I wanted to go out soft, undone at the seams (no stitches, no staples, just silk & surrender)—wanted to be so lovely they couldn’t look away. My mother said I was fragile but she didn’t mean it like glass—she meant I looked like something that could starve in the wrong hands (she meant don’t let them touch you).
I kept secrets under my tongue—names, dates, dosages—small enough to swallow but heavy enough to drown in. I pressed flowers into my notebooks, but they always rotted (always turned black around the edges). I liked the smell.
In school, I learned about animals that eat their young. Mercy, the teacher called it, but I saw the way she flinched. What’s softer than survival? What’s prettier than a girl who disappears just in time?
I wrote letters I never sent, folded them small enough to slip between teeth—I wanted to leave them something [a word, a bruise, a map]—wanted them to know I was never sorry. I picked out dresses for the burial (blue like veins, pink like gums) & practiced lying still.
I always knew how it would end—knew the shape of it, the temperature, the weight. What’s one girl in a world full of them? What’s one more name carved into stone?
HEY CRITTERS. LOOK!!! OMG!!! Amazing art as always!!!
Im so happy to be included!! 🐾
Well well well... I drew some moots !!!
(Sorry if you're squished this paper was SMALL)
IN ORDER FROM LEFT TO RIGHT:
Top Row: @fallenmeat-thing , Me w/ @c1rcus-of-silliness (you're on my snout), @therealcaraxes , @red-wing-black-bird , @flinnirthefruityfiend !
Bottom Row: @youokaymilo , @hushedhowls @star-wolfboy @blazekat031 @whisperingalong
HOPE YALL LIKE IT !!
LOVE YALL !! /p
A bit of a ramble ahead!!
The internet feels like its dying / making an odd shift that pushes out communities and genuine connection. I am finding it difficult to make an online space for myself on a lot of platforms!! The internet doesn’t feel fun anymore. All it is? Just ads, AI bullshit and websites that aren’t fun— people / creatures dont explore the amazing ideas we have anymore.
I want to carve out a space for me, perhaps I need to make my tumblr more like me? Ive seen videos about making personal websites on the “indie web” or perhaps that?
Maybe I’m just online too much ? :,)
I dunno what to do gamers omh 😭
<3
Reblog if you want to give a hug to your moots
do you think they explored each other's bodies
shout out to all of my moots!! Even if we don’t talk or interact much, I love you all! /p <3
Me at my moots^^
*GASP*
fellow dhole!! hai!!! :0
<3
Hello friend!!!
I will say your account is absolutely gorgeous!!! Giving me inspiration! (/Pos) Its always wonderful to see fellow Dholes around <3
Absolutely gorgeous!!!
🐇 rabbithunter 🐇
that’s it . nap time . *slams my coffin closed *
oranges & cranberries
its @tigers-zenith !
I may make an art blog..Ive been craving making pokemon oc’s so and I’d love to show them once done..
If I do I’ll reblog this with the user !! :3