The Remorseful Player

Emily’s toxic doomed yuri ending with Nicole (in comic form!)

My neck hurts

Me: I don't get it. I thought I was doing a lot better than I was a few years ago. I'm like 10 times more on top of things than I used to be. How does everything feel terrible now?

The Tiny Me in OSHA-approved Hi-Vis Gear Who lives in my brain and pulls all the levers: Boss, it's the fascism. You're completely gunked up with cortisol due to the fact that your entire daily life is now underscored with a haunting awareness of the rapid erosion of your rights, dignity, and any and all social safety nets, and you're also bearing witness to the most vulnerable people immediately being persecuted. This creates a natural stress response that basically means you're going to continue having memory and organizational problems, as well as emotional imbalances.

Me: BUT I HAVE A BULLET JOURNAL AND I MEDITATE NOW.

Tiny OSHA Me: BOSS, THE FASCISM.

I dont know what gave, but i feel like im never going to have the same determined spirit again. or i just need a form of non-study bothering sh again idk

April 7th 2025

Got a tetanus and rabies shot. Felt like dying, but we persist

Drew a singular picture, couldnt get myself to animate

Reviewed trigo, started reviewing circular geometry

(4 hours and 6 mins in total)

tried drawing some big deltarune lineup but I could only bring myself to hastily draw irrelevant hometown npcs. can you tell I prefer drawing women

anyways I haven't posted art in like two days and that's because frankly I have 0 ideas for cool drawings </3

I love the true lab and I reserve the right to get as edgy w it as I want

csp only lets you have 25 frames so this is like. 8 fps or something ludicrous like that.

not easy to try to put character into a walk cycle lawl especially when I don't wanna do more than one single rough pass soo this is best viewed squinting

me posting non rw content jumpscare

hi nitw angus

also it's my SEVEN year anniversary with my partner today! lol