Every night when I go to sleep I am grateful that I am one day closer to being with you again.
I miss you more than anyone can comprehend.
#Abdullah
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
Sometimes you've got to run away to see who will run after you.
Sometimes you've got to talk quieter to see who's really listening.
Sometimes you've got to step up to fight only to see who's standing by your side.
Sometimes you've got to make the wrong decision only to see who's there to help you fix it.
Sometimes you've got to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back to you.
#Abdullah #AbdullahBook
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told you.
People don't always need advice.
Sometimes all they really need is a hand to hold, an ear to listen to, and a heart to understand them.โ
๐ฉท Abdullah.
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ูุฃุนูู ุฃู ููู ู ุฑุถ ููุช ููุชุนุงูู
ูุฃุนูู ุฃู ุจุนุฏ ุงูุชุนุงูู ุดูุงุกุ
ููููู ุญุจูุจู ุ
ูู ูุฐูุฑ ุงูุนุงูู ุญุชู ุงูุขู ููู ูุชุนุงูู ุงูู ุญุจ ู ู ุญุจูุจูุ!
ุฃู ุงูุฃุตุฏู !
ู ุง ูู ุงูุฏูุงุก ูุฏุงุก ุงูุญููู ุงููุนูู!! ุ
ููุชู ูู ุง ุนูู ุชูู ุงูุญุจ ูุฒุฑุนุช ููู ุฏุงุก ุงูุญููู ุ
ููุชู ุนูู ุชูู ููู ุฃูุณู ู ูุงู ุญู ููุง ุฃุดุชุงู ู ุฑุฉ ูุงุญุฏุฉ ููู ุณู ุฃู ูุทููู ุฃู ูุฃุชู ุงูููู ูุฐูุฑูู ุนููุงุฏูุง ูู ุฑุงุฑูุง ูุชูุฑุงุฑูุง ุจุตูุชู ูุตูุฑุชู ุจุชูุงุตููู ุงูุชู ุญููุฑุช ุจู ุฎุงูุจ ุงูุฒู ู ูู ุฐุงูุฑุชู ุ!
ูู ุงูุฃุทุจุงุก ุณุฃูููู ู ุงุฐุง ุจููุ
ุฃุฎุจุฑุชูู ุจุชูููุฏุฉ ุงูุฒู ู : โุฅูู ุฃูุญุจโ
ุชุฑููุง ุงูููู ููุงููุง :
โุงูุญู ุจู ุนุฌุฒุฉ ุชุฃุชู ุฅููู ู ู ู ุนุฌุฒุงุช ุงูุฒู ู โ.
"Did he know me? Yes. More than anyone. He knew the storms in my eyes and the trying too hard smile. He knew when the tears were welling up in my eyes that I was trying to hide, and the pain behind my smile. He knew the looks from my hazel green eyes. The look when I was nervous or anxious about something. The look of a dirty joke or sarcastic humor in rebuttal to what he just said. The look I gave when I was goading and riling him sensually, erotically, that I only know how to do. The look of me wanting him to take me over and over. With his lips pressed against mine as one hand was on my neck and the other with a fistful of my long hair. That glaring daring look as I stared up at him as he did. He knew my flirtatious look with a side little grin I gave him that made him sit back in his chair in awe as he's sitting next to me at dinner.
He knew my far away stare when I was in deep thought or something was bothering me. Concentrating on patterns on drapes and rugs, or the sky outside the window. He knew when I was quiet-something was really bothering me. And some of those times he knew I was quiet because I never liked confrontation. But he urged me to talk about it to be open and honest as we always are. He knew when I was teasing, talkative, and joking with him- I was having a good day. But when little things got to me and I was being short, and not as talkative...a storm was brewing inside me ready to turn into a maelstrom. That he only knew how to calm by the way.
He knew it all. He learned me. And learned me well like no other. He loved all of me. My happiness, my pain, my scars and traumas, my comical side, my inner child, my light and thinking positive, my sadness and grief, my darkness and erotic cravings & sensuality, my empathy and understanding, my strengths and my weaknesses, me feeling everything so very deeply and over-thinking so many things. He loved every part of me. I showed him all of me.
