Your heart races with anticipation, both curious and terrified. His eyes sparkle as he pulls the object from the box like a prized possession.
Itâs a scalpel.
Not just any scalpelâa tool Minho is all too familiar with. Heâs been using it for years in his line of work as a doctor, his hand accustomed to it, it's technically a part of his hand.
You let out a dark, low laugh, impressed by his choice of weapon. Not letting the fear take over you and give him the satisfaction.
"You think this is funny?" He asks, his voice low and dangerous, the scalpel gleaming in the dim light. His eyes narrow as he watches you closely, waiting for a reaction.
You suppress another laugh, trying to keep your voice steady despite the fear coursing through you. "I guess I always knew you'd find a way to cut me out of your life, but this is a little dramatic, don't you think?" You flash a bitter smile, masking the terror rising in your throat.
Minhoâs lips curl into a slow, sinister smile. "Oh, this isnât about cutting you out. Not yet, at least." He leans in closer, his breath hot against your skin as the scalpel hovers near your collarbone. The cold metal grazes your skin, a teasing pressure that sends a shiver down your spine.
You pull at the ropes again, frustration and helplessness bubbling to the surface. Your skin stings from the friction, but you know itâs useless. He tied the knots too well. Still, you refuse to show fear.
"You really think this will make me tell you what you want to hear?" Your voice is hoarse, but thereâs defiance in your tone.
Minho chuckles darkly, sliding the scalpel down the center of your chest, just grazing your skin enough to leave a faint trail without cutting. His eyes follow the path of the blade with eerie calmness.
"Youâre tougher than I expected. I like that." His gaze locks onto yours again, and thereâs a chilling coldness in his eyes that makes your blood run cold. "But everyone has their breaking point."
He drags the scalpel lower, letting it dance across your stomach, teasing the edge of your hip. You canât help the sharp intake of breath as the blade comes dangerously close to cutting through your skin. Every muscle in your body tenses, waiting for the inevitable pain.
"Youâre hiding something," he says, his voice a near-whisper now, filled with a quiet intensity. "Youâve always been so calm, so composed. It made me wonder, what are you hiding beneath that exterior? What is it you think I donât know?"
He pauses, his fingers tracing the path of the scalpel with a feather-light touch, as if heâs savoring this moment. His eyes glitter with amusement as he watches your face, waiting for the fear to slip through your mask.
"You donât scare me," you say, though the waver in your voice betrays you.
Minhoâs grin widens, and he brings the scalpel up to your throat, just pressing the flat of the blade against your skin, reminding you of how sharp it is. "Maybe not yet," he replies. "But that will change."
His hand moves slowly, deliberately, the scalpel brushing your skin as he leans closer, his breath hot against your ear. "Iâm going to carve out every lie youâve ever told me, every secret youâve hidden."
The scalpel flicks across your skin, leaving a shallow scratch, just enough to sting. "Letâs start with why you tried to run," he says, his voice a dangerous whisper.
The blade trails down your chest again, teasing but not yet cutting deep enough to cause real pain. "Youâve been planning this, havenât you? Just waiting for the right moment to escape."
Your mind races, trying to stay ahead of him, but his control over the situation is suffocating. "What makes you think Iâve been planning anything?" you manage to ask, though the tremble in your voice betrays the fear creeping into your chest.
Minho smirks, enjoying the game. "Because I know you," he murmurs. "Iâve watched you. You think I didnât notice the way youâve been distancing yourself? The way you look at me like youâre just waiting for me to make a mistake."
He presses the scalpel a little harder against your skin, and you wince. "Iâm not going to let you slip away so easily," he says, his voice dripping with menace. "So why donât you save us both some time and tell me what youâve been hiding?"
You grit your teeth, refusing to give him the satisfaction of a confession. "I have nothing to hide from you," you say, though every instinct in your body is screaming that heâs already too close to the truth.
Minhoâs expression darkens. He moves the scalpel down again, this time slicing through the thin fabric of your underwear. You flinch as the cold air hits your bare skin, but you refuse to give him the reaction heâs looking for.
"Last chance," he warns, the scalpel glinting in the dim light. "Why Ryan?"
So this is the why.
Your heart stutters, your body stiffening at the mention of the name. Of course, he knows. Heâs always known. But now, itâs out in the open, and there's nowhere to hide. You swallow hard, forcing yourself to stay composed even as the truth hangs dangerously between you.
Minho shifts, bringing the scalpel up to your throat again, applying just enough pressure for you to feel it, the sharp edge threatening to break skin.
"You really thought I wouldnât find out, didnât you?" His tone is calm, but the anger simmering beneath the surface is palpable. "You thought you could sneak around, play your little games with him, and Iâd be none the wiser."
Your throat tightens, and you struggle to breathe through the panic rising in your chest.
He presses the blade down, just enough to make your pulse quicken. "Why him?" Minho asks again, his voice quieter, almost a whisper now. "Why Ryan?"
"Iâ" you start, but your voice cracks, your throat dry. You donât even know what to say, how to explain something thatâs so tangled in layers of resentment, anger, and escape. Instead, you try to hold on to the composure youâve managed to keep for this long. "It wasnâtâ"
Minho cuts you off with a bitter laugh, pulling the scalpel back but keeping it poised, ready. "Donât bother lying," he says, his eyes dark with fury. "I already know everything. I just want to hear it from you."
He sits back slightly, still straddling you, his eyes locked on yours with a kind of chilling intensity. The blade dances over your skin, teasing but not yet cutting.
"Why?" he asks again, softer this time. "What did you think Ryan could give you that I couldnât?"
Your mind races, heart pounding. You donât want to give him the satisfaction of your truth, but thereâs no way out. His patience is wearing thin, and you can see it in the way his grip tightens on the scalpel, his jaw clenching as he waits for your answer.
"It wasnât about him," you finally admit, your voice barely above a whisper. You donât know if this will calm him or enrage him further, but itâs all you can offer. "It was never about him."
He tilts his head, watching you closely. "Then what was it about, huh?" His voice sharpens, cutting through the air like the blade in his hand.
You flinch at the venom in his words, but you force yourself to hold his gaze. "You donât understand," you say quietly, tears prickling at the edges of your eyes despite your best efforts to stay strong.
Minhoâs face hardens, and he slides the scalpel down your body, stopping just above your abdomen, his fingers tracing the line of your skin with a maddening slowness. "Then make me understand." His voice is dangerous, low and threatening.
His grip on your throat tightens, and the blade slides down to your chest again, this time pressing harder, enough to draw a thin line of blood. You gasp, the sting sharp and sudden.
Minho watches the blood bead up, a twisted smile playing on his lips. "I said make me understand why you betrayed me."
Before you can utter a word, the door to the cabin bursts open. Ryan stands in the doorway, his face a mix of shock and fury as he takes in the sceneâthe scalpel pressed dangerously close to your throat, Minhoâs body straddling yours, and the faint line of blood on your chest.
âWhat the hell are you doing?!â Ryanâs voice echoes through the cabin, and in a blur, he charges at Minho.
Minho barely has time to react before Ryan slams into him, knocking him off of you. The scalpel clatters to the floor as Minho is thrown back, struggling to regain his balance. Ryan swings a hard punch, landing square on Minhoâs jaw, sending him stumbling backward. You scramble up from the floor, gasping for air, as the two men break into a full-on fight.
Ryan manages another punch, harder this time, knocking Minho to the ground. Minhoâs body slumps for a moment, and Ryan quickly grabs the scissors lying on the bed, cutting the ropes free from your hands and feet. He helps you get up and grabs your arm, pulling you toward the stairs.
âCome on,â he urges, his voice low and frantic. âWe have to goânow.â
You follow him downstairs, still in shock, the adrenaline pumping through your veins as he grabs his jacket and drapes it over your shoulders.
âI came as fast as I could when I got your message,â he says, his eyes scanning your face, full of concern. âAre you okay? Did heââ
But before he can finish, thereâs a sound behind youâa violent thud. You both turn just in time to see Minho launching himself at Ryan from the top of the stairs.
Minho slams into him with terrifying force, sending the two men crashing to the floor in a violent heap. They grapple, fists flying, legs kicking, as they roll across the floor, locked in a brutal fight for dominance.
Ryan struggles beneath Minhoâs weight, his eyes locking on the rifle resting against the wall near the sofa. He looks at you, desperation in his gaze, and subtly gestures toward it.
"The gun," he pants between blows. "Shoot him. Now!"
Your heart pounds in your chest as you rush to grab the rifle. Your hands shake as you lift it, your finger sliding onto the trigger. The weight of the weapon feels surreal in your hands, the cold steel pressing against your skin as you aim it at Minho, who is now pinning Ryan to the ground. The two men are still wrestling, but you have a clear shot.
âDo it!â Ryan yells, gasping for breath as Minhoâs hands tighten around his throat.
Tears blur your vision, your breath coming in ragged sobs as you hold the rifle steady. Minhoâs eyes catch yours, wild and unrelenting, and in that split second, everything seems to freeze. Your finger starts to push down on the trigger, your mind spinning with the weight of the decision.
âWhy?â you scream at Minho, your voice breaking with emotion. "Why did you ever doubt me? Why couldnât you trust that I loved you?"
Minhoâs gaze softens for a fraction of a second, his grip loosening ever so slightly on Ryanâs throat. âYou call this love?â he spits back, his voice hoarse but filled with pain.
Your finger trembles, hovering on the trigger, and youâre on the verge of pulling itâwhen something inside you snaps. In one swift motion, you shift your aim, your heart thudding painfully in your chest.
The gun goes off.
The shot rings out, echoing through the cabin as the bullet rips through the airâand buries itself in Ryanâs skull, right between his eyes. His body goes limp instantly, his hands falling away from Minho as he collapses to the floor, lifeless.
You drop the rifle, your whole body trembling, tears streaming down your face. You canât stop sobbing, canât even catch your breath as you take a shaky step toward him and ask, âIs that enough to show how much I love you?â
-
The silence that follows is deafening.
Minho looks at you, his chest heaving, covered in Ryanâs blood, shock registering in his eyes. After a moment, he gets up from the floor, calm and composed, as if the violent act that just transpired hadn't fazed him at all. He walks over to you without a word, his footsteps barely audible in the heavy silence.
From the dining table, he picks up a napkin, its soft fabric starkly contrasting with the blood staining your trembling hands. Gently, he wipes the blood droplets away, his touch careful, almost delicate.
âI cheated on you becauseââ your voice breaks as the words leave your lips, trembling under the weight of your sobs. âBecause I wanted to know if you still care.â
Minho doesnât respond, but his silence speaks volumes. You watch as he moves across the room, grabbing a jacket from the coat rack. He replaces Ryanâs jacketâthe one draped loosely over your shouldersâwith his own. His movements are methodical, yet somehow tender, like heâs dressing you for something far more intimate than this horrific moment. You stand frozen, the tears streaming down your face, helpless in your grief and confusion.
