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đ˘đ¸âžâź Keigo Takami was dangerously close to losing control. He sat on the edge of the rooftop, wings sprawled lazily behind him, golden eyes scanning the city below without truly seeing it. Patrol had ended an hour ago, but he hadnât moved, hadnât taken off into the sky. Instead, he let the silence swallow him whole while the weight in his chest pulsed with every beat of his heart.
He was thinking about you again. Not just thinking. Obsessing. Wanting. Craving.
It wasnât new not really. You had been his best friend for years now. The only person who truly saw him for who he was beneath the feathers, beneath the smiles and playful banter. You werenât fooled by his smirks or his cocky remarks.
And he wanted you in every way a man could want someone.
He pressed his fingers to his lips, as if he could trap the thoughts there, keep them from spilling out. But they always found their way back in. Memories of your laugh, your hand brushing his, the way you leaned into him when you were tired. The way you looked at him like you didnât expect anything more than what he was already giving.
But God, he wanted to give you more.
He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, wings twitching behind him. âYou have no idea,â he muttered to himself.
No idea how he thought about you when he showered, when he lay awake in bed, when he flew above the city. How the ache wasnât just in his chest but deep, carnal, physical. Youâd never touched him like that not even close but his body remembered every innocent brush, every accidental graze of your fingers, every look that lingered a second too long.
He remembered the last time you hugged him. Fully wrapped your arms around him without hesitation.
You were warm. So warm, it branded him. And he wanted to be selfish. Just once.
He wanted to kiss you. Hold you. Lay you down and worship you with every part of himself. He wanted to hear you moan his name like a plea, like he was the only thing in your world that mattered.
His fists clenched.
But he couldnât. Because he was your best friend. And you trusted him. Heâd never risk that. But lately⌠it was getting harder to pretend. Harder to act like his thoughts didnât spiral when you smiled at him, when you laughed and leaned your head back like the world couldnât touch you. Like he was safe in your orbit.
âFuck,â he whispered to the empty air.
His wings flared slightly behind him, agitated. He was needy pathetically so and it rattled him. You. His best friend and the woman he couldnât stop imagining underneath him, moaning his name like a prayer.
He exhaled a shaky breath, one hand dragging down his face. His fingers curled tightly in his hair, jaw clenched. It had started innocently enough thinking about your laugh, the way you teased him, the way your eyes sparkled when you talked about something you loved. But lately, that innocent warmth had twisted, melted into something far darker.
Now all he could think about was how soft your lips would feel against his. How your body would arch into his if he finally let himself touch you the way he needed to. Keigo, who wanted to touch the curve of your waist, bury his face in your neck, trace his fingers down your thighs and hear you gasp for him. Keigo, who thought about your lips parting for him, your nails digging into his back, your breath hot against his ear.
He could already feel your thighs wrapped around him in his imagination, could already hear the sounds youâd make soft, desperate, so unlike the friend you were. And he wanted it more than he wanted anything else.
His cock was already hard, straining against the tightness of his pants, and he fucking hated how easy it was to get this way just thinking about you. It didnât take much just the memory of your legs crossed during a casual conversation, the way your shirt would ride up when you stretched, revealing the tempting curve of your waist.
He leaned back against the cool concrete of the rooftop wall, letting his head fall back with a low groan. âGoddamn itâŚâ
Heâd been so careful. So respectful. Always the charming best friend who gave you space, never said too much, never let his touches linger for too long. But he was starving now.
Keigo wanted to taste every inch of you.
He imagined it pulling you onto his lap, letting his hands explore everything he wasnât allowed to touch. Your thighs spread for him, your breathy moans in his ear as he whispered filthy things you never thought heâd say.
âYou donât know what you do to me⌠how long Iâve wanted this.â
Heâd take his time with you slow, worshipful, but dripping in hunger. Heâd kiss down your neck, between your breasts, over your stomach, and lower, until your thighs trembled around his head. He wanted to ruin you with his mouth, over and over, until your voice was hoarse from crying out for him.
His hips shifted as he ground into his palm, teeth gritted. This wasnât just some passing fantasy. This was a need buried in the deepest parts of him hot, relentless, consuming.
the worst part⌠You had no idea. You still called him your best friend. Still crashed at his place when you were too tired to go home. Still walked around in those shorts, those oversized shirts with no bra underneath, curling up beside him on the couch like it was nothing.
It wasnât nothing to him.
Every brush of your fingers set his nerves on fire. Every laugh you shared made his heart ache and his cock twitch.
He wanted to fuck you so deep youâd forget your own name. Wanted to hear you beg wanted to make you feel good, worshiped, ruined. heâd hold back until the day that he dies. Because you trusted him. And heâd never take advantage of that. Never touch you unless you asked him to.
But he was slipping. More and more, his fantasies blurred with reality. He caught himself staring at your lips, imagining how theyâd feel wrapped around his cock. He thought about bending you over his kitchen counter when you came over to cook dinner. About tasting you after a long day your sweat, your moans, your pleasure burning into his mouth like a reward.
âFuck,â he muttered under his breath, palming himself through his pants now, just to ease the ache.
His wings twitched behind him as he imagined your voice in his ear.
âKeigo⌠pleaseâŚâ
Would you say his name like that? Would you beg for him to go deeper? Harder? Would you cry out for him, nails clawing at his back, thighs trembling as he pushed you over the edge again and again?
Would you finally look at him not just as your best friend, but as the man whoâs been dying to be inside you? The man who loved you with everything he had?The thought was enough to tip him over, and he hissed your name into the night air, guilt and desire tangled up in his veins like poison.
He stayed there for a while, chest heaving, sweat beading on his brow as the tension drained from him but the ache remained. Because no matter how many times he relieved the pressure, no matter how many times he imagined your hands on him, your mouth, your body it wasnât enough.
It would never be enough. Because he didnât want your body for just a night. He wanted to have you consume his entire day, everyday. He wanted you. All of you.
Keigo Takami | Hawks X Reader
I offer you angst and disgust and sadness and brainrot
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Synopsis: You love him, hes a whole hypocrite though
đ ° đ Ź đ đ Ž đ Ż The knock on your door came just as you had started to relax for the night. You glanced at the clock late, even for him. With a sigh, you padded over, unlocking it without much thought. Hawks never really needed an invitation.
Keigo Takami stood in your doorway, grinning like he always did. The kind of grin that put people at ease, but you knew him better than that. His golden eyes flickered across your face, scanning for something maybe exhaustion, maybe suspicion.
âHey, partner,â he greeted, stepping inside before you could respond. âI was craving chicken, and I figured, why eat alone when I could bother you instead?â
âYou could eat at your place,â you shot back, closing the door behind him.
âNah,â he waved a hand. âToo quiet. Besides, your place is way fancier. Food tastes better after being in rich peopleâs apartments.â
You rolled your eyes but didnât argue. Keigo had been your friend since you debuted at eighteen. Four years of missions, battles, and shared exhaustion had formed a bond neither of you really questioned. But lately, something about him had beenâŚoff.
