Demonkin - Blog Posts
my eyes burn hot like the fires of hell
guys pls im nice i promise (<- literally a demon)
Hello fellow kins!!!
I'm curious as to what ur forms look like, and if you'd let me, I wanna try drawing some of yall!!
My asks are open if u wanna describe ur form!
(If u have no form that's valid too!!!)
Ya know, sometimes there IS a demon in your closet. (It's me. I'm the demon in your closet.)
Demon Of Pain - Day 1
Going thru withdrawal again. Day 1 without seroquel (a sedative). Wish my sanity luck cause my insomnia came back with a vengeance.
Drew this when I got off of effexor almost a year ago.
My fibromyalgia is a bitch to deal with when it comes to withdrawal. Last time I was often bed bound for a month and then after gradually got my strength back while dealing with less withdrawal symptoms, and at the time I felt like I had lost my sanity. That my mind had fractured from the pain.
It's taken months and therapy to get where I am now. I'm stronger for it. I know I can make it through this, and I know what to do when I get overwhelmed now.
Still. Not looking forward to the upcoming breakdowns.
I'll most likely be posting a lot to the void on this account during this time btw, cause thats what I did last time (on a different site that my family follows so fuck that this time around). It helps for some reason.
Welcome to the Demon of Pain series where you'll be following this demon in its natural habitat... pain 😌
This. Yes. Thisssssssss. I feel the same (23 physically atm tho). Chronically ill dealing with fibromyalgia, I couldn't do any of those either. Ur not alone.
I'm trying to post to be part of this community, but tbh I have trouble finding stuff for demonkin. For findings new posts that aren't about animalkin (no hate, I have a headmate who's a big cat). There's not many new posts for demonkin, so most of it is the same whenever I check. Which is why im posting. Maybe another demon or divinekin will feel less alone if I do. And its a good place to get out feelings I can't talk about to anyone irl.
Part of me being a demon means that "darker" side is very prominent tbh. Has been since I was young. When I'm the one present in this body, I usually only like the trusted ones around me. Most of the time when I go outside my instinctive hate for humans flares up—even though I dont hate humans anymore. But I do feel anger at the humans around me in public. For daring to look at me. I just hate being perceived without being powerful or looking like myself. Like they can look upon me without fear or respect or deference. That's just one example. There's more.
I love the dark, and I love being alone. But at the same time, I crave companionship that understands me. I wish I knew another demon in person. Fuck it, I wish I knew another nonhuman in person.
For now I'll content myself with the shadows.
Anyone else feel like an outcast in the alterhuman community?
Most of the therians/alterhumans/nonhumans I see online are minors; I’m 20 years old.
Most of them can do quadrobics; I can’t run on all fours for five minutes without everything hurting, and if I did a jump, I’d probably break my wrists
A lot of them seem to enjoy the company of humans; I’ve never trusted or liked humans
Most of the community talks about being “silly” or “cute” when experiencing a mental shift; I have violent, animal instincts and avoid others when I feel a mental shift coming on
I don’t know. I just feel like a lot of us have become… tame. And I’m not. I feel like we as a community don’t talk about the “darker” side of not being human. The violent prey drive. The instinctive fear of humans that wild animals have.
To clarify, I mean no hate towards those who genuinely enjoy not being human. I just feel like even in a community of outcasts, I’m an outcast.
It’s just frustrating. In a place meant for those who aren’t human, I’m still too different to fit in. I just want to have a place to belong, you know?
the telling way everyone who knows me automatically assumes I'm gonna play a tiefling in dnd 😌
You seem so cool!!:3
—an angelkin
Thank u!! also hell yeah another proshipper <3
>:3
(ngl I'm pretty asocial and I've never gotten an ask before and ahhhh lowkey anxious about offending u somehow if I don't interact more but also. Mmmmm. Anxiety)
(Aight now I go back to the void, hope u have a good week ✌️)
(Feel free to share an angelkin thing/experience if u want! I'm curious)
I remembered a brief memory of my home in hell(?) yesterday. It was so sunny out, and I was biking to go vote. I craved the void and my dark cave so strongly even tho I knew I should be enjoying such a lovely day.
