(I’m too scared to start watching season 3 so here are some stupid crossover memes from old seasons)
(that no one asked for but here they are anyways)
A/N: this man needs some luv. Long post, there is a whole iceberg under the “read more”. Also, I tried to keep a Gender Neutral reader so pls DM me if there are any mistakes!!
TW: DESCRIPTION OF AN ANXIETY ATTACK, SPOILERS FOR THE REX LAPIS QUEST AND CHILDE’S PAST, a little bit of angst
🐋 Let’s bust some myths first: contrary to popular belief, Childe has no experience at relationships or intimacy at all. Non. Cero. The Venn diagram of romantic/intimate stuff and things Childe has done is a void. But it’s not that he doesn’t want to, it’s just that he hasn’t had the time to experience any of these things because he is a busy man: between fighting, training and being a Harbinger, there is not a minute left for him to indulge in other things.
🐋 The problem with this is that Tartaglia is a people’s person. He WANTS to be able to have someone that he can do these things with. At the end of the day, when he comes home tired after a mission, all he wants is someone to be waiting for him with cuddles, hugs, kisses, reassurance, caresses, or just a simple “how did your day go?” Because of this, he has a lot of pent-up love that he has not been able to give.
🐋 In that note, he is also incredibly touch-starved: not only does he want someone to give that love to, but Childe also craves to receive it. When was the last time he was touched by someone in a context that was not a fight? He loves fighting, obviously: he has trained for a big part of his life to be able to defeat everything and everyone. But he is also just a human, and there are limits to how long a person can go without a loving touch.
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europe: eurovision is a pop song contest
hungary:
yay i actually have an idea where this is going, it’s looking up guys :D
Enjoy <3
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“So…did you kiss?” Haru asked after a long silence.
The two of you decided to meet at a popular coffee shop in the center of the campus because you were part of the college council you had been given the task to organize the school’s annual fair and Haru being the best friend she was she promised to help you in organizing everything.
But apparently, your best friend was more interested in other things
You looked up at her “we really do have to finish this by the end of the day haru” you sighed, “and we will but that doesn’t mean we can’t talk about your date, which you haven’t told me anything yet” “I already told you everything you need to know” she huffed “no, you just told me that you went to the movies and then you went to the Irish pub to have some hamburgers and fries, you didn’t tell me what you talked about or any juicy details” you sighed again.
“Ok, we had a great time, the movie was amazing, we talked a lot and laughed and really had a good time and no, we didn’t kiss” she crossed her arms annoyed “bummer, I didn’t know hoongjoong took so long to make a move, maybe he is a little rusty” you giggled and shook your head.
“So do you like him?” she asked and you looked up at her “yeah I do he is a great guy” “but…” “There is no but Haru” “I don’t get it, you usually don’t take this long to get into a guy, what happened?” Park Seonghwa happened “I just would love to take things slow and get to know him more before any feelings appear, I don’t want it to be like last time,” you said shuddering at the memory of your ex.
The both of you had met in high school and you fell for him hard and fast, he was the popular guy of your school and you were the school nerd so the possibilities of you dating him were slim to none but somehow jaebum took an interest in you after you worked together for a history project and within a month you two were dating.
Because the two of you were really young you didn’t know how to keep a relationship healthy and strong, and after a while, it turned in really toxic, with constant cheating from his part and a lot of insecurity from yours the relationship became unbearable and after years of an on and off relationship you finally had the guts to end everything for good, all with the help of your best friend.
So although it was true that you didn’t want to rush into anything without getting to know the guy first, that wasn’t the reason you weren’t having any interest in hoongjoong.
“Oh, by the way, I have to tell you something,” she told you and you looked up to Haru looking at you with fear in her eyes “what is it?” Haru sighed and looked away “I ran into Jackson the other day in the mall, he told me jaebum was looking for you” you stopped writing in your notebook and looked up at her, your blood turning ice cold in your veins “what?” “I told him to tell him to fuck off and leave you alone but you know how persistent he gets” you nodded and rubbed your face taking off your glasses to rub at your eyes “ugh what does he want? It has been three years “” I don’t know but y/n don’t worry I am right here so I won’t let him come near you I promise” she said taking your hand.
