Your Brain Is Fucked

☀︎ YOU’RE NOT BEING PRODUCTIVE, YOU’RE LAZY AND AFRAID ☀︎

And this will cost you a lot of time that could be spent with your desires…

You have all the information, why aren’t you applying. You tell me you have been in this community for 6 months, a year, 2 years+, but how many of those days you’ve spent in this community have you actually applied, how many of those nights did you actually apply and don’t just fall asleep after 5 seconds.

And i know why you’re lazy, it’s because you’re scared, you’re scared of inducing process, whether it be success or failure. You make yourself busy with scripts and subliminals, “i’ll script this really cool thing first”, “i’ll scroll a little on tumblr first” “lemme just look at the success story hashtag before i do it, it really motivates me” You try and distract your self, you delude yourself into thinking you’re being productive but really you don’t want to, if you wanted to you wouldn’t be here and I will ALWAYS stand by that. You put it off until the last minute and then when it “doesn’t work” you run back to tumblr acting like you actually did anything.

a really good analogy from @archsariel333 - “you buy the pens, the notebook, you plan for the book you’re going to write but, you never write it”

“let me just add this one thing to the plan”, “let me look at inspo for book covers and art styles for illustration”, “let me go to my book writers group on tumblr and see if they have anymore advice for me even tho i know how to write a fucking book”

I know it’s comforting and validating to be in the “waiting period”, the period of anticipation. You want to go shopping for a vacation, pack your suitcase, look at reviews on social media, plan the pics you’re going to take, but getting on the actual plane can be scary, you ask yourself “what if they deny my boarding pass”, “what if i fail to make it on time”, “what if im not eligible to fly for whatever reason”, you don’t want to leave your comforting circumstances and even the trip itself scares you just a little, so you cope by buying all the vacation outfits in the world, saving inspo pics into a pinterest board, looking at vlogs of other people going to that place. You can’t bring yourself to get on the fucking plane.

You need to apply, and properly, 2024 is almost over, the amount of weeks we have left isn’t even in the double digits anymore, I don’t want you to make it to the end of this DECADE still keeping the tumblr “foryou” page company, watching people coming and going feeling paralysed as people who came here later than you pass you by. I know the feeling sucks but whose fault is that?

I want you to scrap the amount you’ve been here. Since you’re the operant power right? I don’t care how many weeks, months, years you’ve been here, scrap it, you’re going to start afresh and you’re going to actually apply, when you have the time, you’re not going to go back to your notes app, notion or pinterest to script some more, you’re going to apply.

A lot of you have the knowledge that majority of the world doesn’t and time on your hands, do you know how powerful and extremely fortunate you are, to have time AND knowledge? i don’t think alot of you understand how much of a privilege that is you are unstoppable yet you stop yourself out of fear that you will “fail” to tap into the void and let yourself down. You are so privileged to know what you know and to have the time to apply it, so do it, your not gonna scroll on tiktok for a few more minutes or shove a million subliminals down your throat to “prep yourself” you’re just going to take a breath and do it. Induce pure consciousness, and if you fall asleep scrap that assumption and do it again.

Look at your life right now, do you honestly like it, do you like envying others for having what you can have at the snap of your fingers. Do you like the life you are living?

I want you to tell yourself that you will not be the reason for your own demise. you will NOT be the reason that it’s 2026,27,28 and so on and you don’t have what you want.

please just go and apply, i don’t even know you guys and it hurts watching you kill time when you could’ve had everything a day ago, an hour ago heck even 5 minutes ago.

apply apply apply, don’t let this feeling be the reason you “fail” 💋🍑

some of yall need to stfu im gonna be honest

“you’re weird if you shift just for romance” KISS MY ASS!!!!!!

SHIFTING IS AN ENTIRELY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE AND YOU ARE NOT BETTER THAN OTHERS WHO HAVE DIFFERENT REASONS FOR SHIFTING

if someone wants to shift purely to get fucked then all the power to them. focus on yourself my god yall are annoying as shit

Screen shotted this post on Reddit (my second shifting home) long ago, it really was the slap in the face I needed on my shifting journey. Maybe it could help someone else as well…

low on self esteem, so u run on mac & cheese

Another Maximum Ride shifter??? 🪽🪽🪽

Omg how did you know?? 😭

One thing that I learned in my journey is to find comfort in my positive thoughts instead of my negative thoughts.

i'm so sick of running as fast as i can. wondering if i'd get there quicker if i was a man

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When anti shifters call it psychosis but I'm on medication against anxiety that is also used against psychosis in higher doses and I still shift, channel, and see visions basically daily

(It's such an amusing argument too, because okay, honey, I'll have my 700 year long psychosis where I have the best time of my life and you can go to work okay?💚)

A list of songs that give off my dr self energy 💁🏾‍♀️

Maneater - Nelly Furtado

Promiscuous - Nelly Furtado

Gimme more - Britney Spears

More than a woman - Aaliyah

We need a resolution - Aaliyah

Can't get you out of my head - Kylie Minogue

Oh - Ciara

Goodies - Ciara

Obsessed - Mariah Carey

Enter the Void Using Holotropic Breathing

What is Holotropic Breathing?

"Holotropic breathing, more often referred to as holotropic breathwork (HB), is a practice that involves controlling and quickening breathing patterns to influence your mental, emotional, and physical states. The practice of holotropic breathwork involves using a controlled breathing process to access altered states of consciousness."

"Holotropic breathing uses rapid, controlled breathing patterns to promote a dream-like experience, or what’s usually referred to as an altered state of consciousness. Once you reach this state, it’s possible to access parts of your consciousness that are hard to reach."

The Method:

1. Follow along to a holotropic breathing video. I recommend this one:

2. Queue up any void subliminal or brown/pink/white noise (anything you want) and affirm for the void

3. Enter! And send me your success story!