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IM VRYING WHY MUST IT BE BER AHHSHAJZJJZ IT COULD BE MONA OR QIQI BUT WHY WHY DID YOU COME HOME IN THIA ACC AGAIN FKNX YUO
Oh you give author comment?? You give author little kudos on their fic?? LOVE FOR READER!! LOVE FOR READER FOR ONE MILLION YEARS!!
The street performer i met today.
Ft. Akito x Gn!reader.
Cw : usage of the word pretty? Reader Pronoun : They/Them A/N : basically this was the brainrot i had 2 days ago.
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I was supposedly rushing to meet the other since i was 15 minutes late, ena sure takes her time when she's shopping eh? If i diddn't ran away when she wasn't looking i'm gonna be even more later than this.
The street is bustling with people today, i wonder why.
when I almost walked towards the crossing something caught my attention—
"Is this a sound of a guitar?" I tried to listen carefully, trying to figure out where the noise was coming. Hm?
Electric? No... i don't think so. Should i go take a look? Wouldn't i be even more later than now? I peered over to the crowds who seems to be listening to the music.
"Heh listening for a while wouldn't hurt right?" As i walked towards the crowds i could see— oh a solo street performer? Interesting.
I tried to squezze in through the crowd, and does it work? Yes. From here the front i could see the performer.
There they Sat, their finger flicking thru the guitar string gracefully, making a soft melody. I thought i was never a big fan of a song with soft melody like this, but... maybe it could change?..
Their eyes were half lidded making them look sleepy but yet they put on a gentle smile whilst their finger continued on making a melody. So graceful...
Wait... what was i thinking?! Graceful?! Huh?. My mind were telling me to leave, but something or somewhere in my heart was telling me to stay and listen to their performance.
My feet were glued, and my eyes are stuck admiring them and their little melody. I crossed my arms perhaps i were giving up on leaving, if its possible maybe my ears could be smiling while hearing their song right now.
I stood here alongside the crowd for... how long? I was too busy listening to their performance that i missed some phone calls from my friend, i did noticed that my phone was buzzing inside my pocket, but i was just too busy to care.
Times do went on, i realized that their performance was coming to an end.
They hop off slowly from the stool they were sitting and then bowing to the audience politely. "This is it for today, thank you for listening to my performance. I hope i could see everyone again"
Before i know, all the people beside and front of me was clapping, Signaling that the performance was over, and.. snapping me back to reality. "Aw..." I let out a whine alongside a "i should've come earlier."
Just before i left, i took a notice that they were staring at me or... maybe examining? Their eyes do look serious though.
"Ah... aren't you Shinonome Akito from BAD DOGS?, its unusual to see you here, Glad you enjoyed my performance." While they giggle softly and packing their guitar in.
Huh?.. me enjoying their performance?
"I hope i can see you somewhere akito." They said taking off their leave while smiling at me.
I tried to speak and ask for their name, but they were already too far away.
Their smile were so— oh my phone is buzzing again, i should hurry really...
But in honesty their performance was amazing, and their features, how do they make such an amazing music while keeping their composure like that? I said as i too, took my leave.
They were.... Pretty
i wish i could talk to them.
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Bonus lol :
"Evening." I said while entering the weekend garage, i could see kohane, An, And toya also looks like they were waiting for a bit too long eh?
"Where were you?! We were supposed to discuss about our performance by the end of this week! You were the one who suggest it and yet you were late!" An said crossing her arms and sighing.
"I tried to call you akito, but you weren't answering" add toya.
"Even toya got worried" said kohane giggling.
"Yea yea! I know im sorry, its ena! I were stuck shopping with her" i said as i pulled one of the chair wanting to sit down.
"And shinonome why do your face looks a bit flushed? Are you okay?" Kohane said her face plastered with worry.
"I was about to ask that too" An said
My mind recalled to the time where they smiled at me, their smile were so genuine... and pretty.
"Huh?! Wh...– what do you mean im flushed?!" I said not realizing that im trying to cover my... flushed face?
"Ooh~ does the tough guy akito got a crush?" An teases.
"N..– No im not! Just get on with the discussion already!"
"Oh! He do~ Aha!" Said An laughing and so is kohane, even toya is giggling.
Sigh... i guess i need to get used to her teasing again eh?
