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1 year ago

Do you believe in ghosts? The creak on the stair, the chill in the room, a strange scent, a wavering light in the window. The ancient house, the walled-up wing, drifting fog, broken battlements, deep darkness, silent desolation, the empty tomb and its rotting shroud, the damp bed too soft to the touch. The sudden presence of a presence.

Jeanette Winterson, from ‘Night Side of the River’

1 year ago

Black coat. Black dress. Black hat. Black car.

Jeanette Winterson, Night Side of the River; from ‘App-arition’

1 year ago
TransSisters: Transsexual Feminist Journal | Misc. Covers
TransSisters: Transsexual Feminist Journal | Misc. Covers
TransSisters: Transsexual Feminist Journal | Misc. Covers
TransSisters: Transsexual Feminist Journal | Misc. Covers
TransSisters: Transsexual Feminist Journal | Misc. Covers
TransSisters: Transsexual Feminist Journal | Misc. Covers

TransSisters: Transsexual Feminist Journal | misc. covers

1 year ago

Maybe it’s better to have the terrible times first. I don’t know. Maybe then, you can have, if you live, a better life, a real life, because you had to fight so hard to get it away⸺you know?⸺from the mad dog who held it in his teeth. But then your life has all those tooth marks, too, all those tatters and all that blood.

James Baldwin  This morning, this evening, so soon  

1 year ago
The World’s Loneliest Whale Sings the Loudest Song
By Noor Hindi

The World’s Loneliest Whale Sings the Loudest Song
           & Other Confessions

I won’t make metaphors out of fish. If I have to die, I choose the ocean. If I have to live, I choose you. You: Everyone I’ve ever mourned. I believe less & less of sunlight these days. I won’t die alone. To awaken crying is to awaken displaced. Ghost of your joy in the bathtub. A face in the mirror. Your nephew’s painting in the foyer. My mother cried in bedrooms growing up. I would study her for hours. In a study, researchers learned patients who cried less are likely to have dismissive attachment styles. Today, every bedroom in the house is mine. I stopped crying at age 12. As a child, I spoke a language no one understood. Research suggests loneliness increases cardiovascular disease. When my cousin died, she died alone. When the world collapsed around Darwish, he wrote of coffee and sex. When you held my body close to yours, I thought of clementines, sweet citrus, all the world’s lemons we’d temper with honey. The world’s loneliest whale sings the loudest song. This is what you’ll tell me the first time we meet. And I’ll think about the ocean. And I’ll think about you. I never learned how to swim. I’ve been drowning my whole life. Studies suggest drowning lasts 1-3 minutes. But I’ll never stop grieving. Scientists are still searching for the 52-hertz whale. But I swear he’s here. In my bedroom. And I can hear him. And he’s telling me I can stop.

The World’s Loneliest Whale Sings the Loudest Song by Noor Hindi

2 years ago
Sharing A Cigarette With Joan Of Arc, Dante Émile

Sharing a Cigarette with Joan of Arc, Dante Émile

2 years ago

Love is not a state, a feeling, a disposition, but an exchange, uneven, fraught with history, with ghosts, with longings […]

Judith Butler, Take My Advice: Letters to the Next Generation from People Who Know a Thing or Two; from 'Doubting Love' 

2 years ago
And if I talk to you in fables and parables / it's because it's more gentle for you that way; and horror / really can't be talked about because it's alive, / because it's mute and goes on growing: / memory-wounding pain / drips by day drips in sleep.

George Seferis, from Collected Poems; "Last Stop" (tr. Edmund Keeley and Philip Sherrard)

2 years ago
“I ♡ Trans Girls Forever!”