I never showed anyone all of me before. But he got it all. I felt safe with him. Protected. Safe not only physically, but emotionally. That's deep intimacy. Talking. Communicating with words, looks, or a single touch. Learning someone so deeply that you know them as well as they know themselves. Open, raw, and honest together.
Fully knowing each other inside and out where you become two souls perfectly fitting together. And I knew he loved me so deeply that it encompassed him. He showed me in many ways. Ever so loving, and some so dark you'd either blush or gasp. And me? I know the real him. The part of himself he doesn't show anyone. I loved him with every fiber of my being, and I gave him everything I had in me. While wearing that classy yet sensual navy off the shoulder sheath Couture dress he loves so much, in heels and a diamond necklace & bracelet to match, with a toy hidden secretly away where no one can see, as he held the remote.
If your hand can move through my body and touch my heart, what would you feel emanating from it?
Sorrow and emptiness in the dark black spaces hallowed out where loved ones were lost and their seats are empty? Telling you I'll never be the same person I was before those losses.
Hypervigilance which has my heart in a constant state of alert for potential threats around me from past traumas? Always aware of my surroundings. Compassion and Empathy in great vibrations through your fingertips telling you I often put other people's feelings ahead of my own?
Avoiding conflicts to save any bad feelings to the other person, keeping my feelings to myself often to keep the peace, even if that means sacrificing what I truly feel and want. Overly understanding and kindness you feel moving in slow soft waves over your hand-so others don't feel how I've been feeling, and it can turn their whole day around into a smile?
Welcoming pure love telling you I made a home for you in a special stained-glass colored place in my heart so I can always embrace you there? Innocence beaming that's almost childlike swinging high on a swing in the golden sunshine, holding a yellow dandelion flower in my hand as my feet can almost touch the clouds in the blue sky without a care in the world?
Romance that makes my delicate feminine soul look like pink pastel hues, and feels like a white doily lace on an old antique side table with an ivory Tiffany lamp warmly illuminated by the light through the drapes?
Passion searing hot red flames with heat that would scorch you until you learn to tame and control it till it surrenders to you? Desire and sensuality in the corners ready to lure you with the look of my eyes and a devilish smirk in my smile?
All that you can feel with just one touch. One graze of your fingertips sliding down as your hand is cascading through.
So Fu*k my soul and feel me entirely- to know me completely, honestly, and wholly with you in it.
-ยฉ๏ธ Abdullah.
๐ช๐ฒ ๐๐น๐น ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ง๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ๐. ๐ฆ๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ง๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ, ๐ง๐ต๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ฒ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐.
๐ฆ๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ง๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฑ, ๐ง๐ต๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐บ๐.
#๐๐ฏ๐ฑ๐๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ต
I pray for people with lonely souls.
I pray for the hungry and the cold.
I pray for little orphans without homes.
I pray for those who are shut-in and all alone.
I pray that tensions in the world will ease.
I pray that we will find everlasting peace.
#Abdullah #AbdullahBook
๐ก๐ฒ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ'๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ผ๐น๐๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฎ ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ด๐ผ๐ฎ๐น๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐๐ถ๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐น๐ถ๐ณ๐ฒ. ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ผ๐น๐๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป ๐บ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ:
โ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ & ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ค:
* ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฐ๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ด๐๐น๐ฎ๐ฟ๐น๐.
* ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฏ๐ ๐ถ๐ป๐ฐ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐๐, ๐๐ฒ๐ด๐ฒ๐๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ๐, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐น๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป๐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฒ๐.
* ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ธ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐น๐ถ๐บ๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐ด๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ธ๐.
* ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ฒ๐ป๐ผ๐๐ด๐ต ๐๐น๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฝ ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ป๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐.
