Daily Journal - Blog Posts
I utterly, genuinely hope that every hopeless romantic girly ever, finds a guy who would listen to all her blabbering, keeps telling her how much he misses her and how much he loves her, brings her flowers cuz he just looked at them and it reminded him of her, take her on little dates, teases her about silly stuff but tells her every morning she is the best thing that ever happened to him
That awkward moment when you want to romanticize ur life but ur life ain't cooperating
The reason why I love stories with sad endings is that it already gave us all the beautiful moments to see. It didn't just say they lived happily ever after all the shit they went through and we didn't even know how they were happy. Did he bring her favourite flowers every time they fought? Did she make his favourite coffee after a bad day at work? We don't know. Missing out on all these moments is more tragic for me than these not happening at all.
Sad endings forces us to keep reminding ourselves of all the good moments that happened. Maybe it was not all Rosie but at least we got the memories.
It makes us believe that some stories remain beautiful even if it doesn't end our way. And sometimes "All's well even if it doesn't end well ".
I have now decided to just live by:
Ke maana iss duniya ki hu hi nhi, main apni hi duniya banaungi
(Maybe I don't belong to this world, so I will create my own world.)
Being afraid of thunderstorms is so outdated, can’t you figure out different characteristics than that. I’m sure if you look hard enough something will come up that you can wear authenticity instead of a cliche written in pages we’ve all read before
Hiiee!
Whatever I wrote were completely my thoughts and traits. I didn't mean to use "being afraid of thunderstorms" as cliché but for the fact that I am afraid of thunderstorms and I do find rain kinda irritating.
But as a fellow reader I completely agree with your point of reading the same clichés again and again is kinda annoying. I'd try my best to avoid it in future writings. Thanks🤝🙃
At times, I think I am my life's biggest paradox. The way I think, the way I act, the way I speak, my whole existence is like a paradox to me.
I love nature but I also don't like rain and I am afraid of thunderstorms. I love making friends but I don't want to tell them my problems. I tell my friends it's human to make mistakes but my tiniest mistakes eat me away. I am extremely ambitious and love the things I do, but then, I am extremely lazy too. I am a hopeless romantic, very hopeless, but I am afraid if I fall too hard for someone I might lose my own self. I am very confident about myself but it won't take me the slightest moment to get insecure when someone better read, better dressed shows up. I love myself, a lot. But, there are times I look in the mirror and don't like the way I am looking. I am an over-sharer(if that's even a word, but you get it) but I also have some major trust issues. I don't care about what others think but I also want to be likeable. I am really sensitive but I am also really tough. I am very happy but I also cry a lot.
Even my thoughts. At times, I'd think people don't really have bad intentions, it's just a matter of perspective but then I also judge a lot of people for the one thing they did wrong to me. I'd think honesty is just so very important but I also think a truth that might hurt someone shouldn't be said unless necessary.
There's so much of these things that this list could go on forever. But, then I think our lives are a little too long to hold on to just one personality, just one perspective, just one ideology. Wouldn't it be too boring to live such a predictable life?
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My highschool chem notes 💞
Daily blog #12
[Thursday, 22 June 2023]
Did a lot of chemistry today. Idk where the whole day went 🫠
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Daily blog #11
[Wednesday, 21 June 2023]
I did some cleaning today as my classes were off. A while ago , I saw this post about having a diary to write and keep all the things you like, like your favourite quotes, stories, poems, movie posters, postcards and so on. I have been wanting to make one, so I did. In the evening, I had some free time so I took out all my supplies and made this folder kinda thing. I didn't want to use a diary cuz it'll swell up making it look ugly and all. I am pretty satisfied with the results tho.
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Daily blog #10
[Tuesday, 20 June 2023]
Another not so productive day. I couldn't really concentrate on studies mainly because my class teacher sent the scorecard of the highest scorer in my class and she literally got a 99 Outta 100. I am really not the type to compare myself with people but this time I really didn't give even my 50% so I actually really regret that now. That stress made me binge watch the two eps of King the land and NGL it's really good. I have a day off tomorrow so I hope I can do some of the important stuff. I really hope to have the highest score in the July mock test 🥲
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Daily blog #9
[Monday, 19 June 2023]
Literally the most productive day I have had in a while. I spent the whole day at my institute after class, and it was def so productive. After I came back at around 6 PM, I lazed around for a while and then completed some of my chem notes. It felt so good to be productive. Hoping to spend more days like this.
