Can't stop thinking about how Sylus is implied to have been abandoned by his kin as a child. He was rejected and let down and hurt by every. single. person in his life bar one simply because he wasn't dragon enough for one group, and not human enough for the other. He was an outsider and an outcast from his earliest days. Only one person ever made him feel seen and cherished. And yet he was willing to let go of this sole person when that seemed to be what she wanted him to.
Let that sink in.
From childhood Sylus was discarded and unloved, and had more than likely not had a single truly happy day in his life until meeting MC. She was the first person he ever had that cared about him. The only one to love, accept, and want him unconditionally. MC represents everything good in his life. She is the person who taught him his worth and that he is not the monster he believed himself to be. The one who made him feel human for the first time in his life, who showed him what it is to love and be loved, who introduced him to the beauty of music and of life. The one who willingly shared half a soul with him to save his life, and who helped shape the person he is today.
MC is everything to Sylus. He spent the (most likely numerous) decades after coming back to life searching the cosmos for her. He built Onychinus and his empire with the intent of ruling it with her by his side. He dedicates himself to taking down the evil corporaation that harmed her as a child. So much of what he's done and still does is for her sake, and in hopes of building a happy life and future together. In a lot of ways, he lives for her. She is the living embodiment of his happiness.
And yet... he was and is willing to let her go if that is what she wants or what is best for her.
Because his love for her is pure. At his core, Sylus' heart is pure, in spite of everything that he has endured.
My heart bleeds when I think of all that he's been put through. But it is so healing to see him be loved, treasured, and happy now, his recent birthday event being a prime example of that. He is living the life he always deserved but was out of his reach for most of his life.
There is a place for Sylus in this warm, peaceful world đЎ
Originally for my friend in the LaDs server Iâm in.
After learning about Xavier's myth, finally, I'm feeling soft for him. Meanwhile I mostly started liking Xav more already because of my friend. So now I'm going to be soft about him on main.
When the light of the early morning sun filtered gently through the curtains of your apartment, you awoke to the feeling of an arm slung over your waist. Cradled gently in Xavier's arms, you carefully turn over to look at him. It wasn't as though seeing his sleeping face was uncommon, but it was as novel as the first time you'd been graced with the sight.
Despite his nature, Xavier always tried his best to be awake to spend time with you. Your hunting partner even had his notification volume at a decibel you were certain no one else ever would just to make sure he didn't miss your texts and calls when you were apart.
You couldn't help yourself and brushed your fingers over his forehead, brushing back the hair covering the skin there to plant a tender kiss on the uncovered area. A giggle had to be stifled when his nose scrunched a little and he pulled you deeper into his embrace, inadvertently forcing you to bury your face in his shoulder. There was a happy hum, barely there, when Xavier finished shifting you to be closer. The feeling was a bit ticklish as the vibrations of the noise rumbled in his throat.
You decided the dawn was too early to rise and begin the day, especially when your prince still yet slept. So you slowly sunk deeper into the peaceful quiet Xavier brought you and returned to the land of dreams to greet your lover. The noon sun would be next to bring you back to the waking world. Plenty of time to frolic in starlit fields with the man who would give you his everything just to make you happy.
The next you woke, the feeling of soft hands and softer kisses brought you into wakefulness. Xavier's fleeting touches gentling you into the waking world. "Good morning, my star. The night was long, but you were there in my dreams. So it wasn't too bad being asleep all this time," were the first words to light upon still sleep drowned ears. "Good morning, Xavier," you got out sleepily, smiling when he responded with another kiss; this time on the lips.
"We could stay here. There's still time," Xavier began. "Whatever you decide, whatever you want- I want that, too."
"We could. Buuut- I'm sure you're hungry by now," was your reply. Which was promptly met by a still bleary-eyed look of eagerness, your bunny-like boyfriend enjoying the idea of eating. "I've got you." And then you were being carefully scooped up into his arms and set down. He shuffled forward, holding you up while still rubbing the remaining drowsiness from sleep-soft features. The rest of the short noontime was spent in such a way. The two of you groggily moving together, Xavier taking care to hold up most of your weight and thoughtfully move thing and hand them to you when necessary. It was sweet. Your sleepy boy doing his best to help your equally sleepy self, holding onto you tight all the while.
He gave you a silent look of apology while you made breakfast, wishing he could do it for you. But while he was highly capable as a hunter, the kitchen was certainly not a battlefield he could brave. Which meant that whenever you caught glances of him whilst moving about the kitchen, you saw his eyes stuck to your form. Xavier's eyes never once strayed, watching you now that he was given the opportunity to stare. You were perfect in his eyes. So strong, so capable- Even able to do things he couldn't. You couldn't help matching his hopeless smile, teeth peeking out before your hand covered the upward curve of your lips. This was met with a pout and a certain hunter stalking towards you to move your hand. "Don't do that. I like your smile."
You were cheesing again. Silly man.
An entire day off spent together is a day well spent, no matter how you chose to fill those precious few hours.
A movie together, dinner, getting ready for bed...
Laying down with him, arms once again secure around your middle and face nuzzling into your nape with a tender "I love you", you wanted to do it all over again. All the simple and mundane days you got to spend with your shooting star that made all your wishes come true. You'd gather up all the stardust of the quiet moments together until next you could hold this fleeting star in your arms.
part 2 of the đĽ&đđŹ + đđĄđđ˘đŤ đđĄđ˘đĽđđŤđđ§ [other parts: zayne, rafayel, sylus]
â exploring Xavier as a father, both of your childrenâs relationships with you and their Dad, as well as delving into their passions and personalities
note: each LI has different MCs, meaning each child/ren of the other LIs have different mothers and aren't related
á´á´É˘ęą: fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, crack; xavier has some insecurities and secrets, recessive genes (take this as it is trust me), maybe a little canon-divergent bc of some hc inserts of xavier's myth lore, canon-timeline inaccuracies (?) bc of pop culture references, dirty jokes/references
⼠a/n: finally posted đ this has been in the drafts for too long.. if u want a tag in the next part, which is rafayel's, just let me know!! im planning on a permanent taglist post soon but i wanna finish this mini series first đŤśđź i apologize for the grammatical errors and if the character is a bit ooc as this is my interpretation of them. pls be nice c: and i absolutely appreciate every reblog and comments đĽşđ
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đđđđđđ has two sons, and definitely a present father to them. He never truly gave much thought about having kids with you in the first place, more content on having you all for himself. He wouldn't have a child unless you wanted one, seeing how you would look longingly at children and their families laughing together, and a part of him started to consider it as well. He's glad he did, because now he has his own personal constellation he calls home, you at the center, starlights that motivate him everyday. Given his own upbringing, he will never force his sons to do something they truly don't like and let them follow their heartâs desire. He had some insecurities at first, seeing he's never had a good relationship with his own father, fearing he might turn out the same as him. With enough reassurance from both you and his sons, he grew more confident that yes, he is a deserving dad and a great father despite the inevitable ups and downs.