âFine. I hope to not be super tired after this.â
âObviously.â He threw an arm around your shoulders, leading you toward the door.
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You ended up on top of a bridge after grabbing food, the city sprawled beneath you in glittering lights. It was peaceful up here just the occasional hum of distant traffic and the rustling of Keigoâs feathers when he shifted. You sat side by side, bags of takeout beside you, a breeze lifting your hair.
âYou ever think we peaked too early?â Keigo mused, biting into a drumstick.
âAre you having a mid life crisis at twenty two?â
He snorted. âMaybe. I mean, donât get me wrong I love being a pro hero, but sometimes I think⌠I dunno. If I werenât one, maybe my love life wouldnât suck so bad.â
You smirked. âYeah, you and your long line of failed flings.â
Keigo sighed dramatically. âOuch. What about you, huh? Any luck?â
You shook your head, taking a bite of your own food. âNo time. Not that youâd know anything about that, right?â
âyeah yeah,â he grinned. Then, after a pause, âYou ever think about settling down?â
You raised a brow. âWe sound like old people right now.â
Keigo chuckled, but there was something in his expression something calculating.
âMust be nice, though,â he continued, staring down at the city. âHaving people to rely on. To trust.â
You frowned. Something about the way he said it made your stomach twist. But before you could reply, he kept going.
âSpeaking of trust, I heard some interesting things lately,â he said casually, leaning back on his hands. âThe Leagueâs been moving differently. Word is, theyâve been pulling back from certain areas, regrouping.â
You tensed slightly, but forced yourself to stay relaxed. âYeah? Didnât hear anything about that.â
Keigo hummed, side eyeing you. âFunny. You usually have good ears for things like this.â
You knew what he was doing. He wasnât outright accusing you wasnât even asking directly. But he was fishing. He knew youâd been close with Dabi, and now he was prying without making it obvious.
You took another bite of food, playing it cool. âWell, if I hear anything, Iâll let you know.â
Keigo smiled, but it didnât quite reach his eyes. âAppreciate it.â
And just like that, the conversation shifted back to jokes and laughter. But you knew better. Hawks was good at this game at wearing masks, at pretending.
Keigo stretched his legs out, crossing them at the ankles. âYou know, if we were normal, weâd probably be out right now. Living life, partying, dating.â
You snorted. âYouâd probably be someoneâs problem boyfriend.â
He gasped, âWow. No faith in me at all?â
âNone.â
Keigo laughed, but you could hear the strain underneath it. He was doing that thing again acting like everything was fine, like there wasnât a million things weighing on his mind. You wanted to ask, but you already knew how that would go. Heâd brush it off, give you some half truth, then change the subject.
Instead, you reached out, hesitating for only a moment before grabbing his hand. He blinked, caught off guard, but didnât pull away.
âI mean it, Keigo,â you said, voice steady. âI know relationships are pretty much out of the picture for us, but that doesnât mean I donât care about you. Youâre important to me. No matter how messy things get, I value every second I spend with you.â
For once, Keigo didnât have a snarky response. His golden eyes softened, the usual playful glint replaced with something quieter, something more vulnerable. He squeezed your hand slightly, as if grounding himself.
âDamn,â he muttered, looking away. âYou always gotta go and say stuff like that.â
You smiled. âItâs the truth.â
He exhaled through his nose, shaking his head. âYou know, sometimes I wonder if I deserve that. Having people who actually care.â
You frowned. âOf course, you do.â
Keigo didnât answer right away. His gaze flickered to your intertwined hands, then back to the city. Whatever was on his mind, he wasnât ready to say it.
âThanks,â he finally murmured.
The word felt heavier than it should have, like there was more he wanted to say but couldnât. And maybe he never would. But for now, this was enough.
You stayed like that for a while, sitting together on the bridge, hands still linked. For once, neither of you needed to fill the silence.
The silence didnât last.
Keigo shifted beside you, the weight of his gaze pressing into your side. You could feel it before he even spoke the tension rolling off of him in waves, the way his body stiffened slightly.
âI just⌠I worry about you, you know?â His voice was light, casual, but you werenât stupid. You could hear the edge to it. âThe League isnât exactly the safest crowd.â
Your stomach twisted. You knew where this was going.
âI donât know anything, Keigo.â
He gave a breathy chuckle, but it lacked humor. âCome on, I know youâre smart. Youâre always in the middle of things. Youâre telling me you havenât heard anything?â
You turned to him fully now, frowning. âI said I donât know anything.â
Something in his expression wavered, just for a second. He rubbed a hand down his face, like he was trying to steady himself, but when he spoke again, there was something sharper underneath.
âI justâ He exhaled harshly. âI donât get it. Why wonât you tell me?â
That set something off in you. You pulled your hand away from his, frustration boiling over.
âBecause thereâs nothing to tell, Keigo! What, do you think Iâm hiding things from you? That Iâm playing some kind of double agent?â
His jaw clenched. âI donât want to think that.â
âBut you do.â
He ran a hand through his hair, his feathers ruffling behind him. âYouâre close with Dabi. Youâreâ He cut himself off, inhaling sharply before continuing. âIâve seen what the League is capable of. And youâ He gestured at you, eyes burning. âYouâre getting wrapped up in it whether you realize it or not.â
You scoffed, standing up abruptly. âSo thatâs what this is, huh? You donât trust me.â
Keigo stood too, stepping closer. âItâs not about trust. Itâs about keeping you safe.â
You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head. âNo, this isnât about that. Youâre trying to get answers out of me. Like Iâm some suspect.â
Keigoâs usual mask was gone now no charming smiles, no lazy grins. His wings twitched, and his hands curled into fists at his sides.
âThe Commissionâ He stopped himself again, shutting his eyes for a moment before reopening them. âI have to do this.â
You felt something crack in your chest. âSo thatâs what I am to you? A job?â
âOf course not!â His voice was sharper than before, his usual control slipping. âBut if they think you know something, theyâre gonna keep pushing! And if you do know something and donât tell me, then what the hell am I supposed to do?â
âI already told you I donât know anything! But that doesnât matter, does it? Because you already made up your mind.â
His wings flared out, feathers rustling with tension. âYou think I want to do this? You think I like treating you like this?â
You crossed your arms, biting the inside of your cheek. âSure seems like it.â
Keigo let out a harsh breath, and suddenly, his frustration snapped into something else something desperate.
âI love you.â
The words hit like a shockwave, knocking the wind out of you. Your eyes widened, but he didnât stop.
âI love you, okay?â His voice was rough, strained. âThatâs why this is so fucking hard. Thatâs why I canât just sit back and let you â He exhaled shakily, shaking his head. âI canât lose you.â
Your heart pounded in your chest. He was breathing hard, his golden eyes wild with emotion. You had never seen him like this never seen him so raw.
