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Office hook up with kuroo đ€€
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The office was eerily quiet, save for the low, steady hum of the fluorescent lights overhead. Rows of desks stretched out in neat, darkened lines, papers stacked, chairs pushed in, computer monitors black and still. The occasional ticking sound from the wall clock echoed faintly in the wide, open space, amplifying just how empty it really was.
You pushed open the door to Kurooâs private office, balancing two takeout bags in your hands like a peace offering.
"Dinner's here, workaholic," you called, voice cutting through the stillness.
Inside, Kuroo looked up from behind his desk. He was hunched over some paperwork, hair even messier than usualâwild tufts sticking up from where he'd clearly dragged his fingers through it. His tie hung loose around his neck, the top two buttons of his shirt undone. Dark shadows smudged under his golden eyes, but when he spotted you standing there, his whole face shifted.
The tension in his shoulders eased. The corner of his mouth curved into a slow, lazy smile.
You made your way inside, carefully setting the bags down on the edge of his desk, nudging aside a stack of folders to make room. The rich, savory scent of your order wafted up between you, warm and inviting.
He leaned back in his chair, stretching out long legs under the desk, lacing his fingers behind his head with a low, satisfied groan. His eyes never left youâwatching you with a smoldering kind of patience.
"Wow, must be my lucky night," he said, voice a rough, playful rumble.
You rolled your eyes as you started unpacking the food. "Yes, bask in my generosity. You owe me dinner and maybe dessert."
He chuckled under his breath, pushing up from his chair with a heavy, purposeful kind of movement. His sleeves were rolled up to his elbows, veins prominent along his forearms. He looked both exhausted and predatoryâand somehow, devastatingly good.
He walked around the desk slowly, almost leisurely, but there was a weight to it. A coil of energy you could feel tightening between you with each step.
"You bringing me dinner... wearing that?" His gaze skimmed shamelessly over you, lingering at your legs, the snug fit of your jacket. "Dangerous."
You huffed, smoothing down your coat self-consciously. "Calm down, corporate Romeo. Itâs just jeans and a jacket."
He smirked, dipping his head slightly as he stepped closer, voice dropping to a rough whisper. "Still dangerous."
You shook your head, scoffing lightly, but your pulse betrayed you, skipping when he closed the last of the distance. His presence was overwhelmingâthe subtle scent of his cologne, the heat radiating off his skin.
He stopped just short of touching you, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. His fingers flexed slightly at his sides, like he was barely holding himself back.
"You know what I've always wanted to do?" he said, voice low and rough.
You raised an eyebrow, shooting him a dry look as you finished unpacking the containers. "Please don't say âwork overtime,â because I'm not into that."
Kuroo chuckled, the sound rumbling from deep in his chest. He leaned down slightly, close enough that you felt his breath against your ear.
"Always thought about bending you over my desk," he murmured. "Right here. After hours. When no one's around to hear you."
You blinked at him, deadpan. "You're disgusting."
But your bodyâtraitorous as everâleaned in, just a little. Your pulse kicked up, a warmth blooming low in your stomach.
"You love it," he teased, fingers brushing lightly against your waist, the touch barely there but searing.
You scoffed, stepping back half a pace, bumping lightly into the desk. "And here I thought you were a professional, Kuroo-san."
"I am professional. I'm professionally fantasizing about you," he quipped, tilting his head, that lazy grin deepening.
You fought the smile tugging at your lips, trying to maintain the upper hand, but it was useless. Especially when he stepped closer again, boxing you in, the edge of the desk biting into the backs of your thighs.
"Tetsu, seriously," you said, palms flattening against his chest when he closed the distance, feeling the steady thump of his heart under your touch. "I literally just brought you food."
"Exactly," he said simply, hands skimming up your sides, slow and coaxing. His thumb traced lazy, hypnotic circles against your hipbone. "And now I'm starving for something else."
"You're impossible," you muttered, even as your hands fisted weakly in his shirt.
"And you're stalling," he murmured back, his voice thick, heated.
You opened your mouthâbut nothing came out.
Instead, you grabbed a handful of his loosened tie and yanked him down into a kiss, slow and burning, full of everything you hadn't said.
The takeout bags hit the floor with a muffled thud.
Kuroo groaned low in his throat, one hand sliding up your thigh, hitching your leg around his waist as he walked you back, pressing you flush against the edge of the desk.
You parted your lips under his without hesitation now, tugging him impossibly closer, deepening the kiss until your heads spun.
"Fuck, look at you," he rasped, breaking the kiss just long enough to tug your coat down your arms and toss it somewhere unseen. "So fucking pretty for me."
You whined when his hands found the hem of your jeans, pushing it down your hips with slow, deliberate pressure.
He lifted you onto the desk, scattering papers and pens with zero care. Your legs wrapped around him instinctively, your body already humming in anticipation.
The kiss broke again when he mouthed down your throat, rough and reverent all at once. Your head fell back with a soft, shuddering breath, heart hammering so hard it echoed in your ears.
"Still think I'm disgusting?" he teased against your skin, voice dark and amused.
"Absolutely," you managed, breathless. *"Now shut up and fuck me, Kuroo."
His answering growl vibrated against your throat.
And then he was undoing his belt with one hand, the other keeping you pinned exactly where he wanted youâlaid out across his desk, messy, panting, and entirely his.
The desk beneath you creaked softly as Kuroo pressed your front down against the cool surface, one hand splayed firmly between your shoulder blades, keeping you there. His body loomed behind you, solid and hot, while he dragged his other hand down the curve of your spine, slow and possessive.
Your jeans were tugged halfway down your thighs, tangled around your knees. His fingers brushed teasingly over the waistband of your underwear, snapping it lightly before hooking them and sliding them down too, baring you completely to him.
You squirmed under his touch, hips canting back instinctively, seeking more.
âYou're still overdressed,â he muttered, voice rough as he leaned over you, his breath hot against the shell of your ear.
You barely managed a breathless huff before his fingers slid between your thighs, finding you slick and ready. He groaned low in his chest.
âFuck, look at you,â he rasped. âAlready so fucking wet.â
You whimpered when he teased your entrance with two fingers, circling lazily but never giving you the pressure you craved.
âTetsu,â you gasped, writhing under him.
He finally pushed inâone thick finger first, curling expertly, then another, scissoring them slowly to open you up. The stretch was delicious, just shy of overwhelming.
Your forehead rested against the cool desk, your fingers curling against the smooth surface.
Kurooâs free hand stroked down your back, soothing, grounding you as he worked you open, coaxing soft, broken sounds from your lips.
When he withdrew his fingers, you whimpered at the lossâbut then you heard the sound of his belt unfastening, the metallic clink sharp in the heavy silence of the office.
You twisted your head slightly, just enough to catch a glimpse of him out of the corner of your eyeâhis flushed face, the way he pumped himself slowly, slicking his cock with your wetness still clinging to his fingers.
He lined himself up behind you, the head of his cock dragging through your folds in a slow, maddening tease.
âSay you want it,â he murmured.
âI want it- I want it please,â you choked out, voice shaky with need.
He didnât make you wait.
With one steady thrust, he pushed into you, the stretch stealing the air from your lungs. He filled you completely, bottoming out with a low, wrecked groan.
He stilled for a moment, both hands braced on your hips, thumbs pressing into your skin.
âYou feelâŠâ he muttered, voice ragged. âYou feel so fucking good.â
You nodded weakly, pushing back against him, desperate for him to move.
He took the hint.
He pulled back slowly, almost all the way out, before thrusting back in with enough force to jolt your body forward on the desk. Papers fluttered to the floor, but neither of you cared.
Kuroo found a brutal rhythm, each snap of his hips making the desk creak under the force of it. His tie swung loose from his collar, occasionally brushing against your lower back with each rough thrust.
The soundsâskin slapping, your broken gasps, his low, breathless cursesâechoed obscenely in the otherwise empty office.
âMine,â he growled, fucking into you harder now, faster, one hand sliding up your back to fist gently in your hair, tugging your head back so he could kiss the nape of your neck, teeth grazing your skin.
âYours,â you gasped, knuckles white where you gripped the desk.
The coil in your stomach tightened impossibly fast, your orgasm building with every relentless drive of his hips.
âCome for me,â he panted against your ear. âLet me feel you.â
A few more thrusts and you shatteredâclenching around him, crying out his name in a broken, wrecked moan. Your body trembled under him, your release washing over you in thick, hot waves.
He fucked you through it, groaning low in his throat at the way you squeezed him so tight it bordered on painful.
With a final, stuttering thrust, he came hard, spilling inside you with a rough curse, his forehead dropping to your shoulder as he rode out the aftershocks.
For a long moment, the only sounds were your mingled breathing, the soft rustle of clothes, and the distant rain tapping against the windows.
Kuroo pressed a lazy kiss between your shoulder blades, hands smoothing down your sides in a rare, tender gesture.
âBest⊠dinner pickup⊠ever,â he panted against your skin.
You let out a breathless laugh, still half folded over the desk, utterly wrecked.
âYouâre⊠buying dessert,â you managed, voice hoarse.
He chuckled, pulling your jeans up slowly, helping you dress with lingering touches.
âAnything you want, babe,â he said, kissing the back of your neck again, utterly unbothered by the mess around youâcompletely consumed by you, and only you.
Asahi Azumane hadnât meant to fuck you like this.
At least, not at first.
From the beginning, he had always treated you like you were something precious. Maybe it was because of the way you fit against himâsmaller, delicate in his arms, easily lifted and carried. Maybe it was just who he was. But every time he touched you, it was careful, reverentâlike he was holding glass, terrified of pushing too hard, of cracking something he could never replace.
Heâd started slow, carefulâjust like always. His hands had been gentle, his mouth sweet against your skin, his body heavy but controlled as he eased into you between tangled sheets and soft, broken kisses.
Youâd wrapped your legs around his waist instinctively, clinging to the broadness of him, the way his body caged you without feeling suffocating. And for a while, he moved like he was afraidâafraid of breaking you, afraid of being too much.
But the second you pulled your knees higher, the second you whimpered into his mouth and squeezed around him like you couldnât stand even an inch of distanceâ
Something in him snapped.
And now you were folded beneath him, legs hooked over his shoulders, arms pinned above your head with one of his big hands wrapped around your wrists, completely at his mercy.
The angle was brutal. Deep. Overwhelming.
You couldnât breathe. Couldnât think. The thick weight of him drove every thought out of your head with each slow, devastating thrust that had your thighs trembling and your toes curling in the air.
âAsahiââ you gasped, but it was barely a sound. Your voice broke halfway through, your fingers twitching against his grip.
His other hand wasnât idleâit skated down your waist, gripping your thigh, your hip, like he didnât know where to hold you first. His forehead pressed against yours, his breath coming in sharp, desperate bursts, his body trembling from the effort of keeping it together.
âYou feelââ he choked out, driving deeper, harder, the wet sounds of your bodies colliding echoing off the walls, ââso good, sweetheart. So fucking good.â
You whined. Couldnât help it. Your whole body was screaming for him, clenching around him like you never wanted him to stop.
And Asahi, sweet, gentle Asahi, fucked you through it with a quiet ferocity that stole the air from your lungs.
He wasnât rough. He wasnât violent. But he was relentlessâthrust after thrust angled to wreck you completely, his body pressing you deeper into the mattress with every snap of his hips.
You sobbed out his name, back arching off the bed despite his weight holding you down, and he groanedâlow, broken, primalâwhen he felt how close you were.
âThatâs it,â he panted, hips grinding in deep, âCome on, baby, come for me. Let goâIâve got you.â
And you did.
The orgasm tore through you like a violent wave, pulling the breath from your lungs, your body spasming helplessly under him. You clamped down around him so hard he almost folded, his jaw locking as he cursed under his breath, fucking you through it even as your nails raked helplessly at his shoulders, even as you sobbed his name again and again.
He wasnât far behind.
You felt the way his rhythm falteredâthe way he ground into you one last time, burying himself to the hilt, as he came with a low, broken sound against your neck.
His entire body shuddered above you.
For a long time, neither of you moved. Just the sound of heavy breathing, trembling limbs, and water rushing faintly in the bathroom beyond the door.
Slowly, Asahi lowered your legs from his shoulders, pressing kisses to your knees, your thighs, anywhere he could reach, like he couldnât bear to be apart from you for even a second.
You whimpered when his mouth brushed over the sensitive inside of your thigh, another tremor ripping through you.
He smiled against your skinâsmall, wrecked, overwhelmed.
âSorry,â he mumbled, dragging his lips up to your hip. âGot a little carried away.â
You shook your head, still gasping, still stunned. Still full of him.
Asahi chuckled, low and breathless, and kissed your stomach, your ribs, your sternumâslow, grounding kisses that made your overstimulated body twitch and shiver with every touch.
âIâll take care of you,â he murmured, lips brushing your pulse. âIâve got you.â
You barely managed a broken whimper in response before he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you against his chest like you were something he couldnât afford to lose.
And in that moment, you knew: He hadn't just fucked you like he was afraid of breaking you. He fucked you like he was afraid of losing you.
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I wanted to request Sugawara â possibly taking care of the reader when theyâre sick? Or maybe period pains? Either works, I really donât mind! Thereâs not a lot of Suga writing on tumblr as a whole (that Iâve been able to find), and Iâd like to see you work your magic! Thank youuu!
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The door creaked open before you could even lift your head from the couch.
"Hey, you should be resting," came Sugawaraâs voiceâsoft, teasing, but edged with concern. The sound of it washed over you like a balm, even as your body rebelled against every small movement.
You grunted in response, curling deeper into the fortress of blankets you'd made for yourself. Every inch of your body ached with a dull, persistent throb. Your head pounded in time with your heartbeat, and your stomach twisted and cramped unpleasantly, making you feel heavy and brittle all at once.
Koushi set the grocery bag down with a soft thud, the rustling of plastic filling the room as he moved around. You cracked one eye open to find him methodically unpacking supplies: herbal teas, a box of your favorite crackers, a heating pad, a fresh bottle of painkillers, andâto your complete and utter dismayâa small bouquet of daisies.
âYou didnât have to,â you croaked, voice hoarse.
He shot you a look over his shoulder, eyebrow arched in a way that immediately made you feel silly for even suggesting it. âYouâre right,â he said lightly, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. âI didnât have to. I wanted to.â
You huffed, burrowing deeper into the blanket, tryingâand failingâto hide the way your face flushed. Whether it was from embarrassment or overwhelming gratitude, you werenât sure.
Sugawara padded over, kneeling down so you were eye-level. His hand, warm and slightly calloused from years of volleyball, brushed against your forehead. Gentle, steady.
âStill warm,â he murmured, his brows knitting together in a tiny frown. âPoor thing.â
You cracked a weak smile, the motion tugging at the ache in your temples. âIâm fine, really,â you mumbled.
âMmhmm,â he hummed, clearly not believing a word of it.
Without asking, he cracked open one of the heat packs, giving it a firm shake until it warmed to life. He slipped it under the blanket, pressing it against your lower abdomen with slow, careful movements. A soft, involuntary sigh slipped past your lips as the warmth seeped into your cramping muscles.
He smiled at that, eyes crinkling in that boyish, heart-melting way he had.
âThereâs my girl,â he said, so quietly you almost didnât catch it over the gentle thrum of the rain starting outside.
Sugawara busied himself preparing teaâthe comforting clatter of the kettle, the soft clink of a spoon stirring honey into a mugâall while stealing glances at you every few moments. Watching. Making sure you didnât strain yourself.
When he returned, he slid onto the couch beside you, coaxing you upright just enough to press the steaming mug into your hands.
âEasy,â he murmured, one hand steadying the cup with you. âSmall sips.â
You obeyed, too tired to argue, the warmth from the tea and his touch making the ache behind your eyes begin to loosen.
Once the tea was safely set aside on the coffee table, he didnât retreat back to his corner. Instead, he carefully pulled you into his arms, arranging you across his lap with an ease that made your heart ache. His hands found your lower back almost immediately, working slow, tender circles into the tense muscles there.
The world outside faded. The rain against the windows softened into a background hum. Your muscles remained sore, but the sharp edges of your pain dulledâreplaced by the steady, grounding beat of Koushiâs heart against your ear, the rise and fall of his breathing, the feeling of being wrapped up in somethingâsomeoneâsolid and sure.
Your hands tightened weakly in the fabric of his shirt, clinging to him like a lifeline.
âThank you,â you whispered back, voice cracking from the weight of everything you were too tired to say properly.
He only squeezed you tighter, thumb stroking lazy, soothing patterns across your hip.
âAlways,â he murmured.
And as your eyes fluttered closed, your body giving in to the exhaustion at last, you realized: with Koushi here, you could finally let yourself rest.
Truly, completely, safely rest.
The event was a swirl of warm lighting, soft laughter, and the rich, heady scent of tempered chocolate and burnt sugar.
Somewhere in the heart of Tokyo, a five-star patisserie had been transformed into an evening affairâa private industry showcase for chefs, culinary press, and the occasional wide-eyed investor. Tendou Satori moved through the space like he belonged to it. Which, of course, he did.
You stood near the back wall, watching him with an easy smile. Even dressed in black slacks and a soft linen shirt, half-buttoned and rolled at the forearms, he looked like trouble. The smooth curve of his freshly-shaved head caught the ambient light, shining faintly as he turned in profile to greet a cluster of press. He was strikingâhis angular features more mature now, but his grin still full of mischief, his eyes always dancing.
You were his plus one tonightâhis girlfriend, his anchor, his favorite distraction. And while you didnât know the first thing about ganache ratios or butter emulsions, you did know the way he talked about his craft with such unfiltered joy. It was endearing. Infectious. Sexy.
The event had gone wellâTendou had been in his element, the crowd eating out of the palm of his hand as he joked his way through tasting stations and critiques. Youâd lingered behind while he stayed back to help clean up, perched near the edge of the room, sipping something bubbly and watching him from afar.
Thatâs when Ryoutaâone of the younger chefs, clean-cut and too confidentâapproached you again. Youâd met him earlier, briefly, and now he was back, a tray of glossy pastries balanced on one hand.
âStill hungry?â he asked with a smirk, holding out a delicate lemon-honey tart on a golden tasting spoon.
âIt was really good,â you admitted politely.
âHere,â he said, stepping closer, holding out a dark, glossy square balanced on a miniature spatula. âThis oneâs been giving me trouble all monthâbittersweet ganache with orange blossom and sea salt. Let me know if it actually works this time.â
He watched you intently as you leaned forward. âItâs all about the bloom at the end. Should hit just after the salt fades.â
You bit. Smiled.
âYeah?â he asked, already reaching into the tray again. âAlright. Try this one tooâdifferent profile, less floral.â
He held it between two fingers, lifted it toward your lips.
You hesitated. âUhâŠâ
âItâs fine,â he laughed. âHappens all the time at these things. No one touches anything with their own hands.â
That logic was questionable, but the dessert smelled incredible, so you took it gently from his fingers and let it melt on your tongue. Rich. Decadent. It bloomed in layersâbitter, then sweet, then citrus.
You were nodding in delight when a voiceâlow and sing-songâbroke the moment in two.
âWell, this looks cozy.â
You turned.
