tell me a secret, pass me your vape. You are the eyes seeing through God’s hand || he/him || 21
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“you should be at the club” Brother I should literally be sent to the seaside for my health
there are greater things in this world, I know. I am searching for the whale that will swallow me whole
i need to get addicted to completing tasks
there are powerlines in my bloodline
That actually happened to me a couple hundred years ago
Peter De Potter, A Spartan for a Single Bed, erotic zine, issue 3, published november 2024, limited edition
www.peterdepotterindex.com
fake idgafer. i saw tht haunted look in ur eyes
So apparently hating yourself doesn’t absolve you of any guilt, who would’ve thought?
Fuck drugs. Have you ever been addicted to reading angsty fanfics about Harry Potter's dead parents and their friends? That shit will kill you.
hey guys is it over or are we back i think i lost track
Joining the war on day drinkers on the side of day drinkers
I'm not anything but I believe in beliefs
Look down on me, good and gentle Jesus, while I kneel here.
There’s nothing better than friends reading something you love and giving you updates as they go. Like yes, my melancholy whatever I’m dead I’m dead, but let me relive this with you, let me live again….
do you want to have sex with me i promise it will be totally weird and unsatisfying maybe we can make it a whole thing
I don't care if she commits atrocities, bro, she's justified by the narrative
Maybe it’s better to have the terrible times first. I don’t know. Maybe then, you can have, if you live, a better life, a real life, because you had to fight so hard to get it away⸺you know?⸺from the mad dog who held it in his teeth. But then your life has all those tooth marks, too, all those tatters and all that blood.
James Baldwin This morning, this evening, so soon
i'm tired of reading about women having unfulfilling sex with their male partners and religious guilt and how the internet is affecting our ability to connect with each other and ultraspecific references to name-brand products and disaffected writers writing disaffected prose about how disaffected they are and thinly-veiled elite university campuses and conspicuously nameless first-person protagonists and bargain bin nihilism and sparse utilitarian language and marriage plots and conflicted feelings about motherhood and metacommentary and vaguely liberal politics. i want to read just one beautiful sentence
(You’ve chosen to not remember this part.)
fuck baby ur so hot i wanna do the dishes with u and make u hot tea when ur sick
yeah no im trying to be super normal. yeah i'll keep you looped in on how its going. we can touch base, i'll add you into the email chain. no yeah definetely looking forward to it.
They should invent a way to interact with people that doesn't feel like I'm being hunted for sport
queerbaiting is good because the yearning is always better than the having
anyone wanna take me out back and shoot me like an old dog
"You survive this and in some terrible way, which I suppose no one can ever describe, you are compelled, you are corralled, you are bullwhipped into dealing with whatever it is that hurt you. And what is crucial here is that if it hurt you, that is not what’s important. Everybody’s hurt. What is important, what corrals you, what bullwhips you, what drives you, torments you, is that you must find some way of using this to connect you with everyone else alive. This is all you have to do it with. You must understand that your pain is trivial except insofar as you can use it to connect with other people’s pain; and insofar as you can do that with your pain, you can be released from it, and then hopefully it works the other way around too; insofar as I can tell you what it is to suffer, perhaps I can help you to suffer less."
- James Baldwin, The Artist's Struggle for Integrity