Waiting -> The Greatest Sin Of All.

waiting -> the greatest sin of all.

all you'll ever have is NOW. the past and the future are not real, they only exist in your mind. memories are only imaginal acts. thinking of the past or future are only mere imaginal acts. waiting for the future is an illusion, because the future is not real. the only thing that is real is right now.

waiting for your desires to appear in flesh is denying yourself from fulfillment, denying yourself of fulfillment is the greatest sin of all.

you are the ONLY ONE who can fulfill yourself. YOU DON'T WANT THE DESIRE, YOU WANT THE FEELING. you are the ONLY ONE who can give yourself the feeling.

you have to give it to yourself, that's the only way you'll ever get it.

"Before the world was created, the word existed." - Gospel of John

word = solidified concept; world created = desire appearing in the flesh this quote means that a bundle of desires had become a solidified concept before they were realized. a solidified concept means that they had become part of SELF. they had joined the concept of SELF through fulfilment. and what's the one law? expression. self expressed itself, and the world, your world, was created.

the only opportunity you have to give yourself your desire is NOW. stop running away. stop waiting for the future. stop waiting to get into the void. you do not exist in the future, you exist in the now. so shut up and experience it within imagination, become aware of the version of your outer identity that already exists.

you experience and become one with your desire by accepting it, and you do that through fulfilling self. you don't fulfill self by saying "it's gonna happen tomorrow or i give up." girl NO. you say "it's mine right now because i said so," and imagine you are the version of you that has it. imagine the things you would do, the things you'd have, everything. keep going back to that imagination and fulfill yourself as much as you need, until anxiety becomes peace.

want to hear it from me, whose mind was constantly ridden with thoughts of suicide? after a month, i let go and gave myself all that i wanted, WITHIN. i ignored the 3D that wasn't validating me. and i just GAVE myself the FUCKING feelings. because i didn't care. i just wanted to feel GOOD. and i felt more than good. i was ecstatic. joyful. i cried. i kept going there anytime i needed to, and completely ignored the 3d. i imagined it conforming and lived like that. and you know what? that's when all of my desires started pouring in. so listen to me, and give yourself the fucking feelings, because that's all you'll ever need.

you have to give it to yourself, that's the only way you'll ever get it.

the ugly part of reality shifting

as great as shifting is, its really fucking draining. like REALLY draining. its nice that people want to show the fun and positive side of shifting and all, but once new shifters (specifically) hit the stage where they're drained and extremely demotivated, they aren't going to know how to deal with these new overwhelming emotions. reality shifting takes a toll on our mental health even if we don't like to admit it. this may not apply to everything, but I know it applies to the majority.

ive been shifting since 2021 (if you saw my post Abt me starting shifting in 2019 that was wrong lmfao mb yall-). and I still haven't shifted. I used to think I'd shift within 4 years but surprise surprise. I haven't. I'm drained and demotivated. I don't completely believe I wont ever shift, but I don't think I can get what I want by manifesting or affirming or doing any of that. I think the universe will just randomly hand it to me. it sounds dumb but that's the weird luck I have. when I don't expect it, I get what I want. but when I try hard and I expect it, nothing happens or I get smth worse. i don't think that even when I put blood,sweat, and tears into this that I'll shift. I've discovered so much shit about myself yet I am still here with no experience of what its like in another reality let alone my dr. never saw my dr once. only in my dreams and my imagination.

im going to be completely honest when I say that shifting is not for the weak. I'm not saying this to get you to quit because shifting is one of the best things that I found. I just want you to know that its not always going to be perfect. you might feel desperate, you might feel homesick, you might feel exhausted mentally. and sometimes you'll make progress but then find another obstacle. quite frankly, fuck the obstacles because that's not the issue. its how you deal with them that really determine how your growth goes. and no I'm not saying it controls if you'll shift or not because it doesn't. but if you're a person that gives up easily, its going to be hard to overcome those blockages. I say that because I myself give up easily. which is ironic because I don't give up when it comes to certain goals I want to accomplish (one of those goals being shifting), but I refuse to get rid of those so called "blockages" and avoid them even though I know what's the problem. I avoid them because I don't know how to fix them and I just have this fear that's telling me I'll fail.

this post probably doesn't make a lot of sense but that's because I'm writing this in the heat of the moment so I'm not doing a lot of thinking, I'm just typing. what I'm saying is don't be that person that avoids the problems. be transparent with yourself because I'm telling you, the more you avoid it, the more drained youre going to become. it might turn into an endless loop where you think about your Dr daily but you have zero energy to shift. and it fucking sucks.

overall, please take breaks whether they're mental or shifting breaks, if you feel like there is an issue with yourself, fix it. this is a hard journey but it will be a lot easier once you're honest and overcome problems that need to be solved.

