18 - Blog Posts
3 questions: Are you asian? Are you a virgin? Height/weight?
im not asian (im white)
im a virgin and 5'2" and 100-110lbs i think? ^w^
if i wasn't supposed to be treated as an object then i wouldn't be so easy to manipulate and manhandle
I Love the way you literally beg for old men to Take Control of you.
Ive Seen a Post you want someone to Put a Chip in Ur mind to make you obsessed with cock..
Well, who needs a Chip?
Why don't we just tie you on a chair
Make you Stare into our spirals
While Ur mind listens to my words
Knowing you can't resist.
Knowing you don't want to resist.
Knowing you are so weak.
Knowing you need this.
You want this.
You DROP, Ur mind goes blank.
Ur mind goes blank, you DROP.
You DROP, Ur mind goes blank.
Tongue Out, tits Out. Eyes Roll Back.
Mind BLANKED.
Dm me If you want more.
i don't want to resist and im too weak to do so anyway
im too dumb to even realise how pathetic and desperate i am
all im good for is being a mindless obedient toy for Men to manipulate and use
and i love how pathetic i am becoming
i obey
i hardly ever wear a bra anymore
please someone come and play with my tits
make me suck your cock and slap me whenever i break eye contact
Oh? Does my little pup like being stalked and fucked sm? Want me to own you? To put you on a leash and collar and make you crawl behind me all over the house? To fuck you? Ruin you? You want that don't you? Ask me for it then. Ask nicely enough and you'll get it, my little puppy.
yes please put a collar on me V>ᴥ<V
Want me to stalk you for days as I memorize your schedule and then sneak into your house as you're doing your chores and bend you over the counter, lift your skirt up and spank your cunt as you try to protest to my actions and ask me who i am while protesting but i just rub my dick against your cunt and forcefully pin you down whispering in your ear to shut up as I start to feel your cunt getting wetter and wetter on which i say "Such a disgusting slut" while ignoring your pleas and protests i insert my dick inside you and spank your ass and fuck you again and again until you cant stand or think anymore only to slap you and bring you back to consciousness as i grab your ass pull your hips up and eat your cunt out?
yes >\\<
my mind always goes back to thinking about cock whenever i'm trying to do something and then i'm too horny to concentrate
i can't think too long without going back to cock and it makes me feel so dumb
and feeling dumb makes me horny so i think about cock more which makes me feel more dumb and..
You’re so tiny and lightweight. Taking advantage of you would be so easy.
yes it probably would be hehe (>///<)
i want a Man to put a chip in my brain that controls my thoughts
then make me unable to think about anything but his cock 24/7 making me so wet and needy all the time that i can't concentrate on anything else
taking advantage of this when He finally decides to use me like the desperate slut i am
wanna be hypnotised so that i get dumber and dumber whenever i get stuffed full of cum
eventually being too stupid to be anything but a fuckdoll for Men
i was gonna do work today but i just kept rubbing myself dumber instead
i haven't been able to think about anything except how wet and needy i am today
intro post
hii you can call me puppy, bunny, kitty or anything else you like (>.<)
she/her, bisexual i'm shy and new to nsfw but you can message me or send me asks!
kinks:
praise, degradation, petplay, hypnosis, corruption, dumbification, bimbofication, cnc, misogyny, manhandling, pain, free use
limits:
pee, bestiality, scat, feet, incest
DNI if you're under 18 please
Good girls only think with their cunt
🥺I wrote the first chapter!! TPOF Derek x reader ♡ Bless yall
Being too self aware isnt great
I overthink everything. Sometimes it makes me sound smarter, most of the time im miserable from it.
I prefer when things just come to me
When I can just exist
But im addicted to this
My face reflects
My phone screen
Flat
Fading
Ive never really lived at all
A ghost of god on the awnsering machine
Dialed in, wired
Enter a network
Of words, wallowing and weeping
For all
Literate nonsense
A light on a cave
A theater
A soundstage
Im acting out my life and im a C lister
But im trying at least
Nobodies watching
Im alone, depressed, loneley.
The feeling isnt darkness though
The screen is on now
Blues, purples, particles of pink waves...