The eldest son, looks a lot like Xavier mostly because he's got the same puppy eye shape and face structure, but oddly he doesn't get any of you or Xavier's eye colors
Xavier is taken aback the moment his son first opened his eyes, cradling him in his arms, his breath caught for a moment
It's something Xavier thought he'd hoped to never see again, ironically; a distant memory he's buried away, memory from home
But when Lance's eyesâa shade of forest green, gleaming into jade under the sunlight, like an eternal springâlook up at him with innocent wonder, the resemblance of his fatherâs eyes stops there.
Xavier can't help shedding a tear or two.
You didn't question it further, knowing enough about his past at this moment. The look of aching familiarity in Xavier's gaze was all it took to have some understanding
Xavier grew up being told he resembled his mother a lot moreâhis overall soft features and crystal blue eyesâsomething he was more grateful for, but genes sure are.. funny.
Lance loooooves Xavier's presence so much as a baby (even until his teen to adult but heâs never saying that out loud)
You would struggle putting him to sleep some nights alone when Xavier is somewhere on a solo mission
His cries seemed endless as you tried everything, from feeding him, to changing his diapers, to swaying him with a lullaby, yet nothing seems to work
Xavier comes home, utterly exhausted from his mission. He goes straight to Lance in your arms, sensing your own stress and exhaustion, wanting to help
You insist he needs to rest too, but the moment he's taken his son in his arms, the cries almost instantly settles down
âSshhh, Dad's home now, baby. Let's sleep now, okay?â Xavier whispers as he gently sways him, the movement you were trying to emulate. He places a feather-light kiss on Lance's forehead, and like magic, he's asleep.
You stare at Xavier in awe.
Since then, it's been kind of a thing that Lance immediately just falls asleep faster in his dad's hold
Even when he grows into a toddler, he treats his dad like a beanbag (Xavier doesn't mind, not at all. Itâs very welcome, encouraged even)
He would curl himself silently on his lap and immediately be knocked out. It was their shared routine.Â
You have a dedicated album for those moments thatâs honestly an accurate montage of Lanceâs growth. Every week there's a new wallpaper of them on your phone
Your personal favorite was when Lance is holding onto him like a koala bear and Xavier's splayed over the playmat like a starfish, sleeping without a care in the world
But then Lance hits puberty
So it gets awkward from then on, since he was growing taller by the day, gaining inches above Xavier's own height
âMy baby is so big now..â Xavier pouts playfully, ruffling his hair.
Lance sighs. âDad, can you not say that.. please..â But he makes no move to stop him anyways.
Xavier gets slightly upset over it. In his perspective, he can never be too old or too big to be his nap time buddy
You and Xavier call him your baby even well into his teens much to his dismay
The more he grows taller, the more he's a victim of being mistaken for Xavier's older brother
It's funny at first but Lance is like â𤨠Isnât he supposed to be 40 something?â
When both you and Xavier are away, toddler Lance was left to the trusty babysitter Uncle Jeremiah
It seemed like a hassle at first but Lance was so quiet, too quiet even sometimes just playing by himself.
Jeremiah would get him to open up by telling random stories from other planets and such
Lance's favorite was him talking about Lumiere's exploits, because it was so highly detailed unlike other stories.
Learned to make flower crowns from scraps. You get one every time you come to pick him up.
âLook, Mommy is princess!â Lance would say proudly as you hold him, wearing the daisy flower crown you received from him.Â
Xavier smiles, leaning to place a kiss on both you and your son's cheeks. âNo, Mommy is our queen, and you're our prince.âÂ
Best believe teen Lance is the no. 1 Hater when he catches you and Xavier being loveydovey. he just finds it so cringe.
He's giving you both a nasty side-eye as you laugh at his disgust
He's quite athletic, but he used to hop from sport to sport because he can't really a feel to what he likes the most
A natural genius, the one that sleeps at the back of the class but somehow still gets one of the highest grades in their batchÂ
He's unaware that he's the campus crush because of his weird intimidating but cool aura but in reality they have noooo idea he's a loser geek.
Itâs really just his bitch resting face (courtesy of his mother), which image shatters when he smiles, bunny teeth and a small dimple on his cheek.Â
Very reserved. Doesnât keep secrets but wonât share about himself until you ask. Like he would casually tell you he survived jumping off a cliff and give no context until you ask.
More of a listener than a yapper, so heâs seemingly dry to talk to but will remember every single thing you say
Heâs learned to read people really wellâan empath if you willâan ability he inevitably developed when his dad had a vault full of secrets and masked emotions.
He was bluntly honest as a kid, growing more tact as he matures later on
Although he can take hints about what others feel/think, it doesnât mean heâs a pushover if theyâre crossing a boundary, Heâs not a people pleaser in terms of heâs not trying to fit into whatever norm is going on, just doing his best to live true to himself
Other than napping, his favorite past time as a kid was sword fighting with the endless collection of lightsabers he's got, battling against you and/or Xavier
It kind of becomes actual training sometimes, and you BET Xavier's old ass be saying:
âWhen I was your age, I already know how to parry.â
You give Xavier a look. âHoney, he's 6.â
Star Wars becomes his personality for the inevitable part of his childhood
And you bet you were the one spoiling him with all that merch. Lance's favorite was the Millennium Falcon lego set. He cried opening that Christmas gift
Inherited his massive geekiness from youÂ
His core memory was sitting on Xavier's shoulders, his hands clutching his father's hair, you looping arms with Xavier side by side, as a Lego Star Wars parade marched on, fireworks in the background
Starstruck for an entire month after that
Loves it when you also tell stories about Lumiere at bedtime (unbeknownst to Xavier,) eyes twinkling and all.
Then he would also add his own stories he heard from Jeremiah, and you both just yap until you fall asleep
So respectful when he asks to borrow your Lumiere figurines.. and you LET him, which says a lot because those babies are expensive
Needless to say, Lance is also a talented swordsman, quite inspired to follow both of your footsteps as hunters
Your favorite memory of him was when you brought toddler Lance with you one time to the Hunter's Association, just to surprise Xavier for his birthday (yes, the man is still working, but you had a cake prepared for him and all)
The boy was a bundle of awe and wonder, loving how cool the hunters looked despite being shy to talk to them
He was literally being cooed and coaxed by your coworkers with candies and it was so cute to watch his round cheeks and ears become rosy from the attention
Xavier finally finished his mission, body growing heavy with exhaustion as he returned to HQ to fulfill his report. He settles down a bench, getting comfortable against the wall and about to lull into a nap when a loud voice echoes.
