Why Can’t You Hate Me? (because I Still Love You) — Kujou Sara

why can’t you hate me? (because i still love you) — kujou sara

Why Can’t You Hate Me? (because I Still Love You) — Kujou Sara

pairing: kujou sara/gn!reader (romantic)

category: angst laugh out loud

a little summary: in which kujou sara is tasked with confiscating your vision. and maybe it wouldn’t have been so hard if your eyes looked at her with hate and not love.

note: @xiaophobic giggles sadly

Why Can’t You Hate Me? (because I Still Love You) — Kujou Sara

kujou sara does not cry.

she never does, not even when her body hurts from the countless injuries, not even when she overhears the harsh commentary of other generals, not when the almighty shogun scolds her for another failed mission against the resistance.

she does not cry. never.

but now, the shogun’s words ring in her mind — bring me their head or their vision. the choice is yours — and for the first time in her life, she can feel her facade cracking a little bit. she’s crumbling, piece by piece, just by looking at you.

you, oh you, with your dirtied palms and knees roughly hitting the ground in front of her. you, with a knife pressed against your throat by the one that swore that she would protect you. the one that said she would give your life for you in a heartbeat. your face is dirty and the hydro vision glisting at your neck makes her heart hurt. just yet another sign of how the two of you could never work.

“vision hunt decree,” her voice rings, loud and clear. if one would listen closely, they would hear how her voice wares for a second and a split moment of pain flashed through her face, “in the name of the almighty shogun, hand over your vision!”

“same as always,” you breath out. she feels a sting at that comment. she looks into your eyes, her face devoid of any emotions. all she can see is a gentle smile gracing your lips and your eyes soft and looking at her with understanding. she hates this, she hates you and most of all she hates herself.

you still have a chance, she wants to say. you can still come back to our side. you can still go back and stand by my side. i’ll convince her, we’ll tell you you came back to your senses. please.

“the resistance never betrays it’s own,” you whisper, as if knowing what she’s thinking about. “take my vision, sara. don’t make it hurt anymore than it has to.”

there is no place for love on the battlefield. especially not for the traitors.

why can’t you hate me? she wants to scream. why don’t you cry? why aren’t you picking up a fight? her hand shakes a little bit. it cuts your throat just slightly and she panics, her breath hitching.

“i’ll still love you. i don’t blame you,” you say gently. you’re still smiling, she notices. why are you still smiling? it was inevitable. war was full of sacrifices and burned promises.

kujou sara does not cry. but a single tear rolls of her cheek when she hands over your vision to the shogun.

good job, she purrs, satisfied.

she hates herself even more.

Why Can’t You Hate Me? (because I Still Love You) — Kujou Sara

extra bc im feeling funky;

the next time she meets you, you somehow look happier, even though your vision is not with you. she wants to hide from you, but a part of her makes her go up to you and meet your eyes.

“excuse me, do i know you?” you ask, tilting your head.

“no. i don’t think you do,” her throat closes up and she feels as if she’s falling.

you don’t remember her.

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3 years ago

May I request, Beidou, Hu Tao, and Yoimiya with an inazuman s/o that had their vision taken away?

Her Reaction to Your getting Vision Stolen

Characters: Beidou, Hu Tao, Yoimiya

Warnings: None

A/n: ah yes- I had to go back through the transcipts of the story quests cause I highkey spammed through the three ppl who lost their visions part

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• You travelled with Beidou frequently, rarely you would rest in Inazuma alone. This time in particular, you regretted sitting out- you had been prosecuted in Ritou and your vision striped away.

• You wanted to tell Beidou immediately, run into her strong arms and stay there. But you could already feel your memories phasing in and out.

• It took a week for Beidou to travel back to Inazuma, only to be greeted by someone who was only a shell of who you once were. She was far too late, only the absolute ending of the Vision Hunt Decree would bring you back.