âI thought you didnât love me anymore,â you choke out, your voice barely above a whisper, the sobs making your chest heave.
Minho zips up the jacket, making sure it fits snugly around you, before pulling you close. For the first time in what feels like an eternity, his lips meet yours in a tender kiss, one that reminds you of the warmth you used to find in him. Even with his blood-streaked face, you can see that familiar, intense gazeâthe warmth you had longed for finally returning to his eyes.
âI love you,â he murmurs, his hand cradling your face with a kind of reverence, âand if I canât have you, no one can.â
His lips crash against yours again, this time harder, deeper, and with a hunger that ignites something dangerous inside you. His voice, dripping with possessiveness, makes your heart pound in a way that both terrifies and excites you.
âYouâre mine,â he says, the words claiming you with an unyielding finality.
And itâs that very possessiveness that pulls you deeper into him. Itâs why you married him in the first placeâbecause Minho doesnât just love; he consumes. His love is fierce, intense, teetering on the edge of madness, and you wouldnât want it any other way. You crave it, need it, and right now, it feels like itâs the only thing grounding you in this twisted reality.
âIâm yours,â you whisper, nodding as if youâre sealing your fate with those words.
The two of you kiss again, and this time, it feels like everything is falling back into place, like the chaotic balance of your marriage has been restored. The blood, the violence, the madnessâit all shifts back to where it belongs, the perfect equilibrium of your dark, twisted love.
For a moment, the chaos of what youâve done slips away, and you both stand in eerie stillness, as if nothing happened.
However, the sight of the body lying lifeless on the floor snaps you back to reality.
Minho silently moves to pick up Ryanâs jacket, using it to cover the gaping wound on his head, though the blood has already soaked into the rug. Without a word, he starts dragging the body onto the rug, and you, numb and dazed, help him. Together, you roll the body into it, cocooning Ryan in the bloodstained fabric.
"Go get the body bag from the basement," Minho tells you, his voice cold and devoid of any emotion.
Your legs feel heavy as you make your way down to the basement, retrieving the thick, black bag. The two of you struggle to maneuver Ryanâs body into it, your hands slipping on the slick fabric as you zip it up.
The weight of what youâve done sinks in deeper with each passing second, but you push it aside, focusing on the task at hand. Together, you drag the body outside into the dark night. The only sounds are the rhythmic scrape of the bag against the ground and the low rustle of wind in the trees.
Minho busies himself with the boat, the mechanical hum of the engine cutting through the stillness. You clamber onto the boat, watching him as he grabs the large rock he collected earlierâthe weight that will ensure the body stays submerged beneath the water, lost to the lakeâs depths.
Once everything is set, he starts the boat, and it moves silently over the water, cutting through the eerie calm of the night. You sit in the cold air, the distant shore shrinking as he drives far enough from land.
Finally, he stops, and you both work in grim silence to lift the heavy body bag over the edge. The splash echoes in the darkness as it hits the water, and for a brief moment, the sound lingers, unsettling and hollow.
You and Minho stay there, eyes locked on the spot where the bag submerged, waiting, watching. The bubbles rise to the surface, swirling for a few moments before fading away into the night. The water smooths out, becoming calm once more, its surface reflecting the endless stretch of the night sky above.
Nothing comes back up. Only silence, only stillness.
-
With the body gone, thereâs no time to waste.
Minho doesnât say a word as he moves toward Ryanâs car, his movements swift and calculated. You watch as he wipes the door handles, steering wheel, and gear shift clean of fingerprints before driving it to the edge of the river.
The car slowly inches forward, and as it begins to roll into the water, you stand at a distance, watching the lake swallow it whole, the final glint of metal disappearing beneath the surface. The water ripples for a moment before settling back into silence, leaving no trace of the vehicle behind.
You head back to the cabin to tackle your part. The living room feels eerily quiet, haunted by the chaos that took place just hours ago. You move quickly, gathering the objects that were stained with Ryanâs blood: the napkin, the rug, anything he touched.
With methodical precision, you scrub the floor clean, the sound of the rag scraping against the wood filling the room. You make sure to use bleach, wiping down every surface, making sure no bloodstains or lingering scent remains. The stinging smell of bleach replaces the coppery odor of blood, and you inhale deeply, feeling the chemical burn in your lungs.
When the room looks spotless, you gather the last of the evidence: your clothes, Minhoâs bloodstained clothes, and the tools he brought. All of it goes into a large bagâanything that could tie either of you to what happened. Together, you make your way into the woods, where the night feels darker, heavier, as if nature itself is holding its breath.
Minho starts the fire, the flames flickering to life and casting a soft, orange glow over the trees. The bag is heavy as you both throw it onto the growing blaze, the crackling of burning fabric and wood filling the air. You watch as the fire consumes everything, turning it into ash and smoke. The smell of burning evidenceâyour clothes, Ryanâs blood, every trace of himârises with the heat, drifting into the night sky.
Minho grabs your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. Thereâs a quiet intimacy in the way you stand there, side by side, watching as the fire devours the last remnants of the crime. The warmth of his hand grounds you as the flames burn higher, until all thatâs left are glowing embers and ash, scattering into the wind.
Thereâs nothing left now. No evidence. No trace. Just the two of you and the darkened woods.
-
The sun is slowly rising on the horizon when you walk back to the cabin
The final task is washing away the evidence from your bodies. You and Minho share the shower, alternating turns under the warm water as it washes off the blood and dirt clinging to your skin. At times, you help each other scrub, his hands trailing over the places where bruises and cuts mar your flesh.
Thereâs a quiet intimacy in the way you tend to each other, rinsing away the aftermath of the night before.
Once you're out of the shower and standing in front of the mirror, you notice the injuries. Thereâs a bruise blooming around your neck from where Minho had choked you, a thin cut across your chest from his scalpel, rope bruns on both wrists and ankles, and scrapes on your knees from tripping in the woods. The marks are raw, reminders of the violence that had passed between you.
âCome, sit.â Minhoâs voice cuts through your thoughts. You turn to see him sitting on the bed, first aid kit in hand, his eyes already fixed on your wounds.
You obey, sitting beside him as he opens the kit. His fingers graze your skin as he pulls the robe open, exposing the cut on your chest. The light touch sends a shiver down your spine.
Minho leans in, studying the wound with careful attention before smoothing ointment onto it. You wince as it stings, and he immediately blows cool air on it to soothe the burn.
He moves to your knees next, his hands gentle as he applies more ointment and covers the scrapes with band-aids. His gaze lingers longer on the bruise around your neck, his fingers softly pressing against the swollen skin.
âDoes it hurt?â His voice is softer now, a hint of worry in his tone.
âNot really,â you lie, and then it's your turn to ask about the bruise blooming on his jaw from Ryanâs punch, "How about it?"
He catches your hand and kisses it. "I'm okay."
Satisfied with your answer, he puts the first aid kit aside. His hair is damp, tousled as he pushes it back, and when his eyes meet yours again, thereâs something dangerous and tender in his gaze.
âArenât you going to kiss it better?â you ask with a sly smile, teasing him.
His lips curl into a smile, and before you know it, his hands are on your waist, pulling you onto his lap. You straddle him, feeling the warmth of his body through the thin fabric of your robe.
âWant me to kiss it better?â he murmurs, his voice low, his brown eyes fiery as they lock on yours.
âYes,â you whisper, your hands resting on his shoulders, needing his touch.
Minho leans in, placing a slow, deliberate kiss on the bandaged cut on your chest. His lips linger, and you feel the heat of the kiss searing into your skin. He doesnât stop there, parting the robe further to press fluttering kisses along your collarbone, down to your breasts.
His hands tighten around your waist, pulling you closer as he buries his face between your breasts. Heâs kissing, licking, and sucking your skin, his tongue leaving a wet trail in its wake. He takes his time with you, his fingers joining in, rolling and rubbing your nipples between them until they harden under his touch.
You tug at his hair, watching him, entranced by the way his mouth worships your flesh. His lips part with a soft pop as he releases your nipple, leaving it wet with his saliva.
âIâm obsessed,â he mutters, his lips brushing against your sternum. âIâll always be obsessed with your body.â
He doesnât need to say itâyou can feel it in every touch, every kiss. His admiration for your body is palpable, his gaze lingering on your skin as though he canât get enough. Your heart races, your desire growing hotter with each second that passes.
âWant you, Minho,â you moan breathlessly, your hands tightening on his shoulders. âI want you so much.â
Minho needs no further encouragement. He lays you back on the same bed where he tortured you earlier, his body moving over yours with a desperate hunger.
When he enters you, the intensity of his thrusts takes your breath away. His eyes flicker between watching his cock slide in and out of you and studying your face, seeking your reactions with every movement.
He slows down suddenly, leaning down to kiss you deeply, pulling away only when youâre gasping for air. He presses his forehead against yours, the heat of his breath mingling with yours.
âAre you mine?â His voice is rough, commanding.
You nod quickly, barely able to speak.
His fingers graze your lips. âWords.â
âI am yours,â you say, your voice trembling with need.
A dark grin spreads across his face, and he kisses you again, more urgently this time. âThatâs right. Youâre mine.â
Minho resumes his thrusts, picking up the pace. One hand moves to wrap around your neck, squeezing slowly, cutting off just enough air to blur the line between pleasure and pain. His thrusts donât falter as his grip tightens, his voice a dark whisper in your ear.
âYouâre mine. All mine. Only mine.â
Your vision swims, the pressure on your windpipe mixing with the waves of pleasure crashing through your body. You look into his eyes, and what you see thereâlust, love, madnessâsends you over the edge.
Both of you reach your peak together, bodies trembling as the release washes over you in shuddering waves.
When itâs over, Minho collapses beside you, pulling you into his arms. He places a soft, lingering kiss on your lips that makes your heart stutter.
âI love you,â he murmurs against your skin. His hand rests over your chest, right where your heart beats wildly.
Then, his voice drops, a dark promise in his words. âI want to cut you open and climb inside, so we can become oneâforever.â
Anyone else would think it was madness, but to you, itâs just Minho. Itâs the way he loves youâraw, obsessive, and unrelenting. And you love him for it, for every twisted piece of him thatâs unlike any man youâve ever known.
âAnd I would die for you,â you whisper back, your heart swelling with the weight of it. âKill for you. I love you.â
It has always been your wish to be loved to the point of madness and Minho made that come true for you.
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You wake to sunlight spilling through the cracks in the curtains, the warmth coaxing you from the comfort of sleep. The bed feels impossibly soft, but the familiar ache in your muscles reminds you of everything that happened the night before. Slowly, you stretch, your body protesting as you roll onto your side, blinking into the brightness.