(disclaimer that this may not apply to everyone, just the people who are going through a rough patch in their journey. this is mainly just my perspective and what I've heard from a friend of mine since our issues seemed pretty similar. and if anyone needs someone to talk to, my DMS are open. I want my blog to be a safe space and that this is a place where not everything is perfect. I love y'all and please take care and don't stress yourselves <33)

also, fuck that toxic positivity shit that just makes mfs more drained. if you feel demotivated address it don't push it away

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yyyiy1i

1 year ago

I’m so shocked right now but also not. I decided to change states and live life as if I already had my desires (I deleted tumblr, I stopped looking for proof, I stopped thinking the opposite of me having my desires etc) and in one week. One fucking week. I got all my desires. This feels so crazy to me yet also natural because it took me YEARS to manifest one little thing back then (seeing the number 555) but after I finally changed states (lack -> success) I obtained 100k, bigger lips, a flat belly, my online business blowing up and much more. Thank you for the amazing post, Star! It really helped me. ❤️ I am sorry if my english is not good T_T

YOUR ENGLISH IS AMAZING, wow this is .. 🫶 congratulationz anon! I‘m so happy for you. thank you for sharing and enjoy your new life :’) no need to thank me btw 🫂

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yyyiy1i

2 years ago

mgta cmo se ve la madera cuando subo el brillo a la foto, anda muy asterisco💔

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yyyiy1i

9 months ago

notice how most of the successful shifting story times are people saying ‘i gave up and just went to bed’, ‘i just took a nap’, ‘i just affirmed and fell asleep’.

mhm. mhm. fuck methods, all you need is yourself!

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yyyiy1i

1 year ago

ai generated images make me increasingly sad and tired the more i see them in more and more casual contexts. i dont know how to explain, but it just fills the world with a bunch of nothing. no matter how visually stunning the pictures might be, there's nothing behind it for me. no dedication, no emotions, no feelings, no hard work or creativity, nothing i can truly think about, admire or enjoy. i dont think thats how art is supposed to be

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yyyiy1i

1 year ago

How I Reprogrammed My Mind Within 6 Days / Shifted 4-5 Times Within 6 Days

how i reprogrammed my mind within 6 days / shifted 4-5 times within 6 days

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DISCLAIMER!!

what worked for me is not 100% gonna work for you, don’t expect it to then blame me. thank you!

js = just, are the same. i js use them interchangeably

i took a step back from shifting for a second ( though it was only an hour long break ) i sat with my thoughts and realized my doubts were very likely the problem.

how i discovered my thoughts were the problem

everytime i didn’t shift id get frustrated and everything like that, id be envious of the person who shifted before me and get frustrated. but also id try to jam pack my mind with unnecessary and meaningless information that was of zero help to me on shiftok.

i switched over shiftblr and that’s how i came to the conclusion my mindset was the problem.

what i did consistently for the next 6 days

all i truly did is sit down and think about life, i read a couple of blogs ( ill link the ones that helped me near the end ) and just kept affirming i DID and COULD shift. ive shifted 3 times before this, so affirming i could shift was simple but believing it was the biggest issue. so from day one, i just started acting like i was the shit, bc i was, i js needed to realize it. simple as that

꒰ ִ ֺ ⊹ @ the blogs ⊹ ֺ ִ ꒱

“my advice to those who are struggling with shifting” by @ariel26c

“why circumstances don’t matter” by @ariel26c

“friendly reminder that—“ by @mathisshiftss

“You don't need to read another blog post you need to fucking trust yourself. I believe in you, now go believe in yourself” by @stilljuststardust

“i figured out intention. like actually.” by @lunarshifting

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yyyiy1i

8 months ago