You were really thankful for Haru, time and time again she proved to be the selfless and loyal friend you had always known.
“Anyways hoongjoong told me you ran into seonghwa, what was he doing there?” she asked giving you whiplash “he was with a girl, but he said it wasn’t a date so she must have been a friend or someone…””do you know her name?” “no, hoongjoong didn’t tell me, why?” Haru shrugged and kept playing with her hair “curiosity, was she tall pale and with long brown hair?” you nodded not really wanting to talk about the girl that was with seonghwa “it was probably yoorim, that girl has been hung up on seonghwa for a year now” you rolled your eyes.
“Haru we really need to finish this,” you said hoping to change the subject of the conversation, she looked at you and was about to say something when someone sat in the chair next to you, you jumped surprised and looked to your side to see hoongjoong smiling at you seonghwa was sitting right next to him “hi girls,” he said with a proud smile “Oh for fucks sake guys you scared us,” Haru said playfully slapping seonghwa’s arm, hoongjoong laughed “sorry girls but we just wanted to say hi and see what you two were up to” you smiled at him.
“Well I am planning the annual fair while Haru here is gossiping,” you said faking annoyance “what else is new” seonghwa said with a chuckle, “what does that mean?” Haru asked “well dear haru, you are always gossiping about everyone while y/n here is always working hard to get things done well” you smiled proud of yourself.
Hoongjoong glanced at your notebook “so what is this year’s theme for the fair?” I smiled and showed him the mask I had in my bag, he grabbed it confused “masquerade?” seonghwa asked confused “nope, costume party, everyone will have to come dressed up in any costume of their liking” Haru said proud of herself even though you had come up with the idea.
“Oh that’s cool, what are you girls dressing up as?” you smiled at hoongjoong and shook your head, “we are not telling you” “oh it’s supposed to be a secret?” seonghwa asked “something like that” “do you have to bring a date?”seonghwa asked and hoongjoong raised his head interested, Haru shrugged, “it’s not obligatory but if you want to you can bring yoorim” you wanted to roll your eyes, she was still on that subject.
Hoongjoong snorted and seonghwa looked at her confused “why would I want to bring her?” “y/n told me she saw you two in the movies” seonghwa turned to look at you and you felt your face getting hotter, damn you Haru “it wasn’t a date, it was just two friends at the movies,” seonghwa said under his breath and hoongjoong snorted “yeah friends that hook up every once in a while sure,” he said and you felt your stomach fall to your feet.
Hoongjoong had told you that seonghwa and yoorim had hooked up once and it was almost a year ago, why did he lie?
“Excuse me, I have to go to the bathroom,” you said standing up and walking away, not noticing the way seonghwa was looking at you.
You shouldn’t have been that bothered, you shouldn’t even care about seonghwa’s hookups, you shouldn’t but you were and there was no way of denying it.
Why did hoongjoong lie to you? Why did he say it was one hook up when it probably had been a lot of them? You sighed and rubbed your face with some freshwater, you didn’t know how to but you really needed to get over seonghwa.
You got out of the bathroom to see seonghwa leaning against the wall right in front of you, you stopped in your tracks to look at him, he turned to look at you, he looked really worried “hey are you ok? You left the table pretty fast and you looked really pale…” you sighed and nodded “yeah I am fine, I am just stressed with this project and everything else…” he nodded and bit his lip “look there is nothing going on between me and yoorim, I don’t know what hoongjoong told you but it’s not true…” you frowned at him, why was he giving you an explanation?.
You smiled at him “seonghwa you don’t have to give me explanations, you are a single man you can do whatever you like” he nodded “yeah I know I just wanted you to know that I am not that type of guy, I don’t really do hookups or one night stands” “well that is good to know I guess but I really don’t need explanations seonghwa…we are not even friends” you said and you instantly regretted it.
Seonghwa’s face changed, he turned more serious and he looked disappointed, you felt a pang in your chest but before you could say something hoongjoong came to interrupt.
“Hey is everything ok?” you looked at him and nodded “yeah, you know what, I need to finish all the preparations so I have to go” you quickly said leaving the two men standing at the bathroom entrance.