The tension between you was thick, the city buzzing below, but up here, it was just the two of you. And you had no idea what to say.
âFuck, Keigo.â
Your voice came out barely above a whisper, but the weight of it was enough to make him flinch. His wings, usually so steady, twitched behind him, like he was fighting the urge to fly away.
You didnât know what to say. Lord knows you loved him you would do anything for him. But this? This hurt. The way he was looking at you, the way he was questioning you like you were some kind of liability instead of his friend. Instead of someone who had been by his side for years.
Your hands moved on their own, reaching up to cup his face. He stiffened at first, but then melted into your touch, his breath uneven.
You searched his face, desperate to find the trust that should have been there. But all you could see was hurt.
Hurt because he knew this was wrong. Hurt because he had to do it anyway.
And longing. Longing for something he had convinced himself he couldnât have. Longing because, despite everything, despite the lines being blurred and the masks slipping, he wanted you.
You swallowed hard, your thumbs tracing along his jaw. âYou donât have to do this,â you murmured.
Keigo let out a shaky breath, his eyes fluttering shut for a moment before meeting yours again. âI do.â His voice cracked slightly. âYou donât get it. If I donât⌠they will.â
Your grip on him tightened. âI donât know anything, Keigo.â
His brows furrowed, frustration flickering across his face before it faded into something more vulnerable. âThen why do they think you do?â
âI donât know,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. âDabi and I, fuck Keigo we just talk. After fights, after missions. Thatâs it.â
His eyes searched yours, and for the first time tonight, it felt like he was actually listening. Like he was really seeing you.
His hands came up, hesitating for only a second before resting over yours, keeping them against his face. His touch was warm, calloused from years of battle, but there was a softness there too. A silent plea.
âI donât want to do this,â he whispered.
Your chest ached. âThen donât.â
Keigo let out a bitter laugh, shaking his head. âIf only it were that simple.â
You wanted to scream. You wanted to shake him and make him see that it was that simple. That he didnât have to follow the Commissionâs orders like a puppet, that he didnât have to do this to you to himself.
But deep down, you knew that wasnât how it worked. that was the worst part of all. The first tear slipped out before you could stop it.
Then another.
And another.
You didnât even realize you were crying at first, too consumed by the frustration bubbling in your chest, the betrayal clawing at your throat. Your hands were still on his face, trembling now, and Keigoâs eyes widened as he felt the wetness of your tears bleed into his heart.
âHeyâ
You sucked in a sharp breath, but it didnât help. The weight of everything crashed over you all at once.
You had spent years fighting, bleeding, sacrificing to protect people to make the world safer, to do the right thing. And this was your reward? Being questioned like a criminal? Being treated like someone who couldnât be trusted by the one person who should have known better?
You let out a broken, bitter laugh, your grip on Keigo tightening. âIâve killed for this job,â you choked out. âIâve bled for it. Iâve given everything to make sure people are safe. And the thanks I get is my best friend accusing me like Iâm some kind of traitor?â Your voice cracked at the end, and you let your forehead drop against his. âThe Commission making you accuse me?â
Keigo inhaled sharply, like your words physically hurt him.
âFuck,â he muttered under his breath, and before you could say anything else, his arms were around you.
He pulled you into him, crushing you against his chest, his wings wrapping around the both of you like a shield. His grip was almost desperate, like he was afraid that if he let go, youâd disappear entirely.
âIâm sorry,â he murmured against your hair, his voice raw. âFuck Iâm so sorry.â
But it didnât fix anything.
It didnât take away the ache in your chest, the sting of his accusations, the knowledge that if the Commission had its way, heâd be forced to keep pushing.
Still, you clung to him, your fists curling into his jacket. Because despite everything, despite the pain, despite the betrayal. You still loved him. that was the worst part of all.
Your fingers curled into the fabric of his jacket, holding onto him like he was the only thing keeping you grounded. But the weight in your chest, the sting in your throat it wasnât going away.
You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to steady your breath, but it came out shaky and uneven. And as much as you wanted to stay in his arms, to pretend like none of this was happening, you couldnât.
So you let go.
You pulled back, slipping from his hold, and immediately, his arms twitched like he wanted to reach for you again. But he didnât.
You took a step back. Then another. His wings twitched, his golden eyes wide and desperate.
âI donâtâŚâ Your voice cracked, and you swallowed, shaking your head. âI donât think we should see each other anymore.â
Keigo stiffened, the color draining from his face. âWhat?â
You wiped at your cheeks roughly, trying to catch your breath. âThis us itâs just gonna keep getting worse. The Commissionâs already pushing you to treat me like a suspect, and I canât I wonât keep going through this.â
His expression twisted, panic flickering behind his eyes. âIf we stop seeing each other, theyâll just use that as another excuse to build a case against you.â His voice was sharp, urgent. âTheyâll say youâre cutting ties because you have something to hide.â
âIt doesnât matter.â
His brows furrowed, frustration creeping into his features. âOf course it fucking matters.â
You let out a bitter laugh, running a hand through your hair. âKeigo, how am I supposed to be around you if I know every conversation we have is controlled?â You gestured vaguely between the two of you. âIf I canât even tell if youâre talking to me or to the Commission?â
He opened his mouth, then shut it, his throat working as he swallowed hard.
You took another step back. He took a step forward.
You held up a hand to stop him, your breath shaky. âI love you, Keigo.â
His whole body froze, like he wasnât sure he heard you right. His wings twitched again, his feathers rustling in the cool night air.
âI love you,â you repeated, your voice softer this time. âAnd I meant what I said I appreciate you more than youâll ever know. But I canât trust you anymore.â
The words shattered something in him. You saw it happen in real time. His jaw clenched, his eyes darkening, his hands twitching at his sides like he wanted to grab you and shake you and beg you to take it back.
âWait,â he said, and his voice almost sounded broken. âJust wait.â
But you shook your head.
âI canât do this,â you whispered.
Keigoâs breath hitched, and for the first time since you had met him, you saw something you never thought youâd see in him.
Fear.
Not fear of the Commission. Not fear of the League. Fear of losing you.
And as you turned away, his hands curled into fists, his mind racing with the realization that the Commission had just done the one thing he never thought possible.
They had pitted you against each other.
And he had let them.
The moment you disappeared from sight, the weight of it all crashed down on him.
Keigo staggered back, his breath coming in short, uneven gasps. His wings drooped, feathers trembling as if they could barely hold themselves up anymore.
You were gone.
His hands came up to his face, fingers curling into his hair as he let out a harsh, broken breath. He squeezed his eyes shut, but all he could see was you. The way your voice cracked when you told him you loved him. The way your eyes shined with betrayal. The way you walked away.
His chest felt tight too tight.
He had spent his whole life playing this game, moving pieces around the board, following orders, doing what needed to be done. He had done it all without hesitation, without attachment, without caring.
