Ateez: How They React When They Catch You Checking Them Out

Style - Park Seonghwa (3)

i want to say that i have no idea where this is going, i just wanted to write about how beautiful seonghwa is and i got a bit carried away, i still hope you like it.

(next chapter is when things are going to start heating up)

enjoy!

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Choi Haru was your best friend.

She has been your best friend for the longest time, you could say you two grew together and you wouldn’t be lying.

She had been there through all the ups and downs life gave you and you were there for her as well.

You were there when her mom passed away and when park chaeryoung spread the rumor that she had herpes.

She was there when your parents got divorced and when your ex broke up with you.

Even if both of you came from different backgrounds, her being the daughter of an important Ceo and you being the daughter of a teacher, you still became inseparable.

You could tell each other everything and none of you would judge the other.

You were the best of friends, but that didn’t stop you from envying her.

You grew up knowing that her family had more money than yours, you knew while she would go to dreamy trips all around Europe and Latin America your family would have enough money to go to Jeju for a few weeks.

You grew up seeing how she always got the best presents you could only dream off, and whenever you went to her house your eyes would shine at the sight of her closet.

But you never envied that, the difference of money was never an issue for you especially cause she would never brag about anything, she has always been down to earth and even though she had many reasons for you to envy her, you never did.

Until you met park seonghwa.

That’s when you started to see the differences between the both of you, you started to see that while she looked like a supermodel you looked like a common next door girl.

You didn’t notice only how beautiful she was, you also noticed she was friendlier and more outgoing, while she was drenched in confidence you felt like a zero to the left.

But you tried to shake it off, she was your best friend, after all, you had promised each other nothing would come between the two of you, not even a guy.

“Hey y/n are you listening to me?” you turned to see Haru looking at you, you smiled and nodded “yeah sorry I just spaced out for a while” she chuckled and returned to her phone.

You looked at her questioningly “what?” you asked confused, she simply shrugged “nothing, I was just thinking about how a great matchmaker I am” you frowned “what?” she turned to you and pushed you slightly “you were totally thinking about hoongjoong”

Oh, Hoongjoong…

“Ugh I was not” she gasped “you totally were oh my god, you dont know how happy this makes me” she giggled excitedly, “oh my best friend and my favorite cousin this is amazing, i mean you have always been part of my family but now it’ll be like more official” “wait what?” “oh come on y/n you can’t tell me you aren’t in love with him”

Oh i totally could

“Haru we just started talking, he hasn’t even asked me out yet” “oh but he will, I’m so sure of that…oh look who is coming!” 

You looked up to see hoongjoong walking along with side seonghwa, they were laughing about something, their gorgeous smiles adorning their faces but the one that caught your attention (and your heart) was seonghwa’s.

You sighed to yourself feeling your heartache in your chest, how were you going to get over him when he was everywhere you looked?

“It’s your future boyfriend” haru sang next to you and you rolled your eyes.

For a minute you imagined that she was referring to the man of your dreams and not her cousin.

Big brother’s old habits die hard

new murder sports anime staring the cold one, the rabid one, and oh sangwoo really dark stuff but i hope you guys like it anyway lol

oh man I love procrastinating on school work

AoS Reaction ~ You Break Up With Them

Am I mean and evil for posting this after the dating request? Yes. Do I feel bad or guilty? No. I hope you like it still! It’s a heart destroyer!

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random boyfriend texts

pairing : childe/tartaglia x reader

warnings : a bit suggestive

a/n : THANK U SM FOR 100 FOLLOWERS I WOULD DIE FOR YOU

Evil isolated lair

kingsman feels good

Seeing you get hit

Okay, so I really don’t know how to chill with my stories. I’ve always written them out so i’m still practicing the more condensed type of story - bare with me. 

If people like this one I have a few more story versions for some of the other characters I feel most comfortable writing about. I’ll post those sometime soon. 

Anyway - have a DILUC fic ;) 

Genre: sfw, a bit violent, angry Diluc**

character x GN reader

Synopsis:

*character* become progressively worried about you not returning back - as the hours tick by, they notice a commotion has started and as they check it out find you in distress. Quickly they head to where you were and, well, their reaction to seeing you being accosted by someone in the middle of the city, let’s just say they took matters into their own hands.

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isn’t it obvious

(diluc x reader)

part 2 of “can’t make a sound”

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You couldn’t help but pace outside of your mother’s house. Clutching your pocket watch in your hand as you had just knocked on the front door, feeling so guilty for coming so late, for having to wake her up at an ungodly hour of night.

“Y/n?” Your mother’s voice softly called out, sleep lacing her tone.