âSoooo, Lancey, who's your favorite hunter?â
Xavier shot up his seat, wide awake, the drowsy weight on his eyelids evaporated. He stumbled in his feet slightly from standing up too suddenly. Confusion knitted his brows. Why was his son here? Or was it another Lance?
He's now noticing the empty desks and his colleagues gathering around presumably his son. Slowly, he comes closer from behind, unnoticed by your officemates.Â
âBut I have more than one favorite..â Lance says, and Xavier's ears perched. He found himself tiptoeing over the crowd trying to spot Lance. A smile graces Xavierâs face after spotting Lanceâ eyes glued on the floor, hands fidgeting over the candies given to him. He was sitting on your lap, hugging him in place, and you were smiling from ear to ear, your gaze on your son. Lance was slowly getting more comfortable, the shyness seeping out of him.
âOohhh, so if you have to rank them then, what would it be?â someone quips, and your coworkers hit the dudeâs shoulder playfully for the âscandalousâ query.Â
But it gets everyone curious, even both you and Xavier.
âHmm.. it's Daddy and then Mommy and..â Lance mutters, and everyone is gasping dramatically, including you.
âMommyâs lower than Daddy in your list?â You pouted in mock sulking, and it had Lance panicking a little.
âN-noo, Daddy's in third, and then Mommy is second, and then first is Lumiere!âÂ
Everyone's laughing and hollering now.. except Xavier.
You finally notice him, standing as still as a statueâclear, utter, guttural, mind-shattering distraught in Xavier's face, and it unfortunately made you laugh harder that your stomach began to hurt. You swear his soul left his body.
Lance was confused why it was so funny to everyone, nervously laughing, then he also spots Xavier. He beams, a vibrant signature bunny smile with his two front teeth, and Xavier almost forgets he didnât just rip out his heart a few seconds ago.
âDad!â Lance hops off your lap, rushing over to embrace him around his waist. Everyone was cooing at them, greeting Xavier a happy birthday but he didn't really register them. His ears were still ringing from the revelation.
Xavier bends to his knees, giving him a proper embrace back. Lance looks up at him, still smiling, until he notices the pout on Xavierâs face.
âDad, don't be sad..â Lance pouts too, patting Xavier's had the same way his father would if he was upset. Xavier nuzzles against his tiny hands.
âBut why is Dad in third place..â Xavier asks, and you're dying at the back because his puppy eyes were at work. Everyone else was snickering to themselves.
But Lance wasnât Lance unless he says his truth.
Lance tilts his head, thinking to himself. âBecause.. um.. I don't know if Dad can beat Lumiere..?â
(Cue a series of âoooohhsâ, and you scold them, telling them to go back to their stations now, and they do after much persistence.)
âLanlanânow Dad's actually sad now.â You try to intervene before your son continuously bluntly destroys his Dad's heart.
âBut why? My dad is still the best Dad in the whole universe.â
Lance states it like an undisputed fact, and Xavier's heart swells so much it tightens his chest.
Because Lance wasn't Lance unless he's saying his truth.Â
(Cue a series of âawwwsâ from everyone in their desk cubicles.)
To him, that matters more than any hunter ranking. A deep part inside Xavier he's been holding for years is finally exhaled, filled in turn with relief. Lance never talks a lot, but when he does he really means it. In the void in Xavier's chest, was a star that burned brighter twinkling in the pattern of your laughter at that momentâhe is another major star in Xavier's personal constellation, unabashedly warm and tiny, spring in his jade eyes and Lepus in his smile, contained perfectly in his embrace.
âAh! I-Iâm sorryâNo cry!â Lance stammers as Xavier's eyes water, hands flailing on his face to wipe them, but Xavier thinks to himself that Lance has got nothing to apologize for.
Xavier just embraces him closer, face buried on his son's shoulder. He smelled of strawberry kids liquid soap and baby powderâhome.
âDad's very very happy, baby.â Xavier mutters, muffled by his clothes. âThank you.â
âHappy birthday, my love,â You greet, inching closer with a lit birthday cake. The radiance of your smile in that moment couldn't be dimmed by anything.
Lance jumps excitedly in his grasp. âOh yah! Happy birthday, Dad!âÂ
That declaration was the best birthday gift he could ever receive.Â
youngest son, born 10 years after Lance
An unplanned baby (because of Freakvier) and the reason why Lance would give the both of you a nasty side-eye when you're both too lovey-dovey
âI thought Axel's favorite sleep buddy would be me, but now Lance has a mini-Lance the Koala Bear, part two.â
âDon't worry, honey. You're still my favorite pillow.â Xavier leans to kiss you, tender and soft, swallowing your giggles and the âyouâre so cheesyâ you were about to say.
Lance walks in on that ill timing again, tangible disgust on his face, and with the meanest tone, he lets outâ
âEw.â
You're laughing, as Xavier pettily embraces you tighter, shameless that he's caught again. âYou can knock you know, baby.â he says.
âFirstly, this is the living room. Second, one sibling is enough, please.âÂ
âLance!â You throw a pillow at him, and he just catches it.
âIâm not joking, Mom!â
Incredibly touchy since birth, doesn't get lulled to sleep other than when he felt he was skin to skin contact every time
Axel is a mini you with freckles reaching until his back, matching your face structure and hair, big blue eyes like Xavier's, but a deeper shade, with hints of brown in the middle
The reason his nickname is Axel was because when he was in kindergarten to lower elementary, he kept misspelling his name as âAxelanderâ
You, Xavier, and Lance later understand it was because he is dyslexic
The nickname stuck because Lance was kind of a bully as a kid (aren't all older brothers really) and would never stop calling him that.
Axel never took it to heart though and finds it funny.
It takes a lot to actually upset him, because he's sometimes unnaturally optimistic about everything. Imagine Laios from Dungeon Meshi? Yeh. That.
Although Lance has absolutely 0 tolerance when other kids would bully him seriously with the nickname. That's only his privilege.
In actuality, Axel doesn't really realize he was being bullied at all and was just happy his peers were talking to him
Sandy was your nickname to him, because his favorite place in the playground park was the sandbox and he gets absolutely dusted quite literally.
Lance actually has multiple nicknames for him. These include but aren't limited to: âAxelander Sanderson the Great,â âSandman Eater,â (he ate sand at one point) and his favorite, âAxelotleâ
Does not care that you and Xavier call him their baby until his adulthood.Â
The most creative comeback this boy can muster is.. âUglancelotâ and âLame-cyâ which doesn't even offend him it's just funny attempts
Despite that, he's actually very close to his brother even between you and Xavier, since he's taking care of him when you're both away on a mission
Unlike his brother and father, isn't easily sleepy; a light-sleeper.