Tendou stood just a few feet away, hands in his pockets, head tilted like a cat watching something wiggle in the grass. His expression was all sharp corners and candy-coated charm, but you could see itâthe tension. The tightness in his shoulders. The twitch of his jaw as his eyes dragged over Ryoutaâs hand, still hovering too close to your mouth.
âOh, Satori,â Ryouta said, laughing. âSheâs got a good palate. I was just letting herââ
âFeed her with your fingers?â Tendou cut in, smiling wide. âHow generous.â
You blinked. âWait, itâs not likeââ
But he was already by your side. He slid an arm around your waist and plucked your champagne flute from your hand like it had offended him personally.
âWeâre gonna head out,â he said cheerfully to no one in particular. âEnjoy the rest of the night. Try not to lose any more chocolates to strangers.â
And then he was guiding youâno, steering youâtoward the doors. Not rough, not rude, but with enough silent urgency that you didnât ask questions.
Not until you were in the car.
âOkay,â you said slowly. âWhat was that?â
Tendou didnât answer at first. His fingers drummed against his knee, eyes fixed on the city lights flashing past the window.
You leaned in. âSatori.â
âI watched another man feed you dessert with his fingers,â he said, tone bright and clipped. âWhich was wild, by the way.â
You blinked. âHeâs a chef.â
He turned his head toward you, smiling a little too wide. âSo am I. But I donât let people lick chocolate off my hands unless theyâre gonna moan about it later.â
Your cheeks flushed. âI didnât moan.â
âNot yet.â
The rest of the ride was quiet. But your body wasnât. Your heart drummed loud in your ears, a slow and fluttery pulse you could feel all the way down your arms. There was a weight behind his silence that made your thighs press together involuntarily, your breath shallow with anticipation.
Every glance he didnât give you felt like a brush of fire, and every flex of his fingers against his knee sent a little jolt down your spine. You were still tasting the chocolateâbut now it was wrapped in tension, thick with something dangerous and deeply personal. It sat behind your teeth like a promise unspoken.
But the moment the door shut behind you both at home, it was like the tension snapped loose.
Tendou grabbed your wrist and tugged you to himânot harshly, but with purpose. His mouth met yours in a kiss that was all teeth and caramel heat, hands sliding up your sides like he couldnât decide where to hold you first.
You gasped into him. âSatoriââ
âI donât share,â he murmured, lips brushing your jaw, your throat. âNot food. Not you. Not the way you taste.â
He backed you toward the kitchen counter, palms skimming down your thighs to lift you up with practiced ease. Your legs wrapped around his waist without thinking.
âI didnât think it would bother you,â you whispered, breath catching as he kissed your collarbone, nipping just hard enough to make you shiver.
âIt didnât,â he said, voice dark. âUntil it did.â
He tugged your dress up, mouth following the line of your thigh, his hands everywhereâhot, demanding, worshipful.
âYou gonna let anyone else feed you like that?â he asked, just before he slid your panties aside with two fingers.
You moaned. âNoââ
âSay it.â
âI wonât,â you gasped, hips jerking as his mouth met you, tongue sweeping slow and devastating. He licked into you deliberately, like he wanted to savor every reactionâevery stuttering moan, every twitch of your legs around his shoulders.
His fingers gripped your thighs tighter, holding you open while he devoured you. It built steadilyâno teasing, no gamesâjust hungry focus and the low hum of pleasure as he drank down every sound you gave him. You couldnât stop it; your legs were trembling, your fingers tangled in his shirt as the heat curled, then peakedâ
You came with a cry that echoed through the foyer, hips bucking as his name slipped broken from your lips. He didnât stop until you were shivering, overstimulated, eyes glassy.
He looked up, mouth slick, eyes shining with something darker than mischief. âWeâre not done.â
Then he stood, leaned in close, and kissed you deepâslow and messy and full of intent.
And melt, you did.
Again and again, until the only thing you could remember was how his name sounded in your mouth and how good it felt to be wanted this much.
â
The morning after, the room was quiet.
Golden light slipped through the blinds, casting soft shadows across the sheets. Tendou lay on his side, propped on one elbow, head tilted slightly as he watched you sleep. You were sprawled against the pillow, breathing slow and steady, hair tousled from his hands and the night before. The blanket had slipped down just enough to reveal the evidence.
His marks.
Your skin was littered in themâhickeys blooming along your collarbone and throat like wine-stained petals, small bruises dusting your ribs, and faint bite marks along the curve of your thigh where the sheet barely clung. Some were shallow, teasing reminders. Others were darker, deeper. Possessive.
He let his fingers trace a lazy path down your spine, not enough to wake you, but enough to feel you sigh in your sleep, your body instinctively curling toward the touch.
He smiled to himself.
âYouâre covered in me,â he murmured, voice low, smug, and barely audible. His hand ghosted over the marks like he was admiring a painting he'd made just for himself.
You stirred slightly, blinking against the pillow. âYou went feral,â you muttered, voice rough with sleep.
He chuckled, eyes still on you. âYou liked it.â
You rolled onto your side, facing him now, the sheet falling from your shoulder.
âYou got jealous over chocolate.â
âI got jealous over you.â His eyes met yoursâsharp, unrepentant, glowing in the morning light. âAnd Iâd do it again.â
You didnât answer right away. You just leaned in and kissed him, slow and warm, lips brushing his lazily, your hand cupping his jaw.
âI think you left a tooth mark on my hip,â you whispered, breath curling against his mouth.
âGood,â he said, the corners of his lips twitching up. âNow everyone knows youâre mine.â
The sharp clang of the school bell signaled the end of class, jolting you out of your thoughts. You blinked, realizing you had barely absorbed a single word of the lecture. Your fingers mindlessly traced the spine of your textbook as students shuffled around you, chairs scraping against the floor, the din of conversation rising as everyone spilled into the hallway for lunch.
Your body moved on autopilot, gathering your belongings and slipping into the throng of students, but your mind was somewhere else entirely. The past few days had been a blur, a tangled mess of secrets, frustration, and moments you couldnât quite categorize. Your lips tingled at the memory of his mouth on them, your skin still seemed to burn where he had touched you, and no matter how much you tried to shake it, you felt restless.
Lost in thought, you barely noticed when you stepped into the cafeteriaâ
Until a loud, unmistakable voice cut through the noise like a whip.
"Where the hell have you been?!"
You barely had time to process before Hana Yoshida came barreling toward you, her long dark hair swaying dramatically behind her, eyes narrowed with accusation and concern.
You winced. Shit.
"You have been straight-up ghosting me, and I swear to god if you say it's because of some stupid schoolwork, I will lose my mind."
Her hands found her hips as she planted herself in front of you, blocking your path with the kind of intensity only Hana could manage. She was radiating energy, a force of nature wrapped in an oversized school sweater and a skirt she had definitely rolled up against dress code.
You opened your mouth to protest, but she immediately cut you off, her sharp brown eyes narrowing further. "No. Donât even try to make an excuse, because I know you. And I know when youâre hiding something."
You shifted uncomfortably, your hands gripping the strap of your bag a little tighter. "Iâuhâ"
"Yeah, uh-uh, my ass." Hana scoffed, grabbing your wrist and dragging you toward your usual lunch spot with zero room for argument. "Spill. Now. Before I start making up my own theories, and trust me, you won't like them."
You swallowed hard.
"I've just been busy," you tried weakly, avoiding her piercing gaze. "You know, school, club activities, the usual."
Hanaâs eyes narrowed even further as she leaned in closer, scanning your face with an almost predatory level of scrutiny. And then, as if something suddenly clicked, her jaw dropped.
She gasped so loudly that a few students actually turned their heads in curiosity. Then, without missing a beat, she pointed an accusatory finger directly at your chest.
"Oh. My. God. Youâve been having sex!"
Your stomach plummeted.
Panic shot through you at lightning speed, your hand flying up to clasp over her mouth before she could blurt out another humiliating declaration for the entire cafeteria to hear.
"Shut up!" you hissed, your face heating up so fast you thought you might combust on the spot. "Would you keep your voice down?!"
Hanaâs muffled laugh vibrated against your palm before she wrenched your hand away, eyes practically sparkling with glee. "Oh, I knew it! I knew something was up! And judging by how flustered you are, Iâm right!"
She smirked, leaning in even closer, her voice dropping to a dramatic whisper. "You look so mellow and relaxed lately. And honestly? Youâre glowing. Whoever is dicking you down is doing a great job."
Your face erupted in flames. "Will you just shut up?!" you hissed, mortified beyond belief, your eyes darting around to make sure no one else had overheard.
Hana only grinned wider, clearly having the time of her life. "Oh, I am so not shutting up. I need details."
You stuttered, scrambling for a way out of this conversation. "T-there's nothing to say. It was just a fling," you lied through your teeth, knowing full well that wasnât the case.
Hana's eyes narrowed like a predator locking onto its prey. "Oh, sure. Just a fling? You, Miss âI Donât Do Hookupsâ? You expect me to believe that?"
Before she could press you further, a loud voice cut through the cafeteria noise, pulling you from Hanaâs relentless interrogation.
"Hey, manager!"
You turned, internally sighing in relief, as Osamu, Atsumu, Aran, Suna, and Hitoshi made their way toward you. The group moved with familiar ease, their casual bickering bleeding into the air like background static. Even before they reached your table, you could tell they were in the middle of one of their stupid arguments.
"God, you guys canât leave me alone, huh?" you teased, forcing yourself to sound as normal as possible while shifting slightly in your seat. You could still feel Hana's gaze boring into the side of your head, but for now, she was momentarily distracted.
Hana huffed, crossing her arms. "Yeah, you guys get her before and after school. Can't I reserve her for lunch?"
"Don't worry, we only need her for a quick second," Suna added with a smirk, earning a roll of your eyes.
"We got a serious debate," Hitoshi declared, arms crossed, his expression dead serious. "Would you rather fight a hundred duck-sized horses or one horse-sized duck?"
Osamu sighed, shaking his head. "A hundred duck-sized horses, obviously. A horse-sized duck would be terrifying."
Suna scoffed. "Nah, youâre thinking too hard about it. A horse-sized duck would have hollow bones. It wouldnât even be that strong."
You blinked, deadpan. "Thatâs what youâre arguing about?"
Atsumu grinned, leaning forward, his golden eyes glinting with mischief. "Câmon, we need a tie-breaker."
You rolled your eyes, already feeling the familiar urge to snark back. "Knowing you, Miya, youâd lose to both."
Atsumuâs smug expression instantly dropped, replaced with mock offense. "Excuse me? Iâd destroy that oversized poultry."
"Doubt it," you shot back. "Youâd probably trip over your own ego before you could throw the first punch."
Atsumuâs golden eyes gleamed with challenge, his smirk widening as if he was ready to throw another quip your way. He leaned in slightly, opening his mouthâ
"Oh, sweetheart, you really gotta work on your comebacks. That one barely stung."
"Oh, up yours, you insufferableâ" you began with a sweet smile, voice dripping with venom, but before you could finish, Aran cut in with a sigh. "Okay, okay, letâs get food before this turns into another screaming match."
You raised your hands in mock surrender. "Hey, I'm the one with self-control."
Atsumu shot you a glare, clearly not amused, his mouth opening to retort, but you only grinned wider. "That being saidâa horse-sized duck."
Half the boys erupted into a small but silent victory celebration, their smug grins a stark contrast to the ones rolling their eyes in annoyance. With that, the group turned and began heading toward the lunch line, still bickering about the logistics of fighting oversized poultry.
Atsumu threw you one last smirk, his golden eyes flashing with something too smug, too knowing, before turning on his heel to follow the rest of the team.
It was quick, almost imperceptible, but there was something in that fleeting glanceâa silent challenge, a lingering amusement, a spark of something neither of you wanted to name. Your stomach twisted at the way his smirk lingered even as he walked away, his broad shoulders disappearing into the lunch crowd.
You barely had time to process it before Hana's nails dug into your arm with newfound intensity.
"Oh. My. God. Miya Atsumu?!"
Your stomach dropped, the cafeteria suddenly feeling too bright, too loud, every sound around you fading into a dull hum compared to the sheer horror of what had just left Hanaâs mouth.
Hanaâs voice was barely a whisper, but the absolute horror and uncontainable glee in her tone made your face burn hotter than the sun, the heat creeping up your neck and settling into your ears.
"What?! You are out of your mindâ" you sputtered, words tumbling out before you could even think of a solid defense. Your hands instinctively gripped the edge of the table, like you needed something to ground yourself before you keeled over in embarrassment.
But Hana just grinned, completely unfazed, watching you with a predatory kind of giddiness, like she had just unearthed the juiciest gossip of the century.
"I mean, it makes sense," she continued, tapping her chin as if she were solving a grand mystery, her eyes dancing with amusement. "Heâs stupid pretty, and you both hate each otherâs guts."
You opened your mouth, ready to argue, to tell her she had completely lost her mind, but thenâ
Hanaâs expression shifted.
As if a switch flipped.
Her eyes widened, her breath caught, and thenâ
She gasped, loud and dramatic, clutching your arm so tightly you thought she might dislocate your shoulder.
"Youâve been having hate sex and didnât tell me?!"
You winced, her words cutting through the already overwhelming noise of the cafeteria, but to you, they felt magnified, exposed, like she had just put you on trial in the middle of lunch hour.
A groan ripped from your throat, your hand dragging down your face as if you could physically wipe this moment from existence.
"Goddamn it, can you stop being so perceptive?" you gritted out, your voice half a plea, half a curse, the mortification settling deep in your bones.
Hana, however, looked delighted, her grin only stretching wider, eating up your suffering like it was the most entertaining thing sheâd ever witnessed.
Your shoulders slumped in defeat, your head dropping onto the desk with a resigned sigh.
"What do you want to know?" you mumbled, knowing full well you had just opened the floodgates to hell.
--
You told her everythingâfrom the late-night encounters to the insults exchanged between breathless moans, the ridiculous tension that neither of you acknowledged in daylight, the way he was just so frustrating even when he wasnât talking. Every stupid detail, every infuriating moment, all of it. The way his smirk made your skin prickle with annoyance, how his hands always seemed to leave behind an unbearable heat, the way he had this infuriating ability to push every single one of your buttons. And yet, somehow, you kept going back. Again and again.
By the time you finished, Hana was just staring at you, blinking slowly, like she needed a moment to actually process the sheer absurdity of the situation you had just described. Then, she leaned back, exhaled slowly, and with the most deadpan expression, simply said:
"Wow. I'm so jealous."
A snort escaped you before you could stop it, your body tensing and relaxing all at once. "Only you would be jealous of this kind of situation."
Hana shrugged, her lips pulling into a lazy, knowing grin. "I mean, whatâs not to like? The sex is good, heâs not bad to look atâ"
"I hate his guts," you cut in, scowling, your fingers tightening around the edge of the table. There was no way in hell you were letting her finish that sentence.
Hana just stopped, her eyes scanning your face with undisguised skepticism, her head tilting slightly like you had just said the dumbest thing imaginable.
"Right." She dragged the word out, voice drenched in disbelief, as if she was humoring a child who just declared they didnât like sugar.
Your teeth clenched, frustration flaring hot in your chest. "Iâm serious, Hana. I canât stand him."
She raised an eyebrow, her smirk only growing, clearly unimpressed. "But you can stand him inside you."
Your mouth fell open in horror, your entire body locking up before you slapped her shoulderâhard enough to make her burst out into uncontrollable laughter.
"Oh my god, shut up!" you hissed, your face burning.
Hana just grinned, completely unrepentant, rubbing her arm with mock injury. "Iâm just saying. If I didnât know any better, Iâd say you have a thing for him."
You scoffed, rolling your eyes so hard it almost hurt. "Absolutely not. I could never see myself with him. Itâs just physical. Thatâs it."
"Mmhmm," Hana hummed, tapping her chin dramatically, like she was filing away her own private analysis of your situation. Then, after a few seconds, she tilted her head, as if casually remembering something.
"Then you shouldnât care that Ayumi Tanaka is planning on asking him out."
Your entire body tensed before your head snapped toward her so fast you nearly gave yourself whiplash.
"What?" you blurted out, voice sharper than you intended.
Hana blinked, her lips quirking as if she knew exactly what she was doing. "Oh, yeah. She was talking about it in the locker room the other day. Said sheâs been into him for a while and figured sheâd shoot her shot."
Your jaw locked, a strange heat curling in your chest. "And⊠he said what?"
Hana shrugged. "Dunno. She hasnât asked him yet. But she was pretty confident."
You hated the way your stomach twisted at that. Absolutely despised it. Because it shouldnât matter. It really, really shouldnât. This thing with Atsumu? It wasnât realâjust something to get out of both your systems. Thatâs it. That was the agreement. And yet, the thought of him with someone else, letting someone else touch him, whisper things into his ear, run their hands over his skinâ
No. Absolutely not.
Wait. Why do I care?
Hana leaned forward, watching your expression with obvious amusement. "Oh, wow. You hate him so much, yet here you are, looking like you just swallowed a lemon."
You tore your gaze away, forcing yourself to breathe. "I donât care."
Hana smirked. "Right. Totally buying that."
Before you could snap back, the sharp ring of the school bell split the air, signaling the end of lunch. You shot up from your seat so fast it nearly knocked your tray over.
"Oh wow, the bell! Gotta go!" you rushed out, grabbing your bag and making a beeline for the exit like your life depended on it.
Hana, still seated, only crossed her arms, watching you flee with an exasperated shake of her head. "This isnât over!" she called after you, her voice carrying over the cafeteria noise.
You barely heard her as you pushed through the hallway, her words still rattling in your head. Your stomach twisted as you replayed the conversation, the image of Atsumu with someone else digging its claws into your brain like an itch you couldn't scratch. The idea of another girl sliding her hands over his skin, pulling those same groans from his throat, whispering in his earâit sent a fresh, unwanted wave of irritation crawling through your veins.
You trudged down the hallway, weaving through the clusters of students lingering outside their classrooms, your mind still clouded with the lingering conversation you had barely escaped from. Hanaâs words played on a loop in your head, irritating and persistent, no matter how much you tried to shake them off.
It didnât matter. It shouldnât matter.
A sharp-edged, slow-burn collection exploring the tension-filled dynamics between Reader and various Haikyuu characters. Fueled by banter, unresolved competition, and the kind of chemistry that crackles under the surface, each drabble blurs the line between hate and something dangerously close to desire.
1. Tsukishima 2. Terushima 3. Atsumu, Part 2 (NSFW), Part 3, Part 4 (NSFW), Part 5, Part 6 (NSFW) 4. Akaashi 5. Kuroo, Part 2, Part 3 (NSFW) 6. Sakusa 7. Oikawa 8. Kyotani/Mad Dog (NSFW) 9. Tendou 10. Iwaizumi, Part 2, Part 3 (NSFW) 11. Shirabu 12. Kita 13. Suna
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hey i wanted to request a fic, but before i request i wanted to say that i really enjoy your fics. there's something about them that makes me read them even when theyre about characters i dont often care much about. also, when i write i often stick to my couple of faves, but your fics have me thinking that maybe it'd do me good to practice writing a variety of different characters.
im not as prolific as you though hahaha
ok and now for my incredibly self-indulgent request because my #1 favorite is Mr. Perfect Kita, can i request a fic about Kita wooing/asking out a Reader who is intimidated by him?? pretty please, and thank you? hehe
i also am curious if there's any character you prefer writing about compared to the rest
have a lovely day! :)
Anon, you are far too kind â thank you so much for your kind words!! it genuinely means the world to me đ„č
Also: you should totally experiment with writing new characters!! itâs legit eye opening (after writing fav positions for Hinata, I can't stop looking at him differently đ)
Also also, but favourite three characters to write for are Tsukishima (my first love) Iwaizumi and Atsumu for sure. They've stolen my heart ughhh.