You wipe your face hoping that your tears were now dry and your swollen red eyes were back to normal. “Mom, Surprise! Haha I decided to come visit you after all, I’m sorry it’s so late.” You laugh, closing your eyes at her concerned stare as she narrowed her own eyes at your state.

“I’m surprised to say the least, I’m more than happy you’re here. But sweetie, why are you here so late? Are you aware of the time? And why are you alone? Where’s Diluc?” Your mother threw one question after another at you, only upon hearing his name did she stop seeing your shoulders slump and your smile drop.

“What happened? Sweetie?” Your mother opened the door wider, arms opening up welcoming you in her embrace that immediately made you break down once again. She only held you, rocking you back and forth, slowly making her way back inside with you. She sat you down on the couch to make sure you were ok. Only, after she calmed you down you immediately fell asleep, she didn’t mind one bit though, she didn’t even bother getting up as she let your head lay on her lap as her own eyes shut once again. You couldn’t bring yourself to tell her and she didn’t press on, she understands, she’ll wait until you're ready to talk about it not wanting to cause you any more pain than you’ve felt tonight alone.

Diluc sat in his office as the night enveloped him whole. Only a single candle was lit in the dark room as his head hung low in his hands. He wanted to go and get you back right now more than anything but the rational side of him told himself to let you cool off. He knew where you were going at the very least so he knew where to find you but he wanted you back home, he needed you back home, now. He would’ve ran after you, into the night to get you back safe in his arms where you belong but he also knows you probably didn’t want to see him at the moment either. He had to swallow his stubbornness and respect that but archons, he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t going crazy.

He couldn’t bring himself to go back into your shared bedroom, no not without you in there. Your presence was something that was greatly missed even though you’ve been gone for only a few hours by now. Your voice and laughter wasn’t heard echoing down the halls as usual and Diluc was now left with what you’ve been feeling for the past days, weeks, months even. Throughout the past few years you’ve been together he’s never been alone without you at the Dawn Winery and now that he is he can’t handle it, his heart feels too heavy as he recalls his actions of last night. Of his negligence for the past few weeks. He’s getting a taste of his own medicine.

For the first time in a very long time Diluc didn’t show up for work at the tavern. The soft rays of sunlight were now peeking in through his office curtains indicating just how fast time has slipped through his fingers without him even noticing, as he was in his own head the whole time. His usual schedule was broken for the first time in a very long time. He got ready for today yes but not for his usual routine, he got dressed but only had one objective on his mind today and that was going to your mother’s to get you back. No one at the Dawn Winery dared to ask Diluc why he wasn’t at work yet or why he missed today as some of them had heard what happened. So as he walks out of the house, eyebrows furrowed, eye bags prominent and hair a bit unkempt and messy, no one says a word. They know where he’s going and who exactly he’s going for.

Diluc was no stranger to your mother’s house. He was introduced to her a few months after you both had gotten together and to say that your mother loved him was an understatement. Everything about Diluc screamed perfect to your mother. He was a true gentleman, a bit stoic, but caring nonetheless. She’s seen the small smile that plays on his lips when he’s with you and the way his eyes always wander to you if you're both in the same room together. As for your mother, Diluc couldn’t help but come to care greatly for her as well. He saw where you get your stubbornness and also your sharp tongue. He couldn’t help but come to love visiting your mom during special times as he found comfort in a mother figure he never really had.

On his way to your childhood home he had time to think. To think of everything he’s done, and everything he hasn’t. You’ve been quietly accepting the way he’s been treating you, not uttering a word, not even complaining. But the one night he promised you, the one night he comes to love more and more every year he forgot. Not only that but he went out and had dinner with someone you can’t help but feel insecure around. Every time his mind brought it up he felt sick. Heck if he was in your position he wouldn’t even know what he would’ve done.

Diluc has a hard time conveying his true feelings through words most of the time so he conveys his appreciation through actions, but he knows actions alone aren’t going to convince you that his answer all along is you. No, he needs you to hear the words come out of his mouth, he needs to look you in the eyes and tell you word for word what he feels for you but he’s unsure if he can even do so as his love for you knows no bounds. He’s scared he loves so hard that he can’t control himself. He stood silent and let you leave because he couldn’t form his love for you into words but this time, this time he’ll let you know.

Diluc found himself walking up the familiar pathway to your mother’s house a bit after 12:00 the afternoon, a gentle breeze blowing by making Diluc’s heart squeeze at the sight of your house. He isn’t one to feel anxious or nervous in any way but something heavy formed in his stomach as he feared the worst. He’s scared, terrified you’re going to not want to see him, say it’s over and all is done. But he won’t give up. Diluc swallows the lump in his throat and adjusts the tie on his neck, pulling it down to loosen it up a bit.

