Julio's Journal Entry 7
The "Trust Despair"
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Julio's journal entry 15
The "Greed Despair"
"Envy Despair" could refer to a psychological state of feeling both envy and despair, which is characterized by a combination of the two emotional states. Envy is the desire for something that someone else has, while despair is a feeling of hopelessness and helplessness. When someone experiences these two emotions simultaneously, it can result in feelings of envy and despair.
Here are some possible signs that someone may be experiencing "envy despair":
1. Feeling jealous of others: Someone experiencing "envy despair" may feel envious of others who have things that they lack, such as a successful career, a good relationship, or material possessions.
2. Depression: "Envy despair" can lead to depression, which is a serious medical condition characterized by feelings of sadness, hopelessness, and worthlessness.
3. Lack of motivation: Someone experiencing "envy despair" may struggle with motivation and find it difficult to see the positive side of things. This can result in a sense of helplessness and hopelessness.
4. Feeling inadequate: "Envy despair" can lead to feelings of inadequacy, as someone may feel that they will never be able to achieve what others have. This can manifest as a lack of confidence and self-esteem.
It's important to note that "envy despair" can be a complex and debilitating combination of emotions. If you or someone you know is experiencing these feelings, it may be beneficial to seek out professional help from a therapist or counselor to work through the underlying causes and develop coping strategies.
Byakuya Togami
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Personality: cold and self-centered who is very reserved. He is not interested in co-operating with others due to his own sense of self-superiority, and his opinion that others are, on the whole, lesser than him. This sense of superiority and black-and-white worldview comes as a result of his upbringing; Byakuya had to prove his worth in battle against his siblings in order to earn his role in the family as heir-apparent, whereas all his other siblings who lost the battle were effectively ex-communicated from the family and cut off financially, deemed "unfit for the name of Togami". When Juvia is not around he is an asshole to everyone and never apologizes to them, but when she is around he just pulls a 360 on how he acts making everyone believe that he is only acting to make her take his side later on to the series.
Backstory: Byakuya is the heir to the worldwide financial conglomerate that is the Togami family. The Togami family has a "peculiar inheritance system", in which the male head of the family does not take a wife, but instead couples with exceptional women from around the world, in order to bear as many children as possible. As such, Byakuya had fifteen half-siblings, all potential heirs to the Togami family and fortune.Byakuya and his siblings were forced to battle against one another to become the next head of the family, and Byakuya was the last one standing, the first time in the history of the Togami family that the youngest male had won. The siblings who lost the battle were exiled from the family, considered "unfit for the name of Togami", and given a commoner life. Byakuya akins it to being killed, because being exiled is like death.
But everything changed when his family was became bankrupt and was left to him to find exceptional women with riches that meets his riches to gain more to keep the company afloat, making him a slave to his family name.
When he met a certain Enochian, he learned that having emotions and showing it to the one's that earns his trust are worth the title as a real human being.
But, once the trust has died for everyone to see, another must repair it with all her worth as his "chosen sibling", not for his lost friend, but for himself.
(This back story and personality was from the cannon of the character to keep, but I added some of my add ins for him to be more interesting as a character for the series.)
"Then, why am I here?" she asked. "It's not safe for you out there," Headmaster Kirigiri replied, "That, and we...um..." "We what?" she asked. "We just want you to be safe," he sighed, "We can't have you wandering around." "So, you just wanna keep me locked up in here," she narrowed her eyes, "Is that it?" "We want you to have a normal life." "I want a life? Hahahaha!" she chuckled, "I have no life!" "I..." "I don't need you," she said, "You're scared of me.... Just admit it...." "No, we're not scared," Headmaster Kirigiri replied, "We just think you'd be better off staying here." "Yeaaaah," she sighed, "You're afraid of me..." "No," he shook his head, "We're not." "What are you so afraid of," she put her hands on her hips, "You can't handle me?" "A-As I said," he stammered, "We just want to protect you." "Hahaha!" she laughed,