But, did An just said a.. crush?
Well cough im not that kind of person who falls inlove with someone just met right? Right?!
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HAAA i swear it isn't supposed to be this long, and it was supposed to be finished yesterday. But headache says no.
as much as i love best dad diluc, im also a believer of unintentionally horrible dad diluc troupe. tonight, i choose violence. didn't do a proper post format for this one because it's just my brainrots a very long one lmao and shit but anyways
tw: horrible parenting, dark content, neglect, unintentional self-harm, abduction, torture (mentioned but not really written in detail), hurt-comfort but mostly hurt ackdjf
words: 2,022 (tf do you mean my brainrot is longer than my usual fics :<??)
single dad diluc who didn't mean to neglect you, his newborn, because he was mourning for his wife, whom he lost while she was giving birth.
single dad diluc who promised her that he'll take good care of you because that was what she'd want. giving you everything was what they both wanted.
single dad diluc who kept repeating to himself that he needs to be strong for the both of you and all he wants is the best for you.
single dad diluc who almost dropped you because you look too much like your mother. the same chubby cheeks, the same eyelashes, the same scrunch of your nose, everything. he almost wanted to look away because all he can see is her and it keeps breaking his poor broken heart. seeing you is a reminder that he had lost her. little does he know, he had lost you too.
single dad diluc who was doing fine at first. he goes to your crib every night, bottle feeds you, does everything perfectly. except he can't look at you for longer than he needs to. he couldn't hold you for more than a few hours. couldn't let you sleep in his arms because he's restless and his continuous movement stirs you awake every time. couldn't hug you to his chest whenever it gets particularly cold, instead he sits in a chair beside your crib, letting his pyro vision do the work. couldn't stay guarding you for too long because his work starts to pile up and the abyss won't kill themselves up. couldn't dote on you the way he wanted to. couldn't push himself to go to you faster when you start crying.
single dad diluc who almost dropped to his knees the moment you open your eyes and he sees the same shade of red. it reminds him that his wife is dead because of him. because what he could give her wasn't enough to keep her alive. if he had been extra careful with her pregnancy, maybe she'd still be alive.
single dad diluc who cursed himself for thinking that she'd still be alive if she didn't give birth to you, if he had chosen to save her instead of you. he runs to the bathroom, vomiting his words literally and figuratively. he digs his nails into the palm of his hand as punishment, shaking his head and shutting his eyes to keep his tears at bay. he repeats to himself that she'd hate him for even thinking of such a thing. heck, hate is too small of a word for what she'd do to him if she finds out that he even thought about that. he swears to himself that if he ever thought about it for a second time that he'd burn himself alive.
single dad diluc slowly starts to leave the responsibility of taking of you to the maids. in some way, he's unaware that the reason he did this is because he didn't want to hurt the both of you further. he didn't want to look at you and think of the worst things a parent would think of their child. you don't deserve any of his anger, so instead of forcing himself upon you, he subconsciously avoids being around you too much.
single dad diluc who didn't get to hear your first words or see your first steps. his eyes widen when he faintly hears your voice in the hallway, wondering when you started to learn how to speak. he watches you play in the vineyard from the window of his office, unaware of the slight clench of his fist whenever you trip or hurt yourself.
single dad diluc who doesn't know that you don't look at him as your dad but just someone who provides you with everything you need. he was never there for you, so he failed to build a connection with you. he's not aware that his presence brings you uneasiness and suddenly you're standing straight and looking right at the ground. you don't look like a child with an indifferent look on your face. anyone can see the tension between the two of you. yet he still doesn't look your way even as he speaks to you about your studies and your day. your fingers dig into your palm, keeping yourself from bursting into tears because all you can see is a stranger who was supposed to be your dad, but he looks nothing like the fathers you see in the city. when he turns away from you to goes back to his office, you silently pray to barbatos, "please, look at me like i actually exist for once." but he doesn't. you let adelinde guide your trembling form into your room, where your pillow catches all the tears you shed.
