I am in suffering. My phone is completely broken and you cant fast pass on PC, SBG my heart yearns for you :(
totally spoiled some of the most recent chapter but that's okay, I just pray they make it out of their situation and I get a happy moment when I can finally read it again
I feel like I am the only one worried about this
Sbg spoliers
I am very relieved that everyone is, for the most part, okay. However, I feel like they are getting set up for something bad to happen. Not only do they have a long journey ahead of them but Logan is their long distance defense. He has saved them a number of times and now he can't see. Ben is their strongest (in debate š) and has a sprained wrist. They are all beat up, covered in bruises. (I think it was Tyler who said his ribs hurt) I just feel like they are going to get into a situation where they can't protect themselves because their usualdefenses have been weakened. Maybe I am just paranoid but Im not fully relieved yet.
NO BECAUSE IVE DWELLING ON THIS
The panel right before this one, he is off in the back ground and he looks so dark and gloomy. Everyone else is staring ahead but he is looking down.
Everyone is frozen, no one knows what to do and they are in danger. Ashlyn feels responsible for all of this and (I believe) she wants to try to help Ryan, she wants revenge against Jasmine but they need to escape. Everyone is so caught up in the moment, in panic, anger, frustration, so no one moves. Aiden is the crazy one, the lunitic, he doesnt think before he does things (prime example, jumping off the fucking WALL) but when no one was thinking, he stepped up, he made a decision everyone else was unable to make because they had to move. But if he had gone by himself, if he had just walked away, everyone would be concerned "what is this idiot doing" "where is he going, hes going to get himself hurt" but he took Ashlyn with him. He didnt hesitant to pull her along. She trusts him to do so, although she may see him as a moron, she trusts him because yes he is impulsive and reckless but one thing he is not, inconsiderate. She knows this because the pure panic he had when she got taken on the roof, the fear he had when he fought to get her back. He would never put her or the group in danger. She was, in a brief moment, unable to lead them, so he did it for her. The safest thing to do was to run, the only way they all 100% could get out is to run. The infected were coming, the staff had guns and was hunting them, there was no option but running. He was not going to let anyone get hurt again.
Chapter 86 spoilers
He always does the most
I was rereading SBG and in chapter 39, Aiden says "you seem like the type of person to only get close to those who are special to you, and I dont know how to go about that" (paraphrased)
This man is literally telling her, TO HER FACE that he wants to be someone special to her. He is so clueless when it comes to emotional interactions and just relationships in general. He doesnt know what it is to truly have a friend, and he seems scared of messing it up. He blames himself for her getting hurt and he admits he was the problem and apologizes. He basically tells her 'I care about you and I want us to be close but I have no idea what Im doing, help me to be someone to you, help me learn how to be someone for you'
AHHHH Im probably reading too much into this but as someone who didnt have friends until I was like 14, I know how easy it is to desperately cling to someone and hope with everything in your heart that they care as much as you do. He definitely seems to be doing that here and it makes my heart hurt š
How I see it is that they do care for their son, they love him but they dont have a relationship with him. When he woke up from dying, his mother was panicking and he ignored her to check on Ashlyn, a girl hes know for what, 3 months if that. He was more concernedfor a friend he barely knows than he was about seeing his parents. Again at the hospital, she called for them to leave and he ignores her. Even when he wakes up after passing out, he doesn't reall pay attention to them, focused on Ashlyn blaming herself and bullying Tyler. I think he cares for his parents sure but how can you have a relationship with someone who is never around. Then his father seems barely present when he is there (in my opinion at least). The scene that really pisses me off is when they compare their son and other children being in life or death situations nightly to a mix up at work. Obviously they are privileged people, nothing wrong with that, but how can you be so sheltered from reality that all you can compare death to is extra paper prints? It hints that Aiden may have depression or at least felt incredibly lonely, they never noticed that. You cannot convince me they picked up on his emotional needs because they said things like "he used to be a quiet kid" and never questioned if he was okay. They may not be intentionally hurting him, but they are bad parents. That and Jessica just annoys me. I just think they are ignorant and believe that because Aiden has a "good" home that he doesnt have problems. They provide food and shelter and money, what else could a child need? One thing I think is important to keep in mind, why would Red write it out like this if it was not supposed to be delved into, there is no point in making them look bad if they are truly good parents. Why hint at these things if thats not whats going on in the background? Its obvious they have a rough relationship, and I think that comes from them probably not expecting to have had a child and being emotionally immature. I dont necessarily think its their fault or blame them, they are probably genuinely doing their best, but just dont stop to think of Aiden individually. š¤·āāļø I digress
Disclaimer: this probably makes no sense because I made this sleep-deprived but still wanted to post it
Iāve seen and read a lot of fics, posts, etc. about Aidenās parents being neglectful, rude, or forcing etiquette onto Aiden but thereās no way Iām the only one who thinks otherwise.
In (S2) Ep. 61, we see a glimpse of Aidenās āchildhoodā of him as a child curled up on the bed in a messy room. This scene just made me think overall that Daniel and Jessica can try their best as parents but overall, they have horrible parenting skills.
In the same episode, we see how much they care for Aiden. Daniel and Jessica begin to panic when Aiden starts seizing and you can see it plain on their faces.
