The feminine urge to be this girl
this month has been really hard but i know it'll be okay. it takes time to get better.
think one of the reasons why i don't feel alt enough is because i'm fat :( kinda of all you see is mid to slim people and it makes me feel like i really need to lose the weight or else ill never have their style fitting me right
like i've had the dyed hair, can't get piercings until i move out and have the clothing and i still don't feel enough for the status of alt which makes no sense cause non confirmity?
december was rough because i had a funeral to go to but hey and also went through a massive sexuality crisis
octobers a really hard month every year but I made it through. trauma shit sucks. most of this past month has either been at work or in my bed just rotting away. I hope it gets better. I also slept in like 4 binders one night and really fucked my ribs. don't bind like that
... pinkie pie would be proud
rawr xD-ing my way thru life
a pic that I don't feel confident enough to post to insta x3
been a hot minute since I posted a photo dump //_0
๐ค๐Felt good tbh ๐๐ค