* ๐ค๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐บ๐ผ๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐น๐ฐ๐ผ๐ต๐ผ๐น ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐๐บ๐ฝ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป.
* ๐ฃ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ๐ณ๐๐น๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป.
โ๐๐ฃ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐ ๐พ๐ฃ๐ ๐จ๐ฅ๐:
* ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ป ๐ฎ ๐ป๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ธ๐ถ๐น๐น ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ต๐ผ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐.
* ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐ผ๐ผ๐ธ๐.
* ๐ง๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐น ๐๐ผ ๐ฎ ๐ป๐ฒ๐ ๐ฝ๐น๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ.
* ๐ฉ๐ผ๐น๐๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐บ๐บ๐๐ป๐ถ๐๐.
* ๐ฆ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ๐.
* ๐ฃ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐๐๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐๐ถ๐๐ถ๐๐ถ๐๐.
โ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ฃ & ๐ฝ๐๐๐๐๐๐:
* ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ด๐ฎ๐ป๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ธ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ต๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ.
* ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ๐.
* ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐.
* ๐๐ป๐๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ผ๐ฝ๐บ๐ฒ๐ป๐.
* ๐ฆ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ฎ ๐๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐ต๐๐๐๐น๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฏ๐๐๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐.
โ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐ค๐๐๐ก๐ค:
* ๐ฆ๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ด๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐ณ๐ฎ๐บ๐ถ๐น๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ๐.
* ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ๐.
* ๐๐ผ๐บ๐บ๐๐ป๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐น๐.
* ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐๐ผ๐น๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ณ๐น๐ถ๐ฐ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐ฎ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐บ๐ฒ๐ป๐๐.
* ๐ฆ๐ต๐ผ๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ผ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐.
๐๐๐ก๐ค ๐๐ ๐ฃ ๐ค๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฃ๐๐ค๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐ค:
* ๐ ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ ๐๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ. ๐๐ป๐๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด "๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฟ," ๐๐ฟ๐ "๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ 5 ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐ด๐ฒ๐๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ๐ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐."
* ๐ ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐ถ๐๐๐ถ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ. ๐๐ผ๐ป'๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ด๐ผ๐ฎ๐น๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ผ ๐ฎ๐บ๐ฏ๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฐ๐๐น๐ ๐๐ผ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป.
* ๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ธ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐๐ป ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ผ ๐๐บ๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฝ๐. ๐ง๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป ๐บ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ด๐ผ๐ฎ๐น๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐บ ๐น๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐๐ป๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ.
* ๐ง๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐. ๐ง๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ต๐ฒ๐น๐ฝ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ถ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ.
* ๐๐ผ๐ป'๐ ๐ด๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฝ ๐ถ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐น๐ถ๐ฝ ๐๐ฝ. ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ ๐บ๐ถ๐๐๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ ๐๐ฝ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฝ ๐ด๐ผ๐ถ๐ป๐ด.
๐ฅ๐ฒ๐บ๐ฒ๐บ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฟ, ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ถ๐บ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ฟ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ผ๐น๐๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ป๐ถ๐ป๐ด๐ณ๐๐น ๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐บ๐บ๐ถ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด.
๐๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐น๐๐ฐ๐ธ.
#๐ฌ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
Being faithful in a relationship isn't just about staying out of someone else's bed.
It's way deeper than that.
It's the texts you don't send, the flirty conversations you don't entertain, and the decisions you make when no one's watching.
Being faithful isn't just about avoiding the act of cheating. It's about consciously removing yourself from any situation that could potentially blur the lines. It's about not seeking validation or attention from anyone outside the relationship. It's about not having anything on your phone that you wouldn't want your partner to see.
Being truly faithful is not just about physical monogamy. It's about emotional integrity.
Your Love.
โHow amazing is it to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.โ
โฟโโดฮฝโฏโ๐ Abdullah
Zaynah
Kate Linn - Zaynah.
โHow amazing is it to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.โ
โฟโโดฮฝโฏโ๐ Abdullah
Please donโt expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.