And I saw a flash of my home. Dark stone walls that opened up to a huge window (no glass, just air) to the void outside. Pure black... peaceful. A long luxurious couch and a drink in my hand as I lean back. I could see clearly even though I dont remember any light sources in the memory. (Also ahhhh it felt so right to have my wings and my tail and night vision i miss it)
I was a sloth demon (the sloth ring). We were also called void demons.
Tho no idea what I used to do to have such luxury. And i dont remember anything else. It was just a brief remembrance of a moment. Any other divinekin remember a little bit of their homes? (Or other alterbeings! Feel free to pitch in!!)
Oh, to have the chance to lick the blood of someone you love from a wound they opened up for you
Was walking outside today, saw my shadow & did a little double take when I saw it didn't have two little horns at the top ;^;
for me, it was similar.
from my 'fallen angel' side, my wings were ripped from me as punishment for not being the ideal angel, to which i was banished away from heaven, almost pushed off from there. however, rather than being sent to hell, i was sentenced to a "purgatory" of sorts, which is here, this place on this earth.
from my 'god/deity' side, it was a similar story, with the only difference being that i was seen as an unworthy deity, one that's corrupt, with others not liking me
neither of these had corrupted me (maybe because i was already corrupt?), rather it only scarred me.
i still have retained parts of my divinity, though i am still stuck in this purgatory
hope this makes sense!
alright so fallen angel describes the fall from grace. Though to some individuals its taken literally - angels falling through the sky. Some art depicts broken/burnt wings
Me personally - i didnt fall. My wings (my holiness) were ripped from me as a punishment and it corrupted me, changing me from my angelic form to my demonic, and i was banished to "Hell."
how did yall experience your fall from grace? (Both pychological/spiritual/etc kins welcome to share)
reblog if you're a fucked up creature 👍🏾
literally me
FLESHKIND OFFICIAL OTHERKIN FLAG!
(COINED BY FLESH)
FLESHKIND/FLESHKINDED OR FLESHKIN CAN BE USED AS AN UNBRELLA TERM FOR ELDRITCH/MONSTER/FALLEN ANGEL/DEITY OR CRYPTID KINS, OR BE USED AS AN IDENTITY FOR ANGELS WITH DARK THEMES. THIS CAN BE RELATED TO GODS OF DEATH AND TURMOIL, REPRESENTING HATRED, RAGE, ENVY, OR EVEN GREED. THIS CAN ALSO BE USED FOR ANY THERIAN. I WILL ALSO OPEN A COMMUNITY FOR ANYONE TO HANG OUT AND BE SAFE IN, EVEN TO LEARN MORE ABOUT FLESHKIND, SINCE IM STILL WORKING ON WHAT IT CAN BE USED FOR.
theyll say this to anything im sure
Let's have some love for the angels that weren't holy.
Let's have some love for the angels that fell.
Let's have some love for the angels that questioned things.
Let's have some love for angels that don't fall into the human definition of "good".
Let's have some love for the angels that hated their jobs.
Let's have some love for the angels that didn't look like a stereotypical angel.
Let's have some love for the angels that longed to be human.
Let's have some love for the angels that felt like they should be damned instead.
Let's have some love for the angels that broke rules.
Let's have some love for the angels that don't fit with the "be not afraid" and scared the shit out of people on purpose.
Let's have some love for the angels that were friends with demons.
Let's have some love for the angels.
You are seen as the monster, the very threat to the ones holding on so tightly to their humanity.
They have scarred you and left you to the woods.
But instead of seeking their blood laced along your teeth.
You choose to simply disappear to a place more accepting of the wicked and feral.
I want to dress and act in a way that makes people question wether or not I’m something poorly hiding as a human, or just some weird goth.
Yes fast food worker, I came in with a pocket of shiny things I found and a cape! Am I just a weirdo, or am I hiding 100 eyes under this thing?
Please understand that being a Beast does not mean I am cruel.
These clawed hands are gentle and kind.
These sharp teeth carry gifts from the woods.
These old wings protect what is dear.
Catch me about to run away and only leave behind my journal talking about my now inhuman form and mysterious whereabouts.
★~•♥︎●♥︎•~★
I don't want to be human anymore! Why can't the old forest gods turn me into a beast?! One with twisted antlers, sharp teeth, and looming wings? No longer held back by human standards and now only looked at as a creature far more knowing of what lurks out of unseen eyes!
🦇🦷🦴🦌