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Daily blog #8
[Sunday, 18 June 2023]
Pretty ironic how I did the most study today than I did the whole week. I did a whole lot of math and physics and did some of my missing chem notes. I am trying to avoid making the notes aesthetic because they take a bit too much time and at the moment I have more important stuff to cover than colouring my notes, no matter how much I love it, sometimes we gotta prioritise. Hoping to keep up the productivity tomorrow as well. Btw I finished Dr. Romantic 2 and I am desperately in need of its new season. There is a lot right now on my watchlist but I don't think I'll get to finish it before I finish my backlogs. Keep me in your prayers.
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Daily blog #7
[Saturday, 17 June 2023]
Today I moved back home from my grandma's. My home was a complete mess, so I had to spend half the day cleaning and I spent the other half sleeping cause I was so exhausted. I did some math in the evening till about 10 PM and then had dinner and prepared for sleeping.
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Daily blog #5
[Thursday, 15 June 2023]
Just another boring day.
I am trying to increase my speed in solving math problems but I think I need to keep at it for quite some time. I finally completed a chemistry chapter, which was something I must have done cuz my teacher started another chapter, so it's easy going along with the teacher. I am also not able to keep up with reading since, I get really sleepy when I am done with studies. I still have a heck of a work to cover so I think I urgently need to learn to sit and study for long hours. An easy way to do so is to stay back in my institute after classes, which I have been wanting to do for a week, but unable to do so for one reason or another. I really hope I do sit back there for at least a couple hours after class since it'll help me cover a lot of work in a little time. Fingers crossed 🤞
PS: Since it's mango season, I am having a lot of those lately, as I love mangoes. So, today I made some Mango milkshakes too.
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Daily blog #3
[Tuesday, June 13 2023]
Today I had such an irritating cold, I was sneezing all day long. Going to attend classes didn't do any good, except making me sit in a chilled air-cond room and making the sneezing worse. I could barely concentrate in the classes and when I came back home I couldn't sleep even though I was so exhausted. Since, I couldn't study I started watching k-dramas and after just an episode of Delightfully Deceitful I wasn't left with any of the episodes to watch. So, I ended up scrolling on Pinterest. The weather cooled down a bit but the winds didn't let much of the rainfall happen. It 23:49 and my eyelids are probably the heaviest thing rn. So...
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Daily blog #2
[Monday, 12 June 2023]
I studied nothing today lmao. Today, I came back from classes pretty late and tired. Instead of sleeping Ior studying I started watching Tail of the nine tailed 1938 and Dr. Romantic 3. Then, my family made plans to have dinner out so my night study slot was done for.
Overall, the only study I did today was studying during class and the chemistry questions I solved during recess.
I just ended up having double work for tomorrow, but life goes on.
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january journalling prompts
New Year's Resolutions
Where do you want to be by the end of this year? How would you be different then to who you are now?
What is one word you would use to describe this year, and why?
Things to do more of.
Things to do less of.
Letter to your past self.
Letter to your future self.
What does self-love look like to you?
Three places you would like to visit.
Last, Now, Next - books to read.
Ideal Morning Routine
What is your favourite thing about weekends right now?
If you were a type of weather, what kind of weather would you be?
What were you doing at 10am today?
Write a letter to your childhood best friend?
Write about the last time you were disappointed in yourself.
If you could run away, where would you go? Who would you go with?
Your current favourite song.
Your biggest annoyance right now.
What is your earliest memory?
If you had to get a tattoo right now, what would you get?
Write a letter to your crush.
Favourite movie or TV show right now.
Dream job aesthetic.
How late did you stay up last night? Why?
What was your favourite moment of today?
If you were a scent, what scent would you be?
What is your biggest fear? How would you overcome it?
Five things that make you smile.
What is your ideal day?
January rewind.