ANYWAYS ENJOY <333
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There was something about Kita Shinsuke that made your stomach twistâand not in the butterflies, schoolgirl-crush way you wished it did.
No, it was worse than that. It was the intimidation.
Because Kita was perfect. He was composed, kind, respectful, disciplined. He woke up early, always got top marks, captained the volleyball team with quiet command, and still managed to hold the door open for every single person who walked through it. He was the kind of person who turned in his assignments a week early, whose uniform never had a wrinkle, whose silences were never awkward but intentional.
And you? You were just... there. Always a few steps away. Always too nervous to make eye contact, let alone conversation.
You shared a class with himâsat three rows behind, diagonally to the leftâand you could probably count on one hand how many times you'd actually spoken to him. Mostly because every time his steel-gray eyes swept past you, your breath would catch in your throat.
That expression of hisâsteady, unreadable, unwaveringâit made your nerves twist up in knots. It wasn't that he looked mean. It was that he looked like he saw everything.
So when he approached you after school one day, just before he headed off to volleyball practice, your brain completely short-circuited.
He stopped in front of your desk as you were packing up, casting a soft shadow over your notes. When you looked up, he was standing there with perfect posture, his uniform blazer unbuttoned but still crisp, and a small box held gently in both hands.
"Hey," he said, voice quiet but clear. "Can I speak to you a moment?"
You blinked up at him like heâd spoken another language, then scrambled to nod. "Y-Yeah. Of course."
He gestured subtly toward the hallway. You followed him, still clutching your books, your heart thudding in your ears. The corridor was mostly empty now, sunlight from the high windows painting long lines across the floor.
He turned to face you just outside the classroom, gaze even but calm.
Then, gently, he extended the box toward you.
"I put together a few things you might like. I hope thatâs alright."
You stared at the box, then at his face, then back again. "Wait... what?"
The box was neat, wrapped in soft brown paper and tied with twine. Inside, you found your favorite snacks, a new set of pens in the exact shade you always used, a mini notebook with the design you'd admired in the campus store weeks ago, and a little envelope with your name on it in his clean handwriting.
You opened it with trembling fingers.
I thought of you, the note read. Simple. Honest.
"I noticed you're always out of ink because you let other people borrow your pens," he said softly, watching your reaction. "And I know you get headaches during long lecturesâyou press your temples with your thumbs when you're trying not to draw attention to it. So there's some caffeine-free tea in there too."
Your chest tightened. Your mouth opened slightly, but no sound came out. Heâd noticed all of that?
âI... uh...â
Then he asked it. Calmly, without fanfare, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
"Would you like to go out with me this Saturday?"
Your brain lagged, your breath stalling in your throat. Your fingers clenched tighter around the box.
"Why?" you blurted. Then quickly, eyes wide, you stammered, "I meanâI didn't even know you were interested in me."
For a beat, he was silent. Then his eyes softened, his posture relaxing just slightly. His thumbs pressed gently along the edge of his sleeves.
"I am," he said. "I have been for a while. You're always thoughtful. You don't speak just to fill space. You listen. You think before you act. I admire that."
The air caught in your chest. You looked down at the box, then back up at him.
He added, voice quieter now, "You donât have to decide now. I just wanted you to know it wasnât an accident that I asked. I see you. Even if you donât always see yourself."
You bit your lip. Your hands were trembling slightly as you clutched the box tighter against your chest. "You're... really good at this," you murmured, your voice barely more than a breath.
"Iâm nervous," he admitted, eyes flicking away for just a second. He adjusted the strap of his gym bag over his shoulder. "But I meant what I said. I like you."
Your throat was dry, but your heart was full. Full in a way it hadn't been before.
You nodded slowly, smile shy. "Okay. Yes. Iâd like that. Saturday, right?"
A tiny smile curved at the corner of his mouthâsmall but warm, the kind that made your chest flutter.
"Saturday," he confirmed.
He glanced down the hallway toward the gym, then back at you.
"I have practice now," he said gently, taking a small step back. "But Iâll see you tomorrow?"
You nodded, this time more confidently.
He gave one final lingering lookâeyes lingering not on your face but the way you held the box close to you like it meant somethingâand then turned and walked away, each step measured and light.
You stayed rooted in place.
Blushing, stunned, your arms wrapped tightly around the little box as if it might disappear. You stood there for what felt like ages, listening to the echoes of his footsteps until they faded down the stairwell.
And when you finally looked back at the note in your hand, reading I thought of you one more time, your heart bloomed in your chest.
Maybeâjust maybeâhe wasnât so scary after all.
You knew the day was going to be shit when your coffee spilled on your white blouse before 9 a.m.
The rest unfolded like a cruel jokeâback-to-back meetings that ran long, a snippy email from your supervisor that didnât even pretend to be polite, and a presentation youâd poured hours into that got brushed aside for a 'more time-sensitive matter.' By 5 p.m., your jaw ached from how tightly youâd been clenching it all day.
So when your phone buzzed, and you saw Kurooâs name flash across the screen, your thumb hovered over the green icon. You didnât want to talk. You didnât want to pretend you were fine. But you answered anyway.
âHey,â he said, voice low and familiar. There was a pause, like he was listening for something in the silence between you. "You sound like you had a day."
You scoffed. âThat obvious?â
âYou get all quiet when youâre brooding.â
You didnât reply. The lump in your throat had nothing to do with him, and everything to do with the way he could read you like thisâwithout even seeing your face.
He waited a beat, then said, âCome out. First roundâs on me.â
You started to declineâalready in your sweats, already half curled on the couchâbut his voice came again, coaxing.
âCâmon, Iâll even let you rant about corporate dysfunction without rolling my eyes this time.â
That got the faintest laugh out of you. And somehow, twenty minutes later, you were walking into the bar you both loved, the one tucked between a bookstore and a stationery shop, dim and warm and a little too familiar.
He was already at your usual tableâsecond from the back, under the shelf with the crooked leg that made drinks tilt if you werenât careful. Two pints sat on the table, and Kuroo raised one as you approached.
âStill drinkinâ like a college student?â you teased, sliding into the booth across from him.
He grinned. âNostalgiaâs a powerful thing.â
You took the glass, took a long sip, and finally sighed. It hit your system like a balm.
For the next half hour, you vented. About your boss. About the way the office printer hated you. About how you were so close to throwing your laptop out the window, and how nobody respected boundaries anymore.
Kuroo listened, as always. Interjected only when you needed him to. Smiled over the rim of his beer like he could do this for hours.
Eventually, when the flush of alcohol had softened the edges of your irritation, he leaned forward on his elbows.
âYou ever think youâre just lonely?â
You blinked. âExcuse me?â
He didnât flinch. âI meanâyou work hard, you donât really date, you havenât mentioned anyone in a while. Maybe itâs not just the job. Maybe itâs... everything else, too.â
You raised an eyebrow. âIs this your way of telling me I'm a spinster?â
He laughed, but it sounded slightly forced. âNah. Just saying, you deserve someone good. Thought about setting you up with a friend.â
You shrugged, looked down into your drink. âIâm not interested in someone else.â
And that was the truth. You hadnât been, not for a long time. Not since your second year of college, when Kuroo Tetsurou sauntered into your world like he owned the placeâwith messy hair, too much sarcasm, and the kind of quiet loyalty that wrecked you. He was all sharp teeth and soft heart, and youâd fallen harder than you wanted to admit. But youâd also accepted, long ago, that he probably didnât see you that way. So you tucked it down. Smiled when he dated other people. Never said a word.
Until tonight.
You hadnât meant to get drunk. Not really. Youâd planned to drink just enough to take the edge off, to let the tension bleed from your muscles after a long, miserable day. But when the bartender mentioned it was two-for-one night, and Kuroo had raised an eyebrow with that stupid, charming grin, it was all too easy to shrug and say yes.
The drinks hit harder than you expectedâsmoother, easier, and paired with Kurooâs low voice and quiet laughter, it was easy to lose track. What was supposed to be one drink became two, then three, and suddenly you were warm in all the soft ways that made the world a little blurrier around the edges.
Your limbs felt too light, your thoughts too soft, and every time he said your name, it rang a little louder in your chest. At some point, youâd slumped further into the booth, propping your chin in your hand and blinking slower with each refill.
âAlright,â he said finally, his voice still light but laced with concern as he reached for your nearly empty glass. âYouâre cut off.â
You pouted, dragging your eyes up to meet his, but your grin stayed lazy. "Tetsu," you said, drawing out the syllables, âyouâre so bossy.â
âSomeoneâs gotta keep your chaotic ass alive,â he muttered, even as he flagged down the bartender and handed over his card. He didnât even look at the receipt when it came.
You watched the way his brows knit together slightly, the way he pressed his tongue against his cheek, like he was both irritated and fond at the same time. Familiar. Comforting.
He slid out of the booth and looped your bag over one shoulder, then turned to offer you his hand.
âLetâs go, before you start snoring in public.â
The air outside was crisp. Night had fallen while you were inside, and the chill that hit your cheeks brought a bit of clarityâbut not much. You shivered, and Kuroo automatically shrugged off his jacket and draped it over your shoulders.
You didnât argue. You leaned into his side, let his arm steady you as you walked together down the quiet street. His touch was careful, guiding. You kept catching faint traces of his cologneâclean and woodsy, something subtle but undeniably him.
âYou smell good,â you mumbled into the fabric of his shirt.
He let out a soft snort. âThanks.â
The cab ride was even quieter. Your head lolled gently onto his shoulder. You felt warm, and his shirt was soft, and you couldnât stop your lips from parting with sleepy little compliments.
âI like your voice,â you whispered.
He glanced down at you, mouth twitching. âYouâre gonna regret this tomorrow.â
âAm not,â you slurred. âYou're very kissable. Did you know that?â
Kuroo closed his eyes for a second, breathing in through his nose like he was trying very hard not to react. Under his breath, barely audible over the hum of the city outside the cab, he whispered, "God, it's me again. Let her remember this so I can see the look on her face tomorrow."
When you arrived at his apartment, he paid the driver with one hand and guided you out with the other, keeping his hold steady on your waist. You stumbled once on the sidewalk and clutched at his hoodie.
âEasy,â he murmured, his fingers tightening just a little.
His apartment was dark and quiet when you entered. He didnât bother with the lightsâjust led you toward the couch by memory, his hand never leaving yours. You swayed a little as you collapsed onto the cushions, blinking up at him.
âAlways takinâ care of me,â you said, voice soft and blurred at the edges. âYouâre good at that.â
Kuroo crouched to untie your shoes, brows drawn. âWell, someoneâs gotta keep you upright.â
You leaned forward, still gripping the front of his hoodie, and he didnât pull away. Your eyes met his, blurry but intent, and your lips quirked upward.
âI love you, you know.â
Kuroo froze.
The words were slurred but clear enough to punch the breath out of him.
Your voice dropped lower, more sincere. âI love you. Since the moment I saw you.â
He stopped breathing.
His hands hovered mid-motion over your shoes, his fingers curled like they forgot what they were doing. Slowly, carefully, he lifted his head to look at you.
âWhat?â
But your head tipped back onto the couch, your eyes fluttering shut.
âI love you,â you repeated, softer this time. âIâve always loved you.â
âWaitââ he tried again, voice sharper now, a tremor hidden underneath.
But your breathing was already evening out, lips slightly parted, lashes resting against your cheeks. You were out cold.
Kuroo knelt there for a long moment, just staring. The words still rang in his ears, ricocheting through his ribs like they didnât quite belong to reality.
He sat back slowly, knees folding underneath him, and pressed the heels of his hands to his eyes. Then he dragged his fingers through his hair and stood up, walking into the kitchen without really seeing.
The quiet of the apartment wrapped around him like a weight.
ââŠWhoa.â
--
The morning comes slowly, dragging a dull headache and a dry mouth with it.
You blink against the sunlight bleeding through unfamiliar curtains, your body heavy, brain sluggish. Thereâs the faint hum of a coffee machine somewhere nearby. The smell is strong and bitter and achingly welcome.
It takes you a minute to remember where you are. The couch. Kurooâs apartment. The drinks. Your stomach twists as snippets of the night flicker backâhis arm around your waist, the way he guided you up the stairs, the sound of his laugh.
You sit up with a groan, head pounding as the room spins for a second. Your clothes are wrinkled, your mouth tastes awful, and your memories are slippery at best. But when you swing your legs off the couch and catch sight of himâKuroo, in the kitchen, hair messy, hoodie sleeves shoved up as he stirs something in a mugâyou feel it.
That deep, crawling dread.
He looks over as you shuffle in, blinking groggily. âMorning, sunshine.â
You grunt, dragging yourself to the counter as he slides a mug across to you without a word. You catch it with both hands, the warmth seeping into your skin. Itâs blessedly hot. And quiet.
You sip slowly, staring into the cup, your head still throbbing. The silence stretches. He doesnât speak. Just leans against the counter and sips from his own mug like this is normal. Like you didnât say something earth-shattering last night.
Eventually, he breaks it. âYou remember anything from last night?â
You blink, then close your eyes for a second, willing your sluggish brain to scroll back through the hazy reel of the evening. âWe went to the bar,â you murmur slowly. âYou were already there when I came in. There was a drink waiting. A pintâof course. I think I complained about work for forty-five minutes straight.â
You pause to take a sip of coffee, your eyes still narrowed in concentration.
âI had the first two drinks faster than I should have. You were teasing me about my toleranceâ"
You stop.
The cab. His jacket. His arm around your waist. The stairs.
âOh my god,â you whisper, a spike of panic hitting your chest. âAnd you helped me back to your plaâOH MY GOD.â
Kuroo raises a brow, tryingâfailingâto hide the smirk that curls onto his face.
You set the mug down a little too hard. "I didn't mean it," you blurt, voice too high. "I meanâI was drunk. Very drunk. You know how I get, right? I say stupid things, Iâ"
You wave a hand vaguely in the air, flushing deeper. "It didnât mean anything. I mean, obviously I care about you, weâve always been really good friends, and I didnâtâ"
Your words trip over themselves like dominoes, spiraling into panic as you try to claw your way out of whatever you admitted the night before. Your face is on fire, your fingers drumming anxiously against the side of your mug.
And Kuroo just watches you, quietly amused. Something fond in his eyes. Like heâs letting you run your mouth on purpose.
Then he sets down his cup, crosses the space between you, and gently cups your face in his hands.
You freeze.
âAnd here I was thinking Iâd break first,â he says, voice low and warm.
You stare at him, mouth parted, utterly lost.
ââŠBut you wanted to set me upâŠ?â you whisper, your voice cracking mid-sentence.
He huffs a laugh, brushing his thumb over your cheek. âOh, screw that. Youâre mine now.â
You blink up at him, blinking hard like your brain is trying to keep up. âWait, you mean that?â
He nods slowly, his hands still cradling your face. âI do. I meant it last night, too. You passed out before I could say anything, but I meant to.â
Thereâs a pause, the kind thatâs too soft to be awkwardâjust full of all the things that didnât have time to be said. âIâve loved you for a long time,â he adds quietly, voice going a little rough at the edges. âGuess I just needed you to drunkenly beat me to it.â
The laugh that slips out of you is half a breath and half a sob, surprised and stunned and disbelieving. âOh my god.â
He grins, leaning his forehead against yours for a second, and the two of you just stand there, smiling quietly into each other like the world finally makes sense.
Then you squeeze his hands once, step back with a wince, and say, âIâm going to go throw up.â
He lets go of you immediately, one eyebrow lifting. âFrom excitement?â
Youâre already wobbling toward the bathroom, one hand raised in defeat. âAlcohol poisoning.â
He leans against the counter, grinning to himself. âYeah, that too.â
This was supposed to be a career-maker.
Youâd been selected to shoot the promotional campaign for the Japan National Volleyball Teamâs off-season fundraiserâportraits, motion stills, and digital spreads for press releases. High-profile. High-pressure. This was the kind of assignment that could land you on the map, get your name known, secure you work for the next five years. Youâd planned meticulously: shot schedules, lighting plans, subject rosters, backup batteries labeled by time stamp.
And still, you were already behind schedule because some players couldnât grasp the concept of being on time.
Most were manageable. Bokuto was loud but sweet, Hinata actually listened, even Sakusaâgrumpy and allergic to public attentionâcooperated if you kept things sterile enough. You had to work around quirks, sure, but it was doable.
The only real problem?
RintarĆ Suna.
Tall, smug, unbotheredâhe made disinterest an art form. It wasnât just the tardiness (though that was frequent and infuriating). It was the casual disregard, the deliberate poking. Like he enjoyed watching you unravel, one eye-roll and bored shrug at a time. Like he thrived on getting under your skin.
You were halfway through setting up for his shootâadjusting the overhead lights for the third time, irritation clawing at your spineâwhen the door creaked open.
12:17. Seventeen minutes late.
You didnât look up. âYouâre late.â
A pause. Then, his voiceâdry, bored, and tinged with something close to amusement.
âTraffic.â
You glanced at him, eyes cold. âYou live five minutes away.â
RintarĆ Suna leaned against the doorframe like heâd just wandered in off the beach. Hoodie loose, hair messy, sweatpants slung far too low to be appropriate for professional media. His duffel bag hung lazily off one shoulder, and he was sipping a drink from a vending machine cup like he had all the time in the world.
âAnd yet,â he said, taking another slow sip, âIâm here. Arenât you glad?â
âTake off your jacket and shirt,â you snapped, already adjusting your camera settings, fingers tight on the dial.
He blinked, exaggeratedly. âThatâs aggressive.â
âNo. Youâre aggressive to my time.â
He didnât move. Just gave you that flat look, the one that made your blood itch. âSo bossy. Did no one ever teach you how to ask nicely?â
You dropped your hand from the camera, straightened to your full height, and glared. âDid no one ever teach you how to respect someoneâs job?â
That actually made him smirkâlow and slow, like he was settling into a familiar game. You watched his gaze flicker across the studio, land on your lighting setup, the gear cases lined up against the wall, the stool youâd carefully marked with tape for positioning. He took in every detail like none of it mattered.
You crossed your arms. âShirt. Off. Or Iâm switching you out with Komori and sending you to the end of the rotation.â
He gave a soft whistle. âCold.â
âAnd still warmer than your sense of professionalism.â
Suna sighed like this was the hardest thing anyone had ever asked of him, but peeled off the hoodie in one slow pull. Then the shirt followedârevealing lean, cut muscle, smooth planes and sharp lines that even you had to admit photographed well. Unfortunately.
