Effy Stonem - Blog Posts
β±to bother me..
I womder if anyone has felt the way i felt. And then i remeber the moon is seen by many but loved by few, the sun shines bright but no one got close enough to feel it's warmth. The earth once so loving and caring is being destroyed by the beeings she loves.
No one knows me like the stars. No one saw me cry like them, no one saw the smoke leave my lips, no one listened to me like they did. The stars tho so far away love me, and they burn bright to show me that
Sometimes i think that i'm my worst enemy and my worst mistake
Trough My sadness, trough my pain trough my bleeding heart, i felt a bit of numbness on the wound , i felt it slither among everything else and for the first time ever, i let it spread
It's weird being the loving but never the loved. You're surrounded by so much love constantly but at the end of the day you're all alone and there's nothing you can do.
Sometimes i feel like i need to hear your voice. I'm hungry for your words, thirsty for your voice, the empty room longs for your presence. I need to smell your cologne, i need to feel your touch because if i don't i leak, i loose myself
I have moved on. You took everything. The stars don't remember our dance, the flowers have withered away, my hand no longer recognizes your face, i've embraced the emptiness of my bed, the wind no longer wishpers your name. That's how i know i moved on from you.
You are everything. That's why i can't move on. The moon knows our story, the stars have watched us dance, the flowers were inspired by your beauty, the wind wishpers your name, my hand remembers the curves of your face, my ears remember your voice, my bed remembers your figure. That's why i can't move on from you.
since i first saw you, life was never the same. What i thought was ugly, became beautiful, my heart aches for poetry, my life is hooked on you. my heart's confused. I would rearange the stars if it ment you loving me. But you're like sugar, i know you're bad but i cannot let you go.
my chlotes are dirty, my eyeliner is messy, my hair a dark void, my eyes are empty, my life an open book and i think this is the worst chapter
id give anything, i'd give my past and future, i'd give half of my soul, i'd give all of my beauty and all my pain just to see you smile again
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βAnd I was so young when I behaved 25β
congradolences queen!! U just turned 13!! Go pick a mentally ill character to base your whole personality off of!!
