Ed Fast - Blog Posts
Back on board
After 2 months of binging I’ve gained 7kg and I’m back on board to start working it all off mainly because I desperately want to kill myself and I’ve seen a few recent photos of me and I’m pretty sure that if I continue I’m never going to stop
I’m back at the starting weight of 75kg
I know I’ve gained a lot in two months an you probably think it will be easier to just kill myself but I am willing to try and actually not be such a fuxking fat ass
Stats - Active 7/22
I DO NOT ENCOURAGE STARVING, PURGING, PROANA OR ANYTHING THIS IS A COPING TOOL
17 - 75kg/150lbs - 164cm/5’3 - BMI 27
Goals & rewards
GW1 ~ 80kg/176lbs -🔓New shirt
78kg/171lbs -🔓
74kg/163lbs -🔓
GW2 ~70kg/154lbs - 🔓Waist beads
68kg/150lbs - 🔓
GW3 ~ 65kg/143lbs - 🔒Brandname pants
62kg/136lbs - 🔒
58kg/127lbs - 🔒
UGW~ 55kg/120lbs - 🔒Dunno yet
A little about me
Ive had an Ed since I was 8 unfortunately and it went from BED to ANA with b/p subtype since then
I fast as long as I can as eating nothing is easier than eating a little, the longest being 127 hours (6 days). Whenever I eat something I purge it regardless of it being a binge or not, I’ve been trying not to but it’s really hard to sit with the feeling.
Feel free to bully me with meanspo, sweetspo and whatever