âHappy now?â he asked flatly, chest rising and falling with deliberate boredom.
You lifted your camera. âHardly.â
Flash.
He winced, and you didnât hide the satisfied smirk that flickered over your face.
âConsider that payback for last week,â you said, angling for another shot. âYou were thirty-five minutes late and came in with an iced matcha.â
âShouldâve brought you one,â he muttered, half to himself.
âYou wouldnât survive the fallout.â
âIâd go down smiling.â
You rolled your eyes so hard it hurt. âGod, youâre infuriating.â
âI get that a lot.â
He settled into the chair youâd positioned, slouching immediately, arms dangling over the sides like a ragdoll. You hissed under your breath and gestured for him to sit up.
He stared at you. âYouâre fun when youâre mad.â
âAnd youâre only photogenic when you shut up.â
You lifted the lens again. Behind it, you scowled.
I hate him. The thought pulsed with every snap of the shutter.
And of courseâof courseâhe looked like a goddamn magazine cover. But in the same fashion, he rarely made it easy for you to capture it.
Because here you were, staring down the barrel of a nightmare: the man himself, draped across the chair like it was a hammock, posture all wrong, arms sprawled like he didnât have a single working bone in his body. Slouched so far down he could have been auditioning for the role of human puddle.
"Back straight," you barked from behind the camera, adjusting your focus ring with a little more aggression than necessary. "Stop slouching."
He didnât budge. If anything, he leaned further into the chair, eyelids heavy with boredom, like your orders were more of a gentle breeze than direct instruction.
"Suna."
He tilted his head at a lazy angle, all dry amusement and half-lidded interest. "I am straight."
You set the camera down. Firmly. The slap of the base against the table echoed far louder than it needed to.
He didnât flinch. Of course he didnât. He just watched you approach like you were the most interesting thing to happen all day, which you knew damn well wasnât a compliment. His gaze slid over your body with that practiced, bored sort of curiosity, like he was cataloguing all the ways you might explode.
You stepped into his space, squatted slightly behind the chair, and shoved a hand between his shoulder blades. He didnât react. Didnât resist. Just let you press into the muscle there and guide him upright like he was a mannequin.
"There," you muttered, voice tight. "Like that. Hold it."
A beat of silence. Then: "You touch all your clients like this?"
Your hand dropped instantly. "Only the ones who act like toddlers."
He chuckled, low in his throat, and the sound crawled over your skin like static. "That explains a lot."
You turned on your heel, ready to toss something back, but froze mid-pivot when you saw his eyes.
They werenât where they were supposed to be. Not on the lights, or the set, or even your face.
They were on your hands.
Lingering.
He blinked slowly, like he wasnât even pretending to hide it. And when his eyes flicked up to meet yours, there was something in them that hadnât been there before. Something molten. Heavy. A heat that made your stomach pitch and your spine go stiff.
"You done staring?" you snapped, jaw clenched.
He shrugged, as if the motion took effort. "Didnât say it was a bad view."
You turned so fast you nearly tripped over a light stand, heart thundering in your ears. The temperature in the studio was suddenly unbearable.
You didnât want this heat.
"Hands on your thighs," you bit out. "Chin down. Eyes here."
He obeyedânot quickly, but without any more smartass comments. For once, the air between you felt still. But it wasnât calm. No, it was charged. Like the moment before a summer stormâhushed, tense, humming with something about to break.
You snapped three photos. Then five. Then a dozen more. Through the viewfinder, he was a dream. The kind of subject you could build an entire portfolio around. Not because he was cooperativeâGod no. But because he was magnetic in a way that made you want to curse.
Every line of his body, every tilt of his head, the lazy sprawl that shouldnât have worked on camera but did? It translated into something raw. Compelling. Something that sold.
You adjusted the lens. Moved closer. Framed his face in the shot. He didnât flinch. Didnât blink. Just stared straight through the camera like he knew it would rattle you.
And then he smiled.
Not a real one. Not the wide, winning kind the sponsors loved. Just the faintest pull of one corner of his mouth. Just enough to sharpen his cheekbone and twist his mouth into something between a smirk and a secret.
Click.
The flash snapped.
You dropped the camera from your face, brow furrowed.
"You smiled."
"You looked like you needed the win."
You wanted to scream.
Instead, you checked the preview screen. And sure enough, it was perfect. Lighting. Angles. Expression.
Damn him.
You turned the screen toward him like it was a slap.
"Youâre welcome," he said, not even looking.
"Youâre not that charming."
"But I am photogenic."
Your teeth ground together so hard your jaw ached.
You hated that he was right.
And you hated even more that he knew it.
You were officially forty-one weeks pregnant.
Forty-one weeks. Not thirty-nine. Not even the neat, ominous weight of forty. No, you had blown straight past your due date like a train with no brakes and were now living in the swollen purgatory of maternity hellâbloated, achy, short-tempered, and so fed up with your body that you wouldâve gladly traded it in for a paper bag and a nap.
Your body ached in places you didnât know could ache. Your back felt like it had been used as a trampoline in the night. Your hips were stiff. Your feet looked like they belonged to someone whoâd spent ten hours standing in a swamp. And your belly? Your belly felt like it had become its own planet, stretching your skin so taut you were convinced you could drum a beat on it.
Nothing fit anymore. Not your clothes. Not your shoes. Not even your own skin, if you were honest. Your maternity leggings had officially waved the white flag. Your bras were lost causes. Your wedding rings had been stashed in a drawer weeks ago, too tight to slide over even a knuckle. And the seatbelt? Daichi had to adjust it for you now, like you were precious cargoâthough to be fair, at this point, you basically were. He was careful and considerate and just a little too cheerful about it all, which made it even more infuriating.
âGot everything?â he asked softly, adjusting the strap of your maternity bag over his shoulder like it weighed nothing.
You didnât look at him. You didnât smile. You didnât even grunt. You groanedâa long, low, theatrical sound of suffering as you slowly lowered yourself into the passenger seat like an elephant easing into a beanbag chair.
He took it in stride. Heâd stopped taking anything personally around week thirty-seven.
Still, he reached across and placed his warm palm on your thigh once you were settled, rubbing his thumb in slow, steady circles. You didnât push it away. You rested your hand on top of his and gave him a tired look that said, If I have to live in this body one more day, I will cry.
The car ride to the clinic was mostly quiet. You sighed a lot. Adjusted the air vents. Rolled down the window. Rolled it back up. Turned the A/C colder. Then warmer. Daichi drove patiently, sneaking occasional glances at you like he wanted to say something encouraging but also very much wanted to survive the day.
The clinicâs waiting room was somehow worse than usual. The chairs were uncomfortable, the light was too bright, and the cheerful wall artâbaby elephants, pastel hearts, encouraging quotes in cursiveâmade you want to scream. You stared at the pamphlet beside you titled âSmiling Through the Third Trimesterâ with a level of disdain typically reserved for war crimes.
Daichi sat beside you flipping through a magazine that he absolutely wasnât reading, occasionally peeking at you with quiet concern while trying not to make eye contact with the receptionist, who kept looking at you like you were a ticking time bomb.
When the nurse finally called your name, you heaved yourself up with a groan and waddled toward the hallway like a warrior going into battle. Daichi followed at a polite distance, like a man who knew better than to walk too close to a woman this pregnant and this pissed.
The exam room felt like a refrigerator. You plopped down on the crinkly paper with another long sigh, then glared at the stirrups like theyâd personally wronged you. Daichi sat in the chair next to the table and gently rubbed your back, his thumb tracing light circles over your spine.
âAlmost there,â he murmured, ever the optimist. âJust hang in a little longer.â
You turned your head to him, eyes half-lidded with exhaustion and fury. âI swear to god, Daichi. If one more person tells me Iâm almost there, I will throw something. Possibly this table. Possibly you.â
He only smiled through it, squeezing your hand like he hadnât just been threatened with airborne furniture.
When the doctor entered, she was all serene smiles and clinical calm, her tone chipper and maddeningly upbeat.
âWell,â she said after a quick check, âgood news is youâre making progress. The babyâs definitely settling into position. But youâre still not quite there yet. Iâd give it another few days.â
You stared at her like sheâd just told you the world had been cancelled.
âMore days?â you repeated, your voice a cracked whisper. âAs in, plural? Like⊠multiple?â
The doctor gave a warm little chuckle. âItâs different for everyone, but yes, could be a few more. Youâre doing great, though.â
Your jaw dropped. You made a noise that was somewhere between a sob and a scream, your hands clenching the edge of the table like it might steady you.
The doctor handed Daichi a brightly colored handout titled âNatural Ways to Encourage Labor.â It had illustrations of smiling pregnant women doing yoga and eating pineapple.
âTry some of these at home,â she said kindly. âSpicy food, gentle movement, maybe a warm bath. Youâre almost there.â
Daichi nodded like the polite, helpful husband he was, tucking the paper into your maternity bag as you stood slowly, moving with the weary determination of someone who had carried life for too damn long.
The walk back to the car was slow and tense. You didnât speak. You didnât look at anyone. The receptionist offered a cheery âGood luck!â as you left and you very nearly flipped her off.
When Daichi helped you into the car again and got you buckled in, you exhaled long and hard, the sound more like a groan of existential dread than a sigh.
âIâm going to die pregnant,â you said flatly, head tipping back against the seat as your eyes glazed over. âThis is it. This is how it ends for me. Swollen and sweaty in the passenger seat of a Toyota.â
âNo, youâre not,â he said gently, lips twitching as he reached over to adjust your seatbelt one last time. âYouâre going to give birth soon, and then this will all feel like a weird dream.â
You turned your head just enough to shoot him a dry look. âA weird dream where my hips feel like theyâre being sawed in half and I havenât seen my own feet in two months?â
He chuckled under his breath, brushing your hair out of your face. âIâm just saying, youâre doing amazing.â
âDonât lie to me,â you snapped, though your voice lacked real venom. âI look like a pufferfish and I cry every time I drop something on the floor because I canât pick it up anymore.â
âI pick it up for you,â he said, unbothered.
âYeah, and I still cry!â You groaned louder, tossing your head back again. âIâm like a feral raccoon in maternity leggings. I canât keep living like this.â
âYouâre not a raccoon,â he said with a straight face. âYouâre majestic. Fearsome. A hormonal goddess.â
You snorted so hard it startled a hiccup out of you. âOh my god.â
âAnd soon,â he added, leaning closer to kiss your temple, âyouâll be holding the baby and none of this will matter.â
You didnât move. You just stared up at the ceiling.
âWatch me die pregnant,â you said again. âTheyâll write it on my tombstone.â
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By the time you made it home, your mood had not improved. You kicked your shoes off at the door, grumbling as you peeled off your coat and waddled into the kitchen, leaving Daichi to trail behind you, pamphlet in hand and hope still stubbornly etched into his expression.
âOkay,â he said as you slumped down at the kitchen table, head in your hands. âLetâs try some of these. Worst case, they donât work. Best case? Maybe weâll get things moving.â
You didnât respond right away. Just groaned into your palms.
He set the paper down gently in front of you. âIt says spicy food might help. We could start there?â
You looked up with bloodshot eyes. âI want something violent. Like pepper-spray levels of spice.â
Daichi raised his eyebrows. âIâve got extra hot chili ramen packets. You could probably weaponize them.â
âPerfect,â you growled. âBoil âem.â
Ten minutes later, you were perched on the couch with a bowl of nuclear noodles while Daichi sat beside you with his own, bravely taking a bite. He lasted all of three seconds before coughing into his fist, eyes watering.
âOh my godâthis hurts,â he rasped.
You, completely unaffected, slurped up another bite. âNothing. Not even a twinge.â
He blinked at you, face red. âIâm going to need milk. And possibly CPR.â
You sighed and set the bowl aside. âNext idea.â
And so began the ridiculous journey.
You drank herbal teas that smelled like dirt and despair. You choked down thick slices of pineapple while muttering curses under your breath. You did the hip-opening stretches the pamphlet suggested, groaning with effort and telling Daichi that if this didnât work you were going to shove a yoga ball down the stairs. He helped you do slow laps around the living room, hand on your lower back while you walked in increasingly impatient circles.
You even tried the dreaded castor oil. One teaspoon. Two. Mixed into orange juice so it wouldnât taste like paint thinner. You gagged, glared, and gagged again. Daichi looked horrified but held the glass steady like he was assisting with a medical emergency.
Hours passed. The sun dipped lower in the sky. You had tried every single item on the pamphlet short of hiring a witch to chant over your uterus. And yetânothing. No contractions. No discomfort. No sign the baby had any plans of evacuating. Just the same heavy weight in your belly and the constant ache of your ribs.
You threw yourself back onto the couch with a long, miserable sigh, your belly rising and falling like a dramatic mountain of defeat.
âThis baby,â you declared, voice scratchy with exhaustion, âis never coming out. This is it. Theyâve made a permanent home. Theyâre going to graduate college still inside me.â
Daichi, kneeling next to the couch, chuckled softly and leaned over to press a kiss to your forehead.
âCan you blame them?â he murmured. âYouâve made them a pretty amazing home.â
You blinked at him, half-touched and half-annoyed. âThatâs not helpful.â
He grinned and sat back on his heels, picking the pamphlet up again with exaggerated patience. âWell, if theyâre not leaving on their own, weâre gonna have to evict them.â
You groaned dramatically. âWeâve tried everything. Iâve eaten enough pineapple to singlehandedly wipe out Hawaiiâs exports. I drank that weird tea that tastes like boiled weeds. I took castor oil, Daichi. Castor. Oil. Nothing works.â
He hummed, eyes skimming down the page.
Then he paused.
You watched as his brow arched just slightly.
ââŠWhat?â you said slowly.
He cleared his throat. âWell, technically⊠we havenât tried everything.â
You narrowed your eyes. âWhat do you mean?â
He turned the pamphlet toward you and pointed at a single line with a very straight face.
âIntercourse may help induce labor.â
You stared. Then looked at him. Then back at the pamphlet.
Your eyes narrowed, your lips pressing into a line as the wheels in your head began to turn. For a long moment, you didnât say a word. But something changedâvisibly, unmistakably. Your posture shifted. Your breath stilled. Your entire demeanor settled into something focused, determined, just a little bit unhinged.
Daichi saw it immediately. He watched the transformation like someone witnessing a weather shift, like a man whoâd seen the sky turn before a storm. His back straightened. His eyes went wide. He held up one hand as if you were a wild animal and he needed to de-escalate the situation.
âBabeâletâs just think this throughââ
You sat up slowly. Deliberately. Every movement a signal.
Your voice dropped, calm but commanding, your eyes locked on his.
ââŠGet upstairs.â
Daichi followed you up the stairs like a man walking toward something both holy and terrifying.
You didnât speak. Just kept your back straight, your breath steady, your feet deliberate on the steps. Every part of you radiated heatârage, desperation, need. By the time you reached the bedroom, you were already tugging off your shirt, grumbling under your breath as it got stuck around your chest. You were a force of nature, belly full and breasts heavy, skin flushed with exertion and irritation.
âHelp me,â you snapped, voice breathless.
Daichi was at your side in a second, pulling the fabric over your head, his hands lingering for just a second too long on the bare curve of your shoulder. It had been a while since the two of you had made loveâbetween the fatigue, the constant discomfort, and the way your body had become less your own and more a vessel of life, intimacy had taken a quiet backseat. You missed it. Missed him. And he missed youâhis touch tentative and reverent, like he was savoring the moment as much as you were. You turned to him, eyes burning.
âThis baby is coming out tonight,â you said, voice low and deadly serious. âSo get on the bed.â
He hesitatedânot because he didnât want to. He wanted to. God, did he want to. But his eyes kept flicking to your belly, the way it rounded out so full and taut, the faint sheen of sweat already glistening along your collarbone.
âAre you sure?â he asked, hand resting against your waist, careful and reverent. âI donât want to hurt you.â
âYou wonât,â you said, grabbing him by the wrist and guiding him toward the mattress. âAnd if you do, I wonât care. I need this.â
He let out a shaky breath as you pushed him down onto the bed and climbed over him. The tension between you was thick, every inch of skin electric. Months of abstaining made everything heightenedâyour nerves tingled where his fingers grazed your hips, and his breathing hitched every time you shifted above him. His hands went instinctively to your thighs as you straddled him, palms warm and wide and trembling just slightly.
You leaned down to kiss him, hard and fast, teeth scraping his bottom lip as you ground your hips against his crotch. He gasped, his body already responding beneath you.
âFuck,â he groaned, pressing his forehead to your shoulder. âYouâre gonna kill me.â
âGood,â you muttered, dragging your fingers down his chest. âThen weâll die together.â
He chuckled breathlessly, then hooked his fingers in your waistband, easing your underwear off your hips with slow, reverent care. When he touched you, his fingertips sliding through the wet heat between your thighs, he exhaled like he was in awe.
âYouâre soaked,â he whispered, voice tight, eyes dark with restraint.
âIâm ready,â you breathed, rolling your hips into his touch.
He didnât argue. He pushed his boxers down and kicked them off, his cock thick and flushed against his stomach. He gripped it at the base, ready to guide himself in, but you brushed his hand aside and positioned yourself with shaking thighs.
âLet me,â you murmured.
And then you sank down, slow and deep, the stretch sharp enough to make you gasp. Your hands clutched his shoulders, fingernails digging into his skin as you took him all the way in, inch by aching inch.
Daichi groaned, low and guttural, his head tipping back against the pillows. âJesus, youâre so tightâfuckââ
You paused, hips resting flush against his, just breathing. The fullness was overwhelming, perfect, exactly what you needed.
When you started to move, it was unhurried. The sensitivity of not having touched like this in weeks made every motion feel magnifiedâevery grind, every squeeze, every brush of skin set fire to your nerves. You both gasped more than once, surprised by how much you'd missed this, missed each other. Deep, rolling thrusts that had you grinding down with every motion, drawing small sounds from your throat as your body adjusted to the rhythm.
Daichiâs hands moved to your waist, holding you steady, thumbs stroking gentle circles along your skin.
âYouâre incredible,â he murmured, his voice shaky. âYouâre carrying our baby, and you still want me like this?â
âI donât want you,â you corrected breathlessly. âI need you.â
Your pace picked up, just slightly, each roll of your hips drawing gasps from both of you. The bed creaked under the rhythm, your swollen belly brushing against his chest every time you leaned in to kiss him, desperate and messy and aching.
He slid one hand up to cup your breast, thumbing over your nipple until you arched into him. Your moan was sharp, needy, your body clenching tight around him.
âFuck, sweetheart,â he groaned, fingers tightening on your hip. âYouâre soâgod, you feel so good.â
You chased the friction, riding him harder, faster, the pressure building between your legs in thick, pulsing waves. He met your thrusts now, his hips lifting off the bed, his face buried against your neck as he groaned into your skin.
When your orgasm hit, it slammed through you like a tidal wave, your body locking up around him as you gasped his name, trembling all over. He held you through it, rocking you gently, murmuring praise into your shoulder until your shudders turned to aftershocks.
Then he flipped you gently onto your back, careful with your belly, bracing himself above you as he drove into you with long, deep strokes, chasing his own edge.
