Remembering The Time When I Made P-kun Talk About His Gf And Then I Say To Him How Cute He Looked Doing

YAAAAYYYAYAYAYYYIPPIEEE <33

Yume i think you are one of my favourite mutuals now

One of my new friends (which I'm not going to give a relevant nickname yet because it makes me feel a bit insecure about whether he will continue to be my friend)

Has a crush on a guy for over a year, and even though he has already confessed and the other guy told him that he still doesn't feel safe enough to be in a relationship, my friend is still deeply in love with him.

I can't help but feel jealous, not about my friend perse, but about the relationship itself.

Imagine having someone's unconditional love and devotion even if you don't reciprocate that love... I would feel very cruel if I were aware of that but at the same time I can't help but crave it.

Ty for the spam :3 <3

Aww, u're welcome!~~ ^^

three years more, three years more, just three years more... five at the most.

I know I can hold them in, no matter how many times I have to cry, I really wish it was just five years.

I wish I were as magical and beautiful as this rose

I never really got along with my cousin... whenever people ask me about her I just say "we're cousins but not necessarily friends". Today she posted a pic of her nephew because it was his birthday, I know him and have spent time with and honestly he is quite cute, so I told her to send him a happy birthday from me.

I don't know why that made my heart happy today, she also asked me how I was, and even though I don't deserve it because I haven't contacted her since we left school... It felt nice that such a kind person like her asked it. She has always seemed pretty to me because she is a very kind and inspiring person, sometimes I fantasize about having a heart as kind as hers, but I know I won't achieve it.

There are some things that just won't happen even if you long for them since the bottom of your heart.

And that, unfortunately, it's fine.

I feel like something is being ripped out of me when I don't feel motivated to draw, that no matter how much I pick up a pencil and scribble I just feel like something isn't right.

How do people manage to make such wonderful drawings and practice almost every day?

My own mother's "it really would be better if you killed yourself" keeps ringing in my head.

Like, eventually it will happen, but

there are no buts