meant what I said hahaha
✨ character development ✨
I’m the most beautiful red flag you’ll ever see
When you see people online cutting their hair weird and being like "the intrusive thoughts took over 🤪"
But your intrusive thoughts are about violently stabbing yourself over and over again, makes you think you know like maybe I'm the problem
She's so pretty I want to fucking die
mental illness erased because I felt pretty in this dress
Why am I like this?
That feeling when you're not suicidal but would just rather not do life anymore and wouldn't mind if you suddenly stopped existing because you know life will never get easier, only harder as time passes. And I'm having trouble sitting with the thought of a long hard life especially when everyone is gone and I'm left with so many responsibilities I just don't have the strength for.