You watched him through hooded eyes, heart racing, mouth parted in a soft, dazed smile. He looked wreckedâsweat-damp hair, flushed cheeks, jaw clenched with restraint as he fucked you slow and deep.
âIâm close,â he warned, voice fraying.Â
You cupped his face, nodding, heart still thudding from your own climax. âItâs okay. Come inside me. I want to feel you.â
With a broken sound, he buried himself to the hilt, groaning your name as he came, thick pulses filling you, his body trembling with release. You wrapped your arms around him as he collapsed slowly beside you, one arm still curled protectively across your middle, his breath hot against your shoulder.
Neither of you said anything for a long while. The room was warm and quiet, filled only with the soft sounds of your breathing. His hand smoothed over your belly, the rise and fall of it still unsteady. You were both flushed, glistening with sweat, chests heaving.
You turned your head toward him slightly, letting out a huff of a laugh. âWell⊠at least I feel better.â
Daichi huffed a laugh, his voice still rough. âHonestly? Same. Not sure if we jumpstarted labor or just obliterated our spines, though.â
You both lay there for a beat longer, catching your breath, limbs tangled, and the faint hum of calm settling over you.
Eventually, you shifted, groaning softly as you sat up on your elbows. âOkay,â you said, voice still breathy, âI should probably clean upââ
And then it happened.
A sudden, warm rush.
You blinked. Froze. Looked down.
ââŠOh my god,â you whispered. âDaichi.â
He sat up slowly, still half-lost in the afterglow. âHmm?â
You stared at the sheets beneath you, soaked through in a way that was definitely not from sex.
âMy water broke,â you said, blinking again. The shock in your voice cut through the air.
Daichiâs head snapped toward you.
âMy water broke,â you repeated, louder this time, voice rising in panic. âDaichi, my fucking water broke.â
The adrenaline that had left your limbs warm and loose now twisted into pure, electric panic.
He was moving before you could spiral further, sitting up and cupping your face with both hands.
âHey, heyâlook at me,â he said quickly, steadying your breathing with his voice. âItâs okay. Weâre okay.â
You nodded, dazed, still processing the rush of adrenaline and disbelief. Just moments ago, you had been begging for something to happenâfor anything to finally signal the end. And now that it had, now that it was really happening, your heart felt like it might explode with the sheer weight of it. You had wanted this so badly. You had cursed the waiting. And yet now, the second it arrived, you were caught somewhere between terror and awe.
âI wanted this,â you whispered, almost to yourself. âI wanted this to happen.â
Daichi brushed a strand of damp hair away from your face, smiling warmly. âYou did. And now itâs happening.â
You exhaled a shaky laugh, voice cracking. âIâm terrified.â
âI know,â he said, cupping your cheek with a hand as steady as his voice. âMe too. But weâre ready. Youâre ready.â
You nodded again, tears welling in your eyes, this time from joyânot just from fear or exhaustion. You were going to meet your baby. Tonight. Maybe in just a few hours.
Daichi pressed a kiss to your forehead before swinging his legs off the bed, already grabbing the overnight bag he had packed and repacked a dozen times.
âLetâs go meet our baby,â he said, voice warm and certain.
And this time, you smiled through the chaos. Because it was finally happeningâand you werenât doing it alone.
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The Italian coast had a way of folding people into it.
The small harbor town of Portoscala wasnât marked on most maps, but it was the kind of place that pulled you in by scent and sound aloneâbasil, brine, the sharp bark of espresso machines, the hiss of fishing lines cutting into saltwater. The houses stacked up the hillside in sun-washed pastels, terracotta roofs leaning toward one another like gossiping old women, and each morning bloomed in gold, dust, and noise.
Nishinoya had been living there for almost a year.
He liked the simplicity. The rhythm. He fished in the early morning when the water was still like glass and the mist clung to the backs of boats. He traded with the locals for olives, lemons, sun-warped tomatoes. He learned to speak enough Italian to argue over coffee but kept to himself when he could. That isâuntil the morning he saw the shop.
It was tucked quietly between buildings like it had grown there, ivy tumbling down the stucco in lazy loops. Not flashy. Just a wide, sun-fogged window and a crooked, hand-painted sign that read: âSTAMPE DI PESCI â Art of the Sea.â
He might have passed itâwouldâve passed itâif not for what he saw in the window.
A fish. Flattened. Inked. Pressed onto thick, textured paper with no signature, no flourish. Just the clean, solemn truth of its shape. It hit him like a wave. Not the artworkâthough it was stunningâbut the memory it dragged up from deep inside him.
Gyotaku.
He hadnât seen it in years. Not since Japan. Not since he was a kid trailing behind his grandfather at the docks, watching weathered hands lift up fish with reverence. Not since he learned the words âThis is how you honor the catch.â
He didnât hesitate. He walked straight in.
The bell above the door jingled. The smell inside was rich and unfamiliarâsumi ink, sea salt, rosemary from the windowsill. The walls were lined with delicate scrolls, prints hung to dry on twine lines, their outlines crisp and real, as if they might still swim.
And there you were.
Barefoot, sleeves rolled to the elbows, brush in hand. You were crouched over a long table near the back, smoothing the belly of a halibut with fingers stained black at the tips. Your hair was tied up but loose in places, ink streaked across your cheek in a streak you hadnât noticed yet.
You looked up at the sound of the bell, blinking once before smiling. âCan I help you?â
He opened his mouth, paused, then blurted, âWhereâd you learn to do that?â
You stood, wiping your hands on your apron. âGyotaku? From an artist in Hokkaido. I lived there for a few months.â
âIâm from Miyagi,â he said. âMy jii-chan showed me once. Said it was⊠respectful.â
You nodded. âIt is. Itâs also beautiful.â
He stepped closer, eyes flicking over the work laid out on your table. They werenât just prints. They were preserved motion. Like each fish had whispered something to you, and you'd sealed it in ink.
âI fish,â he said suddenly. âA lot.â
That made you laugh. âLucky me.â
From that day forward, he brought you fish. Not for money. Not for trade. Just⊠because.
You specialized in gyotaku: honoring a fish's form by inking it and pressing it into rice paper. Some saw it as odd, but Nishinoya understood it immediately. "You're printing souls," heâd said once, eyes wide. "You're like... a fish priest." You laughed so hard you smudged your sleeve in ink.
Sometimes he brought tuna. Sometimes eels. Once, a marlin.
âFound this guy giving me attitude,â he said, setting the marlin down with a triumphant grin that practically gleamed in the sunlight. His shirt was half-untucked, sleeves rolled to the elbows, and there was a visible scrape down one forearm you suspected had a very fishy origin. âI spotted him darting through the current like he thought he could out-swim me. I told him, âNo chance. Youâre going straight to her studio.â It was like he knew youâd been looking at other marlins.â
You squinted at him, folding your arms. âWait. Are you saying you chased down a marlin because you were jealous of hypothetical fish?â
He looked at you with complete sincerity. âHe was flashy. Had that whole deep-sea bad boy look. I wasnât taking chances.â
You stared. âYuu. Did you wrestle a marlin because you got jealous of how it looked?â
He shrugged, utterly unapologetic. âI mean, I won. So⊠not that weird, right?â
What he didnât know was that your manager, back in Tokyo, had recently started sending rare fish your way for commissioned prints. They were odditiesâdeep-sea rarities with exotic fins and unusual shapes, packed in sleek crates with dry ice and impersonal paperwork. It was nothing personal. Just a business arrangement. Your agent insisted the pieces would catch the eye of collectors and museums. You werenât even sure you liked it. The fish felt clinical. Shipped from a catalogue. Still, you printed them, because sometimes art meant compromise.
One morning, you were laying a freshly defrosted anglerfish onto your press table, arranging the fins just so, when the studio door creaked open.
âThatâs not mine,â Nishinoya said flatly.
You glanced up, brush poised midair. âNo. Itâs from my manager. Special commission.â
He didnât respond. Not immediately. He just crossed his arms, standing there in the doorway like he'd been slapped with a cold towel. His brows furrowed hard enough to crease the space between them, and his eyes flicked between the anglerfish and you like he wasnât sure which of you he felt more betrayed by.
âYuu?â you asked, already hearing the shift in his silence.
âSo now youâre just taking fish from whoever sends them?â he muttered, voice sharp around the edges but too controlled to be casual. There was disbelief thereâwounded pride dressed up in sarcasm. His posture was all puffed-up defensiveness, hands tucked under his arms, one foot tapping absently against the tile.
You blinked. âItâs for a commission. I didnât pick it. They just send them.â
âUh-huh,â he muttered, still eyeing the fish like it had personally flirted with you.
âYuuââ
âI just thought I was your fish guy,â he said, louder now, pacing a few steps forward before turning on his heel. âGuess I got replaced by some frozen deep-sea glow stick.â
You opened your mouth. Closed it. Tried not to laugh. You really tried.
âA glow stick?â
He shot you a look, scowl deepening. âWith teeth. Look at it! That thingâs got more spikes than a sea urchin in a blender.â
You set the brush down and crossed the room, reaching out to tug gently at his sleeve. âYuu. Come on.â
He let you pull him a little closer, though he kept his head turned stubbornly to the side.
âYou are my fish guy. My ridiculous, dramatic, jealous fish guy. Who once named a swordfish after me and then told the whole pier she was impossible to catch.â
He sniffed. âTo be fair, she was very stubborn. And she slapped me. Right in the nose.â
You bit back a grin. âExactly my point.â
His eyes flicked to you finallyâbrown and bright and still a little hurt, like he wasnât quite ready to admit how much the whole thing had gotten under his skin.
Without a word, you reached beneath your worktable and pulled out a wrapped scroll, tied carefully with twine. âI was saving this for your birthday, but⊠now seems like a good time.â
He took it hesitantly, brow furrowed, and began to unroll it.
The moment the marlin came into view, he froze. The print was boldâink sweeping across the paper in clean, elegant lines. Powerful. Still. The exact shape of the fish heâd caught for you weeks ago. Youâd captured its spirit perfectly, the curve of its body frozen in motion like it was still alive.
âI made this for you,â you said softly. âI couldnât hang it in the studio. It didnât feel right. Itâs yours.â
He stared down at the paper like it was something sacred. His fingers tightened around the edges.
âYouâre not crying, are you?â you teased gently.
âNo,â he said quickly, voice higher than usual and cracking a little at the end. âI just got fish guts in my eye or something.â
You laughed, and he stepped forward to pull you into him, one arm wrapping tight around your waist, the other holding the scroll safely behind your back like it was too precious to wrinkle.
âIâm still your number one fish guy, right?â he murmured into your shoulder.
You leaned in and pressed a kiss to his cheek. âAlways.â
He pulled back just enough to grin, the edges of it crooked and boyish. âEven if I name the next one after your middle name?â
âYuu.â
He laughed into your neck. âFine. But she better be as stubborn as you.â
The overhead lights in your office buzzed faintly, casting a sterile sheen across your desk, your tea, your meticulously arranged files. Every folder sat aligned at a perfect angle, every spreadsheet tabbed and color-coded to hell and back. You had done it all this morning, trying to distract yourselfâtrying to settle your mind with clean lines and predictable logic. The problem was, your hands werenât moving. Your cursor blinked on the empty field of the player report form, waiting for an input that wasnât coming.
You were still in last nightâs gym.
You could feel itâhis hand at your waist, his breath ghosting along your neck, the focused burn in his eyes like heâd been trying so hard not to look and failing anyway. That single brush of his fingertips over your lower back had lingered longer than it should have. Youâd felt the press of his palm even after the janitorâs voice startled you both apart.
You clicked your pen hard against the desk, leaving a dent in the paper beneath it. No. You are not spiraling over Iwaizumi Hajimeâs fucking triceps. This wasnât high school. You didnât have a crush. You had standardsâand a job to do.
So why the hell couldnât you stop replaying how his eyes had droppedânot to your clipboard, not to your notesâbut to your mouth, right before the door opened?
Another sharp click. Another unfinished line of text. The memory flushed through your chest like static, and you were just about to stand and walk it off when a knock sounded on your door.
It was brisk. Familiar. Firm.
You barely managed to school your features into something neutral before the door cracked openâand there he was.
Iwaizumi Hajime, looming like a storm cloud, his Olympic-branded laptop tucked under one arm. His shirt sleeves were rolled to the elbows, veins tracing his forearms like tension maps, his jaw tight, unreadable. He didnât say anything at first, just stepped inside your office with the restrained efficiency of a man too used to high-stakes situations.
âIâve updated the training program,â he said, voice rough and clipped, as if last night hadnât happened. âBased on what you showed me yesterday.â
He moved toward your desk, tilted the screen toward you. The moment the spreadsheet opened, your eyes skimmed the rowsâand your stomach tightened.
Komoriâs lateral sequences had been scaled down. Hyakuzawaâs overhead load was decreased. Flexibility modules were individualized. The wording was precise. The ratios were accurate.
You couldnât believe it.
âIt looks⊠solid,â you said, cautiously. âYou actually listened.â
Iwaizumiâs mouth quirked. âI always listen.â
âYou just donât usually believe me,â you muttered, fingers tapping the edge of the keyboard.
He shrugged. âI believe you when youâre right.â
You were about to fire back when the door slammed open.
âWhoaâno yelling?â Bokutoâs voice rang out with playful disbelief as he peeked in, already grinning.
Behind him, Yaku gave a nod like heâd seen this coming from a mile away. âTold you theyâd mellow out eventually.â
You crossed your arms, glaring. âWhat the hell are you two doing?â
âSeeing if the explosion already happened,â Bokuto chirped, eyes darting between you and Iwaizumi. âBut this? Youâre practically cozy. Suspicious.â
âGet out,â Iwaizumi growled, his voice all grit and warning.
âWait, are you twoââ Bokuto began.
âAbsolutely not,â you cut in, sharp enough to decapitate.
Yaku raised a brow. âYouâre denying it a little too fast, Doc.â
Iwaizumiâs glare could have melted iron. âSay one more thing and youâre benched for the week.â
âOkay, okay!â Bokuto backed up, laughing. âDamn. Just sayingâitâs new energy.â
You stood, jaw clenched. âOut. Now.â
The two Olympic players exchanged a final glance before Bokuto tossed over his shoulder, âIf it does happen, call me for the wedding.â
As the door shut behind them, you exhaled sharply. âThey are insufferable.â
Iwaizumi rubbed the back of his neck, sighing. âBecause we let them be.â
He turned toward the door, laptop still under his arm. Before leaving, he hesitatedâjust for a beatâand looked at you over his shoulder.
âSeriously. You were right. Yesterday.â
The words landed heavy. Too heavy.
ââŠThanks.â
He nodded once, then walked out. Door closing on his way out.
And you didnât move for a long time.
Not until your pulse calmed and the sound of his voice stopped buzzing in your ears.
--
Youâd barely made it back to your office from your lunch break and shut the door behind you before there was another knock. You didnât need to look up to know who it was. That rhythm was far too obnoxious to belong to anyone else.
âDoc!â Atsumu Miya strolled in like he owned the place, grinning with all the charm of a cat whoâd just knocked something off a counter. âGot a second? My shoulderâs actinâ up againâfigured youâd be thrilled to poke around in it.â
You rolled your eyes, but gestured toward the exam bench anyway. âSit. Shirt off. Keep the commentary to a minimum.â
âThatâs no fun,â he mumbled, but obeyed, peeling his shirt off with the practiced flair of someone who knew exactly what his arms looked like in fluorescent lighting.
You slipped on your gloves, moving around him with practiced ease. âStill some impingement from the inflammation?â
âMmhm,â he replied, rotating his arm slightly. âWorse after I sleep on it wrong.â
You pressed gently along the front of the shoulder, assessing the rotation with subtle shifts. He winced once, which you noted.
Then, predictably, the smirk returned.
âYa and Iwaizumi-san looked cozy earlier,â he said casually, not even trying to be slick. âShould I be worried?â
You froze for half a second, just enough for him to catch it.
âWorried he might kill me?â you deadpanned, fingers still pressed to his deltoid. âAbsolutely.â
Atsumu huffed a laugh, but his eyes narrowed, too observant for your liking.
âI was thinkinâ the opposite,â he mused. âDidnât look like hate to me.â
Your brows twitched.
You narrowed your eyes. âDid the rest of the team put you up to this?â
Atsumuâs smirk deepened. âWhat? Canât a guy notice things on his own?â
You scoffed and reached for his shoulder again. âIâm going to press deeper into the joint now.â
Atsumu, still grinning, relaxed his shoulderâand immediately yelped when your fingers dug just slightly harder into the inflamed tissue.
âStill tender, I see?â you asked innocently, lifting a brow.
âOwâdamn, Doc!â he hissed, rubbing the area as you pulled back. âThat was a low blow.â
You offered a thin smile. âConsider it a reminder to keep your theories to yourself.â
He winced, stretching his shoulder slowly. âYou wound me. Here I am, bringinâ you a little entertainment in your dull clinic, and you repay me with violence.â
âI repay you with diagnostics,â you replied coolly, stepping around to the back of his shoulder. âAnd unsolicited opinions get the treatment they deserve.â
âDonât know why youâre actinâ like this is such a scandal,â he muttered. âHalf the gymâs been waitinâ for you two to snap and jump each other.â
Your glove-clad fingers stilled mid-rotation.
Atsumu grinned like a shark. âCâmon, you mean to tell me ya donât see it? All that arguingâfeels like foreplay.â
"It is not in your best interest to continue that train of thought."
You moved to the back of his shoulder and rotated the joint again, this time met with less resistance.
But your heart was suddenly in your throat.
Atsumu didnât push furtherâblessedlyâbut his silence was far louder than any teasing remark. He watched you finish the check-up with a strange sort of calm, the air between you humming with something unsaid.
âYouâre good,â you said finally, peeling off the gloves and tossing them into the bin. âStill keep the compression sleeve on when youâre not on court. Iâll send you some updated stretches.â
âThanks, Doc.â He hopped off the bench, slinging his shirt over his shoulder. But just before he stepped out, he paused at the door.
âYâknow,â he said, almost too casually, âitâs kinda wild. Iwaizumiâs been here for years, and Iâve never seen him look at anyone like that.â
The door shut behind him before you could ask what the hell that meant.
And you hatedâhatedâthe way your face warmed.
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The lights in the hallways were dim, the soft hum of the facility settling into its nightly lull. Most of the staff had already cleared outâoffices darkened, doors locked, the echo of your footsteps the only thing keeping the silence company. You rolled your shoulder, spine aching after another long day of meetings, treatment notes, and dodging the smug glances Atsumu kept throwing you every time he passed your office.
You were halfway to the exit, bag slung over your shoulder, keys in hand, when something made you stop. A dull, rhythmic sound. The muted clang of weights meeting padded flooring.
Your eyes cut to the side.
The training gym was lit only by a single overhead bulb in the far corner, flickering slightly above the racks. Inside, shirtless, sweat-slicked, and visibly focused, stood Hajime Iwaizumi. Alone.
You didnât mean to stop. But your feet planted themselves anyway.