Beidou arrived on the dock of Ritou, she expected you to be the first to greet her nice and loudly. Instead, you stood shyly behind Thoma as he informed her of the unfortunate situation of your vision being stolen. He let her know that you were being taken care of by the Yashiro Commission as a personal favor to Beidou.

Although Beidou was mentally a ball of rage, physically she knew she couldn't explode. She tried reaching out for you, but you were apprehensive of the strange woman. “Do you remember me?” she asked like she was addressing a scared child.

“No,” you shook your head. For some reason, this woman didn't ring a bell, but your heart yearned for her, beating a mile a minute. “I'm sorry if you meant a lot to me. I've tried my best to recall anything about myself but it's just a blur.”

Ouch, those words stung Beidou like a thousand bees. But she knew from your blunt attitude you were still somewhere inside that thick skull of yours. Something about it comforted her even in the given situation.

“It's alright. For my sake please treat me with some familiarity, it will take me a while to adjust to this,” she said. You would've said no to anybody else, but something about her drew you to her.

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• You got stuck in Inazuma till further notice after your intended quick trip, often exchanging letters with your lover in Liyue. One fateful afternoon the Tenryou Commission heard rumors of your vision, and they took it away for good.

• You sent a quick letter to Hu Tao before you forgot everything. It contained what had happened, and how you wouldn't be able to contact her until the Vision Hunt Decree was abolished.

• Hu Tao would fight the daily impulse to travel to Inazuma with Beidou. But her Funeral Parlor duties were far too consuming. She would lust over you in her poems, wishing you were back in Liyue with her.

You received a letter from Liyue, a strange woman named Hu Tao had signed it with a ghostly heart. You remembered barely anything of your past obligations, everything felt dull and numb. The only thing you had to go off of was a pile of letters from the same girl, but none made any sense. You thought maybe this ‘Hu Tao’ girl would spark some sense.

Opening the letter read, “When I had heard your vision was confiscated, my heart sunk.” A vision being confiscated? You questioned. “I miss you so much and all I have are these spare letters in hopes that one day you’ll return to me in Liyue.”

She talked very familiarly with you, something about it was fishy. You wondered what your past relationship with this girl was, and why she was so fond of you.

“I send these love letters that it might jog a memory or two. You could ignore them or you could reply, whatever is fine. I just pray you won’t forget me forever. I love you.”

Now that you thought about it, this letter in comparison to the others from Hu Tao was very serious. She seemed upset at your memory loss, almost too upset to be a simple close friend of yours. You anticipated most that one day you would remember her place your life so that you could reply to her letters properly.

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• Yoimiya tried her best to hide your vision, creating fakes, hiding you, anything. But her best wasn't enough, as one unsuspecting day the Tenryou Commission confiscated it even without a permit.

• You had to prevent Yoimiya from acting on impulse while you still retained your memories. She thought she could just storm in and take it back, but you didn't want to risk her life for your sake.

• Yoimiya would take care of you well, even if you didn't remember her at all. The only reason why she wouldn't personally go in to reclaim your vision was that she made a promise to you that she would refrain.

You wondered how you had gotten to where you were. Such a beautiful girl always took care of you, never took advantage of you, or injured you. Her warmth was so prominent that it almost brought tears to your eyes how generous this daughter was.

You felt guilty that you couldn't remember her, she would try daily to get you to remember something of your past. You could tell through context clues that she was your lover, but that was about all youd gotten out of her visits. Each day you could tell it wore on her mentality.

She would speak of stories and adventures you've had together, even recreating the fireworks you've had your core memories under. But seeing as how it never worked she grew silent and her visits were less frequent. “Yoimiya, can you tell me a story how we fell in love?” you asked the next time she brought you dinner.

Her eyes lit up, “really?” you've never asked for a story before. “Sure I'll tell you. It's a long story though, are you sure you're willing to bear with it? Sometimes I feel I bore you constantly.”