As soon as you arrived at the table you picked all your stuff and gave haru a generic excuse, for some reason you didn’t want to be there anymore, they were all acting very strange and you felt like hoongjoong was hiding something from you and the fact that your ex was looking for you definitely didn’t make things easier.
Why did he lie to you? Why was seonghwa acting so strange?
This was all too much for you.
guess i made a part 2? idk how long this is going to last tbh, enjoy!
Kim Hongjoong was amazing.
He was smart funny and a great company, not to mention he was really attractive.
You loved his smile and the way he talked to you but most of all you loved the way he looked at you like you were the most entertaining person ever.
No other guy has ever treated you like hoongjoong was treating you, he was really kind.
Kim hoongjoong was the perfect boyfriend in your eyes, but he wasn’t seonghwa
No matter how hard you tried you couldn’t take him out of your head.
Your mind was plagued with images of him laughing with his friends and him talking with Haru and you felt jealousy take over again.
You wished he would look at you the way he looked at her, you wished he would at least know your name or that you even existed.
But then again, you knew it could never happen, guys like him never dated girls like you, it was pointless to hope to get some kind of acknowledgment, but you could still daydream.
You could still imagine the things that would happen if he (for some miracle) decided to look at you the way he looked at girls like Haru, how he would smile and laugh at something you said and how he would hug you or even kiss you.
You wished you could live in your daydreams.
But you had to come back to reality, where you looked the way you looked and you didn’t have the perfect life you wished you had.
No, you had to live your life as a semi broke college student trying her best to write the perfect essay for your professor who talked so slow you felt like you lost ten years of your life in one phrase.
You were taken out of your daydream when you heard someone coming down the stairs of the sorority house, you straighten yourself and looked at your half-written essay, you groaned when you realized you were out of ideas.
“Are you having a hard time with that?” a deep voice said behind you, making you jump in surprise, you turned around to see seonghwa leaning against one of the pillars in the living room.
Your heart dropped, what was he doing in the sorority?
He smiled at you and you felt like fainting, wait, he asked you something, pay attention.
“Um not really i was just finishing it…” again, you sucked at lying.
He nodded and moved to sit next to you on the couch.
Don’t panic don’t panic don’t panic don’t panic don’t panic
Seonghwa leaned in to read what’s on your computer and hummed “renaissance huh? So I guess you also take history of art?” you nodded.
He turned to look at you “I’m seonghwa by the way” I know “you are y/n right? Hongjoong won’t stop talking about you” he chuckled
Hoongjoong, you almost forgot about him.
After the party hoongjoong asked for your number and you have been talking for a while now, you thought he was a great guy and you knew he wanted more from you but you didn’t think you could return the feelings, and you hated yourself for that cause, there you were, talking to an awesome guy who not only was really attractive but was also really interested in you but you couldn’t be any less interested.
“Really? I didn’t think he was interested…” liar seonghwa snorted “then you are really oblivious because seriously, I’ve never seen hoongjoong be so interested in someone”
“I guess i am” you laughed nervously.
“Anyways, i really have to go, it was nice talking to you y/n” you smiled at him “you sure you don’t want coffee?” you asked, hoping he would decide to stay a little bit longer, just the both of you talking and getting to know each other.
But of course, that couldn’t happen in your reality.
You watched him rub behind his neck as if he was considering it, but then he shook his head and your dreams with it.
“No thanks, maybe some other time, I really have to go back to the fraternity, see you around y/n”, he said standing up, you made the move to stand up but he stopped you before you could do it “no, stay it’s ok I’ll walk myself out the door, bye” and there he went, walking out the door, and out of your life.
You sighed and slumped back into the couch, this was all you were going to get, maybe you’ll get another greeting but never a conversation with him.
You rubbed your face and closed your laptop, you couldn’t focus on anything right now besides seonghwa.
You needed to stop thinking about him, you needed to stop with this childish crush that wasn’t going to go anywhere.
Why couldn’t you fall in love with someone like hoongjoong? Things would have been easier if you had feelings for him.
But again, hoongjoong wasn’t seonghwa.