He was mid-liftâsome kind of upright barbell pressâand the curve of his back shifted with every rep, sweat rolling down between the muscles that flexed and released with practiced rhythm. His sweatpants clung to the powerful line of his hips, and a notebook sat open beside him on the bench, filled with scrawled corrections and diagrams. He wasnât just working out. He was testing.
Your breath snagged, and before you could stop yourself, your hand reached out to gently push the door open.
Iwaizumi looked up.
He didnât pause. Didnât blink. Just kept lifting, jaw tight, eyes catching yours.
"You just gonna stand there," he said, voice gravelled with fatigue and something warmer, "or you planning to come in?"
Your heart gave an inconvenient lurch.
You stepped in. Slowly. The door clicked shut behind you, the echo bouncing off the gym walls like a warning shot.
"Didnât think youâd still be here," you said, keeping your voice neutral.
He lowered the weights, rolling his shoulders back with a grunt. "Didnât finish the work. That thing you wonât stop nagging me about."
Your lips twitched. "Right. That thing."
A beat of silence. Thick and heavy.
You moved closer, eyeing the open notebook.
"Youâve changed a lot," you said, voice quieter.
He arched a brow. "Excuse me?"
You pointed at the program updates. "The circuits. You adjusted the progression intervals. And you finally stopped overloading the endurance drills."
A shrug. "You were right."
Your eyes flicked up, surprised to hear it from his mouth.
"Donât get smug," he muttered.
"Wouldnât dream of it."
The corner of his mouth quirked, and for a moment, the silence between you was less heavy. Just taut. Like a pulled wire.
You pointed to the bar. "May I?"
His brow raised, but he stepped aside. You brushed past himâjust barelyâbut the heat that rolled off his skin followed you like static. You wrapped your fingers around the bar, adjusted your stance.
"Like last night," you murmured, reaching back with your hand, brushing your palm across the taut muscle of his abdomen. "Youâre still tensing too soon. Posterior tiltâs off."
He let out a rough exhale. "You always this picky?"
"You always this stubborn?"
He caught your wrist. Not hardâjust firm enough that your eyes snapped to his.
"You know what youâre doing."
Your pulse jumped. "Do I?"
His mouth crashed into yours before you could answer.
Everything went hot and messy.
His lips were rough, desperate, teeth scraping your lower lip like it was a grudge he meant to settle. You gasped into his mouth as his hands found your waist, calloused fingers digging into the soft give of your skin like he could anchor himself there. The gymâs cold air was a distant thing, barely felt beneath the furnace of your bodies colliding, friction turning tension into fire.
You didnât remember moving, only the wild clutch of your limbs and his, the stumble of your shoes across the floor. One step. Two. Then you were walking him backward toward the center mat, his chest rising beneath your touch. He was tugging your shirt up, shoving it over your head with a grunt of impatience, and it hit the ground somewhere behind you. You didnât care. You needed moreâneeded his skin under your palms, needed to feel him, solid and hot and here.
"Youâre such a pain in my ass," you growled, teeth flashing as you wrestled with the waistband of his sweats.
"Yeah?" he rasped, his hand already sliding past the waistband of your leggings, fingers curling possessively around your ass. "Then why do you keep showing up?"
You shoved him. Hard.
He hit the mat with a thud, breath whooshing out of himâand still he grinned like the bastard he was, even as he yanked you down on top of him.
Your thighs spread across his hips as you straddled him, your palms braced on his chest, feeling the flex of muscle beneath each ragged breath. You kissed him againâslower this time, deeper. Your tongue slid against his, your hips beginning to roll, teasing friction where your bodies met. His cock strained against his sweats, thick and hot and barely contained.
"Take them off," you muttered.
He obeyed. Sweats shoved down, boxers next, and his cock slapped against his stomach, flushed and ready. You stared for a beat too long.
"What?" he panted, eyes dark and glassy.
"Nothing," you lied. "Just shut up."
Clothes hit the floor in a trail of skin and fabric. Your leggings. Your panties. His shirt. Everything discarded in your frantic need.
He sat up just enough to run his hands up your sides, thumbs brushing the swell of your breasts, then down to your thighs as you shifted above him. You held his gaze as you reached between you, guiding him to your entrance. Your breath caught at the first stretchâthen you sank down, inch by inch, until he was fully seated inside you.
You both froze.
Your nails dug into his shoulders, your body adjusting to the thickness of him. The sensation was overwhelmingâstretching you open, the slow drag of every inch sending a shiver down your spine. It had been too long since something felt this good. Since someone felt this good.
He groaned, hands trembling against your waist, gripping you like he might come undone.
"Fuck," he whispered. "Youâ"
"Donât talk," you snapped, breathless.
You rocked forward, and he moaned. A sound from deep in his throat, guttural and raw. You did it againâslow, dragging circles with your hips, feeling every ridge, every inch, the way he filled you so completely you could barely breathe. The pleasure curled through you hot and tight, blooming in your belly, liquid heat spreading with every thrust.
His mouth found your neck, tongue tracing the line of your throat before he bit, not hard enough to hurt, just enough to make you whimper.
"You drive me insane," he muttered against your skin, and this time, you didnât argue.
You set a rhythm, your hands on his chest, his hands on your ass, guiding you down harder, deeper, every motion building heat in your belly. Sweat slicked your skin, your thighs trembled, and every thrust sent sparks up your spine. The tension climbed higher, unbearable, addictive.
He met you thrust for thrust, rising to meet you, hips snapping up as you dropped down, the wet slap of skin on skin echoing off the gym walls. You felt yourself unraveling around him, muscles tightening, your body shaking.
"You like this, donât you?" he growled, voice low and fucked out. "Being in charge. Getting your way."
"Shut up, Hajime."
He grinnedâand flipped you.
You hit the mat with a gasp, his body heavy and hot above you. He braced one arm beside your head, the other slipping under your thigh as he pulled your leg higher around his waist.
"Not gonna let you win everything, Doc."
Then he was pounding into you, unrelenting, deep and fast, and your fingers clawed into his back, desperate to hold onto something as pleasure overtook you. Each thrust filled you to the hilt, your walls fluttering around him, slick and tight and aching.
You cried out, eyes fluttering shut, hips canting up to meet his every thrust.
"There," you gasped. "Right thereâ"
He didnât stop. Not until your back arched, legs locking around his waist, and you came with a broken moan, pleasure snapping through you like lightning. You pulsed around him, body locking up as ecstasy tore through you.
He followed seconds later, groaning into your neck, his body trembling with release.
For a long moment, all you heard was breath. Harsh. Labored. Yours and his.
He didnât pull out right away. Just stayed, forehead pressed to your shoulder, his hand tangled in your hair.
You stared at the ceiling.
Oh, fuck.
What now?
The shop is quiet, bathed in the golden light of the early evening, the kind that settles over wood and stone like a warm sigh. A gentle hush lingers in the space, broken only by the low hum of the refrigerator and the occasional click of the camera shutter. Most of the chairs are stacked, the door flipped to its "CLOSED" sign, and the scent of vinegar and freshly cooked rice still lingers in the air. You're both still insideâOsamu behind the counter in his slightly wrinkled apron, you crouched near the front display trying to get the perfect shot of a tuna nigiri against the fading light.
Youâd met in collegeâhim, a culinary student with arms always dusted in flour or sea salt, and you, a sharp-tongued marketing major who could charm a room with a smile and tear apart a branding pitch in under a minute.
You clicked almost immediately. It started with coffee-fueled group projects, late-night ramen runs, and long, quiet study sessions where neither of you said much but never seemed to want to leave. By the time you graduated, you'd both moved back home, and when he opened up his own nigiri shop, it felt natural to call you in to help make it shine.
Osamuâs had a crush on you since your second year. Heâs certain of it. The first time you snapped at him for being late and then bought him lunch anyway, he was done for. But he never said anythingânot when you were swamped with internship applications, not when he got too busy building his dream from scratch. He just... kept you around. Close. Safe. Until now.
âYouâre supposed to be takinâ photos,â he says, voice low and amused as he leans against the counter, watching you from across the room.
âI am,â you say around a mouthful of nigiri, holding your phone up with one hand, chopsticks in the other. âIâm multitasking.â
Osamu lifts a brow. âThat your fancy marketing term for stealinâ my hard work?â
You grin, chewing contentedly. âNot stealing. Quality control.â
He huffs a laugh, arms crossed, apron a little wrinkled from the long day. Youâve been at this for hoursâprepping a new campaign for the shopâs upcoming anniversary special, trying to capture the perfect lighting, the perfect angle, the perfect bite. The trouble is, the food is too good. And youâre hungry. And Osamuâs expression every time you sneak another piece is too funny not to provoke.
âYâknow,â he says, walking over to the bar where youâve made a makeshift photography studio of cutting boards and empty plates, âI couldâve just hired a photographer.â
âYeah, but they wouldnât have my good side memorized.â
He pauses behind you, and you feel his gaze on the back of your head before he leans slightly over your shoulder to glance at your camera roll.
âHalf these are just you eatinâ food,â he mutters.
âWell, you can tell it's good food.â
âYer a menace.â
You laugh, the sound bouncing off the walls of the quiet shop. As you're reaching for another piece of nigiri, he eyes you from behind the counter.
âOi,â he says, pointing a chopstick at you, âI said stop eatinâ 'em all.â
You pop the bite into your mouth with a grin. âOh, c'mon. This is my payment for staying late and taking these photos.â
Osamu raises a brow. âYeah, well, you canât get the damn photos if thereâs nothinâ left to shoot.â
You reach forward and pluck another piece off the plate just to spite him.
Osamu throws his head back with a groan, but the sound blends into a laughâlow and unfiltered. His arms uncross, one hand resting on the counterâs edge as he leans forward, shaking his head.
His smile cracks wide across his face, tugging at the corners of his eyes, and for a moment, he just watches you with something helplessly fond behind the amusement. His shoulders lift slightly with each breath, the kind of laugh that takes over your whole body before you even realize it. Thereâs no trace of the usual teasing smirk, no sarcasmâjust the kind of joy that escapes when you stop trying to hide it.
âHeyâstop eatinâ all theâugh, I love you.â
The words slip out in the middle of a breathless laugh, tangled in warmth and amusement, tumbling into the open before either of you can brace for the impact. His voice trails off at the end, like his brain only just caught up with his mouthâand then the moment hangs.
Still.
Your fingers hover above the plate, chopsticks clutched mid-air, and your smile falters as the weight of what he just said sinks in. The warmth still lingering in your chest twists into something deeperâsharper.
Both of you freeze, suspended in golden light and thick, heady silence. His laughter dies like a flame catching wind.
Your hand stops mid-air, halfway to your mouth. â...What did you say?â
Osamu straightens up like he touched a live wire. âNothinâ. I didnâtâI mean, that wasnâtââ
âNo no,â you say, slowly lowering the chopsticks, your eyes narrowing with disbelief and something elseâsomething softer. âDid you just say you love me?â
âI didnât mean to say it like that!â he blurts, already rubbing the back of his neck. âI was justâya were beinâ you, and I laughed, and it slipped out, but I do, I mean, I didnât plan to justâshitââ
You cut off his rambling by stepping forward and wrapping your arms around him in a sudden, fierce hug.
Osamu goes completely still for a second, his breath shallow as his arms remain half-curled like heâs not sure if heâs allowed to hold you yet. Then you feel the tension give way as he exhales against your hair, and his arms tighten around you just slightly, enough to pull you flush against his chest.
You bury your face into the soft cotton of his shirt, the scent of soy and rice grounding you. âI love you too, you moron.â
You feel his breath stutter against your temple, and you tilt your head up just enough to see his eyesâsoft, stunned, and a little dazed.
"Took you long enough," you add with a teasing smile.
He huffs a laugh, low and disbelieving, the sound rumbling through his chest. His shoulders sag, relief pouring through him in quiet waves. âYouâre not just sayinâ that?â he asks, voice rough at the edges, like he still doesnât fully believe he didnât just hallucinate this entire thing.
You grin. âWould I lie to the man who makes me free food every week?â
He groans, dragging a hand down his face before ruffling the back of your hair affectionately. âUnbelievable,â he mutters, but his tone is nothing but fond.
Heâs smiling, really smiling, like the kind of smile that lives in the corners of his mouth even after it fades, the kind you remember for days. His hand finds yours without hesitation, fingers curling through yours like heâs done it a thousand times in his head already. You stay like that for a momentâstanding in the golden hush of the closed shop, surrounded by the scent of rice and vinegar and the lingering echo of laughter.
âYou still owe me promotional photos,â he murmurs against your lips.
You pull back just enough to smile. âOnly if I get to eat the props after.â
âFine. But Iâm writinâ you off as an expense.â
hi! could i request a managerial duties fic with the fukurodani team?
Hello :D You can!
I wrote this in a silly goofy mood, if you can't tell lolol
Enjoy <33
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Being a manager for Fukurodani Academyâs boysâ volleyball team was a bit like being the conductor of an orchestra that had no intention of following the sheet music. Between Bokutoâs mood swings, Konohaâs snark, and the constant low hum of chaos that seemed to follow Komi like a shadow, your days were never dull.
But somehow, it worked.
Maybe it was Akaashiâs unshakeable calm, or Washioâs quiet reliability. Maybe it was the way Sarukui knew when to reel Bokuto back with just a look, or how the other two managersâYukie and Kaoriâhad learned to tag-team any brewing disaster before it hit critical mass. The team was loud, ridiculous, occasionally impossible, and you wouldnât trade them for anything.
Youâd been with them long enough now that their habits were second nature. You knew who needed water before they asked, who always forgot their kneepads, who preferred warm-ups in silence and who needed to scream themselves into the zone. Youâd taped ankles, refereed arguments, restocked first-aid kits, and once used a mop handle to redirect a rogue serve mid-flight.
So naturally, the one time you stepped out of the gym to speak with a teacher, chaos found its way in without you.
The package arrived during warmups. A small cardboard box, scuffed at the corners, with your name written neatly on the top in permanent marker. No return address. No label.
Kaori found it by the entrance and placed it on the bench, assuming youâd handle it when you got back.
But Bokuto saw it.
He was mid-warmup, mid-laugh even, when something square and cardboard caught his eye from across the gym. Like a hawk sighting prey, his eyes zeroed in and he made a beeline for the bench.
Before anyone could react, he was already crouching in front of the package, fingers hovering over the taped seam.
âBokuto-san, donâtââ
Smack.
Kaoriâs hand came down on his faster than lightning, swatting his fingers away just before he could peel back the flap.
Bokuto yelped, more offended at being stopped than anything else, still pointing dramatically at the box like it had personally challenged him to a duel. He cradled his hand with exaggerated care, rubbing it as if he'd just been grievously injured. "Oww, what was that for?" he whined, lower lip jutting out.Â
âItâs not yours,â Yukie said immediately, sliding in front of it like a bodyguard.
âAw c'mon!â Bokuto cried, jogging over. âWhat if itâs important?! Or fragile?! Or snack-related?! I meanâit was sent to a manager, so itâs stuff for us, right?!â
âThen sheâll open it when she gets back,â Konoha muttered, clearly unimpressed.
âBut what if she wants us to open it for her?â
âShe doesnât,â Kaori said flatly.
âYou donât know that!â
âYou donât know that she does,â Akaashi chimed in, walking past with a towel draped over his shoulders. âAnd opening someone elseâs package is literally a crime.â
Bokuto paused, scandalized. âWait. Really?â
âFederal offense,â Akaashi confirmed, not even stopping.
âYeah, thatâs like... a serious thing,â Sarukui added.
Komi nodded enthusiastically. âYou could totally get arrested.â
âOr banned from deliveries for life,â Konoha threw in with a shrug.
âI think thatâs made up,â Washio said, but no one contradicted him.
Bokuto groaned. âThis system is broken.â
âI bet itâs mysterious,â Komi offered, grinning. âLike something cursed. Or magical. Or both.â
âItâs probably just more athletic tape,â Sarukui said.
âNo, no, no,â Bokuto shook his head. âIt could be owls.â
âWhy would someone send owls to the school gym?â Washio asked.
âWhy wouldnât they?â Bokuto countered.
The entire team was crowded around the bench now, forming a semicircle of ridiculous anticipation. The box sat there, untouched, radiating unearned power.
Kaori had her arms crossed. âNo oneâs opening it.â
Yukie nodded. âNot unless you want to explain to Coach why youâre committing petty theft.â
âAnd a federal offense,â Akaashi added as he passed.
Yukie groaned. âRight. And a federal offense.â
Just then, the gym doors opened.
You stepped in, unaware of the tension until twelve pairs of eyes swiveled to you at once.
âWhat did I miss?â you asked slowly, eyebrows raised.
Everyone pointed.
âBox,â Bokuto said gravely.
âHighly suspicious,â Komi added.
Akaashi sighed. âPlease tell them itâs not cursed.â
You blinked at the package. âOh. Thatâs just the kneepads my uncle donated.â
Silence.
Bokuto looked devastated. âItâs what?â
âKneepads.â You opened the box casually, pulling out a neat stack of new gear. âHe runs a sports supply store. Said he had extras.â
âYouâre telling me,â Bokuto said slowly, âI waited fifteen minutes to NOT see a magical owl?â
âYes?â you replied, mildly confused.
ââŠI mean, thatâs cool too, I guess,â he muttered, thinking about it for a second. Then, as if deciding he could live with the outcome, he gave a small nod, still pouting a little. âYeah. Yeah, Iâm okay with this.â
Washio nodded. âI like kneepads.â
You grinned. âGood. Because thereâs enough for all of you.â
One by one, you handed the kneepads out, and the team eagerly grabbed their pairs, excitedly comparing colors and sizes before jogging off to try them on over their uniforms. Bokuto was already halfway across the gym, yelling something about testing them with a jump serve.
You turned to find Yukie and Kaori standing off to the side, arms crossed.
âSo,â you said, raising an eyebrow, âthey were debating what was in the box, and the majority vote was a magical owl?â
Kaori rubbed her face with both hands. âDonât even ask.â
It was supposed to be one of your favorites.
Yaku stood proudly in front of the stove, dishing up a steaming plate of oyakodonâfluffy egg, juicy chicken, perfectly seasoned rice. Youâd been craving something warm and comforting, and heâd been more than happy to oblige. He even made miso soup on the side, garnished just the way you liked it, with the little tofu cubes floating lazily in the bowl. The apartment smelled like soy sauce and dashi, rich and nostalgic.
You waddled into the kitchen with one hand on your lower back, the other absentmindedly tracing the edge of your growing bump, already smiling at the scent you knew so well.
But thenâ
It hit you.
The smell.
Hard.
You stopped short. The smile slipped from your face. Your nose crinkled, your eyes went wide, and your stomach lurched.
You gagged once, loud and sudden.
Yaku turned from the stove instantly, eyes narrowing with alarm. âHeyâare you okay?â
You waved him off, trying to speak, trying to play it off like you could power through it.
âYeah, I justââ You gagged again, louder this time, one hand flying to your mouth. âItâs fine, I think I just need a secondââ
Then your stomach gave up entirely.
The rich scent of simmered egg and soy sauce suddenly turned rancid in your senses, and before you could say a word, both hands flew to your mouth. You staggered toward the sink, breathing hard through your nose.
