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wip

"oh i only have less than 4 hours left for school ive procrastinated for HOURS failure failure" bbg shut up and start now. Are 0 hours better than 3? No? Then start now. You'll get better with everyday, but you have to try. I believe in you, and will support you as much as i can.

setting out

Burnout is honestly such a mild word for what people use it to mean. I'm not experiencing "burnout", which sounds so casual and routine that some face masks and a little rest is going to fix it.

My body and mind and even nervous system are stretched to the point that it's going to take a lot more than just a "break" or a few self care tips to recover, and even then, my recovery is just so that I can reenter the spaces that contributed to me being this way in the first place. I'm a little bit more than just burnt out by this.

Workplaces and educational institutions aggressively overwork us, expose us to all kinds of discrimination, which they overlook and gaslight us out of acknowledging, and then constantly ask us to ignore our mental, emotional, and physical needs so that we don't inconvenience them.

We're not burnt out. We're borderline traumatized. Burnout is always talked about like something transient and mild that a little rest and relaxation will fix.

But we're exhausted. We need deep rest and healing. We need new systems. We need new ways of being. The language around burnout just seems like a way of upholding these current violent systems and downplaying their impacts.

1/100 days of productivity!

Heyyyy lovely people! how r u! Hope ur heart is full of joy and warmth and radiate love with every breath u take! I am back with another challenge! I got to be serious on this one! so many uncertainties in my gradschool journey but I gotta move forward!

log: 2 April 2025

Cook a big meal _laundry_ clean living space

Journal_MH check

Call home and Yoga

Read 50 pages (NA)

2P research session

fix plan for next 2 weeks

organize study materials

skincare and self-care routine

drink chamomile b4 bed

wait wait wait the pizza in your pfp has CORN ON IT?? That’s way more of a crime than pineapple on pizza ever was :o

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Wat??

Corn is the BEST thing to put on a pizza?? Aside from mozzarella, it's a very necessary ingredient!! What are you talking about?? It- it's.. it's vital!!?

So, uh.. no, I didn't do a crime and there's no need for corncern...

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Fav Deltarune chapter for now????

for now it's definetly chapter two, considering I only have 1 and 2 to pick from (i kind of predict chapter 4 will become my fav if its in the church because theres nothing i eat up more than religious imagery and themes)

overall I kind of like the aesthetic of ch1 more, but I find susie and ralsei being generally more developed characters in ch2 way more enjoyable. and I think ch2 is generally a bit more fun gameplay wise but that's just personal preference (also thank GOD for S-action and R-action). not to mention the weird route (peak)

*You Recieve the Ring*

*The Ring was added to your iventory*