single dad diluc who barely knows anything about you and feels too ashamed to face you, so he sends you gifts on your birthdays and holidays through adelinde. most of the things he buys aren't exactly what you're interested in, but you learned to not care. at some point, you realize that he'll never look at you for more than a minute. but only because you've never caught him longingly staring at you, wondering when you started to grow up so fast. he sees so much of your mother in you and it's at that moment he realizes how distant he had been from you. he wants to talk to you, to be there for you, but he just couldn't push himself to do so when you don't even look interested. only because he wasn't there when you cried for your dad to save you from a nightmare and never looked at you long enough to see the small hand that was reaching to hold his.
single dad diluc who envies the close bond between you and your uncle kaeya. he wants to be able to approach you like that, but he knows it's not going to be that easy. but he's relieved to know that you're at least getting along with kaeya, the only other family you have.
single dad diluc who tries to follow kaeya's advice when trying to talk to you, but fails miserably and all he ends up doing is making things awkward.
single dad diluc who starts to wonder when you started to go out for so long. every morning, he'd see you venture out the winery by yourself and come home a little later after the sun sets. sometimes, he'd see you in his nightly patrols, fiery eyes making sure you get home safely. sometimes, he has to physically restrain himself from being all over you when he sees the small cuts on your arms and instead tells adelinde to tend to you quickly.
single dad diluc who assumes that you've been getting into ridiculous trouble and that's why you have so many wounds. little does he know, that you've been getting all these wounds from abyss and humans alike, all that have a vendetta against him. but you sealed your lips shut, you didn't want to bother him when he's already too busy at work. instead, you roll your eyes like a brat and brushed his words away, making up lies about teaching a bully a lesson. this irks him more and he questions where you learned how to be so ill-mannered, but he never gets an answer other than your door slamming shut. he never gets to see how you slide down to the floor, silent tears running down your cheeks and your eyes void of any light from exhaustion. you try to distract yourself, unconsciously digging your nails into your thighs until you hiss from pain. if diluc were to see this, he'd see himself when he was young, doing the same thing to get a hold of himself when things become overwhelming.
single dad diluc who accidentally raised his voice when the two of you got into an argument about your sudden disappearances, the amount of wounds on your person and your rebellious behavior. he'd come to regret accusing you of ridiculous things instead of calmly asking where you've been, because the next thing he knows you're stomping your way out of the house, claiming that you don't need his lectures and that you're used to doing things by yourselves. he desperately wants to chase after you, sit you down and tend to your wounds, but your words rendered him frozen. do you really not need him? are you going to leave him once you're of age? he won't be surprised if you did, but the way that you said that so easily makes his heart bleed. he really fucked up, didn't he? all the promises of taking good care of you and giving you the best, he's broken all of them. he's such a fucking terrible father.
single dad diluc who tries to comfort himself by saying that you're just staying at kaeya's. you always go to kaeya's place, you've spent more than a week there before. until the man himself burst into his office with angry eyes, demanding him to get his ass off his chair and help him look for you. he stares at diluc's confused face in disbelief before explaining that you've been missing for almost a week now. suddenly, diluc's world seems black and white and everything sounds muffled. he couldn't hear the sound of his chair getting thrown back from the way he stands up immediately, but he felt the chill from kaeya's voice while telling him everything they currently know. he doesn't remember the urgency in his steps and the authority in his voice when he orders people around to get all the information he needs. all he knows is that he's getting you back no matter what, even if it costs him his life.
single dad diluc who couldn't get a wink of sleep and barely has the time to eat. the faster he works the sooner he'll get you back. he keeps searching and searching and searching, only resting when fatigue catches up to him but immediately going back to his search when he feels the slightest better. every time he closes his eyes for even a minute, all he can see is your baby face from the first time he held you.
single dad diluc who didn't know what to do with himself when they finally found you in an abandoned abyss camp, lying broken on the ground, bleeding and barely breathing. he almost didn't want the healers to touch you from fear that they'll hurt you further. he thanks the archons for having kaeya back there, telling him that you'll need the help of the healers. reluctantly, he let's them carry you away to the cathedral, where he sits at the stone bench with the heels of his hand pressed against his eyes and elbows digging into his knees. if the circumstances were different, kaeya would've teased him from the onslaught of tears coming from his eyes, but he knows now is not the time. so instead, he places a hand on diluc's shoulder, telling him that you're a strong kid, you'll get through this.
single dad diluc who's not religious, but begs barbatos in his head to save you so many times.
single dad diluc who sits by your bed, watching over you by himself and not leaving your side for more than a few minutes. he claims that he wants to take care of you himself. in truth, he just wants to be the first one to see you open your eyes again.
single dad diluc who stares at your sleeping face, seeing his wife once again and turning sour. you got hurt because of him. he almost lost you and it's his fault. everyone he loves are going to disappear and it's his fault. if only he had been more cautious. if only he had searched for you the moment you didn't come home the next day. if only he had chased you when you left the winery.
if only he had been a better father.
