Dreaming - Blog Posts
Sleepy Heads
hi everyone! this was a comic that i’ve been wanting to do for awhile! its just suppose to be a cute and cozy comic about several guardians overseeing a portion of the universe! when your born and have your first dream it creates somewhere in the universe your own star and solar system and the more you dream the more areas and planets your star creates! these guardians are basically chosen to supervise a portion of the universe to make sure your star doesn’t get destroyed by any nightmares.
its still a working in progress but i hope it comes out well
if u like stars, the universe, sweaters, sleeping, cuddling and nose kisses, follow along with me as i develop a cute little story c:
I'll listen for a while
but soon I'll start writing
the air absorbs my words
whispered ink, floating, swirling
a thousand voices silently churning
a brilliant light that clouds the senses
drowning in heady daydreams
and forgotten thoughts.
'I'm sorry, what did you say?' I'll say politely.
People, I am an oneironaut.
I just woke up of my nap and I remember a little of my dream, yet I precisely remember that I could pause it, play it back, play it forward. I could control my own dream.
I remember one thing: I saw a man. Tall, with raven hair and all dressed in black. I dont remember his face, but I remember that I knew he was angry for something.
Should I sleep again or I am in danger?
How much impossible it is to go to England for summer before starting university and maybe finding some old grandma that needs help with her second hand bookstore and ,,oh wow that is exactly what i know how to do” and then i would be living with her and we would run her little cute shop and i would slowly get to know her backstory, like how she ended up all alone with this shop, and i would maybe regret getting to know all of it, but please tell me, is this all really that impossible? I just want to be in England and work with books, that is all i want
(If you are a old woman with intriguing past and some kind of bookstore i beg you, give me a chance)
This night I had a dream where Andrew Garfield was my teacher. One of my worst wakings to the real world of my life
Lay down looking up at the cracks in the ceiling.
Like I'm floating is it real or am I just dreaming?
I can see them clearly orchids flower through the gaps
And a pleasant warm feeling starts to grow in my chest.
SMART PEOPLE OF TUMBLR I NEED YOU
Lately, I've been having some weird ass dreams.
First, some context: From about 1st-2nd grade to 7th grade, I've been bullied, mostly by this one guy in particular, and his friend too. Not only have I developed trauma because of it, but I'm even paranoid about getting a job because seeing either of them in public scares me so much. (As I went to online school after 7th grade. I'm now a senior.) This anxiety and paranoia has prevented me from getting a job for the past few years. It did not help that in 2021, while working at the local haunted house, I was recognized by my bully despite my entire face being covered up. He insulted me and laughed at me, and harassed other workers on their way out. (I had to text up front to have a manager escort me out so I could take a breather. A different manager tried to go after them after hearing what they did to me and my coworkers, so now they're banned, anyway.)
But, as of the past two months, he keeps appearing in my dreams. If it was just regular bully stuff, I wouldn't be having an issue, as I easily recognize when I'm dreaming and don't get easily scared in dreams anymore. But, that is not the case. Instead, I've been dreaming of romantic situations with this guy, and it's... weird. I mean sure, I used to think I was crushing on him back in elementary school, but now? I'm terrified of this guy, I have literal PTSD because of him, so WHY am I having these dreams?
I genuinely am at a loss of what to think or do about this. I don't understand why I'm having these dreams, because I don't think even remotely positively about him. I'm scared of him, so how can I be dreaming of these situations? It honestly scares me, it makes me very frustrated. I just don't know what to do and it's worse when I don't even know why it's happening. So please, smart people with more braincells than me, does anyone have any clues as to why this could be happening??
pov: you're mr plant's friend (hc)
him wanting to kill you early on in the friendship but slowly losing up on the thought
you guys (when meeting) watching telly all day with some snacks and drinks
your go to shit is dark comedy, true crime, horror, thriller and mystery
argos being overjoyed for mr plant to finally have a friend
you guys sometimes mess up completely but luckily you can improvise
he does kind of care but he will definetly not show it (maybe if you glimpse you catch him being worried about you)
you guys being partners in crime (literally)
you humbling him and support him to not kill too many people
he is fucking introverted so you usually need to make the first step
you guys still haven't figured out how you became friends and why you're not laying in a coffin or a closet
guess that just means you're important enough for him so congratulations!