The cabin is silent, save for the soft rustling of leaves outside and the occasional chirp of birds. You glance at the clock on the bedside tableâitâs already late morning. You sit up, pulling the robe tightly around your body as you swing your legs over the side of the bed.
Your eyes fall on the small bandages Minho placed on your wounds last night. Theyâre a stark contrast to the serene morning around you, a reminder of the intensity thatâs always lurking beneath the surface. But thatâs how it is with Minhoâlove and danger, pleasure and pain, always intertwined.
The smell of food drifts up from downstairs, making your stomach growl. Minho must be downstairs.
You pad softly down the stairs, your bare feet making no sound on the wooden floor. As you step into the kitchen, you find Minho at the stove, the light from the window framing him in a soft glow. Heâs already dressed in a white shirt that accentuate his broad shoulders and thereâs a calmness in the way he moves as he plates food.
He turns, a warm smile spreading across his face when he sees you.
âMorning, sleepyhead,â he says, his voice smooth and gentle, as if the events of last night were a distant memory.
âMorning,â you reply, still groggy as you walk toward him.
You wrap your arms around his waist, leaning your head against his chest, breathing him in. His arms immediately encircle you, pulling you close as his lips press a soft kiss to the top of your head.
âYou slept in,â he teases, one hand coming up to brush your hair away from your face.
âI needed it,â you murmur, tilting your head up to look at him.
His gaze is tender, and thereâs something disarming about the way he looks at you like youâre the only thing that matters in the world. He leans down, his lips brushing against yours in a soft kiss, slow and sweet.
The world outside feels far away, and for a moment, itâs just the two of youâwrapped in each other, the chaos of your love quiet for once.
Minho pulls back, his thumb lightly tracing your lower lip. âI made lunch. Thought youâd be hungry.â
You smile, your heart swelling with affection. âI'm famished.â
He cups your face, kissing you again, this time deeper, more lingering. You melt into him, your hands finding their way into his hair, tugging gently as his lips claim yours. Itâs moments like this that make you feel utterly consumed by him.
When you finally break apart, both of you slightly breathless, Minho rests his forehead against yours. His hands slide down to your waist, holding you close.
âHow about we go for a ride on the boat today?â he suggests, his voice low. âItâs a beautiful day.â
You look up at him, your mind still foggy from the kiss. âA boat ride?â
He nods, his lips brushing against the corner of your mouth. âYeah. The lakeâs calm, the sunâs out. We could use some fresh air.â
The thought of spending the day out on the water with Minho, with nothing but the peacefulness of the lake around you, sounds perfect. You can already imagine the cool breeze against your skin, the way the sunlight will dance across the surface of the water.
âIâd love that,â you say softly, leaning into his touch.
Minhoâs eyes glint with satisfaction, and he presses one last kiss to your lips before stepping back to finish preparing lunch. âBut first, finish your food.â
As you sit down to the table, Minho places a plate in front of you, the meal simple but delicious. You eat in comfortable silence, occasionally exchanging soft smiles and touches, your hands brushing across the table as if neither of you can stand to be apart for long.
For the first time, the two of you are connected in a whole new level that it feels like nothing can tear you and Minho apart anymore.
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The boat glides across the tranquil waters, the rhythmic sound of the oars slicing through the lake the only disturbance in the otherwise still air. The sun hangs high above, casting a shimmering path of light across the surface, making it look like a trail of gold leading them deeper into the heart of the lake.
You sit facing Minho, watching the muscles in his arms flex and contract as he rows, his gaze fixed on the water, intense and focused. Thereâs something serene about this moment, a rare softness between the two of you. It feels almost surreal, considering what happened just last night.
Last night, when this very lake was a silent witness to the horror you both created. Now, it feels like a different placeâcalm, almost idyllic. But the memory is still there, just beneath the surface, lingering like a dark shadow that no amount of sunlight can chase away.
Minho slows the boat as you reach the middle of the lake, his eyes shifting to meet yours. Thereâs a glint of something unreadable in them, a darkness that always simmers just beneath his surface. Itâs the very same darkness that pulled you in, binding you to him in ways that go beyond love. Itâs obsession, need, and something far more dangerous.
He lets go of the oars and shifts closer, his knees brushing against yours as he reaches out, his hand sliding into his pocket. You tilt your head, watching curiously as he pulls out something small and shiny.
Your breath catches when you realize what it is. Your wedding ring.
Minho holds it up between his fingers, the gold band catching the sunlight. You stare at it, your heart pounding as memories of your vows come flooding back. The promises you made to each other, promises that were shattered and reforged into something far more twisted and unbreakable.
âI believe this belongs to you,â Minho murmurs, his voice low and soft.
Thereâs a tenderness in his gaze that disarms you, makes you feel as if heâs peeling back every layer of yourself and looking straight into your soul.
He takes your left hand, his touch featherlight as he slides the ring back onto your finger. You shiver at the sensation, your eyes locked onto his as he recites the very vow you spoke on your wedding day.
âIn sickness and in healthâŠâ he begins, his voice barely a whisper but strong, his gaze unwavering. âFor better, for worse. For richer, for poorerâŠâ
You swallow hard, your heart hammering against your ribcage. Thereâs an odd sense of finality in his tone, as if heâs sealing not just a promise but something darkerâa pact, a blood oath that binds you together not just in love, but in sin.
â...Till death do us part,â he finishes, his thumb brushing over your knuckles, where the ring now rests again, a symbol of everything you are to each other.
You draw in a shaky breath, the words catching in your throat. âTill death do us part,â you repeat, your voice just as soft, but the weight of the vow feels heavier now, burdened by all the blood and secrets you share.
Minhoâs eyes light up at your response, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. He leans forward, pressing his forehead against yours, his breath mingling with yours in the still air.
âWeâre bound again,â he murmurs, his lips brushing against yours as he speaks. âIn life, in death, in everything. Youâre mine.â
âAnd youâre mine,â you whisper back, your fingers curling around the front of his shirt, pulling him closer. Thereâs a fierceness in your words, a possessiveness that matches his own. Because you are each otherâs, wholly and completely, in ways that no one else could ever understand.
Minho cups your face, his thumb stroking your cheek as he kisses youâsoft at first, almost reverent. But then it deepens, turning into something desperate and consuming. You can feel the intensity in every press of his lips, every brush of his tongue against yours.
Itâs not just love; itâs hunger, an insatiable need to claim and be claimed.
When he finally pulls back, both of you are breathless. Minho rests his forehead against yours again, his fingers threading through your hair.
âWith you, Iâm never alone,â he whispers, his voice raw and honest in a way that sends shivers down your spine. âYouâre the only one who understands me, the only one whoâll stay.â
âAnd I will,â you reply, your fingers tightening around his, âAlways.â
Minhoâs smile is small but genuine, and for a moment, he looks almost boyish, the hard edges of his face softened by the sunlight filtering through the trees around the lake. He brushes a stray strand of hair behind your ear, his eyes dark and intense as they lock onto yours.
âWeâre more than just lovers now,â he murmurs, his voice low.
Your gaze shifts to the water surrounding the boat, to the spot where Ryanâs body lies hidden beneath the surface. A chill runs down your spine, but itâs not fearâitâs the thrill of what youâve become together. Bound by love, by blood, by the darkness that twists through both of your souls.
You softly nod in agreement as you turn back to him and with that, the two of you are bound once moreânot just by the ring now resting on your finger, but by the weight of the secret that lies at the bottom of the lake. Itâs your bond, your burden, and in a twisted way, itâs also your triumph.
Because what you have with Minho isnât normal, and it isnât sane. Itâs dark and consuming and entirely your own. Itâs a love that defies all reason, a connection that canât be broken, no matter how much blood is spilled.
After all, when love is not madness it is not love.
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trope: kim seungmin x reader | strangers-to-lovers ; use of profanity ; mentions of a one night stand once ; heâs a fuckboy basically summary: fuckboy kim seungmin takes interest in the quiet, photography major who lives just across his dorm. wc: 3.8k words
The first time Kim Seungmin sees you, you have a camera strapped around your neck.
Youâre just across his dorm room, hands fiddling on the buttons of your DSLR and eyes shifting where you can get your eyes on, looking.
Probably for something that can be added to your portfolio, he thinks. Not that he cares.
It isnât all that hard to spot him either. Seungmin is easy to find, with a cigarette lit between his fingers and the smell of smoke vexing your senses. His entire body is leant on the wall, eyebrow slit and all to truly sell the fuckboy character.
You lock eyes when you finally find the source of smoke, and you think for a second to tell him to stop. Itâs not what you do. Instead, you shift your attention.
Itâs never a good idea to be within distance of boys like him anyway. There are other things to think about, things much more important. Like what youâll have for dinner, the old pair of shoes you need to replace, your final portfolio.
Sighing, you look down at your camera.
You hope the low ISO 200 can capture whatever the fuck you want to take a photo of tonightâlong shutter speeds, white balance on auto, manual mode. Youâd be fucked if you didnât have these settings memorized.
Different for day. Different for night. Itâs a hassle, but itâs a hassle you keep up with if you want to graduate.
âYou know, it isnât safe for pretty girls like you to be out this late.â
Raspy. It comes from just behind you, and you have half a mind to turn to face the threat when youâre greeted face to face with a smirking Kim Seungmin. He sounds kitschy, looks kitchsy and it seems like he knows it as well.
You roll your eyes. âI think Iâll be fine.â
He stares at you for a minute.
âWhatever you say, princess.â The bass of his voice is a little terrifying, but not enough for you to shuffle away.
He wouldâve been more if you werenât hellbent on the idea of finishing your portfolio for the semester. Nothing scares you more than a failing class.
Not even Seungmin.
He doesnât seem to mind your lack of chalant. He doesnât really care. The boy has never been the type to stick his nose in other peopleâs business, talking to others only when necessary. Being annoyingly chatty was reserved for his friends.
In hindsight, starting a conversation with you shouldâve been the first outlier he noticed on his sudden shift of behavior. But he doesnât. Instead, he shrugs his shoulders and separates himself from you.
He was only out for a smoke anyway.
+
The next time he sees you is after his one-night-stand-gone-wrong.
Itâs still at night, just a week later. And you look exactly like the way you were, camera in your hand and an unbothered look on your face.
Though, when you hear footsteps echoing from just a short distance and spot a speeding figure coming from his room, your face twists in disdain.
You were only out to practice a certain exposure you want to perfect. Not to bear witness to whatever the fuck happens in Seungminâs dorms.
When he locks eyes with you for the second time that week, you pretend not to notice anything.
âYou again?â
Heâs shameless. A bit of his overgrown sideburns are sticking to his skin, shirt lazily thrown on, and sweat still glistening on his forehead. You donât want to think of the connotations of what your observations could possibly mean.
You simply look at him, the way his face morphs in recognition and the way his neck cranes just a little. He looks like heâs in his element, sweat and fucked-out eyes and furrowed eyebrows.