“I’m confident. There might never be a day that get my vision back, so I might never get my memories back. Even though I can't remember you Yoimiya... I'm already falling in love with you all over again.” she blushed a little, butterflies gathered in her stomach for the first time since you've lost everything.

3 years ago

I’ve been loving reading through your toxic traits headcanons. They are great fuel for angst…which leads me to my request, a one-shot like how you did with Jean and her toxic trait if that’s okay.

If you’re up for it I was thinking reader is kokomi’s S/O and they get fed up with her always cancelling plans. (I imagine this is after the vision decree is ended so reader is expecting to spend more time with Kokomi)

Please and thank you so so much.

I’ve Been Loving Reading Through Your Toxic Traits Headcanons. They Are Great Fuel For Angst…which

Synopsis: toxic trait kokomi

Warnings: literally everyone in this fic is toxic, crying, and y/n yells a few times.

Game/ fandom: genshin impact

Character: kokomi

Pronouns for reader: gender neutral/ not mentioned

A/n: hello! Thank you for requesting! I’m really proud of my most recent toxic trait headcanon, so I’m hopeful that more requests will come in like this one. I enjoyed writing it, because mmm… fuel for angst. But, hope you enjoy, and take care of yourself! Eat something if you haven’t today!

I’ve Been Loving Reading Through Your Toxic Traits Headcanons. They Are Great Fuel For Angst…which

The sun shined right in your eyes as you walked across the wooden bridge. ‘I can’t believe she would do this… again.’ You thought. Making your way to the purple tree, and finding the hidden cave behind it you yelled, “kokomi!”

Startling the priestess from her slumber, she quickly looked around until she found your clearly irritated form. “Yes…?” She spoke softly, you wouldn’t be able to hear her if you were maybe a foot away. “You bailed on me again… we were supposed to have brunch together.”

Her face contorted into one of sadness and frustration. “I’m sorry.” She said flipping through a book in front of her. “I just… am running low on energy.” “oh bull shit!” You said interrupting her, and slamming your fist on one of the nearby tables.

“You always say that! And it’s…” water starts to well in your eyes as you speak “it’s getting old. I just missed you furring the war and now you can’t even spare me a minute of your time unless we’re in a situation like this.” You rubbed your eyes, and you could see kokomi sigh.

“I’m sorry, but all of this is… stressful, and you know that. Being… who I am isn’t easy and you know that” she said looking at you, sadness in her eyes. It’s so pitiful that that’s her excuse, and it’s worse that it’s a valid one at that.

You pondered for a moment, the gears in your head clearly turning. “Let’s break up.” You spoke coldly, tears running down your face. “I mean if it’s too stressful haha…” you were full on crying now, and kokomi is no better. Tears running down her face and staining her book below her.

“No… no no I don’t want that.” She said shaking her head, and standing up. “I want to be with you and I’m sorry-“ “stop it. Because I’ve heard you apologize, and make excuses too many times, so… I’m taking a break.” You said walking out of the cave as kokomi stood there, alone, with nothing more than her books. The once peaceful oasis of a cave, has now turned into the last place she wanted to be.

I’ve Been Loving Reading Through Your Toxic Traits Headcanons. They Are Great Fuel For Angst…which
3 years ago

how they'd react to cuddles~

characters: amber, sucrose, fischl, mona, ganyu, hu tao, ayaka

warnings: so fluffy that you could scoop this with a spoon, eat it, and your teeth would immediately get cavities. gn reader.

note: first post woo.... i'm really nervous hahahaha lets hope this goes well.

also, some of these are longer than the others, sorry about that!

apologies if i mess up with the pronouns, i’m used to writing fem reader aha...

How They'd React To Cuddles~
How They'd React To Cuddles~

amber

-she was really surprised when you suddenly turned over and started cuddling her.

-but she certainly wasn’t upset about it, that’s for sure.

-amber doesn’t really know what she should do, so…. she kinda just awkwardly sits there.