travelling with argos episode 2: tokyo
you know that the first thing you will do after landing is shopping right?
let's just say Argos would totally indulge and try out new clothing styles and would look completely different everyday
there are soooo many japanese street styles that it's really hard to choose which one to try but for Argos it's like going to a new void and bringing back plants: just do it, try out stuff and experience new things everytime!
you would go to cat café's and overall cute café's like sanrio or hello kitty ones, pusheen and anime/manga ones and so on and so on
he would totally read a lot of mangas
I could see him especially loving the very cute or psycho ones (death note, tokyo ghoul, assassination classroom)
you guys NEED TO GO to a Hatsune Mikuuuuu concert, you just need to
he loves her music so much and thinks she's extremely cuteee
you will probably either stay in a really cute hotel or in a love hotel (don't ask me why, it's about the experience)
you guys will visit lots of sights (obviously) and go to a classic japanese temple (you will even buy kimono's for that occasion)
it's a really calming and interesting experience, you guys just feel so pure and refreshed afterwards and while being there, the world seeming to stop just that you can relax and calm down
okay that was enough calmness, BACK TO MADNESS
he. will. go. out. with. a lot. of. cute. DRESSES, HE LOOKS ADORABLE IN THEM
he will also mess around with his hair: braids, pigtails, half open/half pigtails, small braids in the front, voluminous, curls, long, short, colorful, just EVERYTHING, it's gonna be... a lot
you both are just obsessed with the food there, it's really good and you guys can't get enough of it (you went all out)
he got so many clothes, plushies, sweets, mangas, accessories etc. that you needed to buy a new suitcase just for the shit he bought
he bought some interesting plants but he was scared that they would rot or die on the way back home
Argos will definetly pick up some japanese, he will always wake up and say "おはよう" (ohayō)
actually I don't want to talk about the flight but hey, at some point I need to I guess
so let's just say it was a mess
big mess honeyyy
his adhd/autism just exploded when you guys flew to tokyo but luckily at some point, he fell into a coma (deep sleep)
when he did, you let out the most obnoxious and relieving sigh you've ever mustered to let out
overall you guys loved the trip so much (and went home with a lot of stuff as great memories) <3
travelling with argos episode poll
travelling with argos - episode 1: berlin
it was the first time for argos leaving the void
he didn't even know that it was possible, he just knew that humans were occasionally comming to the void but he himself didn't know how to leave
he'd be so excited to visit a big city like berlin
he likes adventures so that's actually perfect: new culture, new food, new night scene, new people etc.
he is known to be quite energetic in the void but out of the void?! I would recommend to put him on a leash or he'd just run away everywhere to look at things (like in the stargazing episode)
you guys would go to some botanical areas, go and see sights like the Fernsehturm (tv tower), the Brandenburger Tor or the Siegessäule (or how we call it "Gold Else")
he would come home with 30+ plants and would present them to the void fellas and obviously mr plant
you would go to different café's and restaurant's and try all kind of food (german, thai, vietnamese, japanese, mexican, turkish, english, korean, colombian etc.)
you would definetly pull him to Markthalle 9 to go to Street Food Thursday, where a lot of different street food's around the world are being presented and let's just say... he LOVED it!!! (please go there if you're in berlin, it's so good but it's only on thursday)
you guys would go shopping (he, totally buying a lot of stuff with stars, eyes and things that are blue (also things with plants))
he found a plushie looking similar to mr plant and you can guess, yes, he bought it
you guys stop at some souvenir stores and buy random stuff, probably spending hundreds of euros on that (but not just the typical stuff, also artistic stuff)
he would rant about this trip for MONTHS, LITERALLY MONTHS, be ready to hear him say "the food was so gooodddd" "berlin is so cool!" "next time you need to go with me (to every other person than you)" "I need to go there again!" "in german you would say this, in german you would say that" and so on
also you guys totally messed up with the hotel room so you needed to sleep in one fucking bed
he also picked up some german comedy and movies
when he wakes up in the morning, he says stuff like "morgen" or "moin (that's a hamburg thing but all german teenagers say it now)"
all people either look at him, complement him or think he's cosplaying (a lot pf people just shrug and say "typischer montag morgen (typical monday morning)" "so ne Leute trifft man immer in der U-Bahn (those kind of people are always seen in german subways or you meet them there)