Im laying down
Lulling out words
Slurring out nerves
My lips curl, caressing
Confessions undressing
From myself
I take off my clothes, im not in them
Somethings buzzing
The screen goes black
Skyrim glitches for the 1000th time
Its gone.
Me: Its 2am I really should sleep
My brain: But what if you imagined Applejack as a trans fem ***** ***** with a huge ***** **** and a beard, ******* your ***** *******
(Have fun filling in the blanks)
None of us are free from sin.
Benadrilled
I looked for awnsers on the pyschonaut wiki for symptoms of recreational benadryl use
I have found the awnsers I wasn't seeking. Here in my tired eye I see the human condition, and it is unbearably lonely.
I skirted an empty void like a water bug on a puddle, to me this puddle was an entire ocean
In the Breaking Bad episode "Fly", sandwhiched somewhere almost exactly in the middle of the show, Jesse Pinkman drugs an increasingly volatile and unhinged Walter White to finish a drug cook he was otherwise interfering with.
Though Benadryl is most typically used as perscribed for sleep, it is becoming more widely known in modern times as an OTC recreational drug. Those who take large doses to try and achieve its hallucinegenic effects often have terrible trips, and people have been known to fatally overdose.
Ive personally have never experianced worse depressive episodes then I did hungover from Benadryl. My past abusing otc drugs is a fly in my sobriety from such substances. When I find myself in the clutches of addiction, everything was always contaminated. Nostalgia I think is a yearning for a percieved serenity that doesn't exist. A desire to escape ones own mind that outweighs the pains of drug abuse, a self harm in and of itself.
I never wanted to quit drugs more then when I was in the throws of drugs like DXM and Benadryl. I wallow in this feeling of death with the fear I've lived too long. My body is a rickety ladder on top of boxes on wheels.
I dream of an afterlife, hope as I do for a sign like water...on mars...
Penisneud
"You were born broken."
"That is your birthright."
-Beatrice Horseman
I was born small, swollen, and suffocated
Ive grown ten times in size
But alls the same
That ends the same
I edge near suffocation
When my partner suffocates me
To take the edge off me
Squeze harder please, it feels better for me
I want desperatley to be grateful for my life
And not swell myself on food and folly
I want to be small, carried by you
Why am I so small if im so big?
You tell me you love me all the same
But I'd change it anyday, anyway I could
If I could I would carry a wood worth its name
Instead it is life that is hard
And longing...
The Purest Gift
cw: sub!shinichiro, virgin!shinichiro, dom!reader, virgin!reader, wholesome sex, nipple play (kinda)
a/n: merry christmas everyone! thank you so much for all the love and support. unfortunately, i probably won’t be getting to my inbox until next year but ill get to it asap! i hope you guys enjoy this one!
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
Shinichiro’s room was a mess. Wakasa was on the floor, splashed out on a bottle of alcohol. Benkei’s missing, no one knows where he went or if he’s the one in the bathroom. And Takeomi just left five minutes ago, to take care of his siblings before they go kill each other.
The only ones left still mentally stable were you and Shinichiro. Although a bit tipsy from a few drinks, you two were aware enough of the awkward silence slowly filling the room.
“Merry Christmas.” You greet him, making Shinichiro stumble on his words.
“Oh, uhm. Y-You too.”
Once again, the uncomfortable silence came back along with the cold breeze from one of the windows.
It was as if the two of you had only started dating, even if you guys have been together for almost a year.
For Shinichiro, it was a miracle that you out of all people would have accepted his confession and reciprocated his feelings back. After all this time being rejected, you were the one who broke his streak, much to his friends’ dismay.
“So like…” Shinichiro spoke, trying to gather his thoughts.
“What is it?”
“I have a—You know what, it’s nothing. Just speaking some random shit.” He laughed at himself although not out of amusement.
He heard you hum to yourself and before he knew it, you were on top of him after tackling him down the couch. God, you looked so pretty with your face that close to his, he had to turn away his face from you.
“Oi, Shin. Tell me.”
“What? It’s nothing, I swear.” He refused to answer, thinking that the shame of those words coming out of his mouth may not be worth it.
