u can call me rei-(a shifter) bsd main dr (sbg-madoka magica-class of 09another drs) (s/o osamu dazai)(-sudan-saudi-) i will find you in every universe mf
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shifting makes me feel like a mad scientist that keeps saying "i'm so close, i'm so close to my breakthrough" and keeps ignoring her whole life to devote it to her research. and then one day she wake up, realizes she has spent years on this, and everyone's lives have moved on but hers. please tell me someone else feels that way too.
world's end dancehall
Remembering when I was younger, before I found shifting, I used to ask myself why the shows I watched weren’t real and how my heart used to ache cuz I wasn’t there with my cc’s 😭 and it wasn’t too long after that I had found shifting
"So are you seeing anybody?"
Shifters:
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I feel that shifting is the truest form of love.
And, no, I don't mean love as in the butterflies in your stomach thinking of your s/o; getting giddy thinking of scenarios; that excitement with every symptom or anything like that.
I mean the way we yearn for a life unlived, an experience un-had, a thought unimagined. One that had supposedly only existed in the space between our eyes and eyelids: a place our hands can't grasp, and our lips can't kiss. A place where attachment was futile, yet we latched on with reckless abandon, every fiber of our being poured into it. A place which does, indeed, exist within and without.
The way we long for those we care about. To feel their skin, their presence, them, and know that they are here. To see their eyes crinkle and their nose scrunch. To hear their voice calling your name. To smell that scent that's sorely familiar. To taste a sliver of their personalities, their being, a promise of a life beyond our expectations.
The way we crave something new; knowledge, skills, reality. The Library of Alexandria pales in comparison to the sheer amount knowledge available to us. Every hobby, every desire, could be pursued on a whim, mastering crafts we've never even heard of. The unending thirst to learn, create, and know satiated by the fountain of wisdom at our feet.
The way we ache for something bigger than ourselves, for shifting is an experience so universal, yet so mystifying. Everything that we have been led to believe about reality deconstructed before our eyes, a house of cards toppling to reveal the beauty of shifting.
To want a life, a person, an ideal so much that you are willing to alter your very perception of reality for it?
Isn't that love?
me scripting that he can't live w/o me, feels incomplete w/o me, fell in love with me at first sight, im the one for him, he's his best when with me, im his last thought when he gts and his first when he wakes up, im the best he's ever had/will have, the thought of us breaking up physically sickens him, absolutely head over heels in love with me, and that we're cosmically intertwined, soulmates, destined/meant to be, soul bonded & endgame
Red Thread of Fate
Ranmaru my miau miau ily
me making a dr after finishing 5 episodes of a show
shifted with my eyes open
my new dr
✨yttd✨
but without killing cuz im already fucked up lol
I love emo boys but in the way I wanna be them I wanna look like them I love emo boys and oh god emo girls emo queens SCENE QUEENS oh my godfkfjdjdjdj
in another universe
feeling very sane and normal rn
dazai osamu i love you so much
Does anybody know what they're playing
Hi everyone! Just installed tumblr and would be glad to meet my audience :P
So these are my works, hope you'd like it
move chuuya its my turn now
Happy valentines day !! :3c
i live to die, and that is all.