There's A Lot To Process Here.

You fight for her. You don't even try with me anymore

I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this

sue zhao / unknown / suzanne rivecca - death is not an option / Horace Vernet, The Maiden’s Lament (oil on canvas) / Louise Glück, Adult Grief / unknown

I'm proud of you for making it this far.

I just feel like stuck. Every day is the same and I'm just existing not living.

Will it ever get better?

I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.

I'm so close to just saying couples get the big bed and you invite me up whenever. Like, I'm sick of not being chosen.

Coloring experiment of some sort