Youâre the exact opposite, picking at the buttons of your camera with sleep-riddled eyes and air struck hair.
Sighing, you push yourself off your unflattering position on the ground, brushing off the rubble that mightâve stuck on your pants from sitting there for so long.
You slip back into your dorm room without uttering a single response to the boy.
+
He sees you everywhere after that.
And truthfully, it was starting to get annoying. Especially when the boys started catching on to his staring.
While Changbin was narrating stories of nights Seungmin couldnât care for the details of, he finds himself scanning the student hall.
He thinks he doesnât know the reason why, or at least not until he finds you eating with some other girl.
Your eyes are intently glued to the screen of your camera. He wonders what photos could litter the memory of your SD card.
Before he can even shift his attention back to whatever the fuck was happening back with his friends, heâs caught red-handed. Shit-eating grins surround the table, a few howls here and there, and shoves that Seungmin could've gone without.
âIs she your next target, Seungmin?â
He wants to vomit at the word choice.
âTarget?â He scoffs. You werenât a target. âShe isnât even my type.â
Kim Seungmin brushes off their noise, canceling out the ill-intentions theyâve made up for him. He just sits there, unperturbed by everything until his friends finish eating.
He looks at you one last time before leaving. Itâs hard not to.
It doesnât save him from further teasing.
+
âYouâre a photography major?â
Youâre caught off guard by the sudden voice behind you.
It seems Seungmin has made a habit of surprising you when you least expect to see him.
â...I am.â
You finally reply after letting the question hang in the air for a few seconds longer than necessary. He doesnât care, only cares that you responded to him.
âYou donât talk much, do you?â
Is he only capable of asking you questions?
âWeâre not friends.â You deadpan. His lips pull into a smile.
âIâm just curious why you have a camera with you all the time. Loosen up.â
He doesnât say anything after that, just lets the silence hang there. He knows he can tick you off even more, but he doesnât find himself wanting to. He simply walks back to the dorms with you.
When he walks too fast, he stallsâfor just enough time for you to catch up with him.
You fail to notice the way he shifts his position, always standing by the busy side of the road.
+
âAre you smoking again?â
Itâs the first time you initiate conversation, and he snaps out of the trance heâd been in. He was outside again, similar to when heâd first met you. And you were still you, with your camera, and the way you lift it to fit your eye through the viewfinder.
âWhy? Are you starting to care about me, princess?â Thereâs that same smirk evident, and it seems he took your question as invitation to stand next to where you are.
You want to stomp on his face.
ââM just asking. I really couldnât care less.â
You can smell the smoke off of him, warranting you to take a full step away. Youâve always hated its scent, and the second-hand smoke exposure.
In turn, Seungmin runs a hand through his hair. Itâs shorter, looks like he got it trimmed recently. When you put your camera away in favor of leaving the site of crime, the boy attempts to stop you.
âLeaving already?â
âIt isnât exactly part of my tuition fee to talk to people like you.â
You sound harsh, and itâs an odd feeling to suddenly feel offended about a simple phrase heâs heard multiple times before.
People like you.
What the hell was that even supposed to mean?
âSpare me a few more minutes, angel.â
You donât bother arguing any further. Besides, you still needed a few more practice photos of where you were looking. You lift your camera back up to peek through its viewfinder, and you can only hope the noise of your photos is enough to drown him out.
âWhat are you doing out here so late, anyway? Didnât I tell you it wasnât safe?â
âI also remember telling you Iâll be fine.â You grumble, snapping a shot. He moves closer to you when you open your mouth to continue talking. âPracticing helps ease the feeling of dread, like Iâd be less likely to fail if I did.â
Seungmin notices the calluses on your hands, rough with hard work, and then his eyes trail to your side profile. The light exposure from the moon makes you look prettier than you already do.
Wait, what?
The boy has never stared at someoneâs hands and drawn a conclusion before, never taken the time to admire and talk to someone he wasnât planning on screwing over either.
Thereâs a first for everything.
âSmoking helps.â
You snort at his sudden comment. Too much time has passed by for him to suddenly butt back into the conversation. The timing makes you laugh a little.
His heart races at the sound.
âAre there thoughts when you feel dread?â He asks, albeit a little silent, in case you didnât want to talk about it.
You contemplate whether you should talk about it. Itâs an unlikely conversation to have with an unlikely person like Kim Seungmin.
Against your better judgement, you answer.
âI donât know. It just feels like⊠it feels like my heart is palpitating. I feel scared for some reason. I guess I just really donât want to fail. Does that make sense?â
âYeah. It does.â
âYou also feel dread?â You ask.
He hums in response. âAll the time. Sometimes Iâm not sure if the decisions Iâm making are the right ones.â
It makes him sound so human to be able to empathize. You hate to admit youâre surprised.
âJust do what feels right in your heart.â
âHow am I supposed to know?â
âYouâll know.â You mumble.
The few minutes youâve spared him has run out. âGoodbye now, Seungmin.â
âYou know who I am?â
âEverybody knows who you are. You and your friends.â You wave him off, finally shutting off your camera and putting the lens hood back. âBye.â
Youâre dismissive, and itâs something that would usually annoy Seungmin because heâs the dismissive one in his friend group.
The sudden challenge should anger him, but it doesnât. What is it about you, and your playing hard to get, and your dismissiveness that has his attention so much?
Heâs usually the one being chased, never chasing.
Heâs usually the one being told things, never initiating. Never telling.
Youâve definitely done something to him, but he doesnât want to think about it.
He really doesnât want to think about it.
+
It happened without warning.
You only remember how angry Seungmin was. Everything else was a little blurry.
You donât even know who threw the first punch. Shapes and shadows just seemed to move around you until a fight broke out.
The victim was from the Engineering department, though you donât find the word victim befitting for someone like him. You donât even know his name, just that he has a history for picking on people.
And it seemed today, you had fallen prey. You guess it just wasnât your lucky day.
Though, if you think of the situation in whole, he definitely had worse luck than you.
Seungmin was locked and loaded behind gritted teeth and white knuckles when he threw a punch. And he was unforgiving with his hits.
âSeungmin, stop it.â Your voice comes out in a desperate plea, and as if a switch, he pulls himself off of the nameless Engineering boy.
âFucking asshole.â Seungmin spits at him.
He surprises you with how cold he can speak. While youâve always known that boys like him were a little more asshole-coded, you didnât think he had it in his moral compass to defend you after having only shared not more than four conversations.
âWhy would you do that? Seungmin, what the hell?â
Youâre exasperated as you peel him away from the crime scene. Heâd suffered a few blows youâre sure would bruise later, and his knuckles were bloody from his displays of violence earlier.
Heâs speed walking ahead of you, doesnât think he can look at you.
âWhy didnât you stand up for yourself? He had your camera.â His voice was significantly louder than it had been during your earlier conversations. You think it might be the first time heâs raised his voice at you.
His features, however, deeply contrast with the upset dripping from his voice. His face softens ridiculously fast when he turns back to look at you. And while his intentions send a soft nudge on your heart, youâre still upset at the predicament heâd willingly and intentionally put himself into.
âI didnât need you to start a fight.â You sigh, tugging him by his arm after heâd stopped walking to direct his line of sight at you.
You continue the fleet-footed walk back to your dorm, dragging him with you.
âA thank you would be appreciated.â He grumbles from behind you, but makes no move to free his arm from your grip. Seungmin simply lets you drag him away.
âStay there.â You sit him down just in front of your door before slipping into your little room. It takes no longer than two minutes before youâre back outside.
Heâs still right where you left him. The only difference is heâs looking at you as if heâd been waiting for you to come out.
You make a move to crouch next to him.
Thereâs a first aid kit sitting between the two of you, a tub of water, among other things.
âHow could you be so reckless?â You offer no warning when you take his hands, soaking them under the water and carefully washing the site of injury.
When youâre sure itâs clean, you turn to look at him. âYou barely even know me, and youâre getting into fights.â
Youâre clearly stressed, packing ice into a thin cloth while lecturing him under one breath. He doesnât argue with you. Instead, he hyper fixates on the way you hold his handâresting it on your thigh, applying light pressure on his bruise.
Your hand is warm, almost too warm against his. And he notices the same callouses he did that night you caught him smoking again. Yours with hard work, his with stubborn lament.
The action makes his face flush an embarrassing color. You donât seem to notice. Youâre too preoccupied being upset to even look him in the face.
âYou better not do this again.â
In truth, Seungmin had probably suffered much worse than bruised knuckles. This, in comparison to all the previous fights heâd gotten himself into, was nothing. But it feels more significant than the rest.
His heart folds at how youâre taking care of him.
It was a curiously intimate thing for you to attempt to reduce the swelling with your makeshift cold compress. Thereâs an unidentifiable feeling in his heart he still doesnât want to think about, but he knows thereâs a subtle change in the air that he needs to address.
âHe couldâve smashed years of your hard work.â He suddenly breaks the silence.
It triggers you to glance up, and you lock eyes with Seungmin once more. It looks like heâs rethinking whether he should continue talking.
Against his better judgment, he does. âHe had your camera, and all I could think about was how devastated you would feel if heâd broken it.â
You blink a couple of times at his sudden confession. Moreso because heâd been observant enough to know the significance of that single piece of item. And maybe because he was looking at you a certain way.
He does that sometimes.
You donât really know what to say to him, so you shift your focus back on his wounds. And when youâre sure there wasnât any more damage, you let him go. âIâm done. You can go.â
A silence falls between you both before the boy climbs back on his feet while holding the cold compress youâd handed him. He takes a few tentative steps away.
âAnd Seungmin?â
He suddenly turns back at the interjection of your voice, looking at you with that same look from earlier, like you should know heâd do it again for you. Itâs almost fond. And Seungmin hovers there, waiting.
You take the brief moment where his attention is on you to finally say the words thatâd been brewing in your throat.
âThank you.â
Youâre trying so hard to keep your voice monotone. Heâs trying so hard not to smile.
+
Seungminâs been in front of you for almost ten minutes now.
Itâd been almost a week since heâd gotten into a fight, and he has the gall to suddenly appear in front of you. In the student center during dinner, of all places.
âHi.â Itâs his fourth time uttering those words now, but it seems your attention is still on whatever the fuck poison they were serving for dinner.
âTalk to me. Hi.â He persists.
(âHe likes her, for sure.â Hyunjin laughs from a few tables away.
Thereâs amusement in Chanâs eyes.
âYeah, he definitely does.â The eldest smiles to himself.)
His attempts are fruitless. You are still drinking your soup, and he is still vying for your attention.
âYouâre ignoring me.â Seungmin pouts. He actually pouts. âAre you still upset I started a fight?â
You donât respond. If you were honest with yourself, you donât know why youâre ignoring him either. Was it because youâd felt the slightest nudge in your feelings the last time you saw each other?
