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some small sigils I feel everyone could need from time to time. take care of yourselves friends!

Things Toxic Spiritualists Say ☠️

feel free to add your own experiences

I can name quite a few of those because my own mom is part of the team *pain*

None of the following things are true, so please don't let them influence you! <3

☠️✨ - "negative" emotions like sadness, anger, envy, etc lower your vibrations

☠️✨ - if you're feeling "negative" emotions frequently over a long period of time, you will develop cancer or an autoimmune disease

☠️✨ - we've already been every being and lived every life before so closed practices don't exit and we are all allowed to make use of them

☠️✨ - nothing is real and we're all going to die anyways so there's no need to solve or care about issues that go on in the world (like climate change, plastic in the oceans, etc)

☠️✨ - getting a piercing will hinder the energy flow in your body and you will see negative effects of it

☠️✨ - getting a tattoo will permanently make the symbols energy a part of you and influence your life (example: if you're getting a skull tattoo you'll become more negative and experience a lot of death or become sick)

☠️✨ - the more you think about something the more likely it is to manifest (while that isn't completely wrong, things you don't want don't manifest just because you think about them. That sentence is especially hurtful if you're an overthinker and your most frequent thoughts are 'what if i have or developed xy disease'. It'll throw you into a spiral.)

☠️✨ - the world is run by reptilian aliens (wow okay, next time just say that you're antisemitic)

☠️✨ - all of the mainstream media is controlled by the people in power and you'll only see what they want you to in order to spread panic. Therefore the only information you can trust is on youtube and telegram.

☠️✨ - the government full of reptilian aliens inserts microchips into vaccines to control the population

☠️✨ - the government full of reptilian aliens wants to get away from physical money and only use digital money to have better control over the population

☠️✨ - vaccines cause autism (first of all, ableist. Second, that's not only something many toxic spiritualists say but obviously also anti-vaxx people)

Those are all for now, I'll do another post if i can come up with enough <3

Songs that reassures you that everything is gonna be ok makes me cry a lot. It’s feels like a hug for very touch starved people yk?

pretty and polished - nagi seishiro

18+ content ahead!

cw: handjob, sub!nagi (kinda), no specified gender for reader but u do have nails on, just a sweet lil bit of domestic filth yknow

"you're home early!"

you walk into your apartment to see your boyfriend sprawled on the couch, mindlessly playing a game on his phone while a cooking show drones on the tv in the background.

"hm? oh, yeah, we left practice early to avoid the storm that's coming in tonight. where have you been?" nagi asks, eyeing you as you toe off your sneakers and set your keys and wallet down. the metal scrapes on the wood of the entryway table, and you shuffle over to the couch to sit right at his waist. he hums in contentment when your hand reaches over to slide through his snowy hair.

your hand on his scalp gives him your answer. "i got my nails redone!" the other hand comes up to show him a pretty baby blue on your fingertips. it makes the color of your skin more vibrant, he notices.

"mm. pretty."

his reaction seems as if he couldn't care less, but you know nagi much better than that. his cacao eyes have a particular twinkle to them when he looks back down at his phone, one that you know all too well. experimentally, you oh-so-lightly drag your nails down his chest, skimming his stomach.

the muscles on his abs jerk. bingo.

the palm resting on the hem of his sweats lifts a touch as the fabric starts to strain against his growing erection. nagi blinks up lazily at you.

"what are you doing?"

his voice is steady, but the shake of his fingers as they graze over the hand on his stomach tell a different story.

"oh, nothing," you smile, "just lay back and relax, hm?"

he nods, clicking his phone off and resting it on his chest. he watches as your fingers tuck under the elastic of his pants and snap them back against his skin. he doesn't miss the scrape of your nails on his lower tummy.

his cock twitches. fuck, he's hard.

again, you skim your hand into his pants. his breathing is picking up its pace, and your free hand traces down his cheek, a polished nail rubbing over the plush of his bottom lip. he presses a feathery kiss to it, and you return the favor with a syrupy smile.