His favorite pastime as a kid was recreating WWE moments on the mattress with any of you three.
And he looooves taking the Wanderer roleplay when they play swordfight with lightsabers
Because this babyâs special interest is Wanderers!
He would be listening to Lance and You rambling about Lumiere and he would ask more about what kind of Wanderer he defeated.
The little man's treasure was an encyclopedia of Wanderers he received from Xavier in his 10th birthday
He cried, yes. You took a picture and it's Lance's favorite one of all time.
Axel would bug you, Xavier, or Lance with questions or just asking help if he can't read a word properly the entire time
He has the whole contents ingrained in his memory since then. He can and will recite it given the chance just to annoy Lance.
Of course he ended up with more and more Wanderer related things, from books to figures to actual pictures
Learns to be secretive as hell because Lance tends to be super nosy when it came to his business and can read anybody like a book, a pamphlet even
Like father, like son I suppose
He still gets busted by dear bro though
Needless to say, this boy is loser geek doubled
Would be competitive as hell with video games against his dad and brother
The King of Rhythm Games, no one can beat him in that field.
Actually more of a social butterfly than Lance, but sometimes assumes everyone is his friend even when they're questionable people (why Lance gets worried sometimes), it was worse as a kid
Is not a people pleaser but pleased around people type beat
His comfort movie series is How To Train Your Dragon
Influenced his ultimate dream of befriending a Wanderer, preferably also a Dragon-type
Horrible with swords, but a great marksman from almost any long ranged weapon`Â
Would playfully steal you away from Xavier when Lance is doing his đ face again at you both being.. sus
Has a trouble magnet streak, absolutely stressing the hell out of everyone, especially Xavier
But Axelâs puppy eyes are the puppiest to puppy eye no other puppy can actually eye, ever (this isn't making sense but that's the point), so he almost gets away with it every time
Like you think you already built a tolerance from both Xavier's and Lance's double kill puppy eyes when they're trying to get something they want
But Axel's puppy eyes are a whole other level. It was heartbreaking and knee buckling, and you know damn well that Lance and Xavier uses him as last strawÂ
And it still actually works to your dismay
The privilege as the youngest, Lance would grumble
Imagine having to live with three pleading puppy eyes everytime you say no. You must be a strong woman.
Xavier though? Well..
Xavier should be mad, really. He already knew this boyâs tactic very well. He can already hear both you and Lance berating him already in the future just after this.
Axel was left under Jeremiahâs care as per usual after school, as the boy absolutely loves the greenhouse and chattering with Jeremiah in general. You confirmed you would be home later than usual, Lance was preoccupied with training for the Hunter Licensure Examination, so that left Xavier with the task to pick him up from Philo. He planned to take Axel out to the arcade, something they havenât gone to in a while and the 11 year old has been insisting on getting the new plushie for you when you get back. Xavier even went on a quick trip from the store just to get him his favorite yogurt drink, a small smile on his face.
Which slowly dissipated after the scene Xavier witnessed just outside the flower shop window
By one of the lounging tables, Axel was sitting rigidly, had his head drooping down that his hair masked his face, and his knuckles paling from squeezing his own knees. Across the table was Jeremiah, palms rubbing all over his face in what seemed like exasperation.Â
When Xavier caught on his son slightly trembling, the confusion brewing in him quickly burned into something else.
âWhat am I supposed to tell your dadââ Jeremiah groans, but gets cut off by Xavier bolting inside, the welcoming jingles of his shop door rattling violently. The gardener paled before the all too familiar tempered glare Xavier was throwing him right now.
âTell me what?â Xavier spat, hurrying over Axelâs side, placing a careful hand on his back, but the sudden contact made Axel jolt, his face shooting up to look at himâbig eyes swollen red from tears and snotâand something was crumbling in Xavierâs ribcage, eliciting an eye twitch.
Slowly, he turned his head towards Jeremiah in an unnerving manner, a terrifying look in his eyes as he utters again, âTell me what?â
Jeremiah swears heâs had more close brushes with death whenever it comes to dealing with Xavier instead of actual apocalyptic cosmic threats, and this was no different. After an elongated sigh, he began to explain the situation.
Apparently, Axel found a way to get into the Hunterâs Association Database through Jeremiahâs computer for more in depth information of Wanderers, and apparently it alerted an alarm system from HQ sending Jeremiahâs computer a warning that it would seize everything that was in that deviceâall including some access to.. their past, if they did not stop and identify themselves. Xavier didnât need that part elaborated, knowing Jeremiahâs crucial role in their expedition, and in all honesty? Xavier didnât really care much about matters pertaining to that after everything he has now, until..
âHe used [Name]âs ID and account to log in.â
Axel stiffened, his arms wrapping around Xavierâs waist flinching into tension, face digging into his side. Xavierâs soothing caresses slowly drew to a stop when he registered what he just said. Dread crept in his nerves when he remembered earlier this morning how You were going frantic the entire time on where the hell You could have lost Your ID while running late.
âAxel..â Xavier sighed, petting his hair, â..baby, look at me right now.â
He didnât, shaking his head as he started to hiccup again, keeping his face stuck on his side now damp with tears. Xavier pulled him away slowly, kneeling down to meet his sonâs eyes, but now it was glued on the floor as he fidgeted in his seat in guilt.
âIâm not mad..â Xavier cupped his face, wiping his tears that slowly continued to tear in his heart. âJust tell me the truth and I will help, okay?â
âI-itâsâIââ hic, âI didâItâs true,â Axel sobbed, âI-Iâm sorryâSorry, Dadââ
âSshh, itâs gonna be fine, alright? Letâs go homeââ
âN-no!â he blurted, puffy, terrified eyes now meeting Xavierâs own. He clutched his fatherâs hands, shaking. âDonâtâdonât tell Mom, please?â
In all honesty, he was going to tell you the situation, as you both were past that stage in your relationship of keeping secretsâespecially this kind. You already knew about his past, your shared âhistoryâ with him, so this shouldnât be that much bigger right?
But there it was, a pleading gaze of a deep blueâspheres of weeping Neptunesâeyes anyone can drown in. It drove Xavierâs instincts to just cradle him in his arms for as long as he can away from everything overwhelmingâconsequences be damned.Â
He is a responsible father and a husband, but he is also just a man.
âDad, please? I-I promise Iâll make up for it..â Axel continued to plead, sealing the deal for Xavierâs left resistance.