"Do this for me.... Don't. Expel. Kuzuryu.... Understand?" "W-What do you want?" "It doesn't matter," she sighed, "Just do it," She glared at him, "I don't want to see you. Okay?" "O-Okay," he nodded, "I won't." "Good," she turned her back on him, "I gotta go." "I'll walk you," he said. "No," she replied, "I'll be fine," She stood in front of his office and patted her pocket, The Yakuza boy was in shock of what happened, he looked back at the headmaster. "What just happened?" he asked. "She's...special," Headmaster Kirigiri replied, "Don't worry about it." Fuyuhiko just sighed, "Okay," "Come on," he opened the door to his office, "I'll show you out." "No, it's okay," Fuyuhiko said, "I can do it myself." "Are you sure?" Headmaster Kirigiri asked. "Yeah," he nodded, "I got it." "Alright." He was still in shock of what just happened. He was walking down the hallway towards his class. "Why would she do that?" he thought, "What's her problem?" He reached his class and saw that everyone was there. He went to his desk that was next to his childhood friend/bodyguard Peko Pekoyama: Ultimate Swordswoman. "Is there something wrong, Young Master?" she asked. "I-I'll tell you later," he answered. "Okay," she sat down, "Please hurry." He sat down in his desk and took out his notebook, "Class," Chisa Yukizome, the teacher of Class 77, said, "We have a student from Class 66 joining us today. I was informed that her entire class was expelled so, she's going to be with us for the whole school year," she gestured to someone to enter the classroom and to Fuyuhiko's surprise, it was Juvia, "Everyone, Meet Juvia Enochian from Class 66." Everyone said hi to her while Juvia just stood there, "Juvia," Chisa called, "Are you okay?" "Yes," she answered, "I'm fine." "Alright," Chisa sighed, "Please do have a seat." The Encyclopedia walks through the class and found a seat right next to Sonia Nevermind, The Ultimate Princess. "Um...," Juvia said, "Can I sit here?" "Sure," Sonia replied, "But, isn't the seat next to you... taken?" "I don't care," Juvia smiled, "It's fine." "Okay," Sonia replied, "If you say so." "Please have a seat," Chisa smiled and Juvia sat down. "I take it you know everyone here," Chisa asked. "Yep," she nodded, "I tutored some of them." "You're a tutor?" "Yup," she nodded. "You must be really good." "Thank you," Juvia smiled. "Now, let's start the lesson," Chisa took out a book from the shelf, "Today, we'll be discussing Romeo and Juliet." "Doesn't that play suck?" asked Chiaki Nanami, The Ultimate Gamer. "We'll get into that," Chisa smiled, "After we finish reading." "Ah." "Juvia," Chisa called, "Why don't you recite it for us?" "Ahh," she stood up, "Yes, ma'am." "Start," Chisa smiled. She took a deep breath and said, "These violent delights have violent ends And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, Which as they kiss consume. The sweetest honey Is loathsome in his own deliciousness And in the taste confounds the appetite. Therefore love moderately; long love doth so; Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow." Everyone gasped, including Fuyuhiko, "What...was that?" "It...it was amazing," Sonia stuttered, "How did you memorize that?" "I...," Juvia paused, "I read it many times." "It's...amazing," Fuyuhiko muttered. "Thank you," she smiled. "You...you must be...," Sonia stuttered, "A genius." "I think you're mistaken," Juvia shook her head, "I'm just a simple girl with facts." "Huh?" Sonia blinked. "Didn't you hear what I said?" Juvia asked, "I told you I'm a tutor, which means I tutor people about different subjects, including Shakespeare." "Oh," Sonia blinked, "I thought you were a genius."
"They said that I am, okay?", she said mildly annoyed. "Okay," Sonia apologized, "I apologize for my misunderstanding." "It's okay," Juvia shrugged, "I get insulted like that all the time." "I can't believe it," Sonia muttered, "You're the nicest person I've ever met." "It's probably because I'm used to people insulting me," Juvia replied, "That makes me a good tutor." "I...," Sonia sighed, "I guess you're right." "Now," Chisa interrupted, "Let's continue." Nagito Komaeda, The Ultimate Lucky Student, stood up with the book and read, "O serpent heart, hid with a flowering face! Did ever dragon keep so fair a cave? Beautiful tyrant! fiend angelical! Dove-feather'd raven! wolvish-ravening lamb! Despised substance of divinest show! Just opposite to what thou justly seem'st, A damned saint, an honourable villain! O nature, what hadst thou to do in hell; When thou didst bower the spirit of a fiend In mortal paradise of such sweet flesh? Was ever book containing such vile matter So fairly bound? O that deceit should dwell In such a gorgeous palace!"
Juvia is known as the Ultimate Encyclopedia and is a member of the Student Council of Hope's Peak Academy. Even delinquents are afraid of her. She was talking with her Moral Compass friend, Kiyotaka Ishimaru, and Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu heard rumors about Juvia, but never met her yet.
He was walking down the halls until he saw her with her back turned. He scowled, "Oh great, a stuck up know it all. What are you, the Ultimate Know-It-All? You think you know what's best for us delinquents, don't you? I don't take kindly to being bossed around, you hear me? You can take that authority complex of yours and shove it up your-..." She turned around and he saw her sweet face with blue glasses that shows her dark chocolate eyes and pale orange lips, her skin is a sun-kissed tan skin and brown hair tied in low pigtails.