"s..stop teasing..." nagi whispers. "just do it."

you lean down and press a kiss to his clothed pectoral. "sure, baby."

finally, god, finally, you peel off the top of his pants and briefs just enough for his dick to spring out. the tip is already weeping with precum, the head flushed an aggravated pink. the sight makes your mouth water and your hand wraps his girth, one finger closing around at a time. the blue of your nails look almost neon in contrast to the glow of pink on his head. swiping your thumb over his slit, you collect the precum that's oozed out, and swipe it around the bulb of the tip.

nagi's swallowing his breaths now, his tongue dry and his fingers twitching. his chest feels like it's about to explode under your fingertips. "baby, please, go faster."

humming, you quickly jerk your hand up the length of his cock, then twist it as you slide it back down, beginning to set a rhythm. you lean down, gathering saliva in your mouth, and let it pool from your lips and onto the head to alleviate the friction. the mixture puddles in the creases of your hand, and a drop rolls over one of your nails. nagi's vision tunnels on it, watching with the precision of a needle hooking a thread as the lubrication trails down your finger, your knuckle, your wrist.

his throat gives way to choked out whines, pants, anything to relieve the bubbling in his chest. they bounce off the walls of the room, the noise of the tv long forgotten.

you're jerking him faster, with more pressure, curling your wrist with every downstroke, and nagi thinks he might pass out. the pressure in his gut sends sparks up his spine, til his face and ears flush with incinerating heat.

"baby, baby- i...!!"

his hips seize upwards, one of his legs coming up, searching for reprieve on the fabric of the couch. a long, drawn-out groan escapes his mouth, and his cock twitches in your hand as a thin stream of cum bursts up and falls on your hand.

you keep stroking him, shushing him while he catches his breath until all his release is coating your hand and dribbling off your arm and onto his thighs. your thumb kisses his tip one last time as his length falls limp in your hand.

once his vision clears, nagi laces his fingers between your cum-coated ones, and he brings them to his mouth, pressing his lips to your knuckles.

he makes a mental note to send you money for the nails later.

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weird snacks i love & headcanon Mikey would ask me to share with him

pst you should try them

❥ grapes in honeyed yogurt

❥ pears slices coated in cream cheese

❥ lay chips sprinkled with freshly shredded parmesan

❥ cinnamon sweet potato fries dipped in coconut cream

❥ sliced almonds tossed in fresh sesame oil

Astrology Basics- THE PLANETS

SUN Governs individuality, distinct style, and drive or motivations that fulfill your life. Delineates general character, and the broad strokes that define the self. Vital force, individuality, willpower.

MOON Stands for emotions, instincts and the unconscious. Represents the instinctual reactions one has to the world. The mecca of the inner world governing how we feel emotionally and respond to certain situations. Unconscious force, personality, instinct.

**Whereas the sun represents the will, the moon represents the instinct**

MERCURY The planet of mental activities, communication, and intellectual energy. It rules perception, intelligence, reason, memory, and communication. It reflects the way you see, hear, understand, and assimilate information.

VENUS The planet of love and pleasure. It rules over one’s capacity to express affection and interact with the idea of beauty. Represents your allure and desire. Rules over love affairs, art and beauty, fashion, social harmony and friendship. Gateway to higher emotions.

MARS The planet representing what drives your passions, the strength of your willpower, forcefulness, aggression, and the way you handle conflict. Rules over energy, boldness, and force. The courage and strength one cultivates to get their way.

JUPITER The planet of good luck, optimism, success, and generosity. Associated with where you’ll find expansiveness and abundance. It rules over philosophical knowledge, the extent to which you’re a visionary, higher learning, and honesty. Whereas mercury governs a clever intellect, Jupiter governs deeper wisdom and philosophy.

SATURN The planet of responsibility, ethic, and hard work. Teaches discipline and remains influential until self discipline is understood. It is associated with diligence, self control, limitation, patience, stability, maturity and realism. Governs how trust and respect, along with discipline, are integrated in the self. Are you self disciplined, or does the world deliver these lessons to you?

URANUS The planet of change and originality. Brings and symbolizes the manifestation of awakening, shock, and revolution, the “flash of genius.” Associated with both scientific and humanitarian movements. Similar to Mars, but relating to inner will and secret power. Unconscious purpose revealed over a lifetime.

NEPTUNE The planet of mystery and illusion. Represents power of imagination. It’s the planet of idealism and spirituality. The realm of the subconscious world, hidden memory, intuition, and psychic clairs. The ideals, goals, and lifestyle of the higher self detached from ego.

PLUTO The planet of epiphany associated with the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. Signifies death and rebirth, regeneration along with destruction and annihilation. Pluto wipes the slate clean. Strong and dramatic changes, especially to collectives, have a significant influence from Pluto.  

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