âAlright. But Iâll hold onto that promise right now..â Xavier gave him a stern look. âDonât ever do something like this ever again, promise me, because I will tell your mother. Youâll have.. Different consequences for now, but.. I want you to remember this. Promise?â
âI promise.â Axel swore, calming down from his breakdown as Xavier pulled him into a proper embrace.
An exasperated sigh tore through their little moment, followed by a clearing throat. The two looked over to the source on the other side of the table.
âI think.. Thereâs also another one you need to say sorry to, baby.â Xavier nudged his son.
âIâm sorry, Uncle.. Please donât hate me.â
And who is Jeremiah to do so when he looks at him like a kicked puppy who can do no wrong? He is also just a man.
(The two leave the shop after Xavier secured Jeremiahâs secrecy, going for the ice cream and arcade hang out like Xavier planned. He also made sure to clarify and sort the alarm with HQ with a quick call along the way. At the end of the day, they both go home in a happy note like nothing ever happened as Xavier returned Your âfoundâ ID.)
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Lepus is the Hare or Bunny constellation. It was a bird turned bunny by the goddess of spring, Ostara to escape the hunter. It rests under the foot of the Orion constellation.
Orion the Hunter is a huntsman in mythology and is often referenced due to the Orion's Belt. He is cursed to be a constellation, forever stuck in the sky, hunting something he can never reach alongside his two Canis Majoris and Minor hunting dogs, all because of his arrogance
Axel was born in the Winter Solstice (December 22)
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Prince!Xavier x Acrobat!reader Word count: 315 words Drabble, Scenario, Gender Neutral No one asked for this but I was watching Zendaya and Zach Efron and this happened
That you wanted him was not a secret you tried to hide.
But you couldn't have Xavier.Â
You were bound to break in your hands like the rope at the corner of the stage that needed to be replaced. You were like that rope; you could and should be replaced.
If you could rewrite the stars and turn over the cards you'd make sure that the Heavens and the Earth knew that Xavier was yours, that you were meant to be, never to part. But you could not. No one could.
And yet as you took the momentum to bring down the hoop to be at eye level with Xavier, you just wanted to be in his arms. Xavier stood there very straight, with his hands behind his back, illuminated by the few stage lights that were still burning bright. The white silk of his clothes almost shone, spotless, pristine.
When he lifted his hand to tenderly run his digits across your cheek, all you could feel was his soft skin against yours. That soft skin was so unlike your own; your palms and fingers calloused from your art, bound by a layer of bandages.
Xavier didn't belong in your world. And you didn't belong in his world either.
"Come fly with me," you told him.
And he didn't hesitate one second. You would never know what you'd done to have this man trust you so blindly.
As he wrapped his arms around your waist, you wished you could indeed just fly away.
"Hold on tight," you asked of him.
Xavier tightened his grip around you and your whole being fervently wished he'd never let go.
You tugged on the rope and let the hoop carry you both above the ground, to hang weightless, embrace each other away from the pull of gravity. Away from everything keeping you apart.
How did you rewrite the stars?
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Lets glitch together while having chips in a flower shop
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MC: âDo you think weâre just NPCs of someones gameplay?â
Xavier: âAnd that someone is another NPC of another someoneâs play through. Like an infinite gameplayâŚâ
Jeremiah: âIf that is right why the hell are you both programmed to lay down in the middle of my shop EATING CHIPS???? YOUâRE SCARING MY CUSTOMERS!â
MC: âWe are simplyâŚâ
Xavier âglitching.â
Thank you for my request that has written. It was hot as heck!
Anyway, I am currently in a difficult moment so I wish you can write a comforting fluff of Xavier after she faced difficult moments (or moments that don't go as well and as planned from trying to buy tickets in advance online even she is quick that the seats are completely full to dealing such drama with friends or anything that upsets her)
Hope you have a wonderful day. I wish we can talk more often sometime. đ
hello!!! im so glad you enjoyed your request, and im so sorry that you're feeling upset and i really hope my next writing can help you!!!! youre lucky im feeling rly active today LMFAO so lets get to work!!!
SUMMARY: after a day filled with disappointment and emotional strain, you come home defeated. xavier senses the heaviness and offers quiet, unwavering comfortâno questions, just love. in his arms, you finds solace, he reminds you that even when everything else goes wrong, he will always stay.
CW: this piece includes themes of emotional distress, disappointment, and interpersonal conflict (e.g. friend drama, feeling overwhelmed). while the story is ultimately comforting and supportive, it touches on moments of emotional vulnerability and frustration. reader discretion is advised for those sensitive to these topics!!!
WC: 1.1K!
NOTES: for any xavier fans who are just feeling a bit down in the dumps rn . . . reqs are open if anyone want something similar with another character!! (doesnt have to be l&ds)!
The rain had started hours ago. Not a dramatic, cinematic downpourâjust that steady kind of drizzle that made everything feel heavier. The kind of rain that matched the weight of a day gone completely wrong.
It had started with something so simple. Xavier had been excited all weekâhell, maybe even longer. There was this event, something you both had been talking about forever. Something that shouldâve been easy. Just a few clicks, some fast fingers, and the tickets would be yours. But when the page finally loadedâseconds after the timer hit zeroâit was already over. Sold out. Not even a single seat left. The screen mocked you with its red lettering while your heart dropped.
And that had only been the beginning.
After that, it was like the universe decided to pile it on. A conversation with a friend had turned unexpectedly sourâpassive-aggressive words, little jabs that cut too deep, and the kind of tone that made it clear something had been festering for a while. You tried to be patient, tried to talk through it, but somehow it twisted and escalated, and suddenly you were left with that horrible, hollow feeling. The one that came from wondering if youâd just lost someone who once felt safe.
By the time you made it back home, the silence felt like too much. Too loud. Too sharp. You dropped your bag by the door, didnât bother to pick it up, and all you could do was sit on the edge of the couch, staring blankly at nothing, overwhelmed.
Thatâs when Xavier came in.
He didnât barge in with noise or questions. He just stepped in quietly, gently closing the door behind him like he already knewâwithout you saying a wordâthat today hadnât been kind.
He saw you, and his face softened instantly. âHey,â he said, voice low and warm, as if even his tone was trying not to disturb the fragile threads holding you together. âDidnât even get a hello text. That bad, huh?â
You didnât even answer. You just nodded once, your lips twitching as if you might try to smile but couldnât quite make it happen.
Xavier walked over and crouched down in front of you, one knee on the carpet, the other arm resting lightly on your knee. âYou donât have to say anything if you donât want to,â he murmured, his fingers curling softly around your hand, grounding you. âIâm here. Thatâs all you need to know right now.â
Your throat tightened, and you blinked fast, trying to fight the sting in your eyes. But Xavier noticed. He always noticed.