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Park Seonghwa
With every tap of his finger you just got more and more irritated until you couldn’t stand the silence anymore.
“Fine!” you shouted. “What do you want me to say?!”
He paused and looked at you surprised.
“Hmm? I never asked you to say anything…”
“Then…” you went quiet, he reacted to your escape so calmly it was driving you mad. You knew something was up. “Then stop looking at me like that…”
He smirked, leaning his head on his hand, staring into your eyes, seemingly thinking about something
“No,” he finally said. “I understand why you tried to run away but I just can’t. I can’t let you go. So,” he stood up and came up to you. “Never try that again, baby. Because next time I won’t be as nice,” he whispered to your ear, making shivers run down your spine.
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tomorrow? who knows..
warnings -> none, sfw, domestic
Character X GN Reader | anthology
Includes: Albedo, Childe (his perspective), Diluc, Thoma, Itto, Xiao
a-n: special thanks to @dourpeep for the bedo exchanges lol | sorry about the tense changes – idk why it was so hard today
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Jksjs sorry for bothering again but I was wondering if you could write an ateez reaction to having a flirty relationship with their best friend who's also their crush? So they basically act like a couple all the time (except for kissing and that stuff). Like who would decide to confess his love or who wouldn't have the courage and just wait for you to say something? Sorry if it's a bit weird haha. Hope you have a great day and take your time, I love your work 😊
Hey, thank you so much for this request! I really like this scenario and it was very fun to write. I hope you enjoy reading this! 😁😁
Hongjoong
You and Hongjoong have been best friends for years, you are practically inseparable to the point where most people mistake you for a couple. The thing is you’re not, but Hongjoong wishes you were. Over the time of your friendship he has developed feelings for you, though he is pretty sure you don’t see him the same way.
Hongjoong is sitting in his room waiting for you to arrive at the dorms when Yeosang walks in and sits next to him.
“Why do you look so worried? (Y/N) definitely feels the same way as you.” Yeaosang says with a slight chuckle at seeing his friends nerves.
“But what if she doesn’t? Won’t that ruin our friendship? I’ve liked her for so long that I don’t know if I can face being rejected. Maybe I should just not say anything.” Hongjoong confesses his worries, Yeosang keeping silent as an unnoticed smirk appears on his face.
“I think you should.” Hongjoong’s head snaps up towards the door, his wide eyes landing on you. His heart instantly races at realising you have just heard everything. At seeing Hongjoong’s responce Yeosang silently stands up and leaves the room, sending you a small smile as he passes.
Hongjoong’s eyes follow you as you move towards him.
“I feel the same, by the way.” You smile at him fondly as he stands up and takes your hand in his. You have never seen him look happier and it makes you feel so warm inside.
Of course you felt the same Hongjoong thinks as you stare into each others eyes in awe.
Seonghwa
Your friendship with Seonghwa is unlike any others you have had. You just clicked from the moment you met, having most things in common and always enjoying each other’s company. It wasn’t until later in your friendship that you both started having feelings for one another, though neither of you voice them in fear of rejection.
You are hanging out in your usual spot near the Ateez dorms; the park opposite. It’s just a casual day, getting some fresh air and listening to Seonghwa rant about how annoying Mingi is and why he thinks that Wooyoung should shut up. Typical stuff.
You just laugh fondly as you listen to him, finding it very entertaining to see your best friend get all worked up. It wasn’t until he started talking about how Mingi was teasing him about his crush that you became a little tense. Of course he liked someone. Why has he never mentioned it? You suddenly felt deflated, your amused smile falling and your walk slowing until you’re just stood in the middle of the path.
Seonghwa stops and turns around to face you in confusion, a concerned look on his face as he takes in your slight frown.
“Why’d you stop walking?” Seonghwa asks as he approaches you, his intense stare piercing through you, making you feel a little shy.
“Who’s your crush? You’ve never mentioned one before. I thought we told each other everything.” You look up at him with sad eyes. Seonghwa takes a deep breath and looks at the ground before lifiting his head back to look at you again.