No cz i rlly need to ramble my guts out to any1, but who?? 🙁
Jian Yi + He Tian = chaotic siblings energy
- Did you have a nightmare? Don’t be afraid, baby Mo… - - I won’t let anything happen to you! -
My exact reaction
PROTECC AT ALL COSTS!!!!!! 😭😭😭
Idk but im bored, do you bros/pals want me to open reqs? Or just send me any i'll see what i can dl w it 👍(i'll upgrade my navi if i got one)
The price of love
Pairing: Childe x reader(?)
CW: violence, blood, broken bones, unhealthy relationships and mental illness
Synopsis: Childe loves it when you’re angry. There’s nothing better than being beneath you and taking it.
Note: THIS CONTAINS DARK CONTENT. THIS IS DARK CONTENT. I just like this idea. Also not proof read bc I’m too impatient to post.
The deep crack that resonated in the empty room did not phase you. In fact, it didn’t phase Childe either, despite feeling how his nose had broken under your fist. Had it not been for his left eye being swollen shut, he might have been able to see how the blood spewed from his fresh wound. How beautiful it looked while it landed on your skin and seemed to make you even angrier. The simple image had him smiling, but maybe that was simply him going a bit delirious.
“The fuck are you smiling at?” You grumbled, ceasing your attacks, much to his displeasure. Childe felt the beginning of a whine build up in his throat. He was ready to complain and ask (read: beg) you to keep going, before he felt your hands wrap around his throat. “I asked you a fucking question, Tartaglia. Are you not gonna answer?”
You knew damn well how hard it would be for him to reply when you were currently cutting his air supply, and he loved it. His smile widened while his eyes closed (well, only the right one could open and close). In a state of euphoria, Childe could barely remember the fact that you’d possibly choke him to death if he didn’t answer. To be honest, it was the last of his problems.
Because what could possibly be more heavenly than watching you put him back into his place? Than to have you look down at him with those eyes; those eyes with burning fury. Any other man wouldn’t be able to stand it. Any other man would have tried to fight back (in vain). But not Childe. He was smart enough to know this was the epitome of emotion. The climax of your love for him, and his for you. Because time and time again, you’d choose him to bear witness to the feelings you usually bottle up until they explode. Nothing in this world could ever come close to the intimacy this moment held for him.
“I love you.” It came out extremely strained. In fact, if you hadn’t been looking at his mouth when he said it, you probably wouldn’t have understood it at all. Childe’s smile was still spread on his lip, his right eye filled with mirth as he looked at you, practically begging you for more. Something twisted in your stomach; some vile version of affection for the man who would so easily cast his pride aside so that you could take your emotions out of him. And he usually took it so well, too. You almost felt proud of him. And maybe you’d have told him, had your anger not taken such a strong hold of you.
Your fist rose again and Childe’s stomach did flips when he noticed. His expression became a close-lipped smile when he braced himself for impact. This time, he swore you broke his cheekbone.
He loves you so much.
I just wanna... kiss him HAVDHHSBANANZM
Hey ho! Im back, anw can i request maybe an hc where akito have a really affectionate s/o who like to shower him with compliment or maybe an PDA (if he's comfy with it ofc) tyy!:DDD
lets do this ᕙ(＠°▽°＠)ᕗ wahh sorry if its a little short (｡•́︿•̀｡)
Affectionate s/o
Akito Shinonome
I kid you not. This guy can't process the amount of compliments you give him fast enough.
He would compliment you back but you some how always one-up him
s/o: Your eyes are so pretty
Akito: And so are yours
s/o: No you don't get it. Your eyes are such a pretty olive colour that the in the sun it looks like jewels, its so pretty that i could probably stare at them for the rest of my life.
Akito: shocked and blushing
Sometimes he would catch you staring at him with this warm affectionate gaze that gets his heart racing because no one really looks at him that way. gives him the butterflies.