âPretty girl.â
You stall before asking. âHowâs your knuckles?â
He smiles. âBetter. Will you stop ignoring me now?â
âI wasnât ignoring you.â
âIf you want me to apologize, I wonât. I donât feel regret for doing what I did. Iâd rather his face smashed than your camera.â
Thereâs that nudge again. You didnât want him to apologize either. A few days of mulling it over and the news of quiet in the Engineering department since his fight with Seungmin tells you enough that the benefits had outweighed the risks.
No more stories of students being taunted for doing absolutely nothing.
The boy in front of you clears his throat, trying to get your attention. âBut, Iâm willing to do anything else for you to stop ignoring me, or apologize for anything else.â
An idea flashes in your head.
âI know how you can make it up to me.â You say in lieu of a real response.
+
When youâd asked him for a favor, heâd gotten a little excited.
Heâd thought it was somewhere along the lines of a date, like that crap he sees in movies. He didnât think heâd have to model for a few shots in your portfolio.
âNew piercing?â You ask, gesturing at your own lips to try and mirror the spot heâd gotten it. Itâs silver and shiny, and definitely adds to the fuckboy appeal.
You shudder, you know your own parents would never agree to you doing the same.
âLike it?â Seungmin has the audacity to smirk, flaunting the silver on his lower lip. You simply roll your eyes.
(Though, the few seconds you spare to stare at it is enough judgment for him.
You lift your camera back up. âAlright. Just do whatever for now. Actually, maybe a hand in your pocketâyeah. Thatâs perfect.â
He does whatever the hell he can think of. And while most wouldâve been embarrassed by now, he couldnât find it in himself to care. If it meant youâd stop ignoring him, heâd do this a million times over.
âStay in that position.â
âHmm, I like it when youâre being bossy.â
âShut up.â You snap a shot, looking at the screen of your camera and smiling in contentment. You donât give him the time to rest before youâre lifting it back up to eye-level.
And it goes on like that for a while. You use him to study lighting, and angles, and shadows, and forms.
Though, itâs a little difficult when he looks so damn attractive in everything. You might have a biased model. Youâre afraid if you were to shoot him in shitty lighting, it would still turn out good.
âAlright.â You switch off your camera after flicking through the numerous shots youâd taken. âI think Iâm done.â
âSo, youâll stop ignoring me now?â
He looks at you with everything so potently him when heâs with you.
âUhuh.â You hum, letting your DSLR drop around your neck. He smiles victoriously.
None of you turn to leave.
You lament in the night air just a little longer, and Seungmin spends the time staring at you.
You suddenly turn to him. His gaze is a little too invasive not to notice. âWhat?â
âJust thinking.â
âAbout?â
âYou.â Thereâs something about the way he says it that makes you look away. You could swear you saw a tint of red on the tip of his ears.
âAmong other girls, I presume.â
He exhales. âNo. Just you.â
âResident fuckboy Kim Seungmin thinking about just one girl?â
âFuck you.â Though, thereâs no spit in the way he says it. His heart warms at the thought of you feeling comfortable enough to joke around with him now, despite you still coining him a fuckboy. He supposes that oneâs on him for years of tainted reputation.
Your half laugh at being cursed echoes in his mind, lingering more there than in the air.
âYouâre acting strange tonight, Seungmin.â
âYou make me act strange.â His voice softens even though heâs essentially putting the blame on you for the way he was acting. And he says it in a way that makes you think heâs waiting for you to say something, or to at least understand the intentions behind his words.
You donât know how to respond though. He sounds a little too serious to just merely be fucking around with you, like youâve heard he does.
âThe boys are saying Iâm getting soft.â Seungmin doesnât sound like heâs waiting for your response, so you let him continue talking. âEver since that first night I met you. What the fuck did you do to me?â
He meets your eyes.
âWill you say something?â
You attempt to flat out your nerves at how heâs baring himself vulnerable in front of you all of a sudden. You would be lying if you said you hadnât grown fond of the boy after his multiple attempts at getting your attention, but youâd also be lying if you said you didnât think it was just another one of his ploys to get into your pants.
âHow do I know youâre not lying?â
âIâm acting like a damn puppy following you around everywhere. And I let you boss me around for pictures when I could be drinking with my friends right now.â Heâs still eye-to-eye with you, and itâs scary the way honestly spills from his.
âThen go drink with your friends then. âM not forcing you to be here.â
Youâre so fucking stubborn, and he tries to search for your eyes but you arenât looking at him anymore. Yours are downcast somewhere, on the ground, on anywhere but his eyes.
âLook at me.â You donât know why, but you instantly do. Maybe it was in the way he said it, almost desperate. âI donât want to drink with my friends. I want to be here with you. Because I like you.â
You crack a slow smile at his words, and at the way heâs stripped himself in genuine softness in front of you. It wasnât everyday youâd see Kim Seungmin like this.
âSo donât think Iâd lie to you about that.â Heâs pouting again, and you tease him for it.
You get on your toes, get a good look on his face and the pout that adorns it. âAre you upset I thought you were lying?â
âFuck off. Iâm justââ He canât help but laugh, pushing you away from him lest he wants to suffer the consequences of kissing you without your permission. He wants you to like him back, and if he has to do it slowly, so be it.
âJust give me a chance.â Almost pleading.
You press your tongue against the inside of your cheek. âOkay.â
âI understand if youââ He suddenly pauses. âOkay?â
âOkay.â
He stares at your lips, at the way it forms around the word, and heâs puzzled at how hot his face feels because heâs never been flustered like this. And he thinks his cheeks will start to burn if he doesnât stop smiling. But he just canât bring himself to stop, not when youâve willingly given him a chance.
On your own autonomy.
âYou wonât regret it.â
You donât think you will.
sucking him off
he's tired and he can't seem to sleep. still high on adrenaline so you decide to ease his body...
-contains mature themes (this is very fluffy and hyunjin is so babie)
touring around different countries, across continents and having to perform for 3 hours nearly every two days was exhausting.
watching as hyunjin plops on the bed after reaching the hotel after the macau concert. seungmin and jeongin deciding to go live while hyunjin makes an appearance. staying for some time before he returns back.
sitting on the edge of the bed, quietly watching you cook some instant cup noodles for y'all.
he sniffles, sighing loudly and you can't help but laugh at his almost puppy like behaviour. turning around to see him flat on the bed. laying on his back with his legs spread apart. bathroom slippers hanging off his feet funnily.
"m'tiredddd" he groans, stretching his arms up. rolling his head around in the soft pillow.
bringing his hand down to pat his tummy. making all sorts of disgruntled noises while he lifts his legs up and drops them down. letting out another sigh.
continuing to press his lower abdomen with a firm hand. breathing slowly. he looks so calm, it makes you want to give him the world.
he's exhausted. but he can't fall asleep. adrenaline still rushing in his veins. still hyper from the concert yet too tired to even have energy to get up.
"..jinnie"
you mumble sweetly, deciding to give him something to relax. or maybe you just needed to calm yourself down after seeing him lay down in such a seemingly sexy way.
"mh- MH?!" he hums. going higher in pitch when you sit between his legs.
pressing a kiss to his inner thigh. taking him by surprise. neverthess he stays still, sinking deeper into the mattress. pressing kisses over his covered crotch.
"b-baby" is all he whispers, lifting his hips up for you to tug his tracksuit pants down just enough.
the cardigan he had on, exposing the tank top he was wearing underneath. exhaling as you fiddle with his waistband.
pulling it down to wrap your fingers around his hardening length. never failing to always surprise you with how pretty his dick looked. (i believe hyunjin has the prettiest most beautiful elegant dick and you cannot convince me otherwise)
smiling to yourself at how he pats his stomach in anticipation. cardigan sleeves so long that only the tips of his fingers stick out.
placing a small kiss to the tip, tasting his slick on your lips. so you sweetly circle your tongue over his weeping slit. body tingling with how loved you were feeling.
"m-mh babyyyy"
hyunjin drawls. voice cracking ever so slightly. absolutely strained after singing. you glance up at him. only seeing the underside of his chin and his heaving chest.
sticking your tongue out to lick a long stripe from his base all the way up to his tip. taking him in your mouth with a relieved sigh.
god, you loved thus man so much that you dreamt of doing this just to ease your mind.
"s-shit just like that"
moaning softly. goosebumps rising on his skin when you slide your hand underneath his tank top.
earning a surprised little squeak at your cold fingertips. thoughtlessly you suck on him. eyes closing with the pleasant weight on your tongue. warm and heavy.
breathing out shakily from your nose. his bigger hands sliding on top of yours. interlacing your fingers while you place wet sloppy kisses all over his dick.
looking up to see his chest heave. throwing his head further back and whining.
"cumming! c-cummi..."
hyunjin groans. squeezing your hand. feeling him twitch in your mouth and you take him deeper.
moaning your name sweetly while he cums harder than ever. legs closing around you. arching his back with a long drawn out whine.
you swallow. tasting the thick white slick that fills your mouth. sqeezing his hand reassuringly.
when you do lift your head up. his eyes are struggling to stay open.
making grabby hands at you sleepily.
"hold me, baby"
he whispers, grinning happily when you lay on top of him. kissing him on the cheek.
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i love this liddol dumpling
âĄÂ â ó Źó Ź[ minors do not interact! ] solo hwang hyunjin drabble . praise kink , masturbation , use of imagination idk âĄÂ â basically this is about hyunjin getting off to the thought of fans touching him and worshipping his body (all fans imagined in this are obviously legal age) i wrote this because ever since i saw these vids hyunjin has been driving me insane bye ⥠masterlist
the adrenaline still hummed in his veins, a phantom sensation lingering on his skinâthe ghost of hands that had traced over his arms, his chest, his back. soft fingers, eager touches, the warmth of a thousand bodies pressing in close, their collective hunger feeding something primal inside him. hyunjin had let them, basking in the attention, in the way they reached for him like he was something divine. like he was made to be touched.
now, alone in the dim glow of his hotel room, that feeling hadnât faded. if anything, it had settled deep, a slow, aching pulse between his legs. he exhaled, dropping onto the mattress, muscles still taut from the stage, skin too hot, too sensitive. his shirt felt suffocating. he peeled it off, letting the cool air kiss across the places where hands had been, imagining they were still there.
a slow drag of his palm down his torso, nails scratching lightly. his lips parted at the contact, a flicker of a sigh escaping. they had touched him everywhere, fingers grazing his waist, pressing against his spine, ghosting over the line of his throat. his mind twisted it into something filthier, something darker. what if those hands werenât fleeting? what if they took, claimed, worshipped?
his breath hitched. he pushed his sweatpants lower, his cock already hard, aching with the thought. a shudder ran through him as he wrapped a hand around himself, the imagined sensation of dozens of hands making his fingers feel inadequate. he wanted more. wanted to be devoured, to be nothing but sensation under the weight of their touch.
his grip tightened, strokes rough, desperate. his head tipped back against the pillows, lips parted as he let himself sink into the fantasyânails raking down his chest, lips pressing into his skin, the dizzying rush of being wanted so completely. he imagined the warmth of their breath against his throat, the press of lips against his pulse, murmuring words of devotion. his body tensed, his muscles coiling tight with every slow, deliberate pull of his hand.
the pleasure built quickly, a molten heat curling low in his stomach. his thighs trembled, his breath stuttering as he chased the sensation, hips lifting into his own grip. he imagined hands holding him down, keeping him still, forcing him to take it, to be utterly lost in the overwhelming pleasure of being touched, being worshipped. his own moans filled the quiet space, raw and unrestrained, his body unraveling under the weight of his own fantasy.
he could feel the pressure cresting, that intoxicating edge drawing closer, his body tightening in anticipation. his strokes turned frantic, his entire form strung taut with need, with hunger, until the tension snapped, pleasure crashing over him in waves so strong they left him shaking. his orgasm ripped through him, white-hot and all-consuming, spilling over his fingers as his breath came in ragged, broken gasps.
even now, he could still feel them. the ghosts of their touch, the remnants of his own desire. it wasnât enough. it never was.