-eventually she cuddles back, it takes some setting in for her though.

-her body is warm and comfortable, eventually, she’s spooning you!

-amber doesn’t mind being the big or little spoon, but on the harder days, she prefers to be the little spoon.

“y-y/n? what are you..” amber squeaked as you wrapped your arms around her, capturing her in a hug.

“wanna… cuddle..” you mumbled sleepily, hugging her closer to you. she squeaked again, you starting to nuzzle against her.

the outrider’s face grew red with blush, and her heartbeat quickened. she wrapped her arms around you, like you did to her, and she pulled you close.

“i... i love you..” she whispered to you. you, however, were fast asleep, but you snuggled closer to her. she giggled at your adorable actions and kissed your forehead.

‘goodnight, bunny.’ amber thought, happily relishing in your warmth.

How They'd React To Cuddles~

sucrose

-babey <3

-as soon as you pulled her down onto your lap while on the bed, she immediately blushed.

-and then blushed more when you gave her a kith on the forehead.

-she nuzzles into your shoulder as you lay down, her laying on top of you.

-eventually she will slide off to the side and lay next to you.

-sucrose likes to be the little spoon. it makes her feel loved and really warm!

-some days, you both will drink some hot chocolate and cuddle on the bed together.

-you love gently teasing sucrose, she blushes a whole lot!

-i like to think that sucrose purrs when she’s happy, so you’ll hear her purring while she sleeps a lot. especially if she’s with you!

“su~ you’re so cute..” you smiled that smile. that smile that always makes her heart melt. that smile that she had fallen oh so deep in love with.

“ah... am i really..?”

“of course you are, baby!” you kissed her hand. sucrose blushed, and she moved closer to lay against your chest. she mumbled something, but you couldn’t hear it.

laughing, you booped her nose and cuddled her tighter, both actions causing her face to flush harder, if that was even possible.

eventually she was clutching onto you tightly. she was so warm because of your teasing, and perhaps also because of the hot chocolate you had before.

“y-you’re always so…” she didn’t know the exact word she was looking for. mean? no, you were anything but that.. too kind? that may be true, but it wasn’t what she wanted to say.

“charming? thank you, sweetheart.” you chuckled. ah, yep, that was it. that was the word she was looking for. “i do try, somewhat~”

“mmm…” sucrose mumbled. she then turned to face you, which made you look at her skeptically. suddenly, she kissed you. it surprised you, that’s for sure, but you certainly weren’t mad. the kiss lasted for about a minute, and once she pulled away, she hid her face in the crook of your neck, settling down comfortably. “i.. i love you, y/n.”

“i love you too, su.”

How They'd React To Cuddles~

fischl

-”i do not like cuddles..”

-she said to you when you asked her to cuddle.

-but when night fell and you were both asleep, she was holding onto you like her life depended on it.

-fischl would never admit this, but she loves being the little spoon. it gives her a sense of comfort.

-sometimes she will have her moments and want to be the big spoon though!

-mostly when she gets clingy.

-sometimes you’ll wake up holding her somehow.

-you don’t question it, however.

-just enjoy the moments holding your princess <3

“i thought you didn’t like cuddles?” you laughed as fischl gripped onto your pajamas harder.

“shut... shut up..” she mumbled, half asleep.

you kissed her on the forehead. “ah? but how can i tell you how cute you’re being right now if i shut up?”

she said something, you don’t know what it was, but it was something. whatever it was, you didn’t bother to ask, as fischl tried to move closer to you.

you wrapped your arms around fischl, making sure she was warm. she sighed comfortably, nuzzling you.

“goodnight, princess..” you hummed soothingly.

“n….night..” she replied quietly.

petting her head, you smiled down at her.

‘how cute.’

How They'd React To Cuddles~

mona

-she loves cuddles, but she won’t explicitly say it.

-that’s why when you randomly snuggled up to her in the bed, she blushed intensely, and had a… slight panic.