Bro can't handle it ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
It gets even worse when you PDA (vv cute but singlelivesmatter ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
He would never initiate PDA but would gladly accept it if you do.
When you intertwine your fingers with his when you go outside, he literally can't help but blush and be completely aware of how you hold his hand and pull him along when you see something interesting.
If you give him a peck on the cheek he just stops functioning altogether. He's absolutely whipped for you.
s/o: gives him a peck
Akito: Wha-
s/o: Sometimes i look at you and feel like im falling for you all over again
Akito: - (this guy is on the floor dead)
Lost & Found?....
Ft. Tartaglia/Childe (Ajax)
Reader's pronoun : He/Him Cw : the reader fell into the fking abyss<3, abyss princess lumine, abyss reader. Ooc childe??
Summary : In which you were his long lost childhood bestfriend, but reuniting with your long lost childhood friend isn't always the warmest.
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You were merely the core memory of his childhood. the memory you both made always made him smile, no matter which one.
Though, after his days on the abyss he lost the memories. One by one fades out, no matter how hard he tries to remember it, he couldn't. He couldn't remember how you look like. Your hair, your face, your features. It always left him questioned.
When he got out of the abyss, his first thought was his family, and you.
He tried to ask the nearby villager about your whereabout, only to be left with an answer that you had mysteriously disappeared the day after he was gone missing.
But, eventually after a brawl and huge havoc ajax's brings to the seaside village of morepesok, ajax father had no choice but to hand his beloved son to the fatui's.
Days by days went by in the fatui headquarter, ajax has long forgotten his childhood friend, Though whenever he was alone his thought always come to this certain voice he couldn't get over with.
"Ajax!... Ajax, promise me we would stay together forever!" Said a familiar voice of a boy he couldn't remember.
"But i promised you yesterday!" "I don't care! Lets do the promise again." The boy protested.
"Alright, alright!" Ajax could only huffed in response.
"You make a pinkie promise you keep it all your life. You break a pinkie promise. I throw you on the ice. The cold will kill the pinkie that once betrayed your friend. The frost will freeze your tongue off so you never lie again." The both of you said happily
..Oh... he remembered, you were his first friend, a very close one.
A child who always tags along with whatever he was doing, neither it was bad or good. Even his parents and sibling knows you well, you would sometimes have a dinner at his house or sometimes a sleepover.
Even your parents have to scold you because you always came home late.
Oh.. to those little memories that he cherished so much, it makes him misses you even more. But sadly, even when he remembers those memories he can't remember how you look like.
One by one, he remembers the memories vividly. The way you would hold his cold hand and guide him home through the cold forest, the way your smiled warmed his heart.
...He was so lost in thought until
"Sir Tartaglia, The Ship will be docked around 10 minutes until now. Please prepare yourself."
His eyes peered over the kneeling agent behind him.
"Hm." Tartaglia only hummed in response.
With that, the agent left.
Tartaglia recalled that his next mission were located in some random place in snezhnaya, he was tasked to retrieve an stolen ancient artifact which the fatui presumed it came from 500 years ago. The years where khaenriah still exist.
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10.27 Snezhnaya.
Ajax always misses walking down the snowy forest with you, the way you would show him the path on the forest so he diddn't get lost. How your warm hand warmed his cold ones.
"So this is the place.. i diddn't know the abyss would have their hideout around here" he peered over the blurry picture of an snowy ancient ruins, "now that i'm here, will you answer my question? Abyss mage." He pointed his dagger at the exhausted abyss mage under him, blood dripping off his dagger from the countless enemies he Killed.
"Heh.. you thought you could get an easy answer of the artifact huh? Fatui" the abyss mage responded.
"Cmon now.. dont play with me, you know you're on the verge of dying right know aren't you?" he pointed the dagger even more closely to the abyss mage body.
"If you wished for the answer, why don't you ask the answer to his majesty then?" The abyss mage said lowly.
"You—" just before childe could finish his own word, an knife flew infront of his face.
"That's enough." A figure wearing a cloaked clothes said, their upper face hidden by a hood.
"Torturing my underlings is unacceptable, and i guessed you came here for the relic aren't you?" The cloaked figure said while opening his hood revealing a very familiar face to ajax himself.
