Alienation - Blog Posts

rambling on and on about different topics i care about in a desperate attempt to be understood only to feel more alienated in the aftermath

Huh, I don't think I've ever actually thought about the true why, I thought I made art out of a want for love but looking back on it, this is actually right I always just felt so out of place except for when I was alone. When I showed off my art, people said it was good, but they always felt disturbed.

I'm glad I've moved here. I've made some great friends who lessen that isolation and alienation, but I don't think anyone who also isn't a nonhuman/althuman will understand.

If anyone else wants to try this(I recommend it), here's the website: https://uquiz.com/quiz/p0u5c3?p=1099743

"The less you are, the less you express your life, the more you have, the greater is your alienated life and the greater is the saving of your alienated being."

badweird feelings

it's just an endless cycle of evil and malice against alienated ppl

We gotta put "not like other girls" up on a shelf until people can stop using it to disparage people expressing genuine social alienation I'm so fucking serious

(from 'a wilderness')

in the middle of the world's darkest and most solitary wilderness,

I am just standing still alone.

I cannot sink down.

I have to keep looking

for the light, which is invisible.

as the frigid wind blows,

I tore all the clothes

I was wearing to shreds.

I couldn't get over it without shivering

and feeling the cold more

and more severely.