-like ‘WHY ARE THEY SNUGGLING ME WHAT WAIT HUH-’

-after being REALLY FLUSTERED

-she calmed down, getting more.. lovey-dovey, if that makes sense?

-like, she starts calling you cute names, like “the light of my life”, “my star”, etc.

-and then it makes you blush.

-it’s cute!

-definitely big spoon, though she does enjoy being the little spoon sometimes.

-probably when she’s feeling a bit lonely.

“you are the light of my life.” mona said softly, hugging you tighter.

“i-is that so..?” you blushed at her words. mona always knew how to make your heart beat faster, how to make you blush. she was always so good at it, despite herself being easily flustered.

“yes. you’re my sun.. my moon, my stars, my everything. i love you, more than i love astrology.” she kissed the top of your head.

“monaaaa... you’re too sweet…” you whined. she chuckled.

“though, what i say IS true. i really do love you, y/n.” mona sighed happily. you could hear her heartbeat, and it brought you some comfort.

“mona?”

“yes, y/n?”

“i love you too.”

How They'd React To Cuddles~

ganyu

-ganyu LOVES cuddling.

-especially with you!

-though, she hasn’t had much experience with it…

-our poor girl is too afraid of doing it wrong!

-one day however, she asks if you would ever want to cuddle her.

-you know, as a “for future reference!” type thing.

-she did not, however, expect for you to pull her down and cuddle her right then and there though!

-not to say that she didn’t enjoy it, however. she absolutely loved it!

-she prefers to be the big spoon, to her, it’s like she’s protecting you.

-ganyu is always so busy, she really treasures these times where you both can have soft, giggly cuddles.

-also, please gently caress her horns! it makes her feel so warm and fuzzy. just... be veeeeeery gentle, okay?

“hehe! yuyuuuu, i love you!” you giggled, reaching to gently pet her horns.

“i love you too!” she blushed, letting you pet her.

happily, you kissed her cheek. you stopped petting her, and snuggled into her chest. she laughed at your cuteness, kissing your head.

“i’m so happy i get to spend time with you like this..” ganyu said. she rubbed your back.

“me too! i wish you could come home earlier.. then we could do this all the time, right…?” you looked up at her.

“mm... yeah… i wish i could be home earlier too, love.” sighing, she looked into your eyes. “however, let’s just enjoy the moment now, yeah?”

you nodded, reaching up to kiss her on the lips. she kissed back, of course. it was a long and passionate kiss, it made you feel comfy and wanted. after a few moments of this, you pulled back, proceeding to lay your head back into her chest.

ganyu could only think about how much she loves you.

to her, you’re perfect.

and she wouldn’t trade you for anything.

How They'd React To Cuddles~

hu tao

-yes! she absolutely loves cuddles!

-sometimes she’ll randomly come up and hug you, and if you’re both at home, you can definitely bet that’ll evolve into cuddles!

-hu tao is like a puppy sometimes. if she comes home before you, she’ll wait for you to get home, and then tackle you down and snuggle you.

-she’s been trying to stop her habit of tackling you, try and be patient with her!

-other than that, she doesn’t mind being the big or little spoon.

-she’ll pepper you with kisses everywhere while you cuddle.

-she also likes to just.. lay on top of you. it’s usually random, sometimes you’ll be minding your business, reading in bed or something, and here comes hu tao!

-she’ll flop onto you and make cute faces at you like “are you gonna do something? you won’t! i know you wont~”

-overall, hu tao is a great cuddle partner, though she tends to tease you a lot.

“hu tao… can you get up?”

“aww, why should i~?” she giggled, booping your nose. she was laying on you, her head comfortably on your chest.

you sighed. not really having a comeback, you simply just pat her head, which made her giggle adorably.

she then started to pepper your neck with kisses.

“pfft- that tickles-” you broke out into laughter when she interrupted you with her kisses. she smirked mischievously and continued to do it, your laughter filling her ears like music.

once she finally stopped, you cupped her cheeks with your hands.