Diluc only quickened his pace up the path, wanting nothing more than to make sure you’re ok, that you’re safe. He saw your mother exiting the front door as he made his way up the trail to the porch.

“Y/n, I’m going to head out, I’ll be back in a bit make sure you eat something ok? And please stay for as long as you need, you're more than welcome to do so. I’ll just make a quick run to grab some food, I’ll be back soon!” You mother called out, her head facing the side as she opened the door. Diluc only froze in place. Did you tell your mother what happened? Was she going to be mad at him? His mind raced as he just stared at her, not knowing what to say, not knowing what she'd tell him.

Your mother only turned her head as after she closed the door, not even startled by Diluc’s presence, only sending him a soft smile and walking up to give him a hug.

“Diluc sweetheart, it’s good to see you.” Your mom welcomed him like he was her own, not asking why he’s here as she knew deep down why he was. Though you didn’t tell her anything, she can tell why he’s here by how he looks, just as bad as you did when you showed up last night. She has no reason to send him away or be mad at him as she knows he’s here to make things right. Just by him being here showed how much he cared, he could’ve let you be or not even bothered to come at all to make amends but he’s here and it only made your mother proud that he cares so much. Diluc only returns her hug and sends her one of his very rare reserved smiles as he lets out a small surprised chuckle.

“Pardon my sudden intrusion Mrs. y/l/n, I didn’t mean to come out of nowhere and I’m very sorry I didn’t come last night with y/n I didn’t mean to let them come alone we just-“

“No need to explain,” Your mother only lifted her hand, gently patting his shoulder. “No reason to apologize either, you're welcome here anytime, and no need to tell me your business. I know you came here for a reason and I don’t want to intrude, please continue to take care of y/n for me and please stay here until I come back. They’re inside, make yourself at home and talk to them.” Your mother squeezed his shoulder and stepped around him.

“Thank you,” Diluc could only smile at your mother, seeing exactly where you get your understanding heart from. “I'll make things right, I promise.” He whispers under his breath as your mom waves at him making her way out, leaving him at the porch to do what he came here to do, make things right.

Diluc was now faced with the door in front of him as he made his way up the porch. He wasted no time knocking, tapping his knuckles on the wooden door three times. Shortly after he heard shuffling come from the inside indicating you were moving to the door, he only straightened his posture.

“Mom?” You questioned as you turned the knob, confused as to why she was knocking when she usually always carries her keys with her at all times.

Your mouth slightly hung open upon seeing who was on the other side of the door. You hadn’t expected to see him so soon. Honestly you didn’t really know what to expect. Him to be mad? Upset at you for just barging out. You felt embarrassed for just leaving last night but your heavy heart couldn’t stand staying another second after you got your answer.

You prayed that your eyes weren’t as swollen as they were last night. Though you didn’t expect him to be here so soon you’d be lying if you said you didn’t feel slightly bad for leaving him alone. Though he hurt you, you still wanted to see him as well, you missed him.

You open the door wider and look down at your hands, not really knowing what he wants you to say.

“Diluc-“

“Love, can I talk to you, please. I need you to hear this. I need you to actually hear me say it so you can understand my feelings.” Diluc blurted out, his nerves getting the best of him but one look at you and he knew just how much this hurt you. The bags under your eyes and red circles indicated that you were crying for who knows how long by now.

Diluc felt his jaw clench at your appearance, knowing he was the one that caused you distress was making him more angry at himself than he already was.

You only blink at your hands. “He wants to talk? Is he going to end things? Finally going to call it quits as I made him realize it wasn’t me he wanted this whole time?” Your mind started to spiral again, as it’s been doing since yesterday. You felt your eyes start to burn again as you shifted your weight from one foot to the other, too scared to hear what he’d say. Too scared to look him in the eyes.

“T-talk? I got my answer yesterday no need to do so.” You stutter out, voice slightly cracking making Diluc’s fist clench.

“Hey hey, y/n no,” Diluc took a step forward as you took one back, once again recoiling from his touch making him hurt more.

“No please don’t, don’t back away from me. Let me tell you what I have to say. Listen to me.” His eyebrows draw together as he holds his hands up, indicating he won’t try to grab you again so you won’t back up.

“Y/n Listen, I don’t know why I hesitated. I was just shocked that you even had to ask such a question. Don’t you see?” He looked down at you, eyebrows furrowed. You only wipe the burn from your eyes and continue to stare at your hands.