“I’ve never had the courage to tell you because it makes me nervous.” Seonghwa lowly speaks, almost in a whisper. You tilt your head in confusion as you look into his eyes trying to encourage him to continue.
“It’s you. I have had this crush for a while and I just didn’t think you would ever feel the same. So I kept it quiet.” Seonghwa diverts his eyes away from you, only looking back when he feels your hand caress his cheek.
“I like you too dummy.” You smile at him, a slightly teasing tone to your confession which makes him beam back at you.
You both just stare at each other, no more words needed, the small space between your faces slowly closing.
Yunho
Yunho is very reserved when it comes to expressing his feelings, espically when it comes to you.
You see, you are so close to each other that you practically act like a couple. Well, the domestic side of a couple anyway. You even have petty arguments over what the best flavour of chips are, or what show to watch together.
You have been very aware of Yunho’s feelings towards you. I mean, the guy isn’t exactly good at hiding it. Every time you tease him he blushes and becomes all shy and you find the longing stares he sends you when you are talking to one of the others very amusing.
But you’re starting to grow impatient from waiting for Yunho to confess. You’ve been dropping hints, not so subtly, in hopes of getting him to make a move. But nothing is working. So you decide to just make the first move yourself.
You walk into Yunho’s room, where he is laying on his bed, eyes glued to his phone. A determined look on your face as you get his attention.
“I know you like me so why won’t you ask me out?” You state feeling slightly irritated by the situation that you have been forced into. Yunho just looks at you a little stunned, his phone dropping onto the bed beside him as he sits up.
“You know?” He asks with wide eyes, you can visibly see the embarrassment crawl up his face.
“Yeah, it’s very obvious.” You giggle at his flustered state, feeling your annoyance slip away.
“So, will you go out with me tonight? We can finally go to that new restaurant down the road.” You raise a brow in amusement as Yunho blushes.
“Sure, that sounds great. But if any of the guys ask, I was the one who asked you ok?” Yunho looks at you with puppy eyes, begging for you to agree.
“Of course.” You smirk at him as you grab his hand and drag him out of the room.
Yeosang
Yeosang has been planning his confession to you for ages, wanting everything to go perfectly.
You’re the person who means the most to him. He absolutely adores everything about you and he wants to be able to call you his. So that what he is planning to do.
After being very close friends for a few years, it’s finally time to see if you are on the same page as him.
He asked to meet you after work, inviting you to meet him outside the cinema. You didn’t think anything of it, it was completely normal for you to watch a movie together.
So when you see Yeosang turn up looking very smart, holding a bouquet of flowers, you are surprised.
“I was hoping that this time we could watch a movie as more than friends. If you feel the same?” Yeosang asks you with a soft smile, not wanting to make you feel pressured in any way into saying yes.
You feel butterfly’s come to life in your stomach. You are so overwhelmed, in a good way.
Being at a complete loss for words you can only nod eagerly and smile. Accepting the flowers and allowing Yeosang to take your other hand in his as you enter the cinema together, for the first time as a couple.
San
San has been harbouring feelings for you for a while now. It’s the very cliché falling in love with your best friend scenario, which is why San has been trying to push his feelings aside.
It’s gotten to the point now where even the most minute action can set him off thinking about what it would be like to be in a relationship with you. Even things as ordinary as making him a coffee or cuddling together after a long and tiring day.
Your friendship is very important to both of you and San doesn’t want to do anything to jeopardise it. But he feels that if he doesn’t express how he feels then he will explode. So he does.
Being the cheesy boy he is, San decided to make a big guesture. And that gesture is to knock on your door at 3am.
You answer the door after forcing yourself to get out of bed. Who could possibly be visiting you this early in the morning!
“San, what do you want. It’s too early.” You whine as you see said boy looking at you with an expression you have never seen from him before. Was it nerves?
“I really like you. And it’s been tormenting me for months, I can’t sleep properly, I can focus on anything without it making me think of you.” San confesses, a little dramatically, but full of emotion. Now you feel awake, staring at him in surprise at this sudden information.
“I know it’s a lot to take in but I can’t just be friends anymore.” San continues as you process everything. You nod subtly, a faint smile on your face.