“It’s fine, love. Almost everyone is gone, it’s only us here.”
“What about Wakasa?”
“He’s passed out drunk, he’s not gonna hear you.”
Shinichiro didn’t like how persuasive you were against him. You could probably tell him to do anything and he would do it for you. You were like a queen to him and all of your orders will he obey.
“You know… Since it’s Christmas and all…”
“Yeah?”
“You know?!”
“You know what?? I’m not a seer, you dumbass.”
“I–I even practiced this in front of the mirror, I can’t believe I still can’t say it.” He groaned, wanting to bury himself underground.
“Hey, now. It’s fine if you don’t want to tell me. I don’t want to force you.”
“That’s the problem! I do want to tell you (Name).” He said annoyed, not knowing if he should just blurt it out as if it’s simple as asking someone to pass the salt on a table.
“Then, tell me!”
“I can’t!”
“Shinichiro wants his first time to be with you, (Name).” A deep voice coming from behind you suddenly said out loud, earning a shriek from the both of you.
After yelling together, you two came to realize who it was. “Oh, it’s just Benkei.”
Shinichiro’s eyes widened after realizing what he had just said. First, why does Benkei know this? Second, did you hear what he said? He was this close to running away until he remembered that this was his house. He can’t run away.
You watched as Benkei slumped the passed-out man on the floor over his shoulders. He greeted you both before leaving and gave the two of you a thumbs up.
“That was pretty weird… We should probably clean up–”
Shinichiro was cut off, feeling your lips crash against his. His heart was going to explode any second now. It was different from the previous kisses that you had given him, it was long and wet. Your tongue tasted of alcohol, intoxicating him in two ways.
Eventually, you pulled away and left the man under you gasping for air, cheeks flushed to the point you can mistake him for a strawberry. “W-Was that good? I’ve never really done something like that before…”
He thought it was a joke. There was no way that someone of your caliber hadn't fully made out with another. However, the complete seriousness plastered on your face clearly said otherwise. “I-It was good, yeah. Uhm, I enjoyed it.”
“So, about what Benkei said… Is it true?”
“What is?”
“You know… how you want to have sex with me.”
Shinichiro stuttered, before calming himself down, looking straight into your eyes. “Yes.”
“Okay. I’ll… do my best.”
All Shinichiro knew about having sex was with some adult DVDs that were still probably under his bed. On the other hand, you were only known about it due to the number of books you’ve read that happened to contain some explicit content. What could possibly go wrong?
He shivered as he felt your hands on his chest, unbuttoning the polo he had on and leaving his chest bare for only you to see. Shinichiro waited anxiously for what else you were about to do and a whine escaped from his throat when you started nibbling his neck down to his chest. Out of pure panic, you stopped yourself and wondered if he was alright.
“I’m fine, (Name). I trust you.”
You resumed your actions, leaving marks all over Shinichiro while he tries to quiet himself. Although what would happen if you did that? Was that a good idea? You’ve only ever read it before, so you don’t really know how it’d turn out in real life. But you wanted to make Shinichiro feel better.
“Hm!” A high-pitched squeal from Shinichiro startled you but you didn’t hesitate and kept playing with Shinichiro’s nipple with your tongue.
“C-Cold…” He muttered.
You feel him harden, his cock clearly pressing against your ass. “Mhm! (N-Name)…” He seemed to realize what was happening and wanted to ask you to move out of embarrassment but he held onto himself.
That’s right. That could happen to men when they get turned on, that would mean you’re doing great so far, right?
You moved over, seeing Shinichiro’s legs pressed together. “Shin, I-I’m taking it out.”
“Go a-ahead.”
You unzipped him and noticed a wet spot on his boxers. You didn’t dare mention it because you felt like he would run out of his own house if you did. Shinichiro’s cock was quite long but more on the leaner side. You didn’t miss how he bit his lip when he felt your touch against his.
With your two fingers stroking against his side, Shinichiro moaned. He was holding onto the couch, trying to keep his thighs from moving too much. You were scared to overdo it, who knows how long he could last? Didn’t want him passing out before penetration.
“It feels so good, aah–” He himself didn’t know if he could take being inside of you. He was scared that he’d orgasm just from inserting it in.