Because caring got people killed. Caring made you weak.
At least, thatâs what he had always believed.
Then you happened.
And he hadnât even realized how much you meant to him until he was watching you slip through his fingers.
A sharp, choked noise tore from his throat as he staggered forward, his hands gripping at his hair. His chest hurt. He had never felt this before not even as a kid, not even when he was forced into a life that wasnât his own.
Because back then, it hadnât mattered.
But you had mattered.
You had trusted him. You had let him in, had told him how much he meant to you. And in return?
He had destroyed it.
His knees hit the metal of the bridge, and he barely even registered it. His wings curled around him, shielding him from the rest of the world, but it didnât matter.
Nothing mattered anymore.
Because for the first time in his life He had let someone in. And he had ruined it.
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The television flickered in the dimly lit room, its glow casting soft shadows against the walls. Keigo Takami otherwise known as Hawks leaned back in his seat, golden eyes trained on the screen as a familiar figure appeared.
It had been months.
Keigoâs eyes followed every headline, every news segment, every article that mentioned you.
Y/n Soars to New Heights: A Pro Hero On the Rise
Hero Y/nâs Daring Rescue Saves Dozens in Quirk Incident
Top 10 Pro Hero Y/n: The Future of Japanâs Hero Society
Each headline was another stab to his chest. He saw the numbers, the statistics, the articles that spoke of your bravery, your skill, your rise to the top. The world had watched you climb, and you had done it with grace, with skill, with everything he knew you were capable of.
âOnce again, Japanâs rising star, Y/n, has taken down another villain with efficiency and grace!â
The anchorâs voice carried an air of excitement, painting you as a beacon of hope for the country. Footage played of you in action your movements sharp and calculated, your quirk flowing seamlessly between offense and defense. The crowd erupted in cheers, reporters clamoring for your attention, yet you only offered them a polite nod before moving on, as if there was always more work to be done.
Keigo exhaled through his nose, rubbing the bridge of it between his fingers.
He wasnât surprised. You had always been relentless in your pursuit of justice. He had seen it firsthand, the way you carried the weight of expectations without complaint. But now, watching you through the cold lens of a camera, he could see what no one else seemed to notice.
You were drowning yourself in work.
News articles flooded his phone.
âJapanâs Heroine Y/n Soars Higher Than Ever!â
âY/n: The New Symbol of Hope?â
âNonstop Victories, But At What Cost?â
The last one caught his attention. Clicking on the article, he scanned through the words. Some journalist had picked up on it too the dark circles beneath your eyes, the way your posture stiffened ever so slightly after every battle. But the world only saw the hero. They saw the unwavering smile, the power, the perfection.
Keigo knew better.
You were running yourself ragged, and he couldnât do a damn thing about it.
His hands clenched into fists. He had never felt so useless before. In the past, he would have sent a teasing message, a check in disguised as banter, just to make sure you were okay. But now, his wings were clipped metaphorically and literally. The mission he was on kept him far from the public eye, and any contact with you would compromise everything.
Still, he watched.
Night after night, he kept up with your hero work through screens and articles, seeing the light in your eyes dim just a little more each time. The world was blind to it, too enamored by your victories to notice the toll they took on you.
Keigo sighed, leaning back in his chair, staring at the ceiling.
âDammit, Y/n.â
He wanted to tell you to slow down. That you didnât have to carry everything alone. But he knew you you wouldnât listen, not when you thought the weight was yours to bear.
But as he watched from afar, he saw something else something he knew he couldnât ignore.
You were drowning.
It wasnât hard to see, not if you looked closely enough. There were the faint bags under your eyes, the way your smile didnât quite reach your eyes in the photos. He could see it in the way you moved quick, efficient, but with a certain rigidity, like you were trying to keep the pieces of yourself together.
The interviews, the press events, the rescue missions. You were out there always out there. Never stopping. Always moving.
Keigo had seen this before. It was the kind of thing that had broken him.
The thing he was now witnessing in you.
You were using your work as a shield. You were burying yourself in it, pretending that the mess of the world, the constant need to be the best, would somehow fill the hollow space where everything else had fallen apart. You were drowning in your responsibilities, in the expectations of others. And he hated himself for not being able to stop it.
He couldnât reach you.
He couldnât be the person you needed.
The Commission had made it clear the moment you walked away they had made sure that there would be no contact, no easy path to you. They had pushed him away, forced him to see you as an obstacle, a potential threat.
He had followed the orders. He had stayed away.
But every day, every night, when he saw the photos, heard the reports of your latest success, it felt like another punch to the gut. He couldnât reach you, couldnât protect you. And worse he was the reason you had shut him out.
You deserve better than this, he thought, each time he saw a picture of you smiling, though it never quite reached your eyes. You deserve better than me.
The most recent headline:
Y/nâs Heroic Feat: A Mission Gone Wrong Injuries and Recovering, But Will She Stay at the Top?
The article detailed how you had barely made it out of a dangerous mission, sustained injuries, and had pushed through it, despite the odds. The photos showed you at the hospital, a bruise on your cheek, your expression cold and distant as you posed for the cameras. Your usual confidence was there, but it was muted like a shell of yourself.
Keigoâs fingers clenched around the coffee cup in his hand, his gaze locked on the screen.
There it was again you were hurting.
But he couldnât be there. He couldnât reach you, couldnât protect you. The Commission had made sure of that.
Every day, it ate at him. The guilt. The fear. The constant ache in his chest. And all he could do was watch.
Because thatâs all he was allowed to do.
He turned away from the screen and ran a hand through his hair, exhaling sharply. He couldnât keep doing this.
But as much as he wanted to move on, as much as he wanted to focus on his own missions and do what the Commission had trained him for, he knew he couldnât.
You were out there, giving everything for a world that barely understood you.
And he was here, stuck in a cage of his own making.
âFuck,â Keigo whispered to himself. âI miss you.â
But you were gone. And he was the one who had pushed you away.
That was the price he paid for trying to be the hero everyone needed. The cost of being a tool of the Commission.
He couldnât even hate them for it. Not when it was his own failure that had led to this.
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Keigo sat in the Commissionâs office, his expression neutral as he listened to the orders being laid out before him. The air was stale, the weight of the conversation pressing down on his shoulders. He knew what was coming before they even said it.
âYour next mission is infiltration.â
The head of the Commission, a woman with sharp eyes and a voice that left no room for argument, slid a file across the table. Keigo barely glanced at it. He already knew whose name was inside.
âThe League of Villains is growing stronger. We need someone on the inside. Someone theyâll trust. You have the skills to make this work, Hawks.â
His fingers tightened around the edge of the folder.
âYouâve already shown your ability to keep a close eye on potential threats before.â
The words werenât just words. They were deliberate. A reminder.
A reminder that they had once given him a different mission to keep tabs on you.
And what had they accused you of?
