In All Seriousness, I Really Do Think It’s Entirely Plausible That Kazuki And Rei Can (and/or Will)

In all seriousness, I really do think it’s entirely plausible that Kazuki and Rei can (and/or will) fall in love with each other, but I don’t necessarily see them as suddenly looking at each other with attraction and having that “why am I having these thoughts about another man?!” panic moment that seems to be a common trope in anime whenever gay romance is involved. Their relationship isn’t that simple. No, I think it will happen over time in a more subtle way. And I feel like we’ve already begun to see this unfold.

In episode 7, we learn that Kazuki struggles with his grief of losing his wife and unborn child, all while feeling overwhelmed and under-appreciated for all he does for Rei and Miri. He then tries to have a night of fun by gambling and surrounding himself with women, all things he would normally enjoy. But by the end of the night, he’s still miserable. Then he has the conversation with his sister-in-law, and we find out that he feels guilty about moving on and finding happiness for fear of forgetting his past love. But she reassures him that it’s okay to continue living his life. It’s what her sister, his wife, would want. And a small weight is lifted from his shoulders. And when he finally goes back home, and finds a sick Miri sleeping peacefully with a clearly-worried Rei sleeping at her bedside holding her hand, we see Kazuki gazing fondly at the two of them. The look on his face says “These two are my happiness.”

And I think that realization will continue over time. Now that Kazuki no longer feels as guilty about moving on, I think he’ll start to really see Rei as family. As someone he can build a life with. Someone he enjoys spending time with. Someone he truly loves and cares for. And a day will come when maybe he’s out running errands while Rei is at home with Miri, and a woman starts talking to him. Kazuki doesn’t think anything of it at first, but then he realizes she’s hitting on him… and surprisingly, he doesn’t feel any particular way about it. In fact, his mind instead wanders to “I wonder what Rei and Miri are doing. I better hurry back home.”

And Rei… he’ll start to open up more around Kazuki, and show his vulnerabilities. He’s already started doing this with Miri, but I think we’ll begin to see him telling Kazuki more about his past. Maybe not even in a dramatic reveal type of way, but more so in off-hand comments or random stories that he suddenly remembers. And without realizing that things have changed so much, he’ll find that he’s truly enjoying his life with Kazuki and Miri, that he can actually laugh about things and feel relaxed. And one night, as he’s trying to fall asleep in his bathtub, maybe he’ll struggle to get comfortable. So he instead finds himself going to Miri’s room and curling up on the floor next to her bed, and quickly falling asleep. Kazuki walks in to find him, laughs to himself, and without even thinking about it, picks Rei up and carries him to bed. Not Rei’s bed, though. No, Kazuki subconsciously realizes that Rei needed the comfort of having someone next to him while he slept, so without a second thought, he brought Rei to his own bed. And when he went to lie down next to Rei, he was careful not to get too close. He didn’t want to disturb him after all, and it’s not like he had any other intentions but to simply sleep near each other. But the next morning, Rei wakes up to find Kazuki’s arm around him. And it doesn’t even occur to him to move Kazuki’s arm. Instead, he just looks at Kazuki’s sleeping face, feels the warmth between them, and thinks “this… is nice actually.”

And eventually the both of them will realize that they would do anything to protect one another, do anything to make the other happy. And maybe one day they’ll start to see each other in a different light. Maybe Kazuki will begin to notice the way Rei’s eyes light up when he gets a new video game, or maybe he’ll see that one piece of Rei’s hair that refuses to stay in the ponytail and think “hah, that’s adorable.” And maybe Rei will start to compliment Kazuki on his cooking more because he knows it makes him happy, or maybe he’ll take Miri shopping to find the perfect birthday gift for Kazuki but ends up getting several things because this thing reminded him of Kazuki’s smile, and this thing is Kazuki’s favorite scent, and this thing reminded him of that inside joke they had, and this thing…

So instead of looking at each other one day and thinking “why am I having these thoughts and feelings about a man?!”, I think they’ll look at each other and think “this feels right. This makes sense. Of course I have these thoughts and feelings about him.” Because at that point, the love is already there.

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2 years ago
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Or “Mom Knight” which is what I kept calling it for most of the time I worked on this. This was my story for Valor, a fairy tale anthology I was in last year! It’s a really great book, and I’m so glad I got to be a part of it. You can purchase a copy here.

1 year ago
May I Present To You: Character Development
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2 years ago

Unmute !

2 years ago
Part 1

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

“Grief is Weird”

(these are too long for tumblr to not compress the hell out of, so here’s some offsite links)

Here’s some comics I did about dealing with the death of my mom. I drew all of these at the time, and don’t really have any Message, they’re just my feelings. 

11 months ago

if you're stuck on a chapter there are a few reasons:

-your set up to the scene you're writing is not working. go back and check it

-you are not in the right POV. think about who would be the most interesting or the most entertaining or the most informative in that scene, depending on what impact you want the scene to have

-you're at the beginning of the chapter and the words aren't coming to you even though you have it planned out already? the solution is simple: you don't like what you have planned out as much as you think you do. do not force it

-solution to a lot of problems comes from a single question I ask myself: Do I choose the kind option, or the mean option? (Your readers will eat up either one)

-You find the dialogue lacking? Act it out

-Your scene feels boring or something just "ain't right" but you can't tell what it is? Try making yourself feel the emotion you want your readers to feel. If you didn't cry while writing a scene meant to make your readers bawl their eyes out, then you might not have connected to your character as well as you wanted to. Put yourself in their shoes, pretend you ARE them.