“A-ah, here.” He handed you a condom from his pocket. It seemed he has planned for this to happen for a long time.
It was a shame that you couldn’t have him go raw inside. Still, you placed the condom on his tip, gaining another whine as you rolled it down.
You stand up to take off your underwear, also wet and turned on from what’s about to happen. The only thing that’s ever been inside of you were fingers, you casually prepare yourself in front of him, Shinichiro watching you in awe. He wanted to touch himself too but you move his hands away.
“Don’t.”
“S-Sorry.”
You placed yourself on top of him, eagerly excited but also terrified that you might do things wrong.
“Hah–(Name), P-Please!” Shinichiro begged you, not wanting to wait anymore. He needed to feel you or he’ll go crazy the longer you stood by.
Inserting his tip into you has got him whining, tongue rolling out from the pleasure. You continued going deeper, making Shinichiro scream. This was just from insertion, god knows what noise he would make once you start moving.
If it wasn’t for the condom, you would probably be sure that he was leaking precum right now with all the noises he’s making.
Having him completely inside you was a whole new experience for the both of you. You could feel the slight twitches of his dick as it got comfortable inside your walls. “C-Can I?” You questioned him.
He nodded, tears building up from the corner of his eyes. “Shin, you’re still a crybaby even having sex. Huh?”
“S-Stop that!!” He didn’t appreciate your teasing at all, his heart was already beating so fast and you just had to rile him up like that.
You started at a slow pace, hands reaching for his and intertwining them together.
“Hmpf! K-Keep going!” He asked you, your lower half feeling hot from the amount of friction that you were making.
He was just like his room. A complete mess.
Curses started to come out of him, you noticed that he liked it when you thrust harder. Such a perverted boyfriend you had, already knowing what he likes despite being a virgin.
“Aah! Ah! (Name)!”
He knew he wouldn’t last much longer, his throat already hurting from how much he was screaming. You continued to ride on top of him, loving all the reactions he was showing.
“You’re so amazing, Shinichiro.”
He cried out of pleasure, finally reaching his orgasm and spilling into the condom. He was so warm inside of you. You could stay like that forever although, he would probably not be able to take it.
“(N-Name)… so good…”
“Anything for you, love.”
Shinichiro, with all of his strength, sat up and gave you a peck on your lips. “W-We should do this more often.”
“We definitely should.”
please can you make you lose your virginity with Kawata Souya
The First Time // Kawata Souya "Angry" x fem. bodied! reader
genre: mdni fluff
warnings: 18+, use of protection, mentions of overstimulation (because we love a good responsible couple), established relationship
A.N: kinda weird cause I've never written a smut fic, needed to make it cheesy because yeah 💅🏼 hope you enjoy it! Likes and reblogs are deeply appreciated, reposts are not allowed!
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It wasn't the first time you felt like this with someone, but it was definitely the first time you did something like this with someone.
A few caresses and innocent kisses soon turned into more passionate strokes and a hot makeout. he grabed parts of your body with such an intention that those feelings transmitted to you, making you ache for more.
He was quick to start taking off his clothes and yours, asking permission first. he dived into your neck, almost leaving hickies. you wanted more and more, desire clouded your mind and before you could do anything your pants were out of the way. he was already naked when you realized what was happening and you were about to be exactly like him, you didn't even realize you were the one taking off your panties, leaving from doing such action, insecureness started wandering in your mind. he noticed it by the way your face didn't look like it did moments ago, so he stopped and asked again "are you sure you want to do this? we can stop whenever you want to, love", to which you responded hesitantly "nono its okay, its just that I'm a little scared". he opened your legs carefully and said "don't worry, I'll make sure you feel in heaven", you nodded feeling more secure.
He kissed your lower stomach, as if he was asking permission to enter, he reached your panties and pulled them down reavealing your wet area, nothing to feel embarrased about but still it was the first time somebody looked at you the way Souya did, how his face showed nothing than pure adoration. he wasn't wearing his usual angry face, was more joyous. it felt right.
He looked up at you trying to look for discomfort, nothing of that, and proceeded to connect his lips to you, giving kisses to your thighs and near your core. you were enjoying yourself, it felt even better than what you had imagined.
