Me: I don't get it. I thought I was doing a lot better than I was a few years ago. I'm like 10 times more on top of things than I used to be. How does everything feel terrible now?
The Tiny Me in OSHA-approved Hi-Vis Gear Who lives in my brain and pulls all the levers: Boss, it's the fascism. You're completely gunked up with cortisol due to the fact that your entire daily life is now underscored with a haunting awareness of the rapid erosion of your rights, dignity, and any and all social safety nets, and you're also bearing witness to the most vulnerable people immediately being persecuted. This creates a natural stress response that basically means you're going to continue having memory and organizational problems, as well as emotional imbalances.
Me: BUT I HAVE A BULLET JOURNAL AND I MEDITATE NOW.
Tiny OSHA Me: BOSS, THE FASCISM.
couldn’t sleep until almost 5, woke up so exhausted too. i hate insomnia.
my cara accnt: https://cara.app/nomemory
please refer as they/them
i do art, writing, coding, and some handcrafts as my hobbies.
My daily goal is usually 6 hours of studying seperate from school, and as much art and coding as i can fit afterwards. Im currently not doing shit tho i burnt out like a crispy chicken
(my pfp is drawn by ma friend ufjvkflgihotoy)
11th grader, hoping to get tf out of hs as soon as possible
#Studylogs leads to my daily studies
New Words of Wonder!
today's undertale ask: thoughts on Doggo!
Unintentionally tragic comic GO
Originally I was gonna come up with something to say about Doggo just in general but I was looking at his wiki for reference pictures and was just struck by the tradgedy of this line. Toby Fox is so good at fleshing out the world and really making the characters feel real and giving real consequences for your actions, even in minor characters
So. Have some sad neutral route doggo
Thursday | 04/24 | 8:45 p.m.
Mid-Sem update:
Media, Culture & Society ✅️
done. i am finally done with exams.
Now, I'll be taking a break. I'll be offline for a few days — just need to breathe, take care of my life a little, and figure out some stuff for this summer. Vacation officially starts 1st may. I'll see you guys then.
also. story time.
I got back home after the exam — and literally 15 minutes later — had to run back to college for my Botany practical exams. They didn’t notify us, didn’t inform us, just scheduled it like it was no big deal. We showed up, and they handed us the materials right then and there and told us to study on the spot before taking the exam.
and guess what? I did. and not to brag, but… i aced it. 😂
Thursday | 05/01 | 3:12 p.m.
Hi, it's future me.
so... I kind of forgot to post this. I did write it — it just somehow ended up in my drafts, and then I didn’t open tumblr for like… a week. And now I’m posting it late. Disappointed.
It’s been so long since I’ve drawn Arial,, ugh I’ve missed them
Now give blanket to canon accurate Flowey
... No more nice Flowey...
fascinated by krerdly’s slow transition from complete irony to unabashed genuineness in the fandom since chapter two’s release 😭 so excited to see what we do to the poor souls introduced to us in ch3+4