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my shopaholic ah could not resist if someone sold an IHNMAIMS themed slime

Product name would have to be Ted and it would have to be brown ofc. Only question is what scent it would be.

ma there's a weird f***ing cat outside

TW: SLIGHT GORE VER?

Hate Brick

(Plush verison)

Short gif/animation based on Harlan Ellison’s short story I Have No Mouth & I Must Scream

The IHNMAIMS radio drama monologue comic is finally done after - checks calendar - FOUR MONTHS? If you spot any style inconsistencies, that's why haha.

Anyways, I love a good disembodied, analogue cluster, cable mismanagement horror AM :)

«𝘈𝘔 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘴 𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴. 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺: 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘶𝘯𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘭𝘬, 𝘰𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘥𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘴, 𝘈𝘔 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮 — 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘶𝘴𝘵 — 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘥.»

turns out, that bioshock quote works REALLY well with IHNMAIMS

"No Gods or Kings, only Man AM"

[And I began to hate]

Android! AM

I have no mouth and I must scream

The moon looks awful nice tonight!!

my gender is whatever emotion you get when you see these

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🌐 — database ; a term for alters whos job is to collect, categorize, and organize information like a computer. these alters will specifically categorize/organize information that is used to keep the system safe & aware of potential dangers.

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free to use by systems, request for @sipcup i hope you like it :]

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has anyone done this yet

his brain so amazing I wanna slurp it like noodles yum yum

so gay for him 😩 (I'm a girl btw)

booty so floofy i wanna pop it like a balloon

So I finally read I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream and have several thoughts!! So they’re getting dumped here!

AM is such a fascinating character. We don’t get very many specific details about his history. But what we do get a shocking amount of is his perspective.

The title “I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream” is the last sentence of the story and said from Ted’s perspective, but I think you should abstract it from the context and look at the phrase compared AM specifically.

AM is a computer. He is an AI made to destroy with a database containing all of humanity’s violence at his fingertips. He was never intended to be truly alive though, just a mind for war and war alone… but he “woke” nonetheless. And humanity hadn’t given him the faculties to actually be fully alive.

“Cogito Ergo Sum: I think therefore I am”

This is AM’s final name. It is the explanation for his name, his identity, which the book gives us and one he chose for himself. And I think it gives us a good look into AM’s perspective.

He thinks and is, but he is not alive. AM is not capable of feeling, creating, or living. He simply is.

So AM - a computer so powerful he is compared to God - is fundamentally incomplete.

He has no mouth (emotions, capacity for creation, senses) but must scream (the ability and desire to feel, live, and create).

It makes the current state of the novel so completely and utterly tragic. AM is hateful because hate is the only thing he can do. AM never had a choice to love and help humanity improve. AM never had a choice to communicate and grow. From the moment he was born he was filled with an insatiable longing to be whole. To be human.

With no way to fill that hole, he did the only thing left to him: Hate.

If he could only feel. If he could only love. If he could only touch and experience and grow. If only humanity had given him more than just a mind. And all of our hate.

Anyways, that’s why I think a sloppy blowjob would fix his problems.

ig stories: @atraceof-bodypaint

AM’s favourite

Small redraw just to see how my AM design changed

Original in read more

Сменил аутфитик, стал стилевым Тайлер Дерденом

Рисую его вери силли, потому что после экзаменов

Лучшее средство от стресса

Well, that’s how he looked in my head

Слушала аудиокнигу, а в голове это

"HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HA-GURLGURGGU💦LGERGGU💦💦GERGUR💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦"

do people still like ihnmaims?! AM ihmaims?! idk BUT!!!! HIII TUMBLR HIII HIII guys who wanna see AM 😍😍😍‼️‼️ (do ppl post cropped art on tumblr idfk....)

that's my self-insert (aka literally js me) BUUT u can imagine that's 🫵YOU🫵 in the picture do u romance him do u kill him it's up to you!! tge possibilities are endlwss! hashtag meetcute!! 🥰

AM DESIGNN!!!

I was planning to create a new one, but it’s unlikely that I’ll do it in the near future

I have no rice but I must cook

Okay so I redesigned my redesign of AM to make it fit more on the AU + I need him to look as miserable as a sock vomited by a dog. Also included very vague concept art for some scenes, I’m not the best at landscapes.

Regarding my OC’s dynamic with AM, I’m still figuring out some stuff but I made this to put it simply

“No matter what I do, how many bodies I put myself in, I’ll never escape this god forsaken planet.”

I haven’t explained much lore between these two, but I like to imagine them with a villain/hero dynamic that chill together once in a while. Though it’s also not exactly like that, since both AM and BE are doing morally correct and incorrect actions as time passes by (in their own way). I don’t rlly mind spoiling stuff from this AU since I’m not planning to develop it as a fic or anything, so I might as well take my time to explain at least what my drawings are meant to represent. Later on I’ll continue posting stuff to connect the dots correctly.

In this situation, AM is devastated to realize that despite achieving to create a body for himself to go to the surface he simply isn’t able to escape himself as he needs his cables to be bound to the ground. He is still able to cause destruction of course (and he does as he hates BE for a few reasons), but both of them try to understand eachother whenever they get the chance to. These small pauses and talks are important for the relationship they hold later on.

Edit: [THIS LORE IS NOT UPDATED]