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ex!seungmin who thinks about you when he receives his diploma during his graduation in law school because he couldnât have done it without you, and it breaks his heart that while heâd reached his dreams, you couldnât be there to see him make it.
heâd remember the countless sleepless nights youâd stayed up with him to review for his tests
or when youâd urge him to get some rest or eat his meals when heâd forget sometimes
you were there to help him realize he could do it, coming with him to apply for numerous universities
you were there from the beginning, so why couldnât you be there to see him reach the end?
and it was a mutual decisionâthe breakup. but he finds that, as he reaps the rewards of his efforts, it doesnât feel right that you arenât in the crowd
that night, seungmin ponders over whether to call you or not
instead, he sends a few text messages
he doesnât think he could talk to you without crying, doesnât think heâs ready to hear your voice again
seungmin (9:57pm): i graduated today haha
seungmin (9:58pm): i just wanted to say thank you. i know that things are over between us, but itâs undeniable the influence you had on me while i was in law school. i donât know if iâd be able to make it this far if you hadnât believed in me the way you did. thank you. i canât say it enough.
seungmin (10:01pm): thereâs so much i want to tell you, but i guess i donât really have the right to do that anymore. still, i hope you realize how much youâve changed the way i looked at life (for the better, i can hear you complaining already)
seungmin (10:03pm): oh, and i found this letter iâd written back when i was still in my 1st year. itâs addressed to you, and i vividly remember telling myself to give it to you on the day i graduate. haha, somehow iâd thought weâd still be together when today would come. lmk if you still want it or if itâs too awkward then thatâs okay too
seungmin (10:06pm): alright thatâs it. sorry if these messages freaked you out a little. iâm not even sure this is still your number
seungmin (10:07pm): thanks again, (name). you are the one person who made me believe i could make it and i did :) thank you
Can you do a nsfw alphabet with seungmin next please
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A = Aftercare (what theyâre like after sex)
His ass is lowkey just tired tbh...but he still does aftercare and stuff. He'll bring you something to drink, to eat, and maybe even clean himself off. Other than that, he'll be lying down attempting to fall asleep while listening to your whines about how your pussy hurts, but he doesn't give a single shit.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
On himself: Probably his hands or his chest. Only his favorite because you rest on his chest after, and his hands because he knows you find them hot asf.
On you: Everything but probably your boobs. Just like the dog he is, he can't help himself except touch them and squeeze them like stress balls. He finds them relaxing to play with.Â
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
When you give him head he LOVES cumming on your face. And boy does it turn him on when you lick it off of his dick or rub it into your face to make you all messy-looking. Would actually prefer to cum inside you but is too afraid to ask.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
HAS sucked dick before but WON'T tell you who, when, or why. All you know is that he was drunk and at a party. He won't tell you who because he doesn't even remember.Â
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyâre doing?)
Not experienced/Beginner. Honestly, he's only at a few hookups and never got to take over. Everybody assumed he was more sub, but he really would like to be on the top for once. (All of his...dreams...are him in the top position).
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
ANY!! Missionary and doggy-style king to be exact. He absolutely adores the sight of your legs and hands tied together so he can take over, but of course, you agreed to it beforehand.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Serious. He wouldn't joke around in such a serious moment. The only thing he's saying is praise and degrading words. Laughs can be saved until after sex.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcannon)
He once wondered how high he could cum from his tip to wherever in the air. He did measure it, and told you he measured it, but he won't say how tall.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Degradation
Subtle RoleplayÂ
Anal
Humiliation
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Anywhere and anytime. It could be in a park at night or in a restaurant bathroom. Whenever you have the need for it, he'll do it.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Nothing specific. Maybe like touching or edging him, which is rather obvious. He also gets turned on by revealing clothes/lingerie.
N = No (something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
Hitting near face
Age play
Feet (gets weirded out by it)
Bodily fluids (specifically blood or peeing)
Breath Play
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Surprisingly prefers giving head and is pretty skillful with his. He sucks on your clit, leaves little kisses but can also eat you out like a starving man. Although, he enjoys being sucked off too, like said in the "C", he will either cum on your face, down your throat, or on your tongue.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Both. Faster when he begins but ends up slowing down not only because of how tired he is, but because he's close. When he's close he gets slower and has to think where he wants to cum.Â
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Hates them. Only hates them because he can't do anything fun. The only time he does quickies is when you are out in public, except you're the one telling him to stop before you get caught.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Kinda, but he likes to stick to what he knows. Will take risks for you.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
I know I may say this for DanceRacha but VocalRacha and 3Racha also have great stamina. The breath control needed for singing high notes, dancing, and rapping is insane in general. And before you bring up Jeongin...Jeongin is LOUD. Not out of breath.
He can go for however many he wants and will make them last however long he wants.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Doesn't own any toys but really wants to buy them for you and see the look on your face when you open his "present".
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
2nd most teasing behind Minho (2min, hear me out!!). He'll not only tease you physically but also verbally. Imagine saying you were gonna climax and this mf says "No." like girl I would NEVER have an orgasm again, in fact, I'm dry all of a sudden.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
One of the most silent ever. All you can hear him do is breathe and degrade you. (is this not hot?? #freemefrompplwhodisagree)
W = Wild card (a random headcannon for the character)Â
He will ALWAYS be packed with extra condoms in all shapes and sizes like he's getting cock too. Will only not wear one if you ask, because he's clean cause it's Seungmin ofc.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Could definitely be higher, but it stays at a constant rate. His sex drive is basically a zero slope line or the beautiful horizon because of how straight and horizontal it is. He's always a little horny so if you can turn him on a bit more he's willing to dick you down.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Not very often (cause it's usually during the day or in public), but after a couple of long, hard rounds, give him maybe 30 minutes before he feels a little sleepy. If and once he sees you asleep, it's lights out for him.
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âĄtorturĂ© pour l'Ă©ternitĂ© - Han Jisung
MINORS DNI 18+ ONLY MEMBERSHIP//M.LIST
pairing: author! Jisung x fem! reader
summary: you've been hired to clean for a tortured writer who never leaves his office. Angry and antisocial, can you find a way to soften his hardened heart?
warnings: alcohol mentions, angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, emotional
a/n: I decided to go a different way with the arranged marriage trope and I hope you guys like it!
Somewhere deep in the French countryside lived a man. A mysterious, troubled and misunderstood man. He often felt overwhelmed by even the most basic human interaction. So overwhelmed in fact that he isolated himself away from the world. The world that never seemed to want him.
Through his pain, he wrote. He built worlds with just the flick of his pen. Han Jisung.
You were hired just a week ago by Jisung's publisher to clean his home so he could âfocus solely on his next novelâ as she do elegantly put it. When you first started cleaning, you noticed that the house was a mess, not just your typical bachelor pad mess, but a mess of someone who had given up on life. Dishes piled up in the sink, clothes were thrown all over the floor, and ashtrays were overflowing with cigarette butts. You would clean for a few hours and leave. Once a day, every day. But you had still never seen him, the illusive author.
One day after a few hours of cleaning, you finally finish and decide to take a break, sitting down at the kitchen table with a glass of water. That's when you hear the creaking of the stairs as Jisung descends, his footsteps slow and heavy. He appears in the doorway, looking tired and worn out. He rolls his eyes at the sight of you. "You're still here," Jisung mutters, his voice dripping with displeasure as he looks at you sitting at the kitchen table. He enters the kitchen, his presence filling the room with a palpable tension. "I thought maids were supposed to be invisible.â
Your eyes take in the sight of a someone that was more ghost than man now. He swirled a glass of whiskey in his hand as his eyes scanned you up and down. âI'm sorry Mr. Jisung,â you started, âI'm almost done here. Would you want me to make you something to eat?â
Jisung scoffs at your suggestion, his eyes narrowing. "You think I need you to take care of me?" He pulls out a chair and sits down heavily, his gaze never leaving yours. "I've been taking care of myself just fine without you." He pauses, his jaw clenched.
You stir at his sharp words but swallow hard as you stand and make your way to the sink to continue washing the dishes.
Jisung watches you with hooded eyes, studying your movements in the kitchen. Despite his initial hostility, he seems unable to completely ignore you. After a moment of internal struggle, he speaks, his voice slightly slurred, âwho hired you anyway?â
âYour publisher. She wants you to focus on your writing. How is the novel coming?â
Jisung's expression darkens at your question, his fingers drumming impatiently on the table. "It's fine," he bites out, clearly annoyed at the intrusion into his writing routine. He glances at you disdainfully, his eyes lingering on your appearance before looking away. You continue to scrub away at plates and cups. You have a kettle on the stove for tea and you had opened the window to let some fresh air inside. His curiosity piques as he observes you diligently washing the dishes, ignoring his rude behavior. He finds himself wondering why you're so insistent on taking care of things that aren't your responsibility. He swigs his glass of whiskey, his mind racing with unanswered questions. As you finish up the last plate, you wipe your hands clean and turn back towards Jisung still seated at the table. âI'm finished for the day, sir.â
He looks up at you, his eyes slightly unfocused from the alcohol, but there's a hint of something else there - confusion, perhaps even a flicker of interest. "You're... finished," he repeats, as if testing the words. He hesitates, the whiskey making him second-guess his usual cold demeanor. He opens his mouth to dismiss you, but instead finds himself asking, "Have you eaten?â You smile softly at Jisung's hint of kindness and turn towards the fridge. âI haven't eaten yet, but I made this turkey sandwich for you. We could split it?â You set the plated sandwich down on the table. Jisung's eyes widen slightly in surprise as you place the sandwich in front of him. No one has shown him this kind of consideration in a long time. He stares at the sandwich, then back at you, his expression unreadable. âWhy... would you do that?â
âBecause, everyone deserves kindness.â You answer gently. His eyes betray a brief flash of something raw and vulnerable - something that quickly turns into irritation as he covers it up. "Don't act like you actually care about me. You're just here to clean my house," he snaps, though there's less bite to his words than before. âYes, sir.â You giggle softly to yourself as you grab one half of the sandwich and sit down at the table with him.