Without waiting for permission, he moved up onto the couch, tucking himself beside you, pulling you gentlyâcarefullyâinto his arms. It wasnât one of those dramatic movie hugs. It was quiet. Steady. He cradled you like he was built for it. One hand at the back of your head, the other curled around your shoulders, and his voice soft and close to your ear.
âToday can go to hell,â he said lightly, like he was trying to make you smile, even just a little. âHonestly, Iâll write a very strongly-worded letter to the universe. Something passive-aggressive and full of glitter so it never forgets.â
You let out a breathâsomething between a laugh and a sobâand he held you a little closer.
âI know how much you wanted those tickets,â he went on. âAnd it sucks. It really, really sucks. You were fast, you did everything right, and stillâit didnât happen. Thatâs not your fault. You didnât mess up.â
You shifted slightly, resting your forehead against his shoulder, the scent of himâsomething warm and familiar, like lavender and the cotton of old t-shirtsâhelping slow your racing thoughts.
âAnd then your friends,â Xavier whispered, as if speaking it too loud would make the pain sharper. âGod, Iâm sorry. Thatâs the worst part, isnât it? The people you think will always be soft with you, and suddenly theyâre sharp and distant. That kind of hurt gets deep.â
You nodded wordlessly, and he pressed a loving kiss into your hair.
âBut I want you to hear me right now, okay?â His voice was calm, steady. The kind of voice you could fall asleep to. âThis one day doesnât define anything about you. Not how capable you are, not how loved you are, not how strong. Itâs just⌠a bad day. A really bad one. And youâre still here. Youâre still breathing. Thatâs brave, you know.â
You didnât answer, but your body relaxed a little, your weight leaning into his more freely. He felt it and smiled gently, rubbing small, lazy circles into your back.
âWeâll find something else,â he promised. âAnother event. A better one. One with even more ridiculous merch tables and overpriced snacks. And you wonât have to fight the internet for it, because weâll camp out, or Iâll build a bot, or Iâll buy from a sketchy guy named Greg on the street corner. Whatever it takes.â
You gave the softest laugh, and he tilted his head to look at you. âThereâs that sound I love,â he whispered. âGod, I missed that sound today.â
Xavier pulled the blanket from the back of the couch and wrapped it around the both of you in one smooth motion, his arm still around you like it belonged thereâand it did. He shifted so you were lying down together now, legs tangled, your head on her chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart.
âYou donât have to pretend youâre okay around me,â he said. âYou donât have to be anything but real. Cry if you want. Be quiet. Rant about everything that went wrong. Or just lie here. Iâve got you either way.â
And so you stayed like that. Not talking. Not moving much. Just breathing, slowly syncing your breath with his, feeling the warmth of his hold chase away the lingering cold of the day. His fingers played lazily with yours, and his thumb stroked the back of your hand in the kind of rhythm that told you he could stay like this forever.
Eventually, your heart started to ease. The weight in your chest didnât vanish, but it didnât feel so unbearable anymore. Because you werenât holding it alone. Because Xavier was thereâsolid, warm, unshakably kindâand somehow, that made everything just a little bit better.
Even if the world had been unfair today.
Even if people had let you down.
Even if the tickets were gone and the drama stung and nothing had gone to plan.
Xavier stayed. He stayed, and he loved you through it.
And for now, that was enough.
That was everything.
⨠LUMIERE, OUR LORD AND SAVIOR â¨
Artist: @Vega23al_
anyway, before illusio ends... let me... just... leave this... here...
Writing sometimes feels like a strange disorder you just kind of cope with by being creative. Like your brain randomly decides to dump a million-piece puzzle in front of you and says, 'Solve this or we will never think of anything else, ever.' You toil away for years and by some miracle you solve it, and it's the most fulfilling, exhilarating feeling in the world. It's perfect. You did it. And your brain is like, 'OK, here's my idea for three sequels and a spinoff.'
Premise: You hurt him with your words and instantly regretted it, tearing up for the things you said, things you could not take back. But in that moment, all he sees is the love you have for him. Inspired by this request. Pairing:Reader x Zayne Note: Reader and the men are in a relationship for this fic. If you would react to this situation differently by saying you would not hurt him, you would not argue, then please know that this fic may not be for you. Life happens and different people react differently. A reader tag isnt a generalisation for this fic. Let me know if you want to be a part of my taglist. Content warning: Angst, arguments, hurt/comfort, tears.
Zayne Edition | Caleb Edition | Xavier Edition | Sylus Edition | Rafayel Edition
 Zayne had promised to meet you at 7 p.m., a rare evening carved out of his relentless schedule. But, as always, the world seemed to conspire against you.
At 6:34 p.m., your phone buzzed.
Zayne: Emergency surgery. Iâll be late. I am sorry.
The message was short and direct, like every other text youâd received when he was busy. Not that you minded, because you knew he would be indulgent when he had the time with his gifs and emoji.
You sighed, staring at the glowing screen. Of course, it wasnât his faultâhis job was important, lives depended on him. You knew that. You always knew that. But knowing didnât make it hurt any less.
You: How late?
You waited, watching the little "typingâŚ" bubble appear and disappear a few times before his reply came in.
Zayne: Iâm not sure.
You: Ill wait for you, Dr. Zayne đ
The knot in your chest tightened. You tossed your phone onto the coffee table and leaned back against the couch, staring at the clock on the wall. 7:00 p.m. came and went. By 8:30, the sun had dipped below the horizon, painting the room in shades of blue and gray. By 10:00, your patience was fraying.
Your thoughts spiraled. You couldnât even remember the last time the two of you spent more than a few uninterrupted hours together. If it wasnât the hospital, it was a conference, or research, or some far-flung medical camp in the middle of nowhere.  You understoodâhe wasnât just a doctor, he was the doctor, the youngest cardiologist in Linkon City, and his work saved lives. But no amount of understanding could temper the weight of the empty hours that stretched between you tonight. It wasnât just tonight. This was a pattern, a cycle youâd grown used to but never quite accepted.
But waiting was a lonely affair. Life had been stressful for you, too. Work, finances, personal strugglesâeverything felt like it was crashing down. And now, the one person you longed to lean on, to feel close to, seemed so far away. Was it selfish to want his presence? To crave a moment of his time? You didnât know anymore. All you knew was that you missed him. Missed you both.
By midnight, the frustration was a storm you couldnât contain. You told yourself youâd wait but every tick of the analog clock that Zayne liked was like chalk grating against the blackboard. :00 a.m. The city outside your window was quiet, the only sound the faint hum of passing cars. 1:45 a.m. The words you wanted to say twisted in your chest, growing heavier. 2:23 a.m. The lock turned.