âSuspicious relationships with certain individuals.â
âQuestionable morals due to prolonged conversations with known villains.â
âPotential compromise to the hero system.â
All because you had spoken to someone deemed dangerous. All because you hadnât followed their rigid, black and white definition of justice.
And now, they were telling him to do the same thing.
A bitter laugh curled at the edges of his thoughts, though he kept his face unreadable. So it was fine when it was for them? When it was for the mission?
Hypocrites.
Keigo wanted to tell them to go to hell. That he saw through their bullshit. That if they thought he hadnât noticed how they twisted things to suit their needs, they were dead wrong.
But he didnât.
Because despite the anger curling in his gut, despite the guilt gnawing at his ribs, he still cared.
He cared about the future. About a world where kids didnât have to grow up training to fight for their lives. A world where people had too much time on their hands instead of living in constant fear.
A world where you were safe.
So he bit his tongue.
âUnderstood,â he said instead, voice smooth and unwavering.
The Commission nodded, satisfied.
As the meeting wrapped up, Keigo tucked the folder under his arm and left the room. His steps were light, easy, just like always. But inside, his thoughts swirled like a storm.
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Later that night, he sat on the rooftop of a tall building, the city stretching out beneath him. The folder lay open beside him, the moonlight illuminating the pages.
Dabi.
He had never spoken to the guy. Only knew what the files told him. Ruthless. Unpredictable. Dangerous. The Leagueâs arsonist. The only reason Dabi hadnât been fully exposed was because he covered his tracks well.
And yet, there was one thing in these files that stood out more than anything else.
You knew him.
You talked to him sometimes. That alone had been enough for the Commission to put you under watch. Enough for them to wonder if you could be turned into a threat.
Keigo exhaled slowly, rubbing the back of his neck.
It felt wrong. All of it.
But he had already made his choice.
If playing the villain meant securing a world where you wouldnât have to look over your shoulder every day, then he would do it.
Even if it meant stepping into the same shadows they once accused you of standing in.
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It wasnât like you had planned for things to turn out this way.
But after everything with Hawks after the accusations, the betrayal, the months of silence you had found yourself somewhere you never expected.
With Dabi.
It hadnât happened overnight. At first, he was just another thorn in your side, another ghost you kept running into when the night was too quiet and your thoughts were too loud. But for whatever reason, the two of you had fallen into an odd sort of rhythm.
Dabi didnât ask questions. Didnât pry. He didnât look at you with pity or expectation. He was just there, in the same way you were floating, untethered, existing in the spaces where heroes and villains blurred.
And maybe thatâs why you were here now.
The scent of burnt concrete and gunpowder still clung to the air, mixing with the sharp, acrid smell of Dabiâs scorched skin. The battle had ended not long ago, and now, the two of you sat in the dimly lit hideout, the flickering light casting long shadows across the worn out walls.
âYou looked like shit out there,â you teased, stretching your legs out in front of you as you leaned back against the couch.
Dabi scoffed, rolling his shoulder with a slight wince. âYeah? And you looked like a damn try hard. What, gunning for some hero points?â
You snorted. âPlease, like I need to impress anyone.â
Dabi grinned, a lazy, knowing smirk as he tapped ash from his cigarette onto the floor. âRight, right. Forgot youâre already Miss Popular out there. Japanâs sweetheart.â
âYouâre just mad I had you on your knees.â
âdont make shit up.â
âYou were about to eat pavement, dude.â
He flicked the cigarette away, leaning forward with an elbow on his knee. âTch. Whatever helps you sleep at night, sweetheart.â
You rolled your eyes, tossing a nearby rag at him. Dabi caught it effortlessly, shaking his head. âAnnoying.â
Before you could respond, the door creaked open.
Your breath caught.
For a moment, you thought your eyes were playing tricks on you. It had been months months since youâd seen him.
Yet, there he stood.
Hawks.
He looked the same as always messy blond hair, sharp golden eyes, wings tucked neatly behind him. But there was something off about seeing him now, here, in this space. Like an image that didnât belong in the same frame.
Your reaction must have been obvious, because Dabiâs gaze flicked between the two of you, a slow, amused smirk creeping onto his face.
âWell, well,â Dabi mused, leaning back. âDidnât think Iâd be seeing a celebrity tonight.â
Hawks smiled easy, smooth, like he was slipping into a familiar rhythm. âWhat can I say? Thought Iâd drop by, see what all the hypeâs about.â
His eyes flickered to you, just for a second.
You were still staring. You hated that you were still staring.
Months. Months. And now he was just⌠here?
âGuess you finally wanted to be cool,â Dabi said, standing up slowly. âTook you long enough, bird boy.â
Hawks let out a laugh, loose and effortless. âHey, better late than never, right?â
Dabi tilted his head, watching him. Sizing him up. âSo, what? You lookinâ to make friends?â
âSomething like that,â Hawks said, slipping his hands into his pockets. His tone was light, playful, but you knew him well enough to catch the calculation behind his words.
Dabi mustâve caught it, too, because his smirk widened slightly, like he was deciding just how much he wanted to play with his new toy.
âSweetheart,â Dabi suddenly drawled, shifting toward you, âyou didnât tell me you and our new guest had history.â
You felt your stomach drop.
Hawks didnât react.
Not even a twitch.
Dabi, of course, wasnât done. He took a step closer, slinging an arm around your shoulder in an almost lazy manner, fingers drumming lightly against your arm.
Hawksâ gaze flicked to the movement quick, calculated. But he didnât break.
Not even a hint of irritation, no change in posture. He just smiled, golden eyes still half lidded with that same effortless charm.
âGuess she didnât think it was important,â Hawks mused, voice smooth as ever. âCanât say I blame her.â
Dabiâs fingers tightened ever so slightly on your shoulder, and you felt the heat of his skin even through the fabric. He was testing. Poking at the edges.
âMm. Maybe,â Dabi mused. âOr maybe she just didnât want you to know.â
âNow, why would she do that?â Hawks asked, tilting his head, his voice still perfectly even.
You could feel the tension between them, even if it was all wrapped in easy smiles and playful words.
You exhaled, finally moving.
âAlright, enough,â you muttered, shoving Dabiâs arm off you. âIâve had enough for the night.â
Your tone was casual, but you knew you knew that your hands were trembling just a little.
Dabi let his arm fall away easily, watching you with amusement. âAw, come on, sweetheart. We were just getting started.â
You shook your head, already walking past them, needing space. âNot in the mood for whatever weird macho thing you two are doing. Try not to kill each other.â
You didnât look back.
Didnât want to see the way Hawks was watching you.
Didnât want to think about why he was here. And definitely didnât want to acknowledge the way your heart was still racing.
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The sky burned.
Smoke curled into the air, thick and suffocating, a mix of fire, blood, and the crumbling remains of the Meta Liberation Armyâs last stand. The battlefield was a mess of clashing wills heroes and villains tearing through each other in a violent symphony of destruction.