For a second ajax thinks he was dreaming, the person he cherished the most, is here, in front of him. But he know something was wrong... did.. you just said, underlings?
"You... you.. shit" ajax said, his face showing shock and confusion.
"Oh Tartaglia, or should i say ajax. Don't tell me you forggoten my name already?" You said.
The way his name rolled off your tongue perfectly, it remind him of some memories.
Your name.. what was your name?...
[Na...]...
[Name]?....
[Name]!
Your name! That was your name!
"[Name]! Is that.. Is that really you?!" His face showing an shocked expression.
"Well... could you not tell? You couldn't remember your own friend?" "Or did the abyss really affect you?"
"The Abyss?! How did you know about it??" "Were you.. were you siding with the abyss?!" He screamed.
"Her majesty... she.. she saved me, and in return i... will help her achieve her dream" You said, old Memory flashing your mind.
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"Madame!.. Madame!" You had been knocking on your dearest friend door, hoping for neither one of his family member to answer the knocking, ignoring the snowstorm that had been silencing your voice.
But— by the luck or miracle you have in your pocket, the door opened revealing an concerned mother.
"[Name]??, Oh dear! what are you doing here? The snowstorm is raging outside!" "Look at you, you got frostbite here and there" she said, her tone laced with worries as she examined your body.
"Madame.. is the rumor true?? About ajax?" You said while looking up at her, sad expression on your eye.
"Its.. sigh.., [name] why dont you come inside? I will explain it to you"
Just from her words you could already tell that the rumors was true, her tone explained it all.
"No! I cant.. i.. i need to look for him" you turned your heel, running to the forest where your bestfirend were last seen.
"Wait!... [Name] The snowstorm is still—"
—"[Name]!"
You ran as fast as your feet could take you ignoring the raging snowstorm and a cry of plea coming from Ajax mother
After all, she truly care for both of you right?..
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Huft.. huft..
"ugh, i cant.. breath.." you said as you clutch your hand to your chest gasping for more air.
But..
"The air.. its so.. cold and the snowstorm.. is getting more rougher" "and my frostbite isn't doing any better too" you peered over your hand, showing an visible wound of a frostbite.
"I need to go fast, otherwise i'll freeze to death" again you ran, to wherever direction you could go.
"Ajax! Ajax! Where are you?" You screamed
"Answer me!" Again..
"Ajax!" Again..
"Answer me.. please.." and again..
You ran and screamed until.. you couldn't feel your leg again.
Thump.. you fell onto your knees, your body hurt. You couldn't breath, and your frostbite wound isn't doing any better.
Am i going to die here? Am i going to give up just like this? If i die here... what would my parent feel..? No.. what about ajax's mother? Can she handle the loss of her two favourite child?
Those thought keep flooding your mind "I guess it can't be helped" you closed your eyes, just before Darkness and snow engulfing your tiny body..
"Im sorry..." is all you could muster
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??.?? unknown place.
My head?.. am i still alive?
You opened your eyes, squinting slightly at the light around you.
"Where am i?.." you looked around the place "it looks like an domain.."
"How did i get in here?..." as you tried to stand up, you realize that your leg isn't moving as you wanted it to.
My legs... how am i supposed to get out of here, i need to—
"Poor kid... falling into such a dangerous place like this" you heard a voice alongside the sound of steps.
There she stands, a young woman with a blonde hair, judging from her attire it seems that she diddn't came from teyvat. But yet she looks so graceful in it.
"Who are you?..." you looked up at her, curiosity plastered on your eyes.
She crouched over to your level, "I will help you" she said whilst holding your chin, "but.. in return, you will help me achieve my dream"
Her dream?... weird..
You had no choice but to say yes.
"Whats your name?" She says
"Im [Name], how about you?.." you said shakily.
"Im.... Lumine."
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"And the rest.. its blurry, i can hardly remember anything these days. Guess the abyss do affect me too."
"[Name].. so you.. so you went out looking for me that day?.." "but.. but! Mother and the other diddnt say anything about you the day i returned to the village?!"
"I guess.." you hopped down from rather high platform you were standing on "She diddn't want to make you worry Ajax, what kind of mother would want to make their child worry over a trivial matter?" you walked up to him.
