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5 months ago

Shaking and crying rn

You don't have to say love you to say love you," you said with a shrug. "All you have to do is say my name and know." ..."Can't you hear it?" you said. "When you love someone, you say their name different. Like it's safe inside your mouth.

Like Orpheus, I play
death on the strings of life, and in the beauty of the earth and your eyes, which govern the heavens, I can only say dark things.

you want to be loved if only to prove it possible: to tell the world that someone saw you as a conquest & came back alive. that above all else, you are worthy of the risk, the effort. you want someone to serve you the evidence: you are not as damned as you think you are. you are not as damned as you think you are.

I am somneone who did not die whenshould have died.

I don't care, I love you anyhow. It is too late to turn you out of my heart. Part of you lives here.

Though we both know one day There'll be blood on the floor But which one will betray the other more?

You can tell it's love, the real thing, When you dream of slitting his throat.

I'm scared of the loveI have for you. Because I know it will ruin me. And I also know that I will let it.

You walked me around and I watched the back of your head suddenly overcome by the feeling of knowing I was beyond what could be recovered from

Do you know that some day I will kill you? I won't kill you because I have stopped loving you or because I'm jealous of you, but Plkill you simply because sometimes want to devour you.

I started talking to the stars in the sky instead. I said, "Tell me about the big bang.
The stars said, It hurts to become."

all i know is how to devour and all i can give you are teeth marks on the parts of youi find beautiful

Their hand cradles your feathered cheek, and the foundations upon which you built solidify once more. Dont be afraid.

You open your eyes (and your eyes, and your eyes upon eyes) all at once with a sound like taking flight, but you remain where you stand as you mumble, Im pretty sure that's meant to be my line.

You'd turn your back on a hundred thous and heavens for the earthly delight of watching the corners of their eyes crinkle when they laugh.

tell me, which constellation
looks like me? Which star
should I follow home?

This is what it's like to be alive without you here: some fall out of the world. I fall back into what I was. Days go by when I do nothing but underline he damp edge of myself.

You were always my mirror,
What I mean is, I had to look at you to see myself

Im tired, can't think of anytbing
and want only to lay my face in your
lap, feel your hand on my head and
remain like that through all eternity

My homeland is in your eyes, my duty on your lips. Ask anything of me, except to leave you.

Come love, make me better than I was. Come teach me a kinder way to say my own name.

I wanted to know what I looked like to you. A sin committed and a prayer
answered, you said.

I was that ruthless. What does it matter if I tell you I learned to be?

It's funny 'cause you drive me half-insane A universe without you would be thoroughly mundane

"You love him despite the burden of Atlas resting on his shoulders, And he loves you despite the death still clinging to your lips and the blood drying at its corners. What a pair you make."

In this space right here that we have made for each other, you can say anything andI will not abandon you. Unwrap the worst things you have done. Watch me hold them up to the light and not even flinch.

She is in love. It is bright within her, like a swallowed star

before I told you all the things I was always going to tell you eventually, I let you take my blood. I let you see me bleed and hand me the band-aid

wish i could place the sunrise between your ribs you never get cold again

I have heard it said that love turns people soft but i have never been more brutal

you know

I say that a lot
because you do
you're the last person on Earth
I need to explain myself

For both, love begins as a kind of thirst

Axobill Webweave!!

This is like a BUNCH of different things from both of their perspectives over their entire relationship, not just one part of it! Things may not fully connect to each other and that's The Point these two are incomprehensibly old . They get a little silly with it

My Chromebook nearly crashed when I was making this. Whoopsie

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lunarcrystaldraws

7 months ago

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we're so back baby.

more pages under cutoff!!

I've been squashed by life recently and uh. That's not a pleasant experience. Anyhow, I'm glad to finally be able to post about the sillies.

... and I can actually post a link to it here!! Amazing.

Here's the playlist. I don't plan on making copies of it on other sites, but you're welcome to do so on your own. Just maybe credit me or smth, idk how this works...

It is mostly old songs from the 70-80s, as you can see. I wanted to make something that felt fresh, so I purposefully didn't add some of the popular, modern artists that pop up every other playlist. Even so, here's some honourable mentions that didn't make the cut:

- Crane Wives: Metaphor, The wolf, Allies or Enemies

- Queen: You take my breath away, Another one bites the dust

- Electric Light Orchestra: Mr. Blue Sky

- Mother Mother: O My Heart, Arms tonite, The stand, Chasing it down

technically Problems fits too

- The Oh Hellos: Constellations, Cold + Lapis Lazuli