Cccc Soul - Blog Posts
guys.... blame @zundamind...... it made me make a CJ GRIMDARK AU!!!!!! /J
and i used the poses as reference....
LITERALLY 8 MINUTES AND 4 NOTES???????
so.
soul failed to save mind during the juno incident. mind bled out, and that forced soul's third eye to open. being bombarded with thoughts, soul went a little cuckoo crazy and is now trying actively to kill heart, who is also declining due to post homicidal depression and anxiety from cuckoo soul
also due to soul's madness, he ripped out his own wings
no explanation
not me about to make fanfiction about my interpretations of mind and soul
THES GUYS!!!! #cccc supernova
A thunderstorm. This was almost daily during Cacophany. I held Mind during a bluescreen attack, caressing his collar. Reminding him that he could speak again. Reminding myself that I can hear him, even with my deafness. He writhed a little, starting to come out from his attack, until another clap of thunder. He went still, and it hurt me to see it. It hurt me to see him in pain. It made me grateful that I trapped Heart in Apathy, that checkered void with endless stairwells. The thunderstorm started to pass, finally, but it took a while for Mind to recover. [Soul.] {Yes?} [About the incident.] He paused, visibly thinking. [Heart made me taste death for the first time. He brought me down to his damn level.] His teeth gritted, no mouth movement visible as he spoke. I ran a hand through his feathers, gently preening. {It's alright, Mind. He's gone now.} His face softened, and his eyes closed. I could tell he was tired. He got tire dmore easily recently, maybe because of the injury being constantly penetrated. He leaned against me, and fell asleep.
*Sits at a table with a napkin tucked into my shirt.*
Waiter! Waiter! More Mind angst please!! Make him really fucked up after the Juno incident, give him existential dread about his own mortality pretty please!!!!
Make him afraid of the dark, make him jump at loud sounds and claps of thunder. Give him nightmares he can’t fathom because he’s not supposed to feel like this. He’s not supposed to be ‘flawed’ or ‘wrong’.
Make him despise Heart not only for trying to kill him, but also for bringing him down to his level. He isn’t supposed to experience these emotions, Heart has infected him with fear and indescribable grief. Make him suffer with his humanity.
No matter how you see him, automaton, cyborg, full robot. He’s derived from a human, he can’t escape that fact no matter how hard he tries. The shot only reminds him of how fragile his life is, I think that it fucks him up for a good while.
“Mind forgives in the end, but he does not forget.” - My genius friend
something ii had an idea for
anyway tthis isn't for the canon mind this is for THIS mind
so uuh yeah cool fanfc under the cut bye
The shot rang out. I fell to the ground. Stars danced beneath my eyelids, pain bloomed in my neck. With the remainder of my vocal cords, I cried desperately. I was no longer thinking about logic. I heard a voice in front of me, just as Heart was walking away. {Mind. Mind?} I pulled myself towards the voice, and into the arms of someone I wasn't thinking about.
His fingers dug into my entrance wound, trying to find the bullet lodged in. I was biting my own mechanical hand, even cyborgs can feel pain. I felt relief, as the bullet was eventually pulled out. He then started to bandage the wound, talking to me quietly to keep my mind occupied. {I'm so sorry, Mind. I... I'm currently working on your modulator, I took your collar so I could modify it.} And as it was tied off, he asked {...I need to cast Heart into Apathy. Care to join?}
also I refuse to stop crediting (and tagging) @lovelyshiz for inspiring how I drew these characters, honestly if it weren’t for them I don’t think I would have even drawn any of these in the first place, and tbh these are probably some of my favourite pieces of art I’ve made in ages, I’m honestly super proud of all of them :>
(also sorry for tagging you so much over the past few days shiz, I know you’ve been seeing these and I’m sorry if it’s getting annoying lol)
Hiya all, I wasn’t feeling up for writing anything today so I got my very very close friend (who I’m in a relationship with :3) @skykidgaming to write this instead :>
Hey there! im Sky, I’m writing the text portion of this post in place of Evie today because she wasn’t feeling up to it today. she drew her silly oc cat as the soul from Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium (absolutely amazing album btw go listen to it :3) the soul design was inspired by @lovelyshiz's art of them (while writing this i checked some of their stuff, its really good ^^) anyways, thats all from me, i may be back, i might not, but im always lurking, have a good day/afternoon/night everyone :3
HMS shimejis !!
Good evening Tumblr side of the CJ fandom, I come tonight to share with you my greatest creation, 3 single celled organisms by the names of Hearb, Minb and Soil take well care of them https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lapoZeuLTs-3XNqzq6Gz0IAu5Dm0J3v0?usp=sharing
i can't be the first one to make this