Theyāre both reaching out to him and maybe itās because theyāre his son so their brain automatically creates this worry but they wouldnāt be like this if they didnāt care.
But in the next episode, we can see that Daniel is sitting on the couch while watching over Aiden who is sleeping. Heās clearly worried for his son and no one can make me think otherwise, that one panel is everything to me.
Even at the hospital, once Taylor starts shouting at them and they see the phantoms out the window, Jessica wants to leave with Aiden. Might be a small detail but Iām gonna use it for my argument (I donāt know if thatās the right word).
When we see younger Aiden who seems expressionless in the family photo, I think it would be safe to assume he was forced into that position, right? In my opinion, it couldāve just been him wanting to make his parents proud rather than being forced, or I think this case would be half-forced.
In episode 78, Daniel and Jessicaās first concern is the state of their son who is passed out and is aware that he died in the phantom dimension (which they are in), they would be pretty worried. They rather hear an explanation for Aidenās state than how or why they are also stuck in the dimension.
Looking further into Daniel and Jessicaās parenting skills or issues, they probably havenāt seen the issue or fault in their parenting. They allowed Aiden freedom by giving him allowance, letting him dye his hair at a young age (guessing around grade 7 or 8), and letting him get red eye contacts.
But at the same time, theyāre barely there. I think parents assume kids are fine or overreacting when seeing them in a state of deep sadness and they mustāve gone through the same thinking process.
In the end, I think Jessica and Daniel love Aiden very much. No one can change my mind.
No one can tell me they abuse him, insult himāhe literally has the same eyes as his fatherā or I donāt know what anyone else has said.
Daniel and Jessica love Aiden they just need to up their parenting skills or needed to.
Ok I just made myself so sad. I'm sitting here listening to The Devil Wears Prada : Louder Than Thunder and I imagined Aiden laying in bed screaming this song into an empty house.
"Are we meant to be empty handed, I know I could, I could be better, I dont think I deserve it"
This kid probably so desperately wanted a house full of a family being obnoxious and annoying over all the things he dealt with in his head.
If he truly was s**cidal than I feel like he would have had a lot of those moments (I remember laying in bed crying to this song, maybe I'm just reflectingš )
I thought about this forever ago and no one has done it so I attempted to do it myself š
This just feels so them coded. For a 3 hour project I'm really proud of it :)
The original ā¬ļø
I am not over this. Aiden and Taylor were so ready to kill a man. Like yeah Ben ran at him too, but he wasnt so controlled by anger to not think. That is the face of a person ready to murder a human being no second thoughts. I love it and hate it. Like yes protect your girl but also the trauma you have to go through to get to this point š
God he was SO mad
like: RGRRHR GET THE F*CK AWAY FROM HER š¹š¹š¹
HE'S LIKE AN ANGRY CAT WITH RABIES
AND I WILL DRAW THIS š¹š¹š¹š¹
Things I want to happen school bus graveyard
⢠Aiden to lose it and go apeshit one someone (phantom or a person)
⢠for Ashlyn to be genuinely happy for more than one panel š„²
⢠Ben to say something (whispering or yelling, maybe sometime happens and he no longer cares what he sounds like/ how bad it hurts)
⢠( specifically in the facility ) one of them to get fatally hurt and the others all desperatly trying to break out of their rooms/break the lock ( I dont really want anyone to die but I think it would make for a great scene for them to use like the dresser drawers or something to bust out)
⢠For Taylor to save the day via mechanical skills (escape car?)
⢠For the parents (specifically Jessica š ) to finally understand the extent of what their kids have gone through
Ive been on a drawing binge of sbg fanart š
The first one is just a silly pic if them flexing at Ashlyns ballet practice. Got inspired by Full Metal alchemist for the second one.
I want an au where Aiden is a serial killer and how he and Ashlyn meet is because she lets kidnapped by him. And then after a while a sort of Stockholm syndrome thing happens to Ashlyn where she she starts to like Aiden and at the same time the only reason why Aiden hasnāt killed her yet is because he likes her.
just give me my child being a little unhinged thatās all I ask
spoilers for episode 91 under cut!!
I was an call with @ducky-the-mucky while reading the new episode or SBG and NO shot did I guess this
I was literally like āwhat if how fast they heal depends on how depressed they are?ā
I AM GOD!!!!! like the amount of stuff that I have guesses that has turned out to be true is starting to get suspicious.
Along with deciding what happens next in an episode I have found that every Tuesday that I donāt dress up as Ashlyn, something bad always happens to the author. Like 2weeks ago I didnāt dress up and later that day Red sprained her wrist. Like what!!! Apparently I decide the fate of the universe??
Talking to @ducky-the-mucky and this is the convo we had
Beware Party Rocker Anthem by LMAFO is full of lies. No one has a good time.
This is Aidenās guardian angel. His name is Steve. He likes to drink Aidenās coffee when he isnāt looking.
Headcanon that Aiden has to call his parents by their first names because they donāt respond to mom and dad because they where never around to raise him and arenāt used to having a child.
This is a playlist I made for School Bus Graveyard. Follow me on Apple Music if you want.