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r u capable of loving people for their soul and not for their status?

r u capable of understanding the true meaning of hope?

r u capable of having small victories?

  and if I stand and stare

at the angle of expression, desert wind

hair waving

and if I hear

as if in passing

a father tell his son

‘Kiss grandma when we get there’

and life clarifies

for a split

and I am shuddered weightless

what then?

r u capable of day dreaming?

so i mumbled to myself on the street

big deal

i mumbled

fragments of words, subtle tones

nothing crazy

no

just a buzz of a thought that needed some air

escape from the crowd

that’s all.

r u capable of wondering about death without living it?

just live yourself to death

(damn, i may sell it to Coca Cola 10 years from now)

. . .

r u capable of doubting the existing order every once in a while?

r u capable of healing yourself?

r u capable of telling both of your parents that u love them?

i'm half way there

r u capable of pure lust?

r u capable of pure love?

now, r u capable of being loyal to your pure passion and dedicate it, body mind and soul, to your beloved only?

r u capable of falling asleep easily during the day?

oh i want. i can't. yet

r u capable of trusting yourself?

there r days its so crystal clear. and there r shaky foggy days. 

r u capable of intimacy? True intimacy, that u don’t need shady wild rooms in your head, u dont need a parallel world with ur own desires, fantasies, fears, wishes u wish only for urself. True intimacy where u r safe and can lay all ur weaknesses out without being afraid of judgment or abuse. where u can love and be loved totaly.

can u expect the same from your beloved? 

r u capable of entering your dark sides in order to find some light?