“I like you too.” You meet his eyes. They are captivating, the sight making you almost forget how to breath.
San takes a step forward, his hands resting on your waist as he looks down at you. Your lips millimetres apart as your foreheads rest together. Your eyes flutter shut as the small space his closed and sparks begin to fly.
Mingi
Mingi is awkward when it comes to feelings. That’s why when he realised that he had caught them for you he began to become a little clumsy around you.
You found it really endearing, how he would trip over his own feet because he is looking at you instead of where he is going, or how he struggles to maintain eye contact when talking without becoming extremely flustered.
Being quite forward yourself, you came to the conclusion that you would confess to Mingi how you feel. You aren’t really that worried because you know he likes you back so you though you might as well just go for it.
You wanted some help with asking Mingi out so you roped in Hongjoong, knowing he would probably be the most reliable.
As the plan is ready to go you signal for Hongjoong to hold out the banner you had made. It reads “Can we be more than friends?”. Cheesy I know.
On cue, Mingi walks through the door of the dorms, freezing when he sees Hongjoong holding the banner and you standing next to it with a nervous smile. You relax when Mingi’s frozen expression breaks into a wide grin and he moves towards you.
Pulling you into a warm embrace you hear him chuckle before pulling away to look down at you.
“You’re so cheesy. But I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
Wooyoung
It’s not uncommon for Wooyoung to be a flirt towards you, your friendship being so strong that you just laugh and sometimes flirt back. But what you don’t realise is that Wooyoung is flirting with you because he is trying to hint that he has a crush. He just doesn’t have the guts to actually tell you.
So he waits. For what? he’s not really sure exactly. Is it for you to confess first or for him to build up enough courage to confess.
You have a crush on Wooyoung too. And similarly to him, you are too shy to admit your feelings.
You both just continue your friendship how it is. But you decide to up the flirting a little by leaving some lingering touches on his arm now and again, and actively making more of an effort to flirt first.
Your efforts go pretty much unnoticed by Wooyoung, however, the other guys do pay attention and begin to make jokes and remarks about you both.
You are sat in the kitchen with all the guys as they eat and laze about, your focus being on your phone. You don’t even bat an eyelid when Wooyoung comes up behind you and wraps his arms around your waist, his chin resting on your shoulder.
“Why aren’t you already together? You both like each other. You’re even acting like a couple right now.” Seonghwa states, rolling his eyes as you look up from your phone in surprise.
You feel Wooyoung tense and you turn your head to see his reaction; his face stunned and his mouth slightly hanging open.
“Seonghwa does have a point actually, why aren’t we?.” You shift to look at Wooyoung properly as you become a little shy from knowing all the guys are whitnessing this moment.
Wooyoung smirks as soon as he processes what you have just said and tightens his hold on you, a surge of confidence going though him.
“Well we are now.” Wooyoung states, both of you looking fondly at each other as you hear the guys start to complain at Seonghwa for instigating your soppyness in front of them.
Jongho
Being the youngest of Ateez had its benefits. For example, Jongho could persuade everyone to help him with his confession just by acting cute or breaking apples (because he knows they get very excited about that).
Jongho’s plan is to invite you over to the dorms, where he will have a meal prepared for you, asking you to have dinner with him.
The guys agreed to prepare the meal and set up the dining room so Jongho could get himself ready to finally tell you how he feels. Because he is the youngest he wanted to do something more mature, to show you that he is just as grown up as the other members.
You knock on the door and seconds later Mingi answers. He silently steps to the side and gestures for you to enter. You shoot him a confused look as you comply and walk into the hall.
You are guided by Mingi into the dining room where a slightly nervous looking Jongho is waiting. You gasp at the set up, it looks beautiful.
“What’s all this for? Did you do this?” You question in amazement.
“The guys helped set it up but it was my idea. I have been wanting to tell you how I feel for a while. But I really like you, a lot. And I was wondering if you would have dinner with me?” Jongho explains, his hands fidgeting together as he confesses.
“I would love to.” You smile genuinely towards him before a triumphant smile overtakes Jongho’s anxious looking face. You could feel your heart racing a million miles an hour at his confession and you couldn’t be more happy.