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THIS !! I can NOT stress this enough. OSDDID is not something fun to have, sure it has its positives (positive experiences) But it's still a trauma disorder. I'm tired of seeing radqueers on here saying "fuck you anti radqueers !! I'm gonna form a system becuase I can :3 I want dissociative amnesia ! I want horrifying flashbacks >w< and I want to have split headaches so bad they're crippling! >:3" I wish every radqueer, endo, pro endo, endo neutral a very get well. A very get educated. It hurts to see these types of people refuse to understand how NOT FUCKING FUN these DISORDERS are, which mind you are INVOLUNTARY. You cannot pick and choose having OSDDID.
DID is more than just having parts. Its also,
• amnesia
• confusion
• headaches
• nausea
• repeated childhood trauma
• anxiety
• spikes in fear. Anger. Or shame
• mood swings from parts
• body dysphoria
• depersonalization
• derealization
• self puzzlement
• loss of control
• flashbacks
• dizziness
And more.
DID is not "friends in your head" its traumatic, scary and uncomfortable. Its not fun it's a terrifying TRAUMA BASED disorder. And it should never be romanticized - Vesper
inspired by boop day, reblog this post if its ok for people to send you random asks and interact on your posts with no judgement. i want to talk to people.
..... I've been arrested for putting pants on him. sorry !
I got beaten up for this actually /j
(I should not be trusted with any software / app that has editing capabilities)
Found this on Twitter, so I thought, why not posting it here and doing a tag game 😊
Ok, I’ll go first
If he is the reason, I’d go to prison gladly 🥰❤️🔥
Tagging: @killerqueen-ofwillowgreen @nic-214 @milkyway-ashes @dr-radiation @whitequeen-ofwillowgreen @sunsetdaydreamer @therockywhorerpictureshow @delicatelyfantasticninja and everyone 😊
Sorry if I forgot to tag some of you!
Hello !!! It's vamp here with a post !!!
On today's episode of
WHAT DID WILD DO TONIGHT !!
I bring you
The endogenic tag ! One of my personal favorite pastimes is to scroll upon the endogenic tags on this wonderful website !!!
It may seem real stupid but BOY is it fun!
Today's little,,, scroll was far worse than what I could have ever thought.
Guys what the FUCK are transplurals and transables and literally everything under that umbrella. What. Why.
I saw something that had said " they were dysphoric about being a singlet. "
.... be fucking for real. BFFR.
Why would you even WANT this disorder? To seem cool and fit and hip? Yeah no uhmm how about you don't! I don't fake claim, I promise !!!! This isn't fake claiming because THE FUCK is wrong with you.
No seriously. What are you dysphoric about. HOW can you be dysphoric about a disorder.
Please get help <33 I worry for some people sometimes
That is all for tonight. May every... traumagenic system and respectful singlet who reads this have a pleasant morning, evening and goodnight.
All hate will be deleted. I do not negotiate on this.
For us, we’re not plural because we’re daemons. We’re plural because of trauma.
But like, would we still be plural without it? It’s an interesting question. I like to think I’d still exist as a daemon.
introjected dae culture is being happy that there's a daemonism community here, but sad because it all works differently.
I mean, of course it works differently, daemons aren't inherent here, but its still lonely to be (apparently) the only ones like us.
I'm not an imaginary friend, or a part of my person's consciousness, I am her Literal Actual Soul. I wouldn't change that for the world, but I wish it wasn't so isolating.
-Feainnewedd
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Could you (those with systems) explain systems to me?
I come across adhd and autism posts everyday and interact freely with them, I also come across systems or system related posts and I avoid interacting with those, not because I don't like them but I fear I will say smth wrong by not understanding them and I don't that I'm avoiding it.
So if you are a system, could you please explain to me about what it is, what it's like and if there's smth you'd like me to know when I'm interacting with either you or other systems? <3
Also if I have said smth that's offending or badly worded, please tell me, I will apologise and fix it as soon as I can! <3
we are the same, i don't have any advice personally, my only guess is that we have lots of "split spikes" during traumatic situations, and that could be happening to you if you are currently in a traumatic situation? that's our personal experience though, so take it with a grain of salt, we dissociate hard when thinking about being plural which makes it really hard to think about solutions. Good luck though!!
Here's the issue:
I writing this am part of a larger system, Wanderstars.
However I (personally) experience different personality and age states as headmates. We are all together in our own group.
If I attempt to push them all together and say "they're different emotions not different people" I spend all day dissociated not knowing who I am at all.
Either way, what I know logically is "happy" and "sad" and "lonely" are different people in the mind and it's how we need to be to function. They don't like being the same person together because they're not the same on some level. Switching between them is best described as monoconscious.
Does anyone have any advice or tips on like...slowing down crazy "splits" of these new fragments? I'm guessing to bring us all together will take serious therapy, since there are dissociative barriers in place for a reason, but in the meantime is there any way to keep us at a low number?
We are traumagenic. Wondering if this is any similar to the experience of any polyfragmented disordered systems? Or just similar to any of your experience.
Any response is welcome. Didn't think we'd be questioning plurality a second time.
- Wildflower Garden
Dawg this is the anti-endo takeover of the century, it’s about time that people combat years of misinformation and abuse that has been spread by the endo community, as someone who was forced through it
YEAAH FOLLOW ALL OF US WE’RE COOL and we don’t spread blatant misinformation all over the internet
To the endos btw, please get a life, or please please find a role play group or something LOL
Aspenfrosten group
All are anti endos posting in plural/endo tags. Do not engage. Block.
The more we find, the more we add, keep an eye on this post
thebrokenheartvillage
sl33p-deprivedd
liminal-loser
stonerpossum
onecrestsyndicate
partysystem
altcherryrain
synthnetz
lemonsystemmm
rotten-heartthrob
What are your thoughts on Dr Eric Yarbrough who has said that you can be plural without trauma or any disorder?
You mean the guy who made the book first and foremost talking about being trans? That’s a dangerous assumption and comparison to make. Being trans ≠ being plural.
The chapter itself uses plural as a medical term, it’s not using the same internet lingo that was spawned from sites like here. PLURALITY in the context that was provided within those links is in the terms of the symptoms that make up the greater part of having DID/OSDD/etc, not fucking having a system without trauma.
Also the resources within that doc are nitpicky to all hell, please use proper citations and make sure to elaborate when presenting an argument guys. That’s how it’s taught in schools 😋