And at the center of it all, Hawks stood with blood on his hands.
Twice lay lifeless at his feet.
His chest rose and fell heavily, his wings twitching with adrenaline, but there was no time to breathe, no time to process.
Because standing just a few meters away, fire licking at his fingertips, was Dabi.
The villainâs usual smirk was absent. His blue eyes burned hotter than his flames, sharp with something Hawks couldnât quite place anger, satisfaction, something in between.
âYou heroes are all the same,â Dabi muttered, taking a slow step forward. âAlways so high and mighty. Always so convinced youâre better than us.â
Hawks tightened his grip on his remaining feathers. âYou think Twice wouldâve been better off if I let him go?â
Dabiâs laugh was sharp and bitter. âOh, donât give me that crap. This wasnât about saving people. Youâre just another pawn doing whatever the Commission tells you, right? Good little lapdog.â
Hawks didnât flinch, but the words dug in.
Dabiâs flames flickered to life, casting shadows across the ruined battlefield. âTell me, Hawks. Did it feel good? Taking down a guy who just wanted to protect his friends?â
Hawks exhaled, steadying himself. âIâm not getting into this with you.â
But Dabi wasnât finished.
His smirk returned, slow and deliberate, and Hawks didnât like it.
âYeah, thatâs right,â Dabi mused. âWouldnât want to ruin that righteous hero image of yours, huh?â
Hawks knew what this was. Psychological warfare. Dabi was trying to dig into his head, to make him hesitate. But Hawks couldnât afford to he needed to finish this quickly.
A red feather shot toward Dabi in a blur of speed.
But Dabi was already moving.
Flames roared to life, meeting the attack head on, burning the feather into nothing. He closed the distance between them fast, forcing Hawks back with a wall of searing heat.
âYou really donât like talking about yourself, do you?â Dabi taunted, voice dripping with amusement. âAlways gotta focus on the mission. But letâs talk about something more interesting.â
Hawks didnât respond he couldnât afford to. His feathers moved like blades, slicing through the air, but Dabi dodged, relentless in his approach.
And then Dabi said something that made Hawksâ blood freeze.
âSheâs been treating me real nice, you know.â
Hawksâ entire body tensed.
Dabi grinned, sensing the shift. âAh, so you do care.â
Hawksâ feathers shot forward in a flurry, faster, sharper, but Dabi dodged with ease, the flames around him growing wilder.
âYou should see her, Hawks,â Dabi continued, voice smooth, taunting. âThe way she looks at me. The way she lets me touch her.â
Something inside Hawks snapped.
He moved without thinking, faster than before, closing the distance between them with a brutal efficiency. His feathers struck harder, aiming for vital points.
But Dabi wasnât done.
âShe never mentioned it?â Dabi dodged, twisting out of the way at the last second. âHow we spend our special time together?â
Hawksâ next attack wasnât clean. It wasnât precise. It was pure anger.
His feathers slashed out with no restraint.
Dabi barely managed to throw up a wall of fire in time, skidding back as the force of the attack cut through his jacket, slicing against his skin.
âOhh,â Dabi let out a low whistle, shaking out his arms. âTouched a nerve, huh?â
Hawks didnât answer. Couldnât. His heart was pounding.
Dabi laughed, slow and deliberate, eyes flickering with something dangerous.
âThatâs what I thought.â
But Hawks didnât let him say anything else. Because in the next second, he was on him.
This fight was over.
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The hospital room was dimly lit, the only source of light spilling in from the window. It was quiet too quiet. The kind of silence that followed catastrophe, where the air was too still, too heavy, as if the world itself was still trying to understand the weight of what had happened.
Your body ached with every breath. The bandages wrapped around your torso were tight, holding together wounds that had nearly been fatal. Every movement reminded you of how close you had been to not making it out.
And yet, all of that the pain, the exhaustion, the weight of the war it all faded away the moment the door opened.
You almost didnât turn.
You had spent weeks expecting to see him, waiting, hoping but he never came.
Not when you needed him. Not when everything fell apart.
And yet, something in you recognized him before you even looked.
When you finally did, you felt your breath hitch.
Keigo.
He stood in the doorway, alive but barely.
His wings were a shadow of what they once were. The red feathers that had once been so vibrant were scorched, burnt at the edges, some missing entirely. His body was wrapped in bandages, his movements slower, weaker. But what hit you the hardest was the mask strapped over his mouth.
A speaker had been attached to it, taking over for the voice he had nearly lost in the fire.
Dabiâs flames had nearly ruined him.
You sat there, frozen, staring.
Your heart clenched so painfully it felt like another wound had opened up inside you.
And then you moved.
The blanket was thrown off, the pain screaming through your body as you forced yourself to stand. Your legs were unsteady, but you didnât care. You needed to reach him.
Your hands curled into fists before you could stop yourself, and the moment you were close enough you hit him.
He didnât move.
Your fist landed against his chest, not hard enough to hurt him, but enough to feel it.
Then you hit him again.
And again.
âYou!â Your voice cracked, emotion clogging your throat, burning behind your eyes.
He didnât stop you.
âYou accused meâ Another hit, weaker than the last. âYou said I was playing both sides that I wasnât loyal!â
Your breath was coming in ragged gasps now, your vision blurring as you kept hitting him, kept pushing him, as if forcing him to feel just a fraction of the hurt you had been carrying.
âThen youâ Your fists trembled as they pressed against him. Your knees felt weak. Your voice cracked.
âYou did the exact same thing.â
The words barely made it past your lips before they were swallowed by a sob.
You had tried so hard to stay angry. To hold onto the rage, the betrayal because anger was easier than hurt.
But seeing him now, standing in front of you alive but barely holding on It was too much.
Your fists loosened, curling into his shirt instead, gripping him as if he would disappear if you let go.
âI thought you were dead.â
Your voice broke entirely, and the dam inside you cracked, the emotions you had been holding in for months finally spilling over.
The nights spent staring at the news, searching for any sign that he was still alive.
The silence stretching on for too long.
The fear that you had lost him forever.
Your body trembled as you pressed your forehead against his chest, the sobs wracking through you with the force of everything you had been desperately trying to bury.
And then finally he moved.
His hands rose, hesitating for only a second before they touched you.
One cradled the back of your head, fingers threading gently through your hair. The other wiped at your tears with his thumbs, his touch impossibly gentle despite the roughness of his gloves.
And then he did something he shouldnât have.
He pulled off the mask.
You gasped. âKeigoâ
He shouldnât have. You knew it. He knew it.
But when he spoke, his voice was hoarse and broken, ruined by the burns, by the damage that had permanently scarred him but the words hit harder than anything else.
âI missed you.â
Your breath caught.
His thumb traced the tear streaked path down your cheek, his touch trembling, but steady.