Abdullah
When did she feel the safest? The most secure? When she was with him. Yes, she was always a strong willed girl, taking no crap, being the strong one for everyone.
That was the role she took on all her life happily. It was part of her makeup.
She knew no other way to be.
Yet, what was behind all that strong exterior?
A fragile delicate soul that questioned everything, over-thought what someone said and how they said it.
She was smart and confident, yet not full of herself. Confident, but had so many dancing insecurities within her.
Insecurities that were unfounded, but needed reassuring every once in awhile.
Trauma does that to a person. There were times he initiated saying things to reassure her and make her smile. Sometimes out of the blue which just made her beam. Other times, she just outright asked him. Not because she didn't know the answer, but simply because she just wanted to hear it.
Hearing him say how he felt about her and things within the confines of their relationship made her smile, feel loved, and secure.
She can be feeling insecure and uneasy because of her own over-thinking one minute, and then totally reassured and at ease in the next- just from a few simple words from him.
Sometimes he even felt it from afar while he was at work. He just felt something. He knew. She didn't even have to say a word. Other times, she asked for that little reassurance by asking 'Miss me?
How much? Love me immensely? What will you do to me next time you see me?'
Answers he happily gave her quickly and easily because they were all true. All deep within him.
She knew that. She knew his feelings, emotions, wants and desires.
But to a woman, knowing and feeling it is one thing. Hearing the spoken words is another. Every now and then we need to hear it. Some girls, like her, need to hear things more often due to traumatic events and losses in life that broke her.
Those things really take a toll on your thoughts and emotions, and you need more reassuring than the average girl. And that's okay. She thought it made her weak asking certain questions for reassurance from him.
But she's learning it's not weak. It's strong because you know what you need emotionally and asking for it. You know yourself and you're respecting your emotional needs. You're self aware. That's strength through all the trauma. Asking for help, asking for reassurance from the one you love with everything you encompass- is raw honest communication.
He doesn't view her as weak at all when she asks him. He views her as the strong woman he loves and adores, going through something emotionally hard, and will always pull her out of her dark spots when she asks or not. He's her safe place of no judgments, just love.
"Perhaps, somewhere, someday, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again"
โฟโโดฮฝโฏโ๐ Abdullah
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
"Perhaps, somewhere, someday, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again"
One negative thought can destroy all positive ones.
"Perhaps, somewhere, someday, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again"
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
โฟโโดฮฝโฏโ๐ Abdullah
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
Most Men Don't Understand.
Most Men Don't Understand Its Not About Giving Her The World, But It's Actually About Making Her Feel Like She's A Priority In Yours.
It's About Surprising Her With A Sweet Text Throughout The Day To Remind Her You're Thinking About Her.
It's About Coming Home From Work & Asking About Her Day Because You Genuinely Care About The Answer.
It's About Going To The Refrigerator To Get Yourself A Drink, And You Get Her One Without Even Asking.
It's About Driving Down A Backroad & You Pull Off To The Side To Pick Her Some Beautiful Wild Flowers.
It's About Cuddling On The Couch In Sweatpants & Binge Watching Your Favorite Show On Netflix Together.
It's About Taking Her To Her Favorite Restaurant Unannounced.
It's About Slow Dancing With Her In The Rain To A Song That Was Written By George Strait.
It's About Calling Her Randomly & Asking How She Is Doing Because You Care About Her Mental Health.
It's About Laying Her Favorite Dress On The Bed With A Note That Says "Put This On & Be Ready By 7pm".
It's About Knowing The Smallest Details About Her, Like The Way She Likes Her Coffee In The Morning, Or Her Favorite Smell, Or What Movies Make Her Cry.
It's About Going To A Local Ice Cream Parlor On A Saturday Afternoon To Talk About Your Life Goals Together Over A Couple Hot Fudge Sundaes.
Take My Advice And Rememberโฆ It Doesn't Always Have To Cost Much Money, It Just Needs To Catch Her Off Guard.
#Abdullah
โฟโโดฮฝโฏโ๐ Abdullah
To My Bestfriend.