Yaku turned just in time to watch you sprint the rest of the way.
You barely made it. Gripping the edges of the basin, you gagged violently, doubling over as your body heaved with no warning. Your knees buckled slightly from the effort, and tears sprang to your eyes as you fought to keep control.
âOhâoh my god,â Yaku choked out, dropping the plate onto the counter with a sharp clatter. His hand hovered midair, frozen, like he wasnât sure if he should run toward you or flee entirely.
He chose you.
âHey, heyâitâs okay,â he said, voice slightly high-pitched, his mouth tugging awkwardly to one side as he fought against his visible discomfort. His nose wrinkled despite himself, but he pressed a hand to your back, rubbing slow, shaky circles. âItâs okay. Just breathe. You got it.â
You were sobbing before you even lifted your head.
âI loved that dish,â you wailed, tears streaming freely now. âYou made it perfectly and IâI threw up in front of you, and I canât even eat it now, and Iâm so sorryââ
âWhoa, whoa, whoa,â he said quickly, helping you upright and handing you a cool cloth from the fridge. âNone of that. You didnât do anything wrong.â
You wiped your mouth, sniffling. âBut I ruined dinner.â
He glanced warily at the plate, now abandoned and beginning to cool. âYeah, well, itâs not my best memory of oyakodon anymore, but thatâs fine. Itâll survive.â
You hiccupped a wet laugh. âYouâre grossed out.â
âIâm... challenged,â he admitted with a strained smile. âBut Iâm not going anywhere. Iâll gag quietly in the corner if I have to.â
You buried your face in his shoulder. âI hate that my bodyâs doing this. I hate that I wanted something so badly and then justârejected it like that.â
He stroked your back, gentler now. âItâs not rejection. Itâs just... a rebranding.â
You pulled back slightly, puffy-eyed. âWhat does that even mean?â
âIt means,â he said, tipping your chin up, âthat weâre finding new favorites now. So tell me what you can stomach, and Iâll make it happen.â
You hesitated.
ââŠYouâre not gonna like it.â
âI just watched you throw up mid-step and I stayed. Try me.â
ââŠPickles.â
He nodded. âAlright.â
âWith peanut butter.â
âUh-huh.â
âAnd crushed ice.â
He blinked. âSeparate orâŠ?â
âSide dish.â
âOf course.â
âAnd I want a plain bagel. But I want to dip it in cream cheese and ketchup.â
He exhaled. âNaturally.â
âAnd maybe some frozen corn niblets? Not cooked. Just... straight from the freezer.â
He pinched the bridge of his nose. âOkay. Making a list.â
âYou donât have toââ
âYes, I do,â he interrupted, already walking to the counter. âBecause youâre growing a whole human, and apparently that human is very specific.â
âI love you.â
âI love you, too. Even if I hate this list.â
And with that, he kissed your temple, grabbed his keys, and set off to hunt down every absurd craving youâd dreamed upâwith only a faint grimace and a stomach made of steel.
--
It took him two corner stores and a specialty deli, but Yaku returned triumphant, arms full of grocery bags and a look of determination on his face. He laid everything out on the coffee table like it was a five-star buffet: pickles, peanut butter, crushed ice in a big bowl, a plain bagel, cream cheese, ketchup, and a bag of frozen corn.
You were already curled up on the couch in one of his hoodies, and your face lit up like the sun when you saw it all. âOh my god,â you gasped, reaching for the pickles first and dipping one straight into the peanut butter without hesitation. âThis is perfect.â
Yaku sat on the edge of the couch, watching with a blend of horror and awe as you crunched down on your Frankenstein meal with pure, genuine joy.
You munched happily, cheeks puffed out, eyes dreamy as you chewed. âOh my god, I love you so much.â
He smiled, soft and full of affection. âI love you too.â
Then, quieter, barely a mumble as he stared at the bagel going into the ketchup-cream cheese dip: âThis kid is gonna be weird.â
The office door clicked shut behind you, tension coiled tight in your shoulders like a spring ready to snap. The argument with Iwaizumi had dragged on longer than either of you expected, every word exchanged like a verbal spar, blades dulled by professionalism but no less sharp.
Coach Fuki Hibarida sat behind his desk like a man whoâd already fielded more than his share of chaos before lunch. His fingers steepled under his chin, his gaze sharp as it flicked between you and Iwaizumi. The air in the office was thick enough to choke on.
âI appreciate both of your passion,â he said finally, voice flat and uncompromising. âBut if you keep at it like this, the only thing weâre going to accomplish is splitting the damn team in two.â
You leaned forward in your chair, back ramrod straight, the fire in your voice only barely tempered. âWith all due respect, Coach, Iâm not trying to split anything. Iâm trying to protect these athletes from outdated training philosophies that completely disregard their medical history.â
Iwaizumiâs jaw flexed, arms crossed so tight across his chest it looked like he was trying to restrain himself from lunging across the room. âAnd Iâm trying to prevent injuries before they happen. Without a baseline of strength, flexibility means jack shit.â
âTell that to Sakusaâs ACL.â
He scoffed, sitting forward just enough that your knees almost touched. âYou think I donât know their files? Iâve worked with these guys longer than youâve even been part of this team.â
âAnd yet your âexpertiseâ almost put Yaku back in a brace.â
âEnough!â Hibarida barked, and the room dropped into silence.
His eyes moved from Iwaizumi to you and back again. âYouâre both right.â
The words hung in the air, heavy and begrudging.
âIâm signing off on your proposed changes,â he continued, nodding toward you. âFlexibility and personalized conditioning will take precedence moving forward. But Iwaizumiâyour job is to ensure the training stays rigorous and strategic. Adjust programs for injury history. No exceptions.â
There was a long pause.
Iwaizumiâs voice, when it came, was stiff as granite. âUnderstood.â
Hibaridaâs chair creaked as he stood, clearly eager to be done with the two of you. âI want the updated plan submitted by Friday. Together.â
You stood without looking at Iwaizumi. But as you passed him, shoulder nearly brushing his, you said under your breath, âTry not to screw this one up.â
His grunt of irritation followed you out the door.
--
Iwaizumi stood at the front of the gym, clipboard clutched tightly in his calloused hands, the glossy finish damp where his fingers curled. The fluorescent lights hummed above the Olympic training gym, casting cold, clinical shadows over the rows of elite athletes stretching and rotating through warm-ups. Despite the early hour, the place buzzed with restless energy.
But Iwaizumi wasnât paying attention to any of that.
His eyes tracked every movement with practiced detachment, but his thoughts were far from the court. A dull headache had taken up residence behind his eyes, and the usual rhythm of morning practice only aggravated it. The pressure building in his temples had nothing to do with lack of sleepâand everything to do with you.
He was still pissed.
âWeâre holding off on the strength circuits until the new plan is finalized,â he said, voice clipped, tone leaving no room for discussion.
Heads turned.
Atsumu blinked up from the mat where heâd been balancing his ankle on his opposite knee. âWait, what? Weâre not lifting today?â
Bokuto, halfway through a forward lunge, perked up instantly. âWhat happened to âno excusesâ? Did we slip into an alternate universe or something?â
Even Sakusa raised a brow. âDid she win the argument?â
Yakuâs smirk was slow, subtle. âFeels like she won.â
Iwaizumiâs jaw clenched so tightly it made the muscle near his ear twitch. âI said theyâre on hold,â he growled, tone sharpening. âNew guidelines. End of discussion.â
âWow,â Suna muttered, droll as ever. âHeâs actually mad.â
âI will make you run drills until your legs fall off,â Iwaizumi snapped, voice a low bark. âStretch. Now.â
That shut them up.
A beat of tense silence passed before the team shifted into their warm-ups. The sounds of light chatter and sneakers resumed, but the atmosphere was noticeably stiffer. The undercurrent of curiosity and amusement didnât go unnoticed by Iwaizumi, but he shoved it down beneath years of discipline.
The rest of the session moved efficiently. Too efficiently. Every minute felt like an itch he couldnât scratch.
By noon, the players filtered out of the gym in loose, staggered groups, sweat-darkened shirts clinging to lean muscle and jerseys half-hanging from relaxed shoulders. The air in the locker hallway was humid with effort, and banter floated lazily through the corridor.
Bokuto swung a towel behind his neck like a cape, laughing at something Suna had deadpanned. Sakusa lingered by the door for a beat, casting Iwaizumi a thoughtful glance before slipping out.
âWonder if sheâll sign my cast when he snaps,â Aran muttered, nudging Hinata, who bit back a laugh.
Iwaizumi said nothing.
He turned on his heel, movements stiff, and marched toward the small office tucked off the side of the gym.
The door shut with more force than necessary.
He dropped the clipboard onto the desk. Papers slipped free, fluttering to the surface like discontent made manifest. The training revisions glared up at him.
And all he could see was your face.
The way youâd challenged him in Hibaridaâs officeâcalm but cutting, your words sharpened like scalpels. The way the coach had leaned in your favor, as if your voice carried a gravity his didnât. It wasnât that he couldnât accept changeâhe wasnât stupid. He knew you were right about the numbers. About the science. About the goddamn knees.
But it burned anyway.
It was personal. He couldnât separate the two. Not when you looked at him like that, like every disagreement was some gleeful test of willpower. Like you were waiting for him to crack so you could claim the final point.
Iwaizumi dragged a hand through his hair, sighing harshly. His shoulders were still tight from holding his voice steady all morning.
He sat down with a grunt, chair creaking beneath him as he opened his laptop. His fingers hovered over the keyboard, poised but reluctant.
He didnât want to change the entire system. Didnât want to concede. But the damn truth was already there, glaring back at him from between the numbers and patient logs.
So he typed. Adjusted. Modified.
And when he hit send, the sting of it settled low in his stomach.
The phone lit up before he even closed the tab.
You.
Of course.
He stared at the screen, jaw tight, teeth grinding as your name lit up the caller ID.
Twice it rang. He let it.
On the third, he answeredâno greeting, no softness. Just barked, âWhat now?â
âThis revision is still garbage,â came your voice, flat and scathing. âKomoriâs and Hyakuzawaâs circuits are identical. One has chronic shoulder fatigue, the other doesnât.â
âThe adjustments are proportional,â he snapped back, voice low and sharp. âThatâs how progressive loading works.â
âProgressive loading my ass. You copy-pasted three damn circuits and called it a day. You didnât even touch their mobility metrics.â
âI factored in what matters.â
You laughed. Cold. âWhat matters is that Hyakuzawa wonât last another month if you keep pretending his joints arenât glass.â
His hand slammed against the desk before he could stop himself, palm stinging. âYouâre not his goddamn physical therapist.â
âNo,â you snapped. âIâm the idiot burning her day off trying to keep him out of a hospital.â
He froze for half a beat.
Your words landed hard, scraping under his skin.
And god, you werenât done.
âIâm not playing translator for whatever bullshit this is. If you want my sign-off, youâre getting it the right way. You clearly donât understand the changes, so Iâm coming in to explain them. In person. Like a teacher walking through homework with a slow student.â
He tilted his head back, jaw ticking, breath exhaling like steam. He glared at the ceiling tiles like theyâd give him strength.
âFine,â he bit out. âThirty minutes.â
âGood,â you hissed. âTry not to screw anything else up in the meantime.â
The line went dead.
Iwaizumi stared at the phone for another second, his thumb hovering above the darkened screen.
The silence afterward rang louder than your voice.
And under his breastbone, the pulse of itâhis rage, his pride, the heat of your wordsâall of it throbbed, slow and persistent.
Like something ready to burn.
--
You stormed into Iwaizumiâs office like a gust of controlled fury, not bothering to knock.
He barely had time to glance up before your voice cut through the air like a scalpel.
âItâs my day off, Iwaizumi. You know that, right?â
His brows lifted, clearly caught off guardânot just by your tone, but by your clothes. Joggers clung snugly to your hips, your tank top fitted and dipped in a way your usual business-casual never did. A jacket hung loose around your shoulders, unzipped, and your hair was tied up messily, strands falling out in a way that was entirely unfair.
Still, he bristled at your tone. âYou didnât have to come in.â
âThen maybe donât make me rewrite your entire plan for you,â you snapped. âI told you Hyakuzawaâs shoulder range isnât compatible with Komoriâs. And you still sent it over like I wouldnât notice.â
âI adjusted for mass and rangeââ
âYou adjusted by copy-pasting,â you cut in. âDo you even read the assessments I send you?â
His jaw flexed. âI read everything. And I know how to train a team.â
âAnd I know how to prevent torn rotator cuffs.â
A sharp silence settled between you. You stood with your hands on your hips, breathing hard, Iwaizumi staring at you from behind his desk, every muscle in his arms coiled with tension.
He shouldâve barked at you to leave. Shouldâve snapped something back just as biting.
Instead, he stood.
âIâm not arguing with you in here,â he said, voice tight. âLetâs go.â
âTo the gym?â you asked.
He nodded once, already stepping past you. âYou said youâd show me. So show me.â
--
The weight room was empty save for the two of you. Echoes of distant foot traffic from the other side of the facility drifted in and out through the thick walls. Overhead, a single bank of lights buzzed faintly.
âStart with the squats,â you said, tossing a pair of 40-pound dumbbells his way.
He caught them with ease. âLoaded squats? Really?â
You folded your arms. âHumor me, Captain.â
He rolled his eyes but turned to face the mirror, feet shoulder-width apart, and dropped into his first rep. His form was solidâpredictablyâbut your eyes tracked the subtle tremors in his posture, the way his shoulders bore tension even during a movement that should be driven by legs and core.
âPause,â you ordered.
He straightened slowly, setting the weights down.
âYouâre bracing too much in your upper back,â you said. âYouâre engaging traps when you should be isolating quads and glutes. Komori compensates the same way, which is exactly the problem.â
You moved behind him, slid your hand down between his shoulder blades, pressing lightly.
âHere,â you murmured. âYou feel how stiff this is?â
His breath hitched, almost imperceptibly.
âTry it again, but keep this area loose. Let the legs drive.â
He picked up the weights again and dropped down, this time more controlled.
You circled him once, sharp eyes on every joint.
âThatâs better,â you said. âStill not perfect.â
He huffed through his nose. âThen what is?â
Your lips twitched, eyes gleaming. âIâll show you.â
You stepped forward, picked up a lighter set of weights, and took your stance in the mirror. Your movements were deliberate, slow, each line precise. You dipped into a squat, spine long, and spoke as you moved.
âThis is full isolation. Core tight. Knees over toes. Glutes firing.â
You looked at him through the mirror.
âHereââ You set the weights down and grabbed his wrist, tugging him forward. âPut your hand here.â
You placed his palm on your thigh, just above your knee.
âThatâs the difference between alignment and load. You feel that tension? Thatâs what Hyakuzawa canât hold for more than five reps. So when you give him a template that pushes twelve, youâre training him into injury.â
His fingers twitched where they rested against your leg.
You didnât look up. Neither did he.
But the silence was loud.
You finally moved, stepping back, letting the contact fall away. His hand lingered for half a second before he pulled it back and flexed his fingers into a fist.
âAlright,â you said, exhaling. âShoulders next.â
He didnât speak, just nodded tightly and picked up a new set of dumbbells.
âThis oneâs more relevant for Komori. Upright rows. Donât use momentumâgo slow.â
He stood tall, lifting the weights to chest height with steady control.
You stepped in again, brushing your fingertips along his forearms as he moved.
âGood... Now hold.â
His muscles tensed, veins stark beneath tan skin, the curve of his biceps flexed just enough to make your breath catch.
You swallowed hard, refocusing.
âLift from the delts, not the biceps,â you murmured. âTheyâre stabilizers here.â
Your hand moved to his chest, palm flat over his pec. The contact startled himâjust enough for his eyes to flicker up and land right on the exposed line of your cleavage through your tank.
He froze.
And you saw it. That split second of his eyes widening before snapping back up to yours like he hadnât seen a damn thing.
Your brow rose. âFocus, Iwaizumi.â
He gritted his teeth. âI am focused.â
You pressed a little firmer into his chest. âThen stop compensating here.â
His breath came a little heavier now.
He didnât say anything.
Didnât have to.
The tension snapped taut between you. Neither of you moved, the air thick with something sharp, electric.
Thenâ
âAhâsorry!â
The door creaked open.
You both jolted, stepping back so fast you almost tripped.
A janitor stood in the doorway, expression blank. âDidnât realize the room was still in use.â
You cleared your throat. âWe were just wrapping up.â
Iwaizumi grabbed a towel, wiping the sweat from his forehead, still avoiding your eyes.
The janitor nodded and disappeared.
Silence returned.
You slung your bag over your shoulder, trying not to show how fast your heart was racing. âIâll expect the revised plan tomorrow.â
Iwaizumi didnât answer.
He was still staring at the spot where your hand had been.
Practice was in full swing.
The gym pulsed with lifeâshoes squeaking, volleyballs echoing like thunder against arms, and shouts bouncing between walls and bodies. Every member of Karasuno was locked into their rhythm, sweaty and determined, moving like cogs in one beautifully chaotic machine. Even Tsukishima and Kageyama hadnât snapped at each other in a full ten minutes. A miracle.
You stood just off-court, your well-worn notebook tucked under your arm, scribbling quick notes with your favorite pencil. It was smudged with graphite and bite marks from weeks of you chewing the eraser, but it had personality. The court rotations were finally clicking, and Daichi had asked you to track when fatigue set in for Hinata.
Yachi stood a few feet away, stopwatch in hand, glancing nervously between you and the court like she could already feel a storm brewing. You didn't blame her. You'd been with this team long enough to sense disaster. And it was always when things were going too well.
On the court, Kageyama and Hinata were locked in a rally that looked more like a battle. Kageyamaâs sets were razor sharp, and Hinataâwell, Hinata was grinning like someone had just given him permission to fly.
You looked down to scribble a quick note when your pencil slipped through your fingers.
It bounced once against your shoe, then rolled straight onto the court.
âSeriously?â you muttered, bending to grab it.
One foot stepped just slightly over the line. Just enough.
And from across the gym, like the harbinger of doom:
âKageyama! Toss me something crazy!â
You looked up.
Hinata was airborne. Silhouetted in the gym lights. Hair tousled, arm cocked back, grinning like a man possessed.
Oh shitâ
CRACK.
The volleyball connected square with your face before you could flinch. Pain exploded behind your eyes. Your feet left the floorâliterally. Your notebook flung into the air like a paper bird.
You hit the ground with a full-bodied thud. Hard.
Silence followed. Absolute and deafening.
Thenâ
âOH MY GOD IâM SO SORRY!â Hinata shrieked, rooted in place like he'd just committed an unforgivable sin.
âHinata, you dumbass!â Kageyama barked across the court, the set still lingering in his hands.
Tanaka skidded to a halt next to you, eyes wide. âYou flew!â
âLike three feet off the ground!â Noya yelled, already by your side. âI havenât seen airtime like that since that one pancake save!â
âShut up!â Daichi barked as he sprinted over.
âTanaka, Noyaâback off!â Sugawara snapped, dropping to his knees beside you.
You blinked, dazed. Your head was throbbing, your ears ringing, and your faceâoh god, your face hurt like hell. When you touched your nose, your fingers came away red.