âI neverâ His voice faltered, the pain clear in the way his throat choked on the words, but he forced them out anyway. âI never stopped regretting it.â
Your fingers tightened in his shirt, anchoring yourself to him.
âLetting them control me,â he rasped. âLetting them ruin this. Ruin us.â
His forehead pressed against yours, his breath uneven, shaky.
âIâm so sorry.â
You swallowed, your tears still slipping down your cheeks, your emotions still raw, still aching.
But you could see it now the weight he carried. The exhaustion in his eyes. The guilt that had been eating him alive from the inside out.
Even if he had a hundred lifetimes, even if he was reborn again and again, you knew.
He would regret this every single time.
Regret losing you.
Your fingers uncurled from his shirt, moving up to cup his face, your thumbs tracing along his cheekbones. His skin was warm beneath your touch, warmer than you remembered. Maybe from the burns. Maybe from the way he was looking at you.
You swallowed the lump in your throat.
âYou shouldâve come back sooner.â
His eyes softened, his hands still cradling your face, thumbs still brushing over your skin as if trying to memorize the shape of you, to convince himself that you were real.
âI know.â His voice was so hoarse, so wrecked, but still so him.
Your chest ached at the sound of it.
âYou scared me,â you whispered, fingers curling into his skin. âI thought â You swallowed, voice trembling. âI thought Iâd never see you again.â
His breath hitched.
âYou think I didnât feel the same?â His forehead pressed more firmly against yours. âEvery day, I thought about you.â
Your heart clenched.
âI donât want to do this again,â you whispered. âI donât want to lose you again.â
His grip tightened. âYou wonât.â
There was so much promise in those two words, so much desperation, as if he was trying to will them into being true.
You werenât sure if you could believe it. Not yet. Not with the war still raging, not with everything still uncertain. But you wanted to.
Dabi x Reader | Hawks x Reader
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synopsis: Between hero catcalling, banter, and some very suspicious shoulder to shoulder proximity, one thing is clear: Y/n otherwise known as pro hero Lumine has a type, and itâs problematic.
you let the cool night air settle over your skin as you gazed at the city below. The hum of neon lights, the distant chatter of people, the occasional wail of sirens, it was all background noise to the quiet moment you had carved out for yourself. Well, semi quiet. Dabi stood a few feet away, leaning against the rusted railing, cigarette dangling lazily between his fingers. The soft glow of the embers flickered against his scarred skin, casting sharp shadows across his features. He exhaled a slow curl of smoke, blue eyes watching you through the haze, unreadable.
He was close enough that you could feel the occasional brush of his presence, subtle things. The way his arm ghosted yours when he shifted, how his voice dipped just a little lower when he spoke, like this was some shared secret neither of you were acknowledging.
âYouâre quieter than usual,â Dabi murmured, flicking the ash off the end of his cigarette. âThat big hero life finally breaking you down?â
You huffed a soft laugh, tilting your head. âNah. Just enjoying the moment. Kinda nice when youâre not actively trying to burn me alive.â Dabi smirked, amused. âGive it time.â
Before you could shoot back a reply, movement in the sky caught your attention a blur of crimson and gold slicing through the night, wings illuminated by city lights. With a wicked grin, you cupped your hands around your mouth and called out, âDamn, Hawks! Lookinâ good up there! Show me what those wings can do, baby!â
Hawks, mid flight, visibly stuttered in the air. His wings faltered for half a second before he caught himself, twisting in your direction. Even from here, you could see the slow smirk pulling at his lips.The moment the words left your mouth, With a flick of his fingers, one of his feathers shot toward you. fast, but not actually meant to hit. It whizzed past your face, stirring your hair before circling back to him.
âLumine, you flirt!â he called out, amusement lacing his voice as he swooped lower. âCalling for me from the rooftops now?â he called back, voice dripping with amusement. With an effortless flick of his wings, he shot downward, landing in a graceful crouch before standing to his full height. He tucked his feathers in smoothly, golden eyes locking onto yours first then, slowly, sliding to Dabi.
And just like that, the amusement in his expression cooled.
ââŚOkay.â Hawksâ posture shifted, subtle but there his wings twitching slightly, muscles tightening just enough to be noticeable. His sharp gaze flickered back to you, his smile still in place but lighter now, more calculated. âSo. Why are you hanging out with this guy?â
Dabi, who had been watching this entire exchange with an expression of increasing boredom, let out an exaggerated groan. âOh, great. The chicken landed.â
Hawks ignored him completely, his focus still locked on you. His voice was light, casual, but his eyes? His eyes were searching tracking, assessing.
âhmmm it really is a nice night,â he pointed out, head tilting slightly. âyouâre not fraternizing with the enemy now?â
You rolled your eyes. âRelax, Bird Boy. Iâm just hanging out.â
ââŚWith him?â
âYup.â
Hawks let out a slow breath through his nose, like he was trying to process that without reacting. Then, as if deciding to take another approach, he took a single step closer, his shoulder nearly brushing yours. âYâknow,â he mused, voice dipping into something smoother, more coaxing, âyou couldâve called me if you wanted company. I wouldâve been here in seconds. Way better company, too.â
Dabi let out a scoff, unimpressed. âWow, subtle. Real smooth.â
Hawks shot him a side glance, then turned back to you, golden eyes half lidded, lazy with amusement. âWhat, Iâm not allowed to be worried about my favorite pro hero?â His voice softened slightly, just enough that it felt personal, like he was directing it just to you. âSeriously, Lumine. Whatâs the deal?â
Dabi shifted beside you, taking another slow drag of his cigarette, exhaling the smoke in a way that almost curled toward you before dissipating. You felt the faintest brush of his fingers against the back of your hand so fleeting it couldâve been mistaken for nothing at all. âYou really need to raise your standards,â Dabi muttered.
You arched a brow at him. âiâm not sure if youâre any betterâ
Dabi shrugged. âDoesnât mean Iâm wrong.â
Hawks let out a slow chuckle, running a gloved hand through his windswept hair. âWow, thatâs crazy. Exact same thing I was about to say.â
You exhaled, shaking your head. âYou guys are exhausting.â
Hawks leaned in just slightly, voice dropping low enough that Dabi wouldnât hear it over the city noise. âYou good?â
You glanced at him, surprised by the sudden shift in tone. His eyes werenât just sharp now they were searching, careful, like he was looking for something beneath the surface. It wasnât teasing anymore. It wasnât playful. He was checking in. The corner of your mouth twitched up, but you kept your voice casual. âIâm fine, Kei.â
Hawks held your gaze for a beat longer, then exhaled, his easygoing smirk slipping back into place. âIf you say so.â
Dabi watched the exchange with a blank expression before finally tossing his cigarette to the side, crushing it under his boot. âAlright, thatâs my cue. Iâve hit my quota for annoying hero interactions tonight.â He stretched, rolling his shoulders before glancing down at you. Then, in the most casual, unbothered way possible, he reached out, fingers briefly ghosting over your wrist before stuffing his hands into his pockets. Just enough contact to be noticed. Just enough to linger.
