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… I finally collected my guts to catch up with Akai angst… suddenly ao3 went down…

@itotypes I think the universe is telling me something……

anyways drawing this to cope… I’m sorry it’s bad and messy……

please consider me a dream

Kinsey Wolanski (23) in Slasher Party (2019)

🌻 The Feeling of Knowing 🌻

Just wanted to make sure you guys understood that "knowing" you have what you want isn't/doesn't have to mean a strong, intense feeling. "Knowing" you have what you want could be as simple as knowing you have the device that you are reading this post on. "Knowing" could mean knowing that you are currently breathing air. "Knowing" could mean that there is a sun in the sky. I feel like a lot of the time, the feeling of "knowing" is made out to be this grand feeling, which is why a lot of people try to force themselves to feel things. But, there is no "forcing yourself to feel things". You don't force yourself to know that 2+2=4, you just know. This is why people say that the law is over complicated and is actually very simple. You do not have to force yourself to feel anything. For example, I personally feel pretty neutral when it comes to manifesting something. I don't feel waves of excitement or relief or anything, I don't feel anything to be quite honest. I just know. And that is enough for me. It actually makes me feel more anxious trying to feel something that I don't. It's much easier for me to feel neutral/nothing rather than force myself to feel happy or excited. Because who even said that you have to feel happy or excited in the first place? Feel how you want to feel! I'm here making this post to tell you: you do not have to feel what other people feel because you think it's the correct way or you're doing something wrong. Just because I happen to feel neutral when it comes to knowing I have what I want doesn't mean that you have to feel the same way nor does it mean that I'm manifesting wrong since the next person feels absolutely elated while sitting in their knowing. The thing about LoA is that it isn't one-size-fits-all, it's all personal since everyone is different. Does that make sense? So do what you want to do and feel how you want to feel🫶.

(I hope that this post is helpful, a part of me feels like it's all over the place and repetitive🙂‍↔️)

A teal and a curlew. Back in April I went out bird-ringing on my local nature reserve one evening and we caught teal, curlews, snipe and jacksnipe amongst the reeds and water.

Eva Amurri (24) in Californication (2009)

Hōkan Miroku (Maitreya)Nyorai - bodhisattva/Buddha of the Future, 

Early 7th century, red pine Wood, 84.2 cm, Koryu-ji Temple, Kyoto, Japan National Treasure.