âOh, cool,â you muttered. âNosebleed.â
Kiyoko was suddenly there, calm and terrifyingly efficient. She didnât speak. She simply pressed tissues against your face with steady fingers, her other hand gently cupping your jaw to keep you from tilting your head back.
âDonât move yet,â she said softly.
Yachi was crying. Not loudlyâjust little hiccups of panic as she dropped to her knees beside you, clutching the stopwatch like it could save your life.
âShe's bleeding,â she whispered. âThereâs so much bloodâŠâ
âShe'll be fine,â Ennoshita said gently, crouching beside her. âIt looks worse than it is.â
âYeah, Iâm fine,â you groaned, trying to sit up. âJust give meââ
You braced your palm against the floor, feeling the coolness of the gym through your fingertips. Your legs shifted underneath you, muscles tight with tension but fueled by sheer stubbornness. Slowly, you pushed off the ground and began to rise.
For half a second, it felt like you had it under control.
Then everything spun.
The gym floor rippled beneath your feet, tilting like a boat on rough water. Your vision smeared at the edgesâcolors blending, lights flickering. A low, sickening throb pulsed behind your eyes, then rushed like a wave toward your temples. You sucked in a breath, trying to steady yourself, but your knees buckled sharply.
A startled gasp slipped from your mouth as your body tilted sideways, gravity pulling you down faster than your brain could keep up.
Sugawara and Daichi caught you in unisonâeach locking an arm around your back with practiced, urgent precision. Like bodyguards. Like anchors.
âOkay, no,â Sugawara said, breath tight as he shifted his stance.
âAbsolutely not,â Daichi echoed, voice firm as steel. âSit. Now.â
They guided you back down to the floor as if you were made of glass.
Asahi hovered a few steps away, nervously wringing his towel. âShould we call someone? Get the school nurse?â
âSheâs not on shift right now,â Kinoshita said, pulling out his phone. âShould I call the front desk?â
âCanât we just carry her?â Narita asked, eyes wide. âI meanânot like drag her, butâgently?â
âSheâs not a sack of rice!â Yachi exclaimed, clutching your notebook like it was her emotional support item. âWe canât justâlug her around!â
âI can carry her!â Asahi offered, visibly panicking. âI mean, ifâif she wants. Or not. But I can! I swear!â
âNo!â You and Daichi said simultaneously.
âYou donât have to drag her to the nurseâs office,â Tanaka muttered, half-serious, half-pouting. âWe could just⊠yâknow. Roll her in something.â
âLike a blanket burrito,â Noya added helpfully.
âShut up!â came Daichiâs bark again.
Behind the main group, Tsukishima stood with his arms crossed. âThatâs what happens when you step onto the court during a rally.â
Yamaguchi, crouching beside him, frowned. âShe looks pretty hurt, Tsukki.â
Tsukishima shrugged but said nothing else.
âI didnât mean to,â Hinata said suddenly, his voice soft, wavering. âIt was just one more spike. I didnât thinkâŠâ
You tilted your head toward him, barely mustering a tired smile beneath the tissues. âNice spike, though.â
He looked like he was going to cry.
âWe should get her to the nurse,â Ennoshita said again, glancing toward the exit. âEven if no oneâs in, itâs quieter there.â
âIâm coming too,â Kiyoko said, standing and brushing off her skirt. âYachi, grab her bag.â
Daichi and Sugawara gently pulled you to your feet again, this time slower, with careful pauses between every movement. You leaned against them, breathing through the dizziness as they helped you to the door.
Behind you, the gym buzzed in confused silence.
âYouâre too brave for this world,â Tanaka whispered with reverence.
âSheâs got that dog in her,â Noya added solemnly.
âSHUT UP, YOU IDIOTS!â Daichi yelled over his shoulder.
As the doors closed behind you, you heard one last frantic voice.
âIâll bring a fruit basket! IâLL MAKE TEA!â Hinata shouted, his panic echoing across the gym.
You groaned. âPlease donât.â
Sakusa Kiyoomi had never liked mess.
He wasnât fond of anything sticky, anything uncontrolled, anything that demanded he surrender to chaos.
And sex, by nature, was a little chaotic.
But with youâit wasnât. With you, it was something else. Something he could control, savor, memorize.
And when you sat on his face?
It became his favorite thing in the world.
Youâd asked him, onceâquietly, maybe even shylyâif he wanted to try it. Youâd been hesitant, even as you knelt over him on the bed, thighs trembling with anticipation. But Sakusa hadnât hesitated.
He had only looked up at you with those dark, focused eyes and said, âSit.â
And now?
Now, your thighs were trembling around his head.
His hands were firm around them, fingers digging into your skin, guiding your hips as you rocked against his mouth. His curls were damp with sweat and slick. His jaw worked with slow, punishing precision.
Every time his tongue dragged up between your folds, he flattened it against your clit and flickedâjust once, just enough to make your body twitchâand then he did it again.
And again.
And again.
You couldnât breathe. Couldnât speak. Your hands were buried in the sheets behind you, hips tilted forward as he held you steady, held you still, held you open.
"Kiyoomiâ" you gasped, but it was barely a whisper.
He didnât answer. He didnât need to. His mouth was too busyâworking you apart, slow and relentless, tongue curling, lips sealing around you with devastating pressure. He sucked you down, drew another sharp moan from your throat, and when you twitched above him, tried to lift off just a littleâ
His grip tightened.
âDonât move,â he rasped against you, voice low, strained, and muffled by the heat of your cunt. "Iâm not done yet."
Your breath caught.
You could barely hold yourself up. Your legs were shaking violently, muscles screaming, your entire body flushed with heat. You were soaked. You could feel it dripping down your thighs, clinging to his cheeks, smearing against his lips.
And he was loving it.
He groaned into you, hands pulling you down harder, deeper, locking you into place as his tongue fucked into youâslow, deep, precise. He was savoring you.
You sobbed. Loud, wrecked, desperate.
âIâI canâtâKiyoomiââ
His only response was a low moan, like he was addicted to the taste of you, to the way you sounded. His nose was pressed against your clit, tongue working deeper, messier now, grinding slow and firm until your thighs were twitching with every stroke.
Your vision blurred. The knot in your stomach pulled tighter, tighter, too tight.
And thenâ
You broke.
You came with a scream, hips jerking, grinding into his face as your orgasm crashed through you in one white-hot wave. Your whole body locked up, the pleasure too intense, too much, almost unbearable.
But Sakusa didnât stop.
Not even when your thighs started to shake uncontrollably.
Not even when you whimpered, âPlease,â so softly it was barely sound.
He shifted the angle of his mouth, focused entirely on your clit now, his tongue flicking rapidly, pressure sharp and steady. His hands held you down as your entire body jolted with overstimulation.
You cried out again, voice cracking, hands flying forward to claw at his hair, at the headboard, anything you could reach.
He was going to make you come again.
And he did.
The second orgasm was worse. Sharper. It tore through you like lightning, and you couldnât even scream this timeâyou just gasped, mouth open, eyes wide, legs clamping tight around his head as you sobbed through it.
And stillâhe didnât stop.
Your body shook. Collapsed. Melted into his mouth.
Only when your hips bucked too hardâwhen your voice gave out entirely, when your whole body spasmed in his holdâdid he finally relent.
He kissed your inner thigh once, slow and deliberate, then another kiss to your slick, swollen folds, almost reverent. You slumped forward, collapsing onto the bed, shaking.
Sakusa pushed himself up slowly, eyes dark and unreadable, curls stuck to his forehead. His face was soaked. His lips were flushed, chin wet with you, and he looked completely ruined.
And satisfied.
He crawled up beside you, his hand gentle on your hip.
âStill breathing?â he murmured, voice hoarse.
You could only nod, barely.
He leaned down and kissed your shoulder, trailing slow, open-mouthed kisses along your spine.
âYouâre going to do that again,â he said simply, like it wasnât a question.
And in that moment, you knew heâd found his favorite position.
"Youâre insufferable."
That was the last thing you hissed at Shirabu KenjirĆ before the attending physician turned, red-faced and barely breathing through his nose, and barked loud enough to make half the emergency department flinch:
"Both of youâout. Now."
But that wasnât how the day started.
It started with an argument.
â0.25 milligrams,â you said evenly, eyes flicking from the tablet to the patient. âHeâs seventy-two. With a documented history of hepatic impairment. Weâre not doing a full dose.â
Shirabu didnât look up from the vial in his gloved hand. âHeâs metabolizing fine, vitals are steady, and the attendingâs notesââ
ââdonât override the risk of oversedation,â you cut in, sharper this time. âWe need to adjust it. I already cleared it with Pharmacy.â
He glanced at you then, that cool clinical stare that always made your blood boil. âI triple-checked the chart. Weâre wasting time.â
âYouâre going to put a seventy-two-year-old man into respiratory depression.â
âAnd youâre going to let him seize while we argue.â
Your mouth opened, ready to fire backâand thatâs when it happened.
The patientâs monitor screamed.
A violent shudder rocked through his body, limbs jerking, back arching off the gurney.
âShit!â you both snapped in unison.
âCode blue!â you shouted into the hallway. âWe need Ativan, now!â
The room exploded into motion. Nurses poured in. A crash cart slammed into the doorframe. Someone started chest compressions. And youâhelplessly gripping the IV tubing you hadnât primedâstood frozen beside Shirabu, both of you silent, horror pooling in your throats.
The attending shoved through seconds later, eyes wild. âGet the hell out!â
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Now.
âYouâre done here for today,â the attending had spat, voice blistering. âGo help the nurses. Clean linens, supply runs, sit with waiting patientsâI donât care. Youâre both liabilities right now.â
Shame swirled in your gut. Not because you were wrongâno, you were right about the dosageâbut because youâd let Shirabu get under your skin. Again. And someone paid for it.
You stormed out of the trauma bay, white coat flaring behind you like a war banner, and Shirabu followed half a step behind, not saying anything yet, which was somehow worse. The moment you passed the threshold into the hallway, you whirled on him.
âYouâre unbelievable,â you snapped. âI told you the dose was too highââ
âAnd I told you I triple-checked the chart,â he said coolly, not even looking at you. âBut of course, you think youâre always right.â
âBecause I usually am. You never listen to anyone, you just go with your arrogant little gutââ
âMy gut?â He turned then, sharply, eyes like frost over steel. âYou mean the one that finished top of its class in diagnostics and surgical prep?â
âOh, congratulations,â you snarled, hands tightening into fists at your sides. âYou got a gold star while you ignored the actual patient in front of you.â
"You don't know how to read the room half the time," he snapped. "Youâre so busy being morally superior, you forget weâre on a clock. You want to argue philosophy while someoneâs bleeding out? Grow up."
You could feel your pulse in your teeth. Heat flooded your face. You werenât even sure when the two of you had gotten so closeâbut now he was right in front of you, all sharp lines and cold fire, his jaw tight, breath shallow, his stupidly pretty mouth parted like he had one more insult on the tip of his tongue.
âYouâre a condescending prick, you know that?â you hissed. âAlways acting like youâre the only one with a functioning brain.â
âAnd youâre a self-righteous control freak who canât take being challenged.â
âYou donât challenge, Shirabu. You bulldoze.â
âAnd you let your emotions run the whole goddamn room.â
You stared at him, breathing hard, chest rising and falling as if youâd just sprinted across the hospital. He was infuriating. Arrogant. Cold. The kind of person who drove you absolutely insane. And yetâ
His mouth was moving again, eyes still sharpâbut all you could think about was how close he was. How flushed his skin had gotten. How your stomach hadnât stopped twisting since that patient flatlined. The adrenaline still burned in your chest like a furnace. And how long had it been since anyone had touched you, really touched youâlooked at you like more than just a coat with a badge and a clipboard?
When was the last time I had sex?
The thought shot through your brain like a live wire. The frustration, the tension, the sheer exhaustion of existing inside a pressure cooker like this day after dayâit all exploded behind your eyes.
Sixteen-hour shift. A missed lunch. A mistake that rattled your bones.
Fuck it.
You grabbed the front of his coat, yanked him forward, and shoved himâhardâinto the nearest door. It flew open with a groan, revealing the dim, cramped supply closet, the air inside cold and sterile and completely indifferent to what was about to happen.
You shoved him inside.
He barely had time to stumble backward before you stepped in after him, kicked the door shut with a sharp slam, and crashed your lips to his.
It was a mistake. It was impulsive. It was heaven. A desperate, furious kind of salvation.
Shirabu froze for half a secondâjust long enough for you to think oh god, what have I doneâbefore he growled low in his throat and kissed you back like heâd been waiting for this, like he had been burning too. His hands found your waist, fingers digging into your hips like he wanted to leave bruises, like he needed to anchor himself to something real.
You gasped when he walked you backward, guiding you with rough, hurried steps until your back hit the shelves. The plastic bins and paper-wrapped gauze rattled with the force of it.
âThis,â he rasped against your jaw, breath hot and uneven, âis the stupidest idea youâve ever had.â
âShut up,â you whispered, clawing his lab coat open. âI donât want to hear your voice right now.â
âThen stop giving me reasons to use it.â
You dragged him down again.
The kiss deepened, turned frantic, messy. Teeth. Tongue. Hot breath and sharp nails. The smell of antiseptic and the sting of fluorescent lighting faded into nothing. The only thing you could feel was the press of his mouth, the grind of his body against yours, the heat blooming low and hungry in your belly.
He yanked your scrub top up, pushed it out of the way with impatience, and bit down along your collarbone like he meant to leave a mark. You gasped, nails digging into his shoulders. You wanted him closer. You wanted him rougher. You wanted to feel anything but the burn of regret and the echo of the code blue.
And you let him.
Because youâd been burning for too long.
And because, for once, Shirabu KenjirĆ had finally shut the hell up.
Youâre two months pregnant and absolutely glowing. Thereâs a nervous excitement in your every breath, your hand constantly drifting over your still-flat belly as if to check that itâs real. That thereâs really a little life growing inside you. A little Miya, curled up and getting bigger by the day.
Youâre in the passenger seat of the car, heading toward your very first ultrasound appointment. The windows are down, and the soft spring breeze is curling through your hair as the late morning sun streams through the windshield. Everything feels light. Hopeful. Surreal.
Atsumu is driving one-handed, his other resting on your thigh, thumb tracing idle circles against your leggings. He hums quietly to the radio, lips twitching into a smile every time he glances over at you.
âYâknow,â he says after a moment, âI been thinkinâ about what kind of nose theyâll have. Hopefully yours. Mineâs too pointy.â
You let out a soft laugh, the kind that bubbles up without effort. âAs long as they donât have your drama.â
âHey!â he protests, though heâs still smiling as he squeezes your leg. âTheyâre allowed a little flair. They are mine, after all.â
You roll your eyes fondly, fingers tangling with his at the next red light. He lifts your joined hands to press a kiss to your knuckles before driving on.
When you pull into the clinic parking lot, your nerves start to set inâlow and creeping. Itâs your first time seeing the baby. Hearing a heartbeat. It makes everything feel suddenly, painfully real.
The waiting room is quiet, with soft instrumental music playing and the smell of hand sanitizer hanging in the air. Youâre seated beside Atsumu, your knees bouncing ever so slightly as your mind races ahead. His hand is still in yours, firm and grounding.
When the nurse finally calls your name, you squeeze his fingers a little tighter.
The exam room is dimly lit, calm, with a monitor beside the table and soft instructions given as you lie back. You wince slightly at the cold gel, heart pounding in your ears as the technician glides the wand over your stomach.
She squints at the screen. Tilts her head.
Then her eyes widen slightly.
âOh.â
You stiffen. âWhat? What is it? Is something wrong?â
Sheâs quick to reassure you. âNo, noâeverything looks good. Itâs just... youâre having twins.â
Silence.
Atsumu leans in closer, eyes squinting at the screen. âTwins?â
âTwins,â the technician repeats, pointing to two distinct little shapes. âYou see here? Two sacs. Two heartbeats.â
Your gaze locks onto the screen. Two. Not one. Not the tiny flutter youâd been preparing for, but two.
A sudden wave of panic crashes over you.
âTwo?â you echo, your voice a shaky whisper. âLike... two babies? At the same time?â
The technician gently clears her throat. "Well, itâs a little early to know for sure if theyâre fraternal or identical, but yesâtwins."
You feel your breath hitch, the room growing smaller around you. âThatâs two car seats. Two cribs. Two births. Two newborns crying at onceââ
Your hand grips Atsumuâs forearm, eyes wide as your mind races. âI donâtâI wasnât ready for two. I barely wrapped my head around one.â
Youâre still staring at the screen when Atsumu shifts closer to the bed, his hand still resting lightly on yours.
âHey,â he says softly. âBreathe for me, okay?â
You turn toward him with wide, overwhelmed eyes. âTsumu... thatâs two babies. Thatâs two of everything. What if I canâtâwhat if Iâm not enough for both of them?â
âYou are,â he says instantly, without hesitation. âYou will be. We will.â
But your hand flails toward his forearm like it needs something to latch onto. âThis is your fault. You and Osamu. You cursed me with twin genes!â
He stares at you, stunned. âWhat?! How is this my fault?â
âBecause youâre a twin! Thatâs how!â
The technician offers a gentle smile, still watching the monitor. âActually, twins are likely influenced by the motherâs genetics. So if anyone âpassed it down,â itâs likely you.â
You blink slowly. âSo... itâs me?â
Atsumu exhalesârelieved. âSee? I didnât do this! You doubled down on your own.â
Your head snaps toward the technician, eyes wide and blinking rapidly, a storm of disbelief swirling behind them. You donât say anythingâbut your look says plenty.
The technician catches the expression immediately and offers a placating smile, lifting her hands lightly. "Iâll give you two a minute," she says gently, already stepping toward the door, and quietly slips out of the room, pulling it closed behind her with a soft click.
You drop your head back onto the exam pillow with a muffled groan. âI donât know how to do one baby. Let alone two. Thatâs double the crying. Double the diapers. Double the college funds.â
Atsumu leans down until his forehead presses softly to yours. His hand finds yours again, grounding you with the warmth of his palm and the way his thumb strokes soothingly across your skin.
âHey,â he says, voice low and gentle. âBreathe. Weâll figure it out.â
You donât answer right away, eyes still locked on the monitor where two flickering heartbeats pulse in rhythm.
He kisses your forehead, slow and reassuring. âWeâll go one diaper at a time. One bottle at a time. One late-night rocking session at a time. Weâre gonna be okay.â
Your lip trembles. âAre we?â
He smiles, brushing your hair back from your forehead. âIâm not lettinâ you do this alone. Youâre stuck with me, baby. Me, and the two little monsters we made.â
You laugh wetly, a mix of shock and affection tangled in your chest. He leans down and kisses you againâcheek, then jaw, then templeâbefore turning to look back at the screen.
And in the glow of that monitor, with two tiny heartbeats tapping out the rhythm of your future, Atsumu squeezes your hand and whispers:
âTheyâve already got the best mom in the world. The restâll be easy.â
You sit up slightly and reach for him, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him into a hug, your chin resting against his shoulder. âThank you,â you whisper, voice thick with emotion. âI needed to hear that.â