“I ♡ trans girls forever!”

 found in the bathroom at Muddy Waters, San Francisco, California, USA

2 years ago
Hello Kitty X Dr. Romanelli Vinyl Figures

Hello Kitty x Dr. Romanelli Vinyl Figures

2 years ago
"You Can Love A Monster, It Can Even Love You Back, But That Doesn't Change Its Nature."
"You Can Love A Monster, It Can Even Love You Back, But That Doesn't Change Its Nature."
"You Can Love A Monster, It Can Even Love You Back, But That Doesn't Change Its Nature."
"You Can Love A Monster, It Can Even Love You Back, But That Doesn't Change Its Nature."
"You Can Love A Monster, It Can Even Love You Back, But That Doesn't Change Its Nature."
"You Can Love A Monster, It Can Even Love You Back, But That Doesn't Change Its Nature."
"You Can Love A Monster, It Can Even Love You Back, But That Doesn't Change Its Nature."
"You Can Love A Monster, It Can Even Love You Back, But That Doesn't Change Its Nature."
"You Can Love A Monster, It Can Even Love You Back, But That Doesn't Change Its Nature."

"You can love a monster, it can even love you back, but that doesn't change its nature."

unknown / Mitski Cop Car / Catherynne M. Valente The Bread We Eat in Dreams / Jonny Bolduc Harsh Light / Margaret Atwood / Sylvia Plath Poem for a Birthday: Who / Anne Sexton Hansel and Gretel "The Complete Poems of Anne Sexton" / @/thymoss (tumblr) / unknown

i. unknown [ "I tip my head like a dog at the window. The outside world is so interesting, and I am not a part of it; I'm just witnessing." ]

ii. Mitski Cop Car [ "I get mean when I'm nervous like a bad dog / I get mean when I'm nervous like a bad dog ]

iii. Catherynne M. Valente The Bread We Eat in Dreams [ "I said: I could be a wolf for you. I could put my teeth on your throat. I could growl. I could eat you whole. I could wait for you in the dark. I could howl against your hair. ]

iv. Jonny Bolduc Harsh Light [ medical diagram of a dog. "Let the harsh light warm you / Let the harsh wind carry you away ]

v. Margaret Atwood [ "you dangle on the leash of your own longing; / your need grows teeth ]

vi. Sylvia Plath Poem for a Birthday: Who [ "Eaten or rotten. I am all mouth." ]

vii. Anne Sexton Hansel and Gretel [ I want to bite, / I want to chew, / I will eat you up. ]

viii. @/thymoss (tumblr) [ sketch of an animal with teeth surrounding the outside of its snout pointing away from it. "I will remove my teeth, for I want to remain kind despite my anger" ]

ix. unknown [ "I love you like a rotten dog, / I love you like my canines are falling out of my gums / Like a monster, like a beast / Like something not worth loving back" ]

2 years ago
It’s Their’s To Burn

it’s their’s to burn

sharing a cigarette with joan of arc - dante émile ( @orpheuslament ) // photography by brendon burton

2 years ago
“this Doesn’t Compare To The Feel Of Your Skin”

“this doesn’t compare to the feel of your skin”

2 years ago
February 19. Hopes?

— February 19, 1922 | Franz Kafka diaries

2 years ago
Svetlana Alexievich, The Unwomanly Face Of War, Trans. Richard Pevear And Larissa Volokhonsky (New York:

Svetlana Alexievich, The Unwomanly Face of War, trans. Richard Pevear and Larissa Volokhonsky (New York: Random House, 2017), xxi.

“I am a historian of the soul.”


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2 years ago
Mofurun Guitar Pt.2

mofurun guitar pt.2

2 years ago
Kanye West X Bape "College Dropout" (2007)

Kanye West x Bape "College Dropout" (2007)

2 years ago
A Charlie Brown Christmas Tree

A Charlie Brown Christmas Tree

2 years ago
TIMOTHEE CHALAMET And TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, Dir. Luca Guadagnino
TIMOTHEE CHALAMET And TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, Dir. Luca Guadagnino
TIMOTHEE CHALAMET And TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, Dir. Luca Guadagnino
TIMOTHEE CHALAMET And TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, Dir. Luca Guadagnino
TIMOTHEE CHALAMET And TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, Dir. Luca Guadagnino
TIMOTHEE CHALAMET And TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, Dir. Luca Guadagnino
TIMOTHEE CHALAMET And TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, Dir. Luca Guadagnino
TIMOTHEE CHALAMET And TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, Dir. Luca Guadagnino
TIMOTHEE CHALAMET And TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, Dir. Luca Guadagnino

TIMOTHEE CHALAMET and TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, dir. Luca Guadagnino

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