“...eh?” hu tao looked confused. still holding her face, you gave her a short kiss on the lips, laughing when her face flushed red. “h-heyyy!”

“payback~” you smiled, releasing her face from your grasp. she pouted, sitting up and crossing her arms.

“y-you meanie!”

“am i really?”

“yeah! b-but i still.. love you…. i guess.”

“haha. i love you too, tao tao.”

How They'd React To Cuddles~

ayaka

-def loves cuddles!

-another busy gal, she’s really never had any experience with cuddling.

-however, you reassured her that it’d be okay. besides, you’re the one taking the lead!

-when she comes home, she’s quite tired, so you make her some tea and then pull her into bed, and then you cuddle!

-ayaka is 100% a little spoon

-she likes your warmth <3

-it also makes her feel loved.

-since you’re her first lover, she does her best to make sure you feel loved and appreciated, so make sure you do your best to make her feel loved as well!

“what are you doing, aya?” you tilted your head as ayaka shifted in your lap.

“mmm…” she murmured something, resting her head under your chin. laughing, you wrapped your arms around her.

“you’re so precious. how did i get so lucky, being able to be with you?”

“don’t know… but… i’m happy..” she looked up at you with tired eyes, smiling.

“i am too, love.” you smiled back, petting her head. “but you should rest. it’s been a long day, hasn’t it?”

“you’re right, i suppose.” she reached up to kiss your cheek. “night.”

“goodnight, aya. i love you.”

“love you.. too…” and with that, ayaka fell asleep in your arms.

3 years ago

hello!! um could I request A grande 🍹&🍬 with hu tao :P

Hello!! Um Could I Request A Grande 🍹&🍬 With Hu Tao :P

𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙨

"𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘦𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘮"

-𝘋𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘭 ; 𝘈𝘬𝘶𝘯𝘰-𝘱 𝘧𝘵. 𝘒𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘙𝘪𝘯

Hello!! Um Could I Request A Grande 🍹&🍬 With Hu Tao :P

𝘞𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴: 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘴𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵, 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘯𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 (𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘬𝘪 𝘢𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘵𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 )

𝘗𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨: 𝘏𝘶 𝘛𝘢𝘰 𝘹 𝘨𝘯! 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳

𝘞𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵: 0.8𝘬

𝘈𝘶: 𝘏𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘬𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦

𝘈/𝘯: 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘶 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦!

Hello!! Um Could I Request A Grande 🍹&🍬 With Hu Tao :P

With Hu Tao being the way she is, I don’t believe that would would even have the Hanahaki disease. She’s very straightforward and honest with her feelings, so you’d probably be together before you even knew it.

But let’s say that she was a little to busy with affairs from the funeral parlor, so it left little communication between you two.

You knew you always had a crush on her, however you never knew if she liked you back.

When you coughed up that first silk flower petal, you didn’t know what it was at first. You have to consult Zhongli, who told you it was the hanahaki disease.

Hanahaki disease? There’s no way you could have contracted it. Well, the crackling silence and distance between you and Hu Tao was a telltale sign.

So what did you do? You hid it from everyone. Was that a good idea? You don’t think so anymore.

What started was a few pink petals every now and then became fully blossomed lycoris flowers clouding your esophagus brimming with plant life.

Of course, the love of your life Hu Tao was completely oblivious to what was going on. Whenever you came into the funeral parlor hands clad in silk flowers that you had just coughed up. Not knowing anything, she’d take the flowers thinking they were a fresh bouquet you had picked for her.

It would be like this for the first few month you had the disease. The only person who truly knew what was going on was Zhongli. You weren’t officially diagnosed, so he had highly advised you to see a doctor.

But what if the doctor recommended to to have the flowers removed? You didn’t want to lose feeling for Hu Tao, you truly did love her. You could continue to hide it and run the risk of dying, or just come clean and possibly face rejection.