"And.. im sorry for not being there when you returned ajax, i should've dis— No, princess lumine I.." you sighed.
"Look ajax, this place isn't safe for you this place is overflowing with dark elemental energy. You should go back soon"
"and the artifact.. i'll just give it to you." You said while handing him the ancient artifact.
"Now go back Ajax, and never return here ever" you turned your back at him, just before you can walk away from him.
"Wait!" You feel a hand holding your cape "Why don't you.. why dont you go back to morepesok with me [name]? You know mother is still looking for you right?? "She would be very happy to see you right now!" He said with an pleading eye.
"Ajax.. i have a duty to attend too, and you too right? Now let go off me" you said trying to pry his hand off your cape.
"Please..."
It took a few tries before his hand were completely off you.
As you walked away from him, you opened up an portal leading to— who knows? Maybe anywhere away from from this auburn haired friend of yours.
"And ajax, dont try on searching for me ever again, also... be careful out there." You said before stepping on the portal, Vanishing away from his sight.
Ajax tries to open his mouth, but still no words came out of his mouth.
And yet once again—
He was left with nothing but
The feeling of loneliness and a longing feeling for your presence.
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Eughhsgshs im finally done with this fic ;D its been like 6 month or more of this thing sitting on my draft/srs. And yes im alive ty and anw this fic is kind of uh 💀 i spent a lot of time in it and yet it looks like ass
Tian: You fainted. Do you remember anything?
Mo: Just the ambulance ride to the hospital.
Tian: There was no ambulance. I drove you.
Mo: But I heard a siren?
Tian: That was Jian.
Jian: Sorry. I got nervous.
I do have a classmeet too and its pretty much boring 🙁 and actually i've been on statistika on semester 1 (will there be more tho on the next semester?)
And ya im pretty much okay(i think..) just waiting for my rapor i hope tdk anjlok nilai nya😀👍 bcs last time ranking ku turun sadly 😞
And about the materi on kls 7, i dont know much i forgot its been like a long time ago since i studied it
Bro i remember bln lalu km blg kl kelas 8 itu rada serem² gmn gt, but then i remember all my materi is alr on kls 8. So technically im an 8th hrade?☹ (but srs is grade 9 scary?..)
But anw how're u doin :D?
everyone's 8th grade experience is different, so maybe buat azel lebih baik dari apa yang aku alami back then? HAHAHA
kelas 7 emang materinya belajar apa aja? 🤔 i'm sure nanti pas kelas 8 ada materi baru though, tambahan dari materi lama (kaya statistika)
i'm doing okay! class meeting is starting soon and i'm looking forward to that and the bazaar my school will hold -- hopefully i won't spend too much money there ; kalau azel ? how are you doin my guy
Damn same
me too Smoliv
KILL HIM
Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.
If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals
BRSOOH HOW ARE YOU SO GOOD AT WRITINGNGGNNGNGNNGGN WAHHH NOT FAIRRRRR #sobbing and crying anywasy how have u been
ME GOOD AT WRITINF?! NO, SINCE WHEN WERE I GOOD IN WRITING ☹ but bro you did good at writing too so no crying here, no crying allowed 😊
(Anw yes im doing good, currently having my after exam holiday 😍, kind of worried abt my grade too sadly...)
A/N: I’m so mentally ill about him. 80 pulls and his lim hasn’t come home yet pls akito I love you your dinner is getting cold. Once again, this is very self indulgent I just love Akito
*ೃ༄ Waking up with Akito
You could only register two audible sounds as you slowly blinked your eyes open—the soft buzzing of the ceiling fan, and the gentle breeze of Akito’s quiet breaths against the nape of your neck.
This was a rare occurrence. On the weekdays, Akito got up early for school, and on the weekends, he got up early to practice for whatever event was upcoming. For these two reasons, whenever he slept over, he’d always leave as soon as he woke up—not without giving you a wordless kiss on the forehead, and pulling the covers up to rest snuggly beneath your chin, of course.
Somehow, by the will of some god, Toya had convinced Akito to take the Saturday off, telling him that even the hardest of workers needed to take rest days every so often. He’d had an event the night prior, and a particularly taxing school day—so to say he was spent would be an understatement. Your poor, exhausted, sleepy boy.
