I MISS THIS - Blog Posts

who remember this day

I always said the same thing

when asked about relationships

and the reason why I was never in one.

I said it so much it felt a bit rehearsed

but it was true.

I did not need anyone to be happy,

I did not need anyone to come

and step into my world

only to mess it up.

And for so long I kept that up

I let no one in for anything else

but a simple friendship because I knew

that if they left it would be okay

but you came one day and overtime

became that one person;

The one that I never wanted to let go of,

because things with you were great

you came

and became part of my happiness.

Now I am finding it hard to let you go

but I know I will be okay

because I have rehearsed a new line

and it goes a bit like this,

“I learned what love was and I will be okay”

because although I still leave your space

in our bed open as if you would lay there again

I know you won’t and maybe,

just maybe things were meant to be that way

because

I learned what love was

And for that I will forever thank you.  

M.S.I

I Miss the Way You Made Me Feel.

i miss the feeling of your lips on mine

how delicately you kissed me

always making sure i was okay in between each one

i miss your breath on my skin

the goosebumps you caused

with something as simple as air

i miss how your hands felt on my body

tracing my outline

with the slightest of touch

never going too far

i miss how safe i felt when you held me

and the way you’d gently kiss my head

your arms holding me just tight enough

i miss your gentle eyes

how beautiful they were

i miss your smile

and how perfectly it sat on your face

especially the times when you would smile in between each kiss

i miss the way you looked at me

like i was the most beautiful being you’d ever seen

i miss how you’d point out each of my insecurities and tell me how much you loved them

telling me i was worth something

i miss how special you made me feel

and i miss so much more about what you did

but what’s most important is

i don’t miss you.

Allein im Bett, Dunkel

“Es ist dunkel hier

Ich lieg mit meinen Gedanken wieder allein im Bett um zwanzig nach vier

Ich hab angst dass ich dich nochmals verlier

Deshalb schreib ich meine Gedanken doch lieber auf papier

Und behalt sie dicht bei mir.

Betäub innere leere mit Bier

Es ist Für mich Sowas wie ein Besser-fühl elixier.

Nunja meine gedanken drehen sich fast nur um dich

Denn du bist für mich, immer noch Unglaublich.

Ich bin, wenn zwar auch ohne dich, ziemlich glücklich,

Irgendwie unerdenklich.

Ich weiss,

Alles hat seinen preis.

Auch ein verlust,

Denn dadurch wurde mir bewusst

Wie wichtig du mir eigentlich bist.

Nach langer Zeit

Und unendlichkeit von leid.

Mein Herz schreit

Und somit weiss ich, es ist noch nicht ganz geheilt

Nimms mir bitte nicht böse

Fäbulöse (kleineswortspielfürmichhihi).

Was ist wenn ich mich nicht löse?

Wenn ich es (noch) nicht kann

Es mir bisher einfach nicht gelang.

Vielleicht sieht man(n) es mir an, vielleicht auch nicht,

Deshalb schreib ich nochmals ein Gedicht.

Und denk dabei an dein Gesicht.

Denk an unsere gemeinsame Geschicht.

daran als ich dich das erste mal sah

Urplötzlich standen wir uns so nah

Doch das war,

ist nicht mehr.

Ich vermisse dich sehr

Ich vermisse mich

Uns

Mein grösster Wunsch.”

Jaja lol they're iconic for a reason

(I wanted to make my own version of this post but with more pairings lmao)

If u find a girl who looks at u like Camila looks at Lauren, u're a lucky person.

Don't let her go, keep her in ur life.

In the circumstances in which they were, it was not possible to stay in each other's lives.

What if they met another way? Maybe at one of their favorite places, in a coffee shop, on the street, at the mall..

What would they be now?

everyday is a good day to appreciate 2013 larry/take me home era larry

look!!! at!!! them!!!!