He finds himself sitting across from you, sharing a sandwich like it's the most normal thing in the world. He can't remember the last time he shared a meal with someone, let alone sit in silence without feeling uncomfortable. He steals glances at you as you eat, his mind racing.
The next day when you return, you start your cleaning routine in the living room first. A location that has not seen light or laughter in quite a few years. You work on during first, clearing cobwebs in every corner you can reach. The sound of cleaning downstairs disrupts Jisung's writing once again. He grits his teeth, annoyed at the interruption. A part of him wants to yell at you to be quiet, but another part is almost curious. He stands abruptly, stalking to the balcony overlooking the living room. You pause your cleaning for a moment as if sensible Jisung's presence in the room. You turn and look up at his slender frame pressed leisurely against the balcony railing. His eyes narrow as they meet yours, trying to maintain his usual cold demeanor despite the warm flicker in his chest at the sight of you. "Keep it down, will you?" he shoots back, but his voice lacks its usual venom. "When will you learn to be quieter?â You hold back another giggle as you too try to keep your composure. âYes, sir. I'll be quieter.â
Jisung watches you clean and move around his house. A warmth to you that he's never experienced before. As days turned into weeks, he found himself sitting in the living room while you cleaned. He would read a book out loud to you while you wiped windowpanes and dusted the fireplace mantle. You would ask him about himself, where he grew up and what his favorite season was. It was all so simple. The two of you together was like love but Jisung knew that âI love youâ could not properly portray what you had done for him. He would spend years writing the exact words to express to you what love truly was to him now. You had found him and save him. And he could never thank you enough for that. But he would spend each day telling you that you were, without question, his long awaited love.
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DAY 24: PASSION âź PART 5 â„ Heaven and Hell trade places, and when the dust settles, your heart feels unbearably heavy.
â„ 3k (~13 min. read)
â â Explicit sexual content (see masterlist for more before reading)
This isnât even the half of it.
Not even half.
For Hyunjin, becoming one with you wasnât anything less than being choked. Your hands around his neck, your walls around his cock⊠Same thing. He wasnât able to breathe in either case.
âGod⊠Oh, god⊠OHâŠâ
âDidnât your little books describe what this would feel like, my prince?â you chuckled as he entrusted his life in your hands, âAll sweet nothings, werenât they? They never told you what fucking is.â
âPleaseâŠâ
âWhen you fully sink into me, you will start moving. Trust your instincts, they will lead you where you need to go,â you intertwined your fingers with his and quietly instructed against his trembling lips, âDo not hesitate. You are not hurting me. The more you move, the more pleasurable it will be. I promise.â
It was just an excuse. Rather than him, you were trying to prepare yourself, thus the neverending suspense, but deep inside you knew. Simply dipping your toes in the water was never going to get you used to the temperature. You had to take the leap of faith and dive in headfirst no matter how much you were terrified of heights.Â
You took a deep breath, closed your eyes, and finally let yourself go. He was only halfway in when you jumped off the cliff, so naturallyâŠ
âJESUS!!!â
The cry that ripped from Hyunjinâs throat was completely involuntary for he couldnât process the sensation at all. It wasnât the same feeling as when you caressed him under the sheets. Or when you kissed him in places that made him lightheaded. Or when you did unspeakable things to him with your mouth. This was beyond all of that. It had to be death itself.
Why else would he be ascending like this?
âSâSlow⊠Slow down!â he urgently held onto your waist, âIâI donât want it to end so soon.â
The amount of pleasure coursing through his veins was so impossibly addictive that no wonder this was a sin. No one would be able to resist this once they got a taste, and you had made the biggest mistake of your life by teaching him this. Now he was never going to stop seeking the tiniest opportunity to seep into you every chance he got, pull you into the depths of insanity with him trying to find out whether his appetite for you could ever be satiated. He was going to intoxicate himself with you day and night, kiss every inch, lick every spot. There wasnât going to be a singular grain on your body he didnât touch, he didnât mark, he didnât love to death.
He suddenly remembered your words about how important it was to⊠to make his lady⊠beforehand. He hadnât managed to do it yet, not that he had any mental faculty to properly execute it, but he understood exactly why because⊠Because your wetness⊠The way you dripped around him⊠It was making your voice echo louder in his head.
âŠit will also be easier for you to⊠to navigate.
âŠto navigate.
âŠnavigate.
Was this what it meant to navigate? Was that the name given to setting sail on your body? Did it mean charting the map of the field where the most beautiful flowers were planted? Because he could quite literally feel the most fertile soil on his extremities. So soft. So moist. It needed plenty of water to bloom.
And he held all the aqua vitae necessary to irrigate.
âHow do you feel?â you touched his flushed face burning with the fever he was spiking, âTell me, how do you feel?â
He was falling into an abyss of fire, but he had never felt so alive. He pulled you even closer and kissed all over your breasts, leaving wet trails behind the paths he walked.
âNothing ever hurt this good,â he breathlessly uttered, depriving himself of his sight to bask in your perfection, âCall me that again, darling. Call me the name that tears me apart.â
âLook at me.â
You gently lifted his chin and made him face you. His eyes were all hooded like he was half asleep, barely able to keep them open. You wanted to get lost in them as you confessed your most well-kept secret to him. That you couldnât believe your luck that you got to taste love this pure during your lifetime. That you were falling in love with him all over again every time he called you darling. That you hated him for becoming your everything.
But all you were able to utter wasâŠ
âMy treasure.â
âKill me!â he throatily groaned as he pressed his forehead on your collarbones, eyes squeezed tight like he was in torturous agony. Words were forcing themselves out of his lips, almost like a chant as if he were possessed, âCrush me to pieces with your bare hands. Iâm yours. My soul is yours. Everything I was, everything I am, everything Iâll ever be is yours.â
There is a moment when the souls of lovers entwine, rendering the need to use words obsolete. You were talking to each other just with touches. You were telling him how you wanted time to stop so you could live this moment forever. He was telling you how he couldnât bear the thought of detaching himself from your body and that he would much rather die a thousand deaths as long as he was trapped inside you. Overcome with too many emotions, you found yourself tackling him, and took him on top of you.
You wanted everything from him.
âPut my legs on your shoulders.â
He kissed your ankles as he obediently followed instructions, then pressed his tip on your entrance. This was supposed to be a continuation of what you had been doing. He was going to disappear into you again like the newly-turned fiend he was, and your warmth was going to envelop him. Nothing had changed in its essence.Â
Except for one thing.Â
When he made the mistake of looking down at you, Hyunjin suddenly became aware that you were under him, so vulnerable and completely at his mercy. He could wreck you right now if he wanted, and you had brought this on yourself. Very much willingly for that matter. His thoughts were getting blurry, dissolving within each other to become this incomprehensible mass. Neither liquid nor solid. He couldnât discern where his love ended and his lust began, rapidly losing sight of what was appropriate. Something very dangerous was taking over him, and his instincts kept whispering the same damn thing.
Give in. Give in. Give in. Give in.
âYES!!!â
Oh, that sound was everything to him. He must have done the right thing by ramming himself into you like that. It was just polite to return the favor, no? Catching you off guard exactly in the way you did to him not too long ago. Getting you wetter. Making you moan louder. Fucking you at a pace so ardent, his hair was sticking to his sweaty forehead. You looked fucking incredible under him, pinching your nipples with how gone you were with pleasure. He wanted to lick them. He wanted to lick your lips. He wanted to lick your pussy, and he was cursing at his damn luck that he wasnât able to do all of that at once. His veins were getting raided with something akin to venom, almost making him angry. It was downright impossible to fight it.Â
And once he let it consume him, Hyunjin had absolutely no control over what he was doing or saying.
âHave my children.â
What?!
Your reaction to the abrupt declaration was purely instinctive. It made you throb so hard that you felt your walls clamping themselves around his cock. It was as if your body was forcing it to happen even though your logic was reciting a whole other sermon, yet you were in no position to lend an ear with your barely-there defenses against Hyunjin taking massive damage.
âI want at least five,â he panted heavier, drops of sweat trickling down his chest to yours, âLetâs just start right now.â
God, you wanted to. You really wanted to. In your wildest daydreams, you were giving him as many children as he wished to raise with you. You had a happy family. You were whole for the first time in your life.
But in your wildest daydreams⊠That reality was enough to induce an acute urge to sob because how come the one thing you wanted in this entire world was the one thing you could never have?
You shook your head to rid your mind of any cloudy thought that didnât belong to this moment. This was no time to wail over your woes. It was time to love.Â
Love the only man ever.
You held onto Hyunjin tighter and jerked a little forward to make him fuck you deeper. Neither of you was able to talk. The only thing heard in the room was the shamelessly loud sounds of pleasure melting into each other. Being loved by Hyunjin was nothing short of a religious experience. It was heavenly. So heavenly.
Too heavenly.
âThere! Cum right there if you want to breed me,â your vocal cords came back to life when he hit a spot inside you, âThere is no way it wonât hold with your virility. Maybe we can even have twins.â
âDONâTâ!â
This feeling⊠It was brand-new. The most intense kind of pleasure, unbearably overwhelming like an entire earthquake happening in his body. Nothing like heâd ever experienced before. In his dreams. By himself. With you. It was like a pair of hands reaching inside him and pulling something out. It didnât hurt whatsoever, but it did severely weaken him as three loads worth of cum gushed out of him.
And even though he said that on a whim, it was as if his body was forcing it to make absolutely sure you conceived.
It was a brand-new feeling for you, too. Watching him cum, feeling him completely invade you, fill you up to the brim⊠It pleased you. That book he had was indeed telling the truth. When it was a man you were this in love with, nothing was more gratifying than his raging tempest. Nothing was more beautiful than a Hyunjin in rapture. You caressed his hair as he took shelter in your chest until the storm passed.
âWas it⊠good for you?â he looked up and hesitantly asked once he managed to gather his wits.
âGold star,â you brightly smiled at him as you brushed his cheeks with the back of your fingers.
âBut did⊠did youâŠ?â
âNo,â you kissed the crown of his head, âbut itâs okay.â
âNo, itâs not!â he suddenly propped up on his elbow in protest, âLetâs do it again.â
You were so endeared by the little tantrum that you couldnât help heartily laughing.
âYou are physically unable to,â you brushed his hair behind his ear, âWe need to wait a while until you can⊠you know.â
He followed your gaze to see what you were looking at, and when he found his target, he connected the dots.
