Have Him Taking A Nap On A Bench.

Double sided charm design! Will most likely be putting this guy up in my next round of merch preorders.

Troubled ingénue .

🐍➡️🐣⬅️⚒️ but Demian original content……maybe

MY DEAR VICTOR

“My dear Victor,” cried he, “what, for God’s sake, is the matter? Do not laugh in that manner. How ill you are! What is the cause of all this?”

“Do not ask me,” cried I, putting my hands before my eyes, for I thought I saw the dreaded spectre glide into the room; “he can tell. Oh, save me! Save me!” I imagined that the monster seized me; I struggled furiously and fell down in a fit.

Poor Clerval! What must have been his feelings? A meeting, which he anticipated with such joy, so strangely turned to bitterness. But I was not the witness of his grief, for I was lifeless and did not recover my senses for a long, long time.

This was the commencement of a nervous fever which confined me for several months. During all that time Henry was my only nurse. I afterwards learned that, knowing my father’s advanced age and unfitness for so long a journey, and how wretched my sickness would make Elizabeth, he spared them this grief by concealing the extent of my disorder. He knew that I could not have a more kind and attentive nurse than himself; and, firm in the hope he felt of my recovery, he did not doubt that, instead of doing harm, he performed the kindest action that he could towards them.

Frankenstein; or, the Modern Prometheus, Mary Shelley (CHAPTER 5)

ah, to be cared for! the unconditional depth and gentleness of it. also have you guys ever listen to the ost for the korean frankenstein musical. sometimes I think about how musical!victor uses his henry's (dupre in the musical, not clerval, but henry all the same) head for his creation. that's also an unconditional something!!

ngl I considered attempting a full bernie wrightson homage for this, but then I thought about how I like having fun and that would totally ruin my hands for the week and settled for drawing a bunch of lines until I got tired of drawing lines lmao

ko-fi⭐ bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost ⭐ cara.app

so I finally got around to reading bram stoker's dracula (1897)

hes a 10 and but he only speaks in biblical metaphors consciously showed up in your dreams twice and affirms youre gonna end up telling him your worst secrets

Top 5 gayest Emil Sinclair moments

1. Kissing Demian on the lips, that whole last scene of them together was drenched in homoerotic subtext, with their faces being super close to each other and Demian whispering to him (the no homo by saying it was from frau Eva is so funny too cuz in the end he still was receptive asf to be kissed by Demian)

2. Seeing Demian shirtless, boxing and had to call him handsome n talk abt his manly face and thirst over his muscles like ok king

3. Hated dreaming about Kromer abusing him but when it was Demian dominating him he suddenly found it hot

4. Years of pining for Demian (he straight up says 'how i long for Demian') but lowkey being ghosted by him cuz kickstarting spiritual journey or smtn

5. Paints a portrait that represents many things for him, one of them being AN IDEAL LOVER, casually says oh it looks like Demian! Lord Jesus...

HONORARY MENTION: sniffing Demians neck and enjoying the scent

Also the way hes super horny for Frau Eva is rlly funny to me cuz he admits many times she looks A LOT like Demian, so the milf looks like the man u have been pining for since childhood but shes the gender society says its acceptable for you to like...inch resting, also the fact every woman hes attracted to is refered as BOYISH AND MASCULINE (Tho i dont wanna brush off Sinclairs attraction to women, to me he is clearly bisexual, i just found it rlly interesting theres so many layers to this story)

“It was on a dreary night of November that I beheld the accomplishment of my toils.”

(Uploading the grey version here as well because I simply could not choose which I liked better 🖤)