(And afterwards, please practice putting yourself back in your own shoes and taking care of your mental health. Sometimes the fucked up stuff might get to you. Healthy minds create healthy lives, and in turn, you get to keep creating.)

-Your environment might be bothering you. Take a look around you and see what's nagging you. Is your workspace not clean? Are your notes out of order? A clean/orderly workspace can help you organize your thoughts or get you into a more productive mood. (Trust me, I get it, sometimes it's really hard to keep it tidy.)

-Try white/brown/pink noise. Try listening to music, or to videos that create background noise you feel most productive with.

-Jumping jacks. Squats. Stretches. Wiggle around your room. That one scene in High School Musical where Sharpay and Ryan are warming up. It sounds ridiculous, but this is good for you, your body, and your mind. Release pent up energy, get yourself awake and focused. If you aren't able to do this, try something silly to wake your brain up. Do some puzzles, sing some songs, etc.

-Most importantly:

Did you do your laundry? Did you get enough sun? Did you drink enough water? Did you eat enough today? Did you get your favorite snack? Did you smile? Did you run in your yard like you did as a kid? Did you laugh with your friend? Did you see the way their eyes crinkle when they smile at you? Did you play with your dog? Your cat? Did you look at the flowers in the field near your house? Did you meet someone new? Did you learn something you didn't before? Did you try something you were scared of? Did it go well? Did you enjoy being yourself? Did you explore the world today? Did you live? Did you love? Did you feel? Did you breathe, and relax, and feel that everything is gonna be okay?

It might seem insignificant, but we write from the heart, not just the mind. Let your story sit in the back of your mind when you truly feel stuck. Take care of yourself, try getting out of your head. Notice the details around you, commit them to memory. Your story will wait for you. It might take a day, or days, or a week, or a month, months, or a year or years. But the story sits with you and you'll be thinking about it without actually thinking about it. When you come to your story again, it will be happy that you've grown, no matter how big or small

1 year ago

Damian is doing a school report for his favorite superhero, but he writes about Superboy (Jon) and his whole family throwing a fit because it's not them. Damian claims it's not to give unnecessary clues about his ID, but really, he just likes Jon.

He wrote it in response to this:

Damian Is Doing A School Report For His Favorite Superhero, But He Writes About Superboy (Jon) And His
Damian Is Doing A School Report For His Favorite Superhero, But He Writes About Superboy (Jon) And His
Damian Is Doing A School Report For His Favorite Superhero, But He Writes About Superboy (Jon) And His
Damian Is Doing A School Report For His Favorite Superhero, But He Writes About Superboy (Jon) And His
Damian Is Doing A School Report For His Favorite Superhero, But He Writes About Superboy (Jon) And His
Damian Is Doing A School Report For His Favorite Superhero, But He Writes About Superboy (Jon) And His
2 years ago
引き続きPixivの再掲……なんですが 折角Tumblrに上げるなら海外の方にも読んでもらいたいので、試しに英語に訳してみました。
引き続きPixivの再掲……なんですが 折角Tumblrに上げるなら海外の方にも読んでもらいたいので、試しに英語に訳してみました。
引き続きPixivの再掲……なんですが 折角Tumblrに上げるなら海外の方にも読んでもらいたいので、試しに英語に訳してみました。
引き続きPixivの再掲……なんですが 折角Tumblrに上げるなら海外の方にも読んでもらいたいので、試しに英語に訳してみました。
引き続きPixivの再掲……なんですが 折角Tumblrに上げるなら海外の方にも読んでもらいたいので、試しに英語に訳してみました。

引き続きPixivの再掲……なんですが 折角Tumblrに上げるなら海外の方にも読んでもらいたいので、試しに英語に訳してみました。 頑張ったけど文章ちゃんと訳せてるかなー間違ってたら申し訳ないです。 _| ̄|○ 日本語版をTumblrに上げるかどうかはちょっと悩みどころ。縦に長すぎるね。 I wanted people who speak English to enjoy my comic too. However…I can’t use English well, so perhaps the words are wrong. I want advice… (これPaparaだって言ったら怒られるかな?)

2 years ago

tentacleshipping - close encounters of the third kind

Tones of bronze, gold, and silver spun around him, over him, as if he was in a structure that moved. A machine, alive with lights and flashing neon. Yuma blinked, confused as his scarlet eyes began taking in his surroundings.

It was cold. The constant movement, the twisting metal, let cool air seep in from outside… wherever outside was. Wherever he was.

Sweeps of noise, the trickle of water, and the clicking that timed so closely with the light’s glowing pattern that he almost thought there was someone pressing a switch (until a quick glance around the room told him no one else was around) made the hair on his arms stand on edge.

“Am I… alone?” Yuma chanced asking. A murmur of a giggle passed through the room and Yuma froze momentarily before decreeing the sound just another part of his imagination.

That was, until it started up again, this time echoing around the hollow room, making the few objects around him shudder with the vibrations. Yuma’s fists clenched as he slowly slid off the hard metal table, crouching to the ground, eyes frantically searching for the source of the incessant giggling.

“You’re mine.”

It was the last thing he heard before he blacked out.

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