I will always be your biggest supporter and will always be there for you in every situation..!!
โฟโโดฮฝโฏโ๐ Abdullah
#Abdullah #CoffeeHouse #Narayanganj
To My Bestfriend.
I will always be your biggest supporter and will always be there for you in every situation..!!
โฟโโดฮฝโฏโ๐ Abdullah
#Abdullah #CoffeeHouse #Narayanganj
Just remember that one's again.
Alhamdulillah for everything. Everything that happens to us is always for our own benefit.
Allah is always in charge of everything and We shouldn't be afraid what's going to happen in the Future. This duniya is only a test place.
The Real life starts in the Akhirah. May we All pass this Test and go to our real homes in Jannah! InShaโAllah.
#Abdullah
" You don't have to be first to feel successful. You just have to try your best ."
Success is often misunderstood as being the best overall. When we have this mindset, we focus on being the best compared to others instead of being the best version of ourselves.
Achieving success requires a positive mindset aimed at personal growth and improvement, but, we often treat it as a competition where winning is the only goal. The truth is that even if we win in one aspect of life, we might lose in others, so a true winner never exists.
While winning can bring temporary happiness, true joy comes from personal improvement and doing better than before. Although, being first feels rewarding, it shouldn't be the sole measure of success.
Even if you're not first, but you've given your best, that's something to celebrate. Trying your best requires discipline, commitment, and perseverance, and that, in itself, is a victory.
Decide today that you are gonna WIN. Quit limiting your beliefs, and go after what you really WANT. I think we both know you are capable of achieving great things - thereโs nothing stopping you but YOU.
Now, what is it that you really want?
Have a Great Saturday.
ููุชูู ูู ุฃุฑุฏ ุนูู ุฑุณุงูุชูู ุฐุงุช ูููู
ููุชููู ุชุฑูุชู ุบุฑูุจุงู ูุงูุจููุฉ ูุง ุชุนุฑููู ููุง ุฃุนุฑู ุนูู ุดูุฆุง
ููุชูู ุชุฌุงููุชู ููู ุฃูุชุญ ููู ูุงูุฐุฉ ูุคุงุฏู
ุฃู ุนูู ุงูุฃูู ุฃุณุฏูุช ุงูุณุชุงุฑุงุช ุนูุฏู ุง ูุจุช ุฑูุงุญู ุงูุดุฑููุฉ
ููุชูู ุฃูููุช ุงูุทุฑูู ู ุนู ุฏูู ูุฌูุฉ ุทูููุฉ
ูุฏูู ุญุฒุงู ุงูุณูุงู ุฉ
ููุชูู ููู ูุง ูู ุฃุณู ุญ ูู ุจุชุฌุงูุฒ ุฃุณูุงุฑ ูุทูู
ูุฃุจููุชู ุจุนูุฏุง
ุจุนูุฏุง ุญูุซ ูุง ูุตุฉ ุจูููุง
ููุง ุฐูุฑู ูุฏ ุชุดู ุฎุงุทุฑู ูู ููู ุงูููู
ููุง ุดูุก ุขุฎุฑ ูุฏ ูุชุฃุฌุฌ ุจุฏุงุฎูู ุนูุฏ ุณู ุงุน ุงุณู ู ูู ุงูุทุฑูุงุช
ููุชูู ุบุงุฏุฑุช ุงูู ูุงู ูู ุฃูู ูุฑุตุฉ
ููุชูู ูุนูุช ูู ูุฐุง ุ
ูููุช ุงูุฃูุงู ูู ุชุฌู ุน ุจูููุง ู ูุฐ ุงูุจุฏุงูุฉ
ููุชูู ูู ุฃุญุจู..!!
Remember that in life there will always be people who can never admit that theyโve done wrong.
Such people exist. They will always try to make you feel that youโre at fault.
Be careful of such people. Keep a safe distance. Pray for them. Only the Almighty can help them.
๐๏ธ Abdullah