I miss being in love with life.
But just because I'm not right now doesn't mean I can't be one day.
I have to believe I'll get there one day.
I am going to fight for myself. I'm going to put real effort into my mental health and get better. I don't want to be miserable for the rest of my time with this life
people will either relate to me for this, or hate me for this. or both!
i will start to get better, i will notify my friends of this so i can hang out with them when im feeling happy, but i dont know how to start a conversation, so i will scroll the internet for like a WEEK, find something funny, post it in the group chat and hide underneath my comforters until they text me back with only a charger, weter bettele and ice cream if it isnt summer, and back up weter bettleles.