Wastingmy-life - Lets Do This

The most alone

Its finally happened, im alone for my birthday this year. Those I felt to be most important have realized im not worth it anyone. Im to far, in distance and mentally. Im happy that this happened now so I dont have to worry about it anyone. Worry about how much I annoyed them, how much of a regret I was to them. Thank you.

Imagine looking like this in sweaters instead of looking like a fucking pig

If a person tells me they dont think suicide is selfish then I know they've also been to the place where it feels like the best thing to do. To help them get ride of the pain that is you