The sound of the lock turning startled you. Zayne stepped inside, his movements deliberate and quiet as he placed his bag down and shrugged off his coat.
âYouâre awakeâŚâ he said softly, his sharp eyes flicking to you as you sat up on the couch.
âYeah,â you replied, your voice flat. âIâve been waiting. I wanted to see you. How was the surgery?â
âIt went well,â he said simply. âComplicated, but the patient stabilized.â
âThatâs good,â you said, your voice tight. âHave you eaten anything?â
He shook his head. âI grabbed something at the hospital earlier. Iâm fine.â
Fine. He always said that. No matter how long the day, no matter how much heâd pushed himself, it was always, Iâm fine.
âZayneâŚâ you began, your tone already edged with the frustration simmering beneath the surface. âYouâve been on your feet for hours. You need to take care of yourself too, you know.â
âI do,â he replied, his tone even, almost dismissive. âWe can talk about it tomorrow. You should get some rest.â
And there it wasâthe spark that lit the fire.
âRest?â You repeated the word, your voice incredulous. âYou think I can just ârestâ after sitting here for hours waiting for you? Do you even realize what this feels like, Zayne? Itâs like I donât even exist in your life anymore!â
His brows furrowed at your outburst, a hint of confusion on his face.
âI know your job is important,â you continued, your voice shaking. âI know what you do saves lives, and Iâve tried so hard to be understanding. But do you have any idea what itâs like to feel like youâre always second? To feel like youâre not even a priority?â
âWait.â he interjected, his tone calm but firm. âI didnât say you werenât a priorityââ
âNo, you didnât say it,â you interrupted, your anger flaring hotter now. âBut it feels that way, Zayne. Every time you miss a dinner, every time you come home at some ungodly hour, it feels like Iâm just⌠here. Waiting. Always waiting. Do you even realize how long itâs been since weâve had a real conversation? Since weâve actually spent time together?â
His brows furrowed deeper. âYou know my job doesnât exactly allow for flexibility.â
âYour job,â you spat, the words laced with bitterness. âItâs always about your job. And I get it, okay? I do. Youâre saving lives, and thatâs incredible. But when was the last time you asked about mine?â
He opened his mouth to respond, but you didnât give him the chance. The words poured out, sharp and unrelenting.
âDo you have any idea how lonely itâs been? Iâm not even sure Iâm a part of your life anymore!â
The moment the words left your mouth, you saw the shock flicker across his face. His usually stoic expression cracked, his eyes widening in disbelief.
Your heart thudded painfully as the weight of what youâd said sank in. âZayne, Iââ Your voice faltered, tears welling up. âI didnât mean that. I swear I didnât mean that.â
He didnât say anything, just stood there, his silence somehow heavier than any words he couldâve spoken.
The room fell silent except for the quiet hitch of your breath. You pressed your palms to your eyes, trying to stem the tears, but they came anyway, hot and unstoppable.
Your chest tightened as the tears spilled over. âIâm sorryâŚâ you choked out, the apology tumbling from your lips. âIâm so sorry. I didnât mean it. I just⌠I donât know. Everythingâs been so overwhelming, and I didnât mean to take it out on you. I know how much your work means to you, I really do. Iâm just⌠Iâm tired, Zayne.â
ZAYNEâS POV
Her words hung in the air, each one slicing deeper than the last. Iâm not even sure Iâm a part of your life anymore.
Was that really how she felt? Had he really been so consumed by his work that heâd made her feel this way?
He swallowed hard, guilt tightening in his chest. Of course, she was right. Heâd assumed her silence meant she understood, that she was okay with the late nights and missed dates. But now, looking at her, he realized just how deeply heâd been wrong.
And then came her tears.
Heâd seen people cry beforeâpatients, families, even his colleagues. But her tears were different. They werenât just borne of hurt; they carried guilt, love, and something raw and unfiltered. She wasnât angry at him. She was hurting for him, even as she blamed herself. âIâm not making excuses. I just... Iâve been trying to be strong for so long, trying to understand, but tonight... I just felt... alone. I didnât mean it. I swear. You donât deserve to hear that from me. I love you so much, and I feel terrible for even saying something so awful.â
The anger in her voice born from exhaustion, frustration, a sense of abandonment, had shocked him, yes. But now, as her words turned to apologies, all he could see was how deeply she cared for him. Through the raw tears, through the pain and self-accusation in her voice, all he could see was how much she loved him. It was clear as day, even when she couldnât bring herself to look at him, even as she buried her face in her hands.
Her words tumbled out in a rush, desperate, as though she needed to undo everything with an apology. She wasnât angry anymore, no. She was so sorry, and it hurt him more than anything else could. He felt his heart crack, the guilt swirling like a blizzard, and without thinking, he moved toward her, instinct pulling him into action.
âDonât cry...â he murmured, stepping closer. His voice was softer now, tinged with something almost fragile.
âIâm sorry,â she choked out, her words tumbling over each other. âI didnât mean it, Zayne. I swear, I didnât mean it. I justâtonight was hard, and Iââ
âStop.â His hands came up to gently frame her face, his thumbs brushing away the tears that refused to stop. âYou donât have to apologize.â The way her shoulders shook with each sob, the desperation in her voiceâit all spoke of someone who loved so fiercely that even the slightest hint of causing harm to the one she loved shattered her entirely.
âBut I do,â she insisted, her voice cracking. âI was upset, but that doesnât make it okay for me to say something like that to you. You didnât deserve it. Iâm so sorry, Zayne. I didnât mean it. I swear, I didnât mean it. Iâm just⌠so tired, and everything feels so heavy. I know how much your work means to you. I know itâs important, but⌠but I said those things, and thatâs not okay.â
Her voice cracked on the last word, and it cut through him like a scalpel. The rawness of her pain, the way her hands shook as she tried to wipe away her tearsâit gutted him. He stepped closer and gently took her hands, stilling their movement. âStop,â he murmured, his voice low and steady. âPlease, stop apologizing.â
But she didnât. She kept going, as if she needed him to hear every ounce of her sorrow, every misplaced thought born from exhaustion and frustration. âJust because Iâm in a bad place doesnât mean I can take it out on you. It doesnât make it okay to hurt you. Iâm so, so sorryââ
âEnough,â Zayne said, firmer this time, his hands tightening around hers. He closed the distance between them, his forehead resting against hers. His eyes searched hers, even as his own unshed tears blurred his vision. âI hear you. And I forgive you. You donât need to say another word. You are important to me. Do you hear me? You always have been.â
He pulled her into his arms, and for a moment, the world outside disappeared. The tension in her body melted into his embrace as he cradled her close. He felt her sobs against his chest, the dampness of her tears seeping through his shirt, and his heart ached in a way that no medical textbook could ever describe. It was a mix of regret, love, and an overwhelming need to protect the person in his arms.