âBecome erect?âÂ
You nodded in response, smile still intact whereas Hyunjin looked dead serious. He reached for your hair and began playing with it as he uttered ever so nonchalantly.
âI can still fuck you.â
It may have been because of your residual arousal or a particular weakness you had developed recently that you throbbed that hard at his words, who knows? In either case, the matter of the fact stayed the same.
You were never going to be able to resist him. Whatever he asked for, yes to everything, all the time, forever.
âStop the profanities, or Iâm going to have a problem,â you attempted to roll over to hide your face.
âGood, I want you to have a problem!âÂ
And just like that, you were in his arms again. His kisses were as hungry as they were five minutes ago as if he hadnât just poured himself inside you. You contently sighed as he kissed your neck, then your chest, sneakily making his way down to your crotch while gently grazing his teeth on your skin.
âIâve learned other ways to pleasure my lady,â he hugged your legs, âWe donât have to wait.â
âI mean⊠NâNot really, butââ
âShh. Enjoy me,â he tenderly kissed your thighs, âLet me take you to the stars.â
You were dying.Â
He spread your legs as wide as he could and brushed his fingers on your pussy like he was touching the delicate petals of a flower. He watched you throb, yearning to feel just one kiss. He obliged. One kiss became two kisses.Â
Then three.Â
Then four.Â
Again.Â
Again.Â
And again.
He finally closed his lips around your clit and began to softly suck on it, swirling his tongue around every once in a while like commas in a very long paragraph. As your taste became denser on his tongue, Hyunjin found himself moving further down, licking longer stripes on your folds until he reached your entrance, quietly whispering little confessions into your cunt.
You kept sighing in delight as he relaxed and tensed you simultaneously, fingers in his hair, moaning a bit louder every time he licked you with more pressure. Hyunjin could listen to this sweet melody forever if you let him, but there was one thing he was dying to see. The vista he loved gazing upon in complete awe, nothing short of a miracle. He briefly paused, and your moans climbed three floors at once when he sank his fingers into you. With every pump, they seemed to be getting even louder. Your body was getting tenser. You were tugging at his hair harder. He remembered. He remembered everything. Every single step you had taught him.
âLike this, right?â he hooked his fingers upwards.
You couldnât talk. All you could do in response was fervently nod. He was fingering you with your clit in his mouth, but it felt like he was beckoning your demise to come closer.Â
Meanwhile Hyunjin was learning things about himself he didnât even know were there. Three weeks ago, if anybody told him he was about to pick up a severe addiction to a womanâs taste very soon, he would burst into the most disgraceful derisive laugh. But there he was, salivating as he stared at his cum leaking out of you. Nothing was more arousing than the sight of the two of you fused together. Nothing was more delectable than this savory concoction he was slurping on. It was the flavor of the crimes you committed together. Of his undying passion. Of his devotion to you.
No one else could make him feel like this.
His hand moved on its own, and before he knew it, it was fondling your breast, his thumb brushing on your still-moist nipple. He wanted to know all the buttons he could press just so he could orchestrate the ultimate symphony of a violent eruption for you, crescendo so loud you would forget who you were by the end of it. Until only one thing remained in your memory.Â
His name.
âIâm a slave to your love, darling,â he whispered loudly enough for you to hear this time, âThere is nothing I wonât do for you.â
âHyunjin!!!â
Your entire body convulsed from head to toe when you arched into his mouth, still getting licked and fingered until your moans subsided into deep breaths. You couldnât tell how long that orgasm lasted. Maybe ten seconds, maybe ten lifetimes, but in each one of them, every fiber of your being longed for Hyunjin.Â
He finally crawled back up to you, breaking into a bright smile at how brightly you were glowing. He was so happy he was able to make you happy.Â
âI donât want to sleep without you by my side anymore,â he quietly breathed his words into your soul as he stroked your hair.
At this point, you had not choice but to admit it to yourself. Neither did you. You wanted him to be the first thing you saw in the morning and the last thing you saw at night. You wanted him to make love to you like a soothing lullaby rocking you to sleep. You wanted to drift to your dreams with his scent on your nose.Â
But every word he uttered was cutting open a wound in your soul instead.
âIâm your man now,â he rested his head on your chest, listening to your calming heartbeat, âI love you, my night sky.â
You tried your best not to flinch as your heart got ripped out. You knew how much this was going to hurt eventually.
Because it had happened once before.
It was true. You loved Hyunjin beyond the horizons you could see. You loved him to an unbearable degree. You were terrified out of your mind, but you would rather die than hurt Hyunjin in any capacity. One week. You had him only for one more week. Then he was going to slip away for good and leave you as the shell of a woman you once were, utterly unsalvageable debris.Â
Because it had happened once before.
âArenât you going to call me your moon again?â he looked at you with his big brown eyes, drowning in sadness just because you couldnât respond as fast.
âOf course,â you pulled him closer, trying your hardest to swallow the sobs piling up in your throat, âOf course, my moon.â
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âĄKnight To Remember - Seungmin
MINORS DNI 18+ ONLY MEMBERSHIP//M.LIST
pairing: knight! Seungmin x princess! reader
summary: Your parents set up a competition for all the knights in the kingdom and said whoever wins it wins your hand. Your childhood enemy has entered just to piss you off but what happens when he unexpectedly wins?
warnings: hurt/comfort, angst, tooth-aching fluff
Knights and noblemen from the entire kingdom had made an appearance. They had trained, bartered and bought their way into this competition. All for your hand in marriage. It wasn't that they were after. This long line of eligible men weren't your true loves. When they looked at you, they saw the crown. A shining symbol of money and power. Marrying you was just a technicality. An added responsibility they each of them would ignore the moment the wedding ceremony was finished. You would rot away in that castle just as your mother had. And there wasn't a thing you could do about it.
The first pairing stepped forward. An experienced knight that everyone knew by name. The crowd roared and cheered him on and he soaked up every moment. His opponent matched him in size but not popularity. The match was over in a few moments with Mr. Popular coming out the victor. âWho's next?â He shouted, his confidence growing by the second.
Some of the other knights instinctively stepped backwards, not wanting to risk the almost certain humiliation of going against such a distinguished knight. You sighed heavily as you watched the other men look around at each other, unsure what to do.
âI'll take you on, big guy.â A voice rang from the crowd with a familiar tone. You leaned over your balcony to see him, Seungmin, stepping into the ring. His gloved hand gripped tight around the handle of his sword and he moved his feet into practiced positioning.
Seungmin was exceptionally skilled as he was irrefutably stubborn. He had been asked by many to join their individual cause and help them fight, but Seungmin always brushed them off. Must have enjoyed the company of free drink and free women more than fighting for his kingdom. What a pig. You turned your nose and your back as Seungmin readied himself. But you still peered over your shoulder still, figuring it would give you some sort of entertainment to see him get his ass kicked.
Seungmin raised his sword in proper knightsmen etiquette, signaling that he was ready to begin. Mr. Popular stepped forward as well. He was noticeably taller than Seungmin. âAre you sure? I don't want to embarrass you in front of such a beautiful princess.â The knight boomed, gesturing to you in the balcony above the arena. Seungmin turned his head towards you and smiled. A smile you knew all too well. A smile that promised more mischief was to come. He bowed to you like a gentleman. You rolled your eyes in response. âReady when you are.â Seungmin said, addressing the knight. Although his eyes never left yours as he spoke.
âIt's not like I killed him.â Seungmin laughed as he pulled off his remaining armor. You stood together in your father's study. The entire kingdom was already filling up the castle with cheers of congratulations. The halls were echoing with Seungmin's name. In a panic, you pulled him in here to try to get an explanation out of him. âDo you realize what you've just done?â You were searing with anger. Seungmin moved to a small shelf with a bottle and some glasses and poured himself a drink. âOf course I realize it.â
You groaned in frustration as he moved casually. âYou really do hate me, don't you?â You snapped. Seungmin sat across from you in a lounge chair that was almost always reserved for your father. He swirled a glass of wine, his long fingers clinging to the rim. A slow smirk spread across his lips.
âIs that what you think? That I hate you?â He said finally, standing up from the chair and making his way to you. He closed the gap between the two of you almost instantly. Like he was impatient now. Like waiting any longer to touch you was no longer an option.
Your body reacted immediately, stepping away from him and inching closer to the wall behind you. âYes, that's what I think.â You whispered. Your voice was breathier now, like Seungmin had willed the air out of the room. His armor was gone now. But more than the iron helmet and the steel plates that he carried heavy while he battled. He was stripped away now. His broad shoulders and muscular arms filled the tunic that billowed and swayed as he moved. He looked vulnerable. Like the boy that threw rocks at your window in the middle of the night to tell you to sneak out. The boy who picked on you when you wore your fanciest dress. The boy that pulled your hair and ran away. âI don't hate you,â his eyes were hooded and dark. His pupils dilated from the dim lighting of the candles. âIf I hated you, I would've let one of those fucking pricks win.â He took a long sip of his wine. His eyes stayed locked onto yours. âWhat do you mean?â You tilted your head, genuinely taken back by his response.
âDo you really think I'd let one of those entitled assholes marry you? Do you think they care about you? Do they know your favorite food? Or how you sneak desserts from the kitchen before dinner is served? Or that you are terrified of thunderstorms? No. And they will never care to learn those things. I can't leave your happiness up to someone else. That is my responsibility.â
Your breath was short and shallow like you needed to cry, or scream, or run away. âYour responsibility?â You snapped back, unsure of what you were feeling anymore.
âThat's right,â Seungmin brought his hand up to your chin, gripping it firmly so you would really hear him this time. â You're my responsibility.â
You wanted to push him backwards, scream that you are no one's responsibility. You wanted to tell him that you don't need anyone for anything⊠but your heart pushed past your head and grabbed the steering wheel, aiming you directly into his arms. Your hands cupped his face and pulled him into a deep, longing kiss. A kiss that started hard and desperate but then slowly turned into something more delicate and soft. His mouth would move into yours and your lips would respond the same. His hands made their way through your hair, down your neck and finally rested on your hips. Every breath you took mingled with him. The kiss never breaking in fear that this was all a dream and the moment you stopped you'd awake in your bed married to someone entitled asshole.
Seungmin grabbed you by the back of your thighs and pulled you up and around him. He held you so close to his chest you could feel his heart beating. His lips moved down from your mouth and lined your jawline and neck. Soft pecks gave way to hungry bites. Smooth caressing of his fingers gave way to impatient scratching and pulling. You reflexively rut your hips into him, the clothes between you seemingly like the worst torture imaginable.
âWhere's Seungmin? I have to congratulate my new son-in-law!â Your father demanded from another room. You pulled back and in an instant so did Seungmin. He continued to hold you, your foreheads pressed against each other as you both attempted to slow your breathing back to normal. Your eyes flickered up to his and with a smile he knew what you wanted to say. He knew you and you were his now. His princess. His responsibility.
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