Love is such a deceptive fleeting feeling. One fleeting enough to cause a deadly disease, and deceptive enough to have it based around flowers. Most flowers signaling love or new beginnings, signaled death in this case.

You grew to love those small moments of happiness you shared with Hu Tao. Her prankster smile and energy, and those bright ruby eyes. You had to cherish every moment like it was your last, never knowing if that was going to be it.

Hu Tao soon became wary of your worsening state. How you’d constantly break into asthmatic coughing fits so bad blood would come up. She’d sometimes see the flowers as well, but just thought you had a Dendro vision at first. How you’d become more weak and paler as the days go on.

Your body was tired. The plethora of flowers growing inside you stopped. You thought it was over, but petal haven’t had enough yet. They were insatiable and wouldn’t stop until your entire body was engulfed in deadly yet beautiful blossoms. You had to fix it, and fast.

You had planned to just tell Hu Tao about how you felt. No use prolonging the inevitable, it’s either die from embarrassment or die from the flowers. You chose the former. All was going well, you ironically had a bouquet of red roses to give to her while you asked her out.

But fate had other plans.

Before you could even greet her, you collapsed immediately. Breath thinning and state worsening, you were hospitalized. Slipping between conscious and unconscious, you couldn’t help but think that this was it. You didn’t get the chance to tell her I love you.

Hu Tao was panicking. Left oblivious to your months of pain, just for you to collapse right in front of her. She had the same problem as you, bottling up her feelings for you being afraid of rejection.

But look where that got us.

You, pale as a ghost in critical condition lying motionless in the hospital and Hu Tao standing beside holding your hand. She had hoped to every archon that you would make it out alive.

It would seem that the archons had heard her prayers, for your condition became gradually more stable. Once you could fully understand your surroundings, the doctor came in and explained what happened.

They said that you made it just in time, for if anymore time would have passed you may have not made it. A very confused Hu Tao became more uncharacteristically scared. You could have died? What happened?

The doctor then described that you had the Hanahaki disease. A rare illness that affects victims of unrequited love. She finally understood. You were just like her, afraid of rejection.

Hu Tao semi tackled you on the hospital bed, hugging you tight and whispering quiet “I love yous” in your ear. Smiling, you hugged back reciprocating the warm feelings

You continued coughing up flowers for the next week or so, but they eventually all left your system leaving you a Hanahaki survivor with a lovely girlfriend named Hu Tao.

Hello!! Um Could I Request A Grande 🍹&🍬 With Hu Tao :P

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3 years ago

—# 🍨 CUDDLING WITH HER

—# 🍨 CUDDLING WITH HER

A/N; Dni if you aren’t wlw or nblw

#BAAL;

Didn’t intend to cuddle with you. But you were too warm to resists. So she layed in bed besides you, and pressed her head against your breasts and fell asleep. You were too perfect.

#EULA;

Sleeping on her breasts were like a dream come true. It was just amazing and something you could enjoy for a life time. Besides watching her get red since you were comfortable was cute and funny.

#YOIMIYA;

Holding each other while you both slept in a field of grass was something so loving. Just holding her in your arms was so nice along with the nice wind brushing your skin.

#YAE;

Would have you sleep on her breasts while she plays with the strands of your hair and tucks every last one behind your ear. Besides you were adorable, when you slept in her arms.

3 years ago

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i dont want this to ruin the pride and help with self esteem of being lgbtq+ so a signal boost from larger accounts might be nice

3 years ago

love train!! send this to all the people who deserve love!! don't forget to spread the love! 🖤(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤


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3 years ago

the aftermath of your reveal on streamer!hu tao’s stream

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pairing: hu tao x fem!reader

genre: fluff

word count: 450

warnings: hu tao calls you her little pogchamp <3

a/n: ahhh ty for the love on the original part ;-; i’m honestly surprised that people liked streamer!hu tao so much :’D

the accidental reveal (part 1)

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