I just fucking binged and I hate myself
I stopped counting at some point but I must have definitely gone over 2000 calories and honestly, my day is ruined
I got a day off school today and it started off fine, I made plans and all and wouldn't have gone over my limit had I just stuck to them
But I had a weigh in and lost over 2 kg, and at some point I lost motivation to study and started eating and procrastinating...
Does that happen to anyone else?
I feel like such a fat stupid loser
How tf can I avoid binging on the weekends guys?? Pls send tips
Fuck it, Dad actually bought me the weed protein bar let's fucking go
Was looking for protein bars today and there was one with weed
Also a guy had a monster energy t shirt and I fucking need that
What kind of rewards do y'all get yourselves when you hit a gw?
And do you have suggestions for small things I could get, not always clothes, which are not too pricey?
I just want to sit next to the field leaning on her on a cool summer evening with a slight breeze allowing for light jackets and the music, chatter and light of the party we escaped from somewhere in the distance.
I want to hold her hand and taste the evening air and finally LIVE
Imagining, craving all that is so painful knowing I'm fat, thinking that all of the romance will be taken from that moment when all I can feel is myself jiggling as a fat blob next to her
I don't want feeling fat to overshadow what could be so many beautiful moments, because my body has taken so many of these from me
I just want to feel comfortable taking off my jacket to drape it around her shoulders instead of using it to cover my thighs and belly
That's the true reason I've got to be skinny until summer, heck, now, as soon as possible.