She looked him straight in the eyes and she saw his scowling expression. She tapped her pen on her notebook and said, "Are you talking to me?" "Well, yeah, who else would I be talking to? I'm the only one in this hallway," he raised his eyebrow. She giggled, "Sorry, I was double checking my schedule for students who need me as their tutor," She closed her journal, "Is there something you need?" He narrowed his eyes, "Why do you want to know?" "It's just polite to ask," she tapped her pen on her journal, "Now, is there something you need?" "Yeah," he sighed, "I'm here to meet with Headmaster Kirigiri about my schedule. So, do you know where he is?" She nodded, "Yes, he's in his office. Would you like to come with me?" "Um, yeah," he followed her down the halls, "What's your name?" "Juvia. Juvia Enochian: Ultimate Encyclopedia, not Know-It-All. Class 66.", she answered adjusting her glasses. "I'm Kuzuryu, Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu. Class 77." They stopped in front of the Headmaster's Office, "Is it alright if I ask you something?" "Go ahead," she replied. "What is it about delinquents that you like so much?" Juvia tilted her head, "Well, they like me, not me liking them. They knew about my Mastermind of a father... so... Ya know what... I don't wanna talk about it..." Fuyuhiko sighed, "I get it. That must have been hard for you. I'm sorry for asking." "No, no, it's fine," she smiled, "Come in," she opened the door, "Headmaster, Kuzuryu is here." "Oh, good," Headmaster Kirigiri smiled, "Welcome, Kuzuryu. Please, have a seat." "Thank you," he sat down, "So, what did you want to talk about?" "Well," he scratched his chin, "First of all, thank you for coming to talk to me." "It's no problem," he folded his arms, "So, what'd you want to talk to me about?" "You're not gonna like it," he sighed, "You got expelled." "What?" he gasped, "Why?" "Well," he sighed, "You started a fight with a student." "So?" he asked, "What happened to him?" "He didn't show up the next day," Headmaster Kirigiri replied, "So, we assumed you killed him." "But I didn't," he said, "What proof do you have?" "No one saw you do it," Headmaster Kirigiri replied, "But they saw you after that." "They saw me?" he asked. "You weren't hiding your face," Headmaster Kirigiri replied, "That's enough evidence." "Um... sir," Juvia squeaked, "You know he's not a bad guy, right?" "I know," Headmaster Kirigiri replied, "But, that's what the Academy is for: to keep bad people out of society. We don't take chances." "But..." "I'm sorry." "Then what about me," her tone changed from 0 to a perfect 10 really quick, she sounded dominant and powerful like a grown woman, "You heard about what my father did to the other classes and yet I'm here....," she slams her hands on his desk, scaring him with her now glowing golden eyes, "Do I count as a Bad Person?" "N-No," he replied, "Of course not."
Anton Enochian
Talent: Ultimate Mastermind
Age: 41
Height: 6 ft 5
Weight: 217 lbs
Chest: 25
Blood type: A
Julio Enochian
Age: 18
Status: (Deceased)
Ultimate: Track Star
Height: 6' 5"
Weight: 136
Blood type: O+
Characteristics: He is the popular eye candy boy in his high school. All the girls and boys want him, but he is not interested in his popularity. He is a supportive and protective big brother to Juvia. All he wants is to see his little "Cuppy" happy, for she is his hope in life. When he gets angry or protective, he changes his voice to sound like he is a medieval knight and gives death threats to them. But he is as sweet as candy when he sees a friend in others.
Bio: He and his family have been traveling overseas constantly until the outlets to their travels have been hacked. He has worked his way to the top as a track runner to earn a better reputation for him to get through high school smoother. For five years, he became the Captain of the Track team called "The Messagers" and earned the Title as "The Ultimate Track Star." Byakuya Togami was his First and Real Best Friend that he has made, and they became inseparable. He, too, got accepted into Hope's Peak Academy before Juvia, and he gets to meet his girlfriend from abroad there. FATE was so cruel to him, for he was caught by the Mastermind and was executed on camera. The entire city saw it unfold, from Billboards to TV's and Cellphones, his death was aired, and his last words were said before he died,
"Juvia, please.... Don't lose hope because of me..."
Think what you wanna think
Juvia Enochian Splash art
Characteristics: Juvia is a Bookworm with a mysterious vibe according to the other students who has attended Hope's Peak. She gets angry towards a person who disrespects her friends or tries to make fun of her. When she's serious or gets into encyclopedia mode, her voice drops to a lower pitch than her natural tone. Juvia does snap back insults on the spot when someone tries to test her and will never apologize after. When someone tries to outsmart Juvia, she changes her accent to British. She has a love for history of any kind and is the tutor for the students in Hope's Peak.
Backstory: She and her family have been traveling overseas constantly until the outlets to their travels has been hacked. When she was 15, she has witnessed a murder of her brother Julio via television during her documentary class. With despair rising, her emotions are out of her control due to the rumors of her punishment for suspension and her brother's death. One day, during the middle of her classes a teacher came up to a student with a pen and started to attack them. She watched in horror as the others were smiling and cheering as the rest decided to join the fun. The entire cram school when into Pandemonium with its bloodbath as Juvia tried to escape it, covered in blood, crying, and slowly sinking into despair. Kiyotaka Ishimaru believed that she was the one who caused it but knows that she will never do that, vowing to protect Juvia at all cost. She vowed never to trust him again due to his unknowingly betrayal against her before the Cram School Massacre.
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The Cram school massacre
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Enochian
A Broken Friendship
The events that made my oc and Kiyotaka relationship
Just like Juvia
when the character that is full of rage and grief is also full of kindness
The big brother of the Protagonist and the best friend of Byakuya Togami: Julio Enochian The Ultimate Track Star
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