“Don’t you see y/n,” Diluc whispered, his hand slowly coming up under your chin to make you look at him, he wanted to look you in the eyes to show how serious he is, how much he means the words he is about to say.

“You are the one I’d choose,” He breathed out. “In a heartbeat. No one else, not Jean, not anyone. You are the one I’d choose over anyone. You’re the only one that’s made me see the joys of life and living in general. Before you I was a shell of a man and you brought my life back, you revived me, so please don’t ever for one second think that I would put anyone before you as no one but you has my heart.” His eyes held so much tender love in them as he spoke, making your sniffles become even louder. You half expect him to break things off, not tell you this. But this, this was much better, your heart only felt heavier at his words feeling ashamed for letting your intrusive thoughts get the better of you.

“But- but I don’t deserve- Jean is s-she’s the one you want?” Your eyebrows furrowed as your vision blurred once again. “Besides I- I left you alone, I didn’t let you explain. I-I’m sorry I didn't know what to-“ you stuttered as tears rolled down your cheeks.

Diluc couldn’t bear to stand there and watch you break down again. He took two long strides up to your small frame wrapping you up in his arms, tucking your head under his chin as he shook his head no, relief washing over him as you didn’t move away. “Shhhh love I have you, I’m not letting you go either.” Diluc wrapped his arms tighter around your frame, you still had your intrusive mindset and he couldn’t handle seeing you like this. Your hands only clutched his shirt as he held you, you felt just as much comfort from his embrace as you did from your mother’s. “You don’t need to apologize to me love. I’m sorry for leaving you alone for so long. For not giving you the answer sooner, I just thought you already knew, I thought you could clearly see you're the one I’d choose. Seeing you walk out made me realize what a fool I’ve been,” Diluc pulled away, holding your face in both of his hands as he looked down at you.

“You love, are the reason I wake up every morning, your voice, your laugh, your everything is all I need, all I want. Please don’t ever let your mind think otherwise. Even if it does I’ll show you, remind you just how special you are to me no matter how many times I need to do so. But please don’t leave me, don’t ever leave again, as I don’t think my heart can handle ever seeing you walk out the door.” His forehead now rested against yours as he closed his own eyes to stop the burning in his eyes. Diluc has always been one to never show emotion, he always wore his usual stoic expression with a small frown tugging the corners of his lips, he’s always had a hard time explaining his feelings, but seeing him with this much emotion and hearing him say the words you thought you wouldn’t hear made you believe that the words he spoke were genuine, truly from his heart.

Your hands gently wrapped around his wrists giving them a gentle squeeze, your heart feeling heavy seeing him hold back tears.

“D-Diluc,” You hiccup, now crying because of what he said, not because he hurt you no because his words made you feel loved, in a way you didn’t think you deserved he showed you otherwise. “I-I’m sorry. I’m sorry I left you alone,” You give his wrists a gentle squeeze as you feel them slightly tremble against your face. “I’ll stay right here, I’m sorry I didn’t let you explain earlier, but I believe you Diluc, I do. Thank you for coming for me, for not letting me go, thank you f-for choosing me.” You choke out, everything you’ve been holding in now spilling out. Your mind made you believe that you weren’t worthy of him for so long, not worthy of his love but the words he spoke to you made you see otherwise, the man standing in front of you poured his heart into his words which wasn’t something he often did, he made you feel loved just by assuring you, that it’s you he wants.

Diluc only closed the distance between you both, not knowing how else to put his feelings into words. He hoped his lips on yours would tell you everything he feels. He pulled you in closer by your waist, other hand gently cradling the back of your head not letting you go, too afraid you’d walk away again.

Out of breath you both pull away as Diluc’s thumbs gently brush the tears off your face. “No love, it is I who should thank you for choosing me.” He gently smiled as your beautiful smile appeared on your lips, oh how he missed your smile so much. “You’ve no idea how much I’ve missed you dear, archons it’s been far too long.” He smiled down at you, a smile only reserved for the one person he truly loves as he was truly a lovesick fool for you. He only closed the distance between you two once again, holding you close, not letting you go as he knows he has to cherish these precious moments. He is yours as you are his. He promises himself as he deepens the kiss that he’d take away and uncertain feeling or insecurity you have about yourself and remind you just how much love he has for you and he’d gladly show it through kisses anytime.

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authors note: helloo!! ^~^ I hope y’all are doing good and staying safe! hehe part 2 is here!! I just wanted to say thank you all sm for the love on the first part omgdjshsuhd you are all so sweet plz- I didn’t plan on writing a part two but I had to after I left off like that lol sorry for breaking your hearts but here is a hurt to comfort part 2!! please I hope it doesn’t disappoint, I do hope you all enjoy <33