When he tilted her face up to his, his thumb brushing tenderly over her cheek to catch the fresh tears, his lips found hers in a kiss that spoke the words he couldnât say. It wasnât rushed or hurried, but deep and deliberateâa melding of emotions. He tasted the salt of her tears, felt the softness of her lips trembling against his. His hand cupped the back of her head, holding her there as if letting go might shatter everything. It wasnât about passion, not this time. It was a deep, desperate need to remind her, remind himself, that she was still here. That no matter how far he had drifted, they were still together.
This is how much she loves me, Zayne thought, as her lips pressed harder against his, the urgency building. This is how much she needs me. Even when sheâs hurting, even when sheâs angry, she still reaches for me, still tries to make things right.
In that moment, everything was stripped bare. There were no walls, no facades. Just him and her. His kiss was a vow, an apology, and a promise all at once. When he finally pulled back, his lips still ghosting over hers, he murmured, âIâve been a fool. I am sorry too. I should have been here, with you. I should have made time for you.â
Her eyes widened slightly, confusion flickering through the tears. âZayneââ
âAll these days, I thought I was going home after work,â he continued, his voice low and weighted with emotion. âBut it wasnât home. It was just a house. This⌠this is home. Youâre my home.â
The words hung in the air between them, raw and unfiltered. He pressed another kiss to her forehead, his hands still framing her face. âIâm taking the weekend off. No conferences, no surgeries, no calls. Just us.â
A small, shaky laugh escaped her. âYou mean it?â
âI do,â he said, his lips curving into the faintest of smiles. âEven if I have to tie myself to this couch to prove it.â
She chuckled softly, and he felt the tension in her body begin to ease.
âI miss you,â he said finally, his voice breaking the stillness. âI miss us. And Iâm sorry I made you feel like you werenât important. You are. Youâre everything.â And that was the truth. All that mattered now was her. She was his home, his heart, his everything. And he would make sure she knew that every single day.
A soft sigh of relief escaped her, and she relaxed into him, the tension in her body finally easing. And Zayne, for the first time in a long while, allowed himself to rest. He closed his eyes, listening to her heartbeat against his chest, and he knew that no matter what else life brought him, this was all he needed. This was home.
And he was never going to let her feel unimportant again.
AN: reblogs, feedback and opinions are appreciated!
Zayne Edition | Caleb Edition | Xavier Edition | Sylus Edition | Rafayel Edition
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"You never told me you knew about mythlogy." â "You never asked." You struggle to sleep during bedtime. Xavier has just the trick to send you straight to dreamland. - 779 w. not proofread.
cw.: nothing. just sleepy xavi
Itâs 1 am when you give up on trying to sleep. You toss and turn on your side of the bed in hopes to find a comfortable position to maybe, if your body is merciful enough, take a nap before you have to get up again.
Youâre sore, your back hurts from the mission youâve finished in the afternoon and your feet throb at the slightest contact with the ground. Exhausted is what you are. You came home sure youâd fall asleep in a second and yet, here you are, still wide awake when the digital alarm on your bedside table hits 2 am.
You almost feel sorry for Xavier, whoâs currently lost deep into dreamland, for moving around so much beside him. Oh how you envy his ability to fall asleep anywhere and anytime. You toss and turn for a while longer, going static when your ears perk at the sound of Xavier snoring softly in his sleep, a pair of strong arms snake around your torso and trap you close to him like the perfect little emotional support pillow.Â
Accepting you wonât be able to move around anymore, you stare at the shape of his peaceful sleeping face in the dark, bits of his hair illuminated by moonlight seeping through the thin curtains. Struggling under his embrace as gently as possible, your hand leaves your chest to comb his blonde hair out of his face in affection. Xavierâs breath hitches, not tense, but surprised at the contact in his half-awake-half-asleep state.
You choke on a yawn trying to escape your lips as Xavierâs lashes tremble and his sleepy eyes meet your wide awake ones.Â
âWhy are you still awake?â You can barely see but you just know thereâs the tiniest frown forming in his face.Â
Afraid that if you move, youâll make him lose his sleepy state, your hand freezes in place but never leaves his hair. âCanât sleep. Sorry- did i wake you up?â You whisper.
Xavier has always been your knight in shining armor with the looks of the most stunning prince ever. And even though youâve said multiple times you can stand up for yourself no matter what, he insisted that heâll always be there when things get messy. So why are you, of all people, worried youâre interrupting his sleep?Â
âwhy didnât you wake me up earlier is the real question. Câmereâ He mutters, his voice laced with sleep. Closing the space between you two, he pulls you closer by the small of your back.
âXavi- go back to sleep, iâll fall asleep soon-â Itâs already impossible to make wide awake Xavier finish reports so you worry what a pain itâll be to get him to get anything done in the morning if he doesnât get enough sleep.
âDo you know the story behind ursa major and minor?â He interrupts you with no ceremony, yawning at the end of his question.Â
âXavier- we have work in the morning, now is not the time-â â âShhhhâŚâ A kiss is placed between your brows.
âOnce upon a timeâŚâ â He starts slowly, like heâs reading a bedtime story to a toddler. When Xavier has something in mind, itâs impossible to change his mind. Stubborn man he was.Â
ââŚThe beautiful maiden Callisto had an affair with Zeus, and they had a son named Arcas.â A kiss to your forehead. His hand snakes under your shirt to trace light patterns on your back.
He yawns but continues anyway. â âTo protect them both from his jealous wife Hera, Zeus turned both of them into bears, grabbed them by their little tails and threw Callisto and Arcas into the beautiful skies.âÂ
Now itâs your turn to yawn, eyelids droopy with tiredness. His voice could be a lullaby on its own, everything about Xavier had a sense of⌠gentleness, love. Every touch of his fingertips on your back was an act of adoration, the slow kisses on your skin painting a constellation of his own making on your face.
âBecause of that, their tails stretched out and can be seen to this day in the night sky.â He concludes.
âSo ursa minor is Arcas and ursa major is Callisto. And they have twenty nine stars in total. Oh and-â At the sound of your slow paced breath makes him go quiet and a tiny, proud smile plays on his lips.
It doesnât take him long to also fall asleep, never does. Curling impossibly close to your body, he takes a deep breath in your hair, inhales the fresh scent of your shampoo and presses a good night kiss on your hairline before falling into a deep slumber once again.
⚠࣪ Ë reblogs are very much appreciated. thank you for reading! (*´â˝`*)
loyal to my man ~Xavier .... Life is delulu at this point and other fixations
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