Trauer

Now that there is a option which says "ask me anything" here i am, i loved your poetry (written in English) for unfortunately i can not read German and looking at those pieces i feel jealous of people who can but my question (finnally) is have you tried typing urself using mbti? I was just hella curious abt ur personality type....now u may say that they r senseless etc......but the cognitive functions just give me an idea, and what was your purpose of starting a blog in the first place .....THANK YOU for giving ur tym into reading this ✨

Thank you for your lovely message. I'm glad you enjoyed my (English) poems. To answer your question:

I have taken a few of these tests in the past due to other people and just took another one and was classified as "ISTJ-A".

Since one of my great areas of interest is psychology, I don't think I need to explain further why I find such tests inadequate and sometimes questionable at best; Even apart of obvious reasons like self and peer assessment.

I'm not sure if the part about why I started this blog was a question, but if it was: It was a decision moved by nostalgia, since I had a blog on Tumblr before, and also a decision of freedom, since Tumblr gives relatively many options for designing a blog, compared to other internet platforms. I also switched from another big internet platform to Tumblr, which can be seen quite well in the anonymous "questions" that are mostly negative; Let's call them remnants from earlier times.

If you have any further questions or remarks, please feel free to let me know.

Ich wünschte ein Mann würde jemals so über mich dichten, wie du über diese Frau. Du bist etwas ganz besonderes..

Ich bin lediglich ein stiller Beobachter, der einem Wunder beiwohnen durfte. Wer würde sich an meiner Stelle nicht im Versuch verlieren, eben jenes Wunder in Schriftform festzuhalten?

Questions #2

Introduction

Continuing our exploration, let's delve into the field of psychology, honing in on the topic of self-awareness. This time, reflect on a more intimate aspect of your existence.

Question

If you could change one thing about the way your mind works, what would it be?

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I don't want to get into the negativity of the rest of the asks, so let me ask you this: has there been something positive for you lately? Something that made you happy?

Thank you for your ask.

Happy would probably be an exaggeration, but I was satisfied with my progress for a few brief moments. An injury of mine has healed, so I was able to improve on some exercises and set some new personal records as a result.

In addition, I was able to achieve a little side-goal of mine, which has to do with grip strength training (squeezing a gripper with 200lbs (90kg) resistance). My final goal regarding grip strength is to someday be able to close the "Captains of Crush No. 3", which sits at 280lb resistance.

Not sure if I'm able to do that since I don't focus on grip strength primarly and it is just the result of working out and other training.

Why don't you post more? I love your words and poems! <33

I'm glad you like my blog content.

I'm generally someone who is not very consistent when it comes to social media. Sometimes I post for a few days in a row and then not for weeks or months.

I only really post when I have something to share and I don't really have that at the moment. The poems and words that currently leave my pen are not intended for the eyes of others, my thoughts only on rare occasions and at the moment I'm putting almost all of my free time besides training into game development or the game I'm currently developing, to be more precise.

However, since I created this blog more in terms of poetry and philosophy, this content wouldn't necessarily fit in, so I don't really have much to share in that regard; unless someone would be interested, but from some personal experiences I know that programming is a rather fascinating topic when you are involved in it yourself and therefore can relate to it better.

Walls

The walls that I forged, standing through years,

crumbling away, dismissing past fears.

Each one demolished — by my own hand,

at Love's command, none could withstand.

by Weltenasche.

Is there a word you hate?

Yes, there is one word that I hate. It is the German term "Nutztier" (Eng. livestock/farm animal), which, if translated word for word, would be "utility animal".

I find it to be a troubling term, for like nearly all words, it evokes associations and imagery in the minds of people, in this case, the notion that there are animals solely brought into existence to serve the needs of humans. And this notion, deeply ingrained in the collective consciousness, serves to justify unspeakable cruelties inflicted upon these animals, who have essentially committed no offense, but to be of use to humankind.

To be born into a life of servitude simply because one is deemed useful to another by virtue of innate traits. A cruel and man-made fate, which is unfortunately still accepted in the midst of our society.

Do you listen to German music? Can you name a good band/song?

Haifisch - Rammstein.

Forsaken

The mirror won’t meet me, it knows where I’ve been.

I am as damned as the devil, and as guilty as sin.

My name is a whisper, carved under your skin,

Forgotten by time, and forsaken by kin.

by Weltenasche.

I have met a girl I really like but I'm not sure if I should write her first or wait for her to write first. It's been 2 days since we met :/ what would you do?

I refuse to believe that people really play games like this.