You were roped back into reality as Akito nuzzled himself further into the nape of your neck, strands of whispy ginger hairs tickling your jaw and cheek. You took a deep breath, gently bringing a hand to scratch lightly at his scalp, and bringing the other to rest on the small of his back.
Typically, Akito preferred that you were the one laying on him, but somehow, you woke up like this quite often. You found it amusing—how he always tried his hardest to be cool and stoic, when in actuality, he really was a big baby. It was endearing, as much as it embarrassed him whenever you brought it up.
In an attempt to get more comfortable, you tried your hardest to wriggle your body into a better position without scooting Akito off of you—quickly prompting a huff and a groan.
“Stop moving...”
“You’re awake?”
“I am now.”
You craned your neck to kiss his forehead, mumbling an apology for waking him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to wake you.” You whispered, noticing the sun had still yet to rise, as your eyes flickered towards the window. It must’ve been 5 am or earlier.
“Nah, it’s fine.” The ginger sighed, “Why are you even awake this early, anyway?”
“I don’t know, I just randomly woke up.” You yawned, nuzzling your cheek into the crown of his head. “It’s weird that you’re still here, huh?”
He huffed against your skin. “Do you want me to leave?” The boy deadpanned.
You sucked your teeth, your hand stroking his hair slowly. He could be such a shithead when he wanted to be. “Of course not, I’m just saying. I don’t usually get to cuddle you like this in the mornings…”
He chuckled breathily, lazily pecking at the juncture of your neck. “Lucky you, then.”
Akito had a tendency to be more tender than usual in the early morning and late night, his affection at an all time high from 10pm-6am. Perhaps being tired made him clingy—not that you minded whatsoever. It was a welcome habit.
The boy pulled the covers tighter around you both, sighing with content. “I’m goin’ back to sleep,” He muttered against your skin, “It’s not everyday I get a full eight hours.”
“Okay then,” you answered, “Guess I will too.”
Akito leaned upwards to place a gentle kiss to the corner of your lips, scooting closer to you as he rested his head back down once more.
You smiled, embracing his warmth as your arms squeezed him tightly. “I love you.”
Akito shut his eyes, feeling his consciousness slowly leaving him. “Yeah, yeah. I love you too.”
6 full combo in a day, not bad.
you you remind me of lets see beidou yea beidou 😋😋😱😎😰😨🙀🤯😀
Beidou?! The hot ass captain of the crux, the hottest electro women, my own main?! 💀💀 bro i feel so honored /srs
You remind me of Diluc, for some reason. The sorta canon Diluc where he's pretty mellowed out (until the story picks up) and talks nicely, calmly to the Traveler. And then a rule is broken and your kinda cold (as you should, a rule was broken)!
*gasp* DILUC?! Somebody said i remind them of diluc?! Idk if i should be honored or confused, but anw yes i kinda agree on you.
The pro way duh 😎 plus my hand r talented
Yk what, i've been Playing proseka for what seem is hour and there's those begginer mission that give like 3k gems (who wouldn't want that srsly) and the last mission was to do the co-op challenge thing 💀. I've always despise things that involve me competeting with other player esp yk on genshin, but somehow in the end i still got the best score out of all player 😀. And 1 bonus for my shaking hand ahshsgha
(Fun fact: i have never done Co-op with anyone in genshin, i did all the hard quest alone <3)
YOUVE NEVER GOLNE IN COOP IN GENHNIS HOW😱😱😱😱 also how the actual quandale dingle do you even fucking play proseka, my hands r way to slow.
Anyone?
Reblog if you want your followers to tell you which fictional character you remind them of.
By saying its misogynitics srsly 💀. There's alot fem reader content out there, smut, angst, fluff you name it. Not to point out those post w/o gender specific reader? Its mostly fem, so why protest to a small male & gn reader blog when there's so many big and small fem reader blog out there.
(Anw um *cough* wanna be moots ya sounr like a cool person 😎)
Hello? Why we're you so rude to that anon? She was just trying to prove a point... :/
cock... :/ balls... :/ testicles...:/
FFFUCCKK I ACCIDEJTALLY POSTED YHE CHILDE DRAFT.
Now how do i return it to the draft:/
Chuunibyou marrying a chuunibyou?! 😍 why not.
You're getting married to your Tumblr pfp how fucked are u