Narilamb Coded Discord Status

"Friends dont look at friends that way" COWARD. I look at my friends with awe in my eyes, my chest is filled with love, im glowing because i get to be near my friends. I look at my friends and i would give them my everything. SO SKILL ISSUE, look at your friends with all the love that you have

NARINDER FROM CULT OF THE LAMB

NARINDER from CULT OF THE LAMB got a third abortion!

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I just went downstairs and within not even 5 seconds of existing near my parents, they made it 10× worse.

Kill me now.

Vent

TW: Suicidal thoughts, Self harm, Skin peeling.

Do Not Read if Any of These Things Trigger You!

Do you ever feel like you wanna peel off all of your skin, cut yourself into pieces and die but you're to scared of the unknown to do it and you can't talk to anyone because you're not the same depressed person that you actually are around your friends and your parents are shitty fucking Jehovah's Witnesses which means you can't tell them about half of the things that happen in your life so you just cry and ignore when people try to interact with you but you feel like the worst person in the world since there are other people going through worse?

Tomorrow's my birthday and I won't get shit so that makes it even worse.

Thanks for reading about my stupid problems.

reblog if you support:

• pre- or non-hrt trans people

• genderfluid/non-binary people who want hrt

• genderfluid/non-binary people who don't want hrt

• pre- or non-op trans people

• tall transfems

• short transmascs

• fat/plus size trans people

• fem trans men

• masc trans women

• transmascs who don't/can't/won't bind

• transfems who don't/can't/won't tuck

• transfems with wide shoulders

• transmascs with wide hips

• genderfluid/non-binary people with facial hair or tits

• genderfluid people whose presentation is static but their gender is not

• non-binary people whose desired presentation is how society says their agab should present

• transmascs who bind but still have a visible chest

• non- conventionally-attractive trans people

• non-conforming trans people

• non-"passing" trans people

• non-stereotypical trans people

We don't all fit into cisnormative society's bullshit stereotypes!

I'm trying to prove a point to some transphobic relatives. Back me up tumblr.

the inherent tension between the acronyms JFC, JFK, and KFC .......

bitch…omg

average man from florida

Logically I know it takes time to get better at art however if I don’t drastically improve at art right now I WILL blow up

The thing about ADHD is that the "lack of reward chemicals in your brain" doesn't just mean that you don't want to do any tasks that don't feel particularly yummy :(, it means that your brain will look at chores and tasks that need to be done like "doing this would be painful and tedious for absolutely nothing to gain from it, Do Not Do That." The same thing that your brain tells you about everything else that would feel really bad and hurt the entire time that you're dying. The part of your brain that stops you from doing the thing is the same part that keeps you from shoving your arm into a wood chipper.

With unmedicated, unmanaged ADHD, "I have to do this assignment or I fail and my life will be ruined and I die" feels like a SAW trap, every single time.