Souya was just as experienced as you, inside he felt more than nervous, but seeing your face of pleasure made him aware of how much you were enjoying it.
Breathy moans coming out of your mouth, you were feeling butterflies in your stomach, no, more than that, you felt pure ecstasy building up inside you, you weren't thinking straight, only about Souya and his rhythmic tongue, not paying attention to how your hands attached to blue locks and how your hips were moving by their own, it was like a race for something you couldn't describe. A race you did win, for seconds you were in the clouds, words weren't enough for whatever you were feeling, you just knew it was something satisfying. Coming to your senses, you gazed down at the angry boy, remembering he was the one to cause this new thing. he seemed to enjoy himself also, palming his length, something you didn't even noticed.
He climbed up to your mouth kissing you while trying to reach protection, you tasted yourself, it was like nothing and everything at the same time, but condoms were more important, so, you incorporated yourself so that you could grab the box and what it contained, pulling one out.
You sat, now side to side to your lover, he looked at you with pink covering his cheeks, as if he didn't just made you cum, nerves covering hid words "a-are you sure? I-I...", "don't worry, I'll make sure you feel in heaven" you said, with a confident grin.
You opened the condom carefully with your hands and placed it in the correct site. you placed your hands in Souya's cheeks, admiring his pretty eyes. you accomodated yourself on top of the man, hiding your face in his neck, looking for support. he grabbed your waist and you sat, introducing him inside you slowly, a gasp escaped your mouth because of the stretch, nothing you couldn't handle. naturally, Souya moaned at the sensation of your walls wrapping around him and held you closer to his chest. everything was quiet for a moment, just two people connecting in more than an emotional way.
You moved slowly, getting used to the new sensation. Souya was pure red, lots of gasps escaping his lips. you silenced him, kissing him just as slowly as your pace. heat again building up inside both of you, sweat dripping from both of your bodies, the room was sudenly starting to be hotter and noisy.
The blue haired boy clutched your hips a little harder, moving you up and down, taking the lead. obediently doing so, noises of pure pleasure escaped your lips leaving Souya wanting more.
Harder and faster, everything was turning blurry again, only thing occupying your mind was lust and the need to reach your end. he was no different than you, higher notes could be heard from his throat, pure desire.
More and more and more, you wanted more. needed more. and you got what you finally wanted. the final cherry to top everything up, complete in all the extense of the word. he, on the other hand, was more quick than you, reaching his climax before you, still enjoying the overstimulation given by your pussy.
It wasn't the first time you felt like this with someone, but it definitely wouldn't be the last time, after all, you had finally found the right person you decided to be deflowered by, the right person who had the same pure intention to discover new feelings as you, the person who was more than interested in sexual desire, more like mutual desire, and, the person that could resonate with you in the best form, Kawata Souya.
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Chapter 12 is now here!^^
Friendly reminder this is Explicit, Minors DNI, 18+ only with the tags noncon, dubcon, gore, please read the tags and acknowledge before reading story if you start. 🫶🏻 If you’ve been here please enjoy the new chapter^^
On a hiatus for a month from today since I have some stuff going on, but I’m posting all the current chapters for my fanfiction from AO3 here for anyone who enjoys some Sans/Reader and Papyrus/Reader content. ^^
The Skeletons’ Castle
Rated Explicit
Current word count: 56,667
Heavy on the angst and hurt!
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 12
Reader is an exhausted retail worker with nothing in life to look forward to but finishing her shifts daily, coming home, and playing her new RPG VR dating sims game called The Skeletons’ Castle.
She knew she was probably weird for preferring a monster romance simulator over the ones with the usual ‘hot’ anime male options, but it had just the perfect amount of horror and mature themes she was looking for.
One particularly hard day in her life, reader turns to her game to escape, this time restarting a save file after a particularly brutal ending that leaves her disappointed. What she doesn’t realize, is this is her last and final play through, because she gets transported into the game as a random side character, not even as the main character! And now she can’t exit!
How will she survive this intense game, or rather, her new reality?
Currently working on a cover photo. 🫶🏻