Hawksâ wings flared, just slightly. Dabi smirked looking at his reaction. âTry not to let Bird Brain here talk your ear off.â
With that, he turned and disappeared into the shadows as easily as heâd arrived. Hawks let out a slow exhale, dragging a hand down his face. âYou really know how to pick âem, huh?â
You grinned. âThatâs how i got to know youâ
Hawks just shook his head, eyes flickering to where Dabi had vanished. And then, almost too quiet to hear. ââŚDonât let him pull you under, Y/n.â
watching as Dabi left, his sharp eyes lingering on the spot for a moment longer than necessary. His wings twitched slightly, a small, restless movement, before he finally turned his attention back to you. You could see it in his face he wasnât just brushing this off. The usual playful glint in his eyes had dulled, replaced by something softer. More serious.
He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. âY/nâŚâ
That alone was enough to make you pause. He rarely said your name like that. like it was weighted, like he was choosing his words carefully. He took a step closer, his voice dropping just slightly. âTalk to me. Whatâs going on?â
You raised a brow. âUh, we were just hanging out? You act like I got caught committing a crime.â
Hawks frowned, his golden eyes scanning your face, searching. âThatâs not what I mean, and you know it.â His voice was quieter now, almost gentle. âWhy are you hanging out with Dabi?â
You exhaled through your nose, leaning against the ledge. âI dunno, Kei. Itâs not that deep. I just⌠got used to him, I guess. We cross paths a lot, and sometimes, I donât feel like fighting. So we talk.â
Hawks didnât look convinced. He stepped even closer, his warmth pressing against your side. âHeâs dangerous, Lumine. And I know you can handle yourself. hell, youâre stronger than half the heroes I know but thatâs not the point.â
There was something about the way he said it, the way his voice softened at the edges, that made your chest tighten just a little. You forced a smirk, bumping your shoulder against his. âWhat, you worried about me?â
Hawks didnât laugh. Instead, he reached out and flicked a loose strand of hair away from your face, his gloved fingers barely grazing your skin. His touch was light, fleeting, but it left warmth in its wake.
âOf course, Iâm worried about you, dumbass,â he muttered, his brows furrowing. âYou matter to me, okay? And I know you. when you let people hang around, thereâs always a reason. So, whatâs the reason?â
You swallowed, caught off guard by the sincerity in his voice. Hawks was always teasing, always throwing out quick witted remarks and playful jabs. You looked away, focusing on the city lights instead of the concern in his eyes. âI donât know,â you admitted after a pause. âI guess⌠I see something in him.â
Hawksâ wings drooped slightly. âY/nââ
âNot like that,â you sighed. âI know heâs a villain. I know heâs done terrible things. But sometimes, when heâs not being, yâknow, Dabi. heâs just some guy whoâs been hurt one too many times. And I donât think he ever really had someone in his corner.â
Hawksâ lips pressed into a thin line. He didnât look angry, just⌠sad. Like he understood exactly what you meant, and that only made this worse. After a long silence, he huffed out a breath and shook his head. âYou always do this,â he murmured, a faint smile tugging at his lips. âAlways finding strays.â
You smirked. âYou say that like I didnât find you first.â
Hawks let out a soft chuckle, tilting his head. âYeah, but Iâm a catch.â
You rolled your eyes, shoving him lightly, and this time he actually laughed. But the concern never fully left his face. âJust⌠promise me something,â he said, his voice quieter again. âBe careful. I donât want to lose you to someone who doesnât deserve you.â
Your heart stuttered in your chest, but you played it off with a grin. âDamn, Hawks. If I didnât know better, iâd say you were in love with meâ
He clicked his tongue, stepping back with a smirk, but his wings stretched slightly like he was reluctant to leave. âTch, donât get cocky.â But then his expression softened again, his golden eyes warm as they met yours. ââŚJust donât make me worry, okay?â
You gave him a lazy salute. âNo promises.â
Hawks let out a long suffering sigh, but he smiled anyway. âYouâre the worst.â
he took off into the sky, leaving you alone with nothing but the fading sound of flapping wings and the lingering warmth of his touch. He had been gone for a while now, but you could still hear his voice in your head.
âJust donât make me worry, okay?â
You sighed, resting your elbows on the ledge, staring out at the skyline.
âYouâre brooding.â
You didnât flinch at the voice, just smirked to yourself. âDidnât know you were still lurking.â
Dabi strolled up beside you, hands shoved into his pockets, the faint smell of smoke and ash clinging to him. âDidnât know youâd still be here,â he shot back, mimicking your tone. His voice was that usual mix of amusement and disinterest, but the fact that he hadnât just left after Hawks showed up said enough.
You exhaled through your nose. âGuess we both like rooftops.â
Dabi snorted. âGuess so.â
Dabi watched you for a moment, his smirk still in place but his expression a little softer now. He leaned in slightly, closing that small space between your shoulders just enough to make it noticeable.
Finally, he spoke. âSo. You and Bird Brain, huh?â
You rolled your eyes. âIf one more person says thatâ
Dabi smirked, exhaling a slow curl of smoke. âRelax, Y/n or should I say Lumine since weâre supposed to be enemies,â he drawled, stretching out your name like it was a tease. âJust saying, he sure seemed invested in whatever this is.â
You scoffed. âHeâs nosy.â
Dabi chuckled. âOh, I know that. But heâs also jealous.â
You turned to him with a deadpan stare. âReally?â
He shrugged, smirk still in place. âYeah. But I get it. Iâd be jealous too if I had to watch someone else get all your time.â
That one caught you off guard. You blinked, momentarily at a loss for words. âDabiâ
He cut you off with a lazy wave of his hand. âRelaxxxx, I ainât about to start writing love letters or anything. Just making an observation.â
You chuckled, shaking your head. âRight. Sure.â
He leaned in slightly, just enough that his shoulder did brush against yours this time. âI do have to give you credit, though. Takes guts to flirt with the guy whoâs actively trying to arrest me.â
âHey,â you defended, âheâs my friendâ
Dabi snorted. âYeah, yeah, I noticed.â He tapped his fingers against the ledge, then glanced at you. His smirk softened just slightly, like he was debating whether to say something. After a beat, he nudged you lightly with his elbow. âYou know, if Bird Brain ever gets too annoying, I do have ways to make him shut up.â
You raised a brow. âBy setting him on fire?â
âExactly.â
You snickered, nudging him back. âYeah, letâs not.â
He hummed in response, then tilted his head toward you, blue eyes glinting. âYou sticking around, or what?â You considered it. Hawks would definitely have a few choice words for you if he found out you spent even more time with Dabi tonight. But, you werenât in a rush to leave. For a villain he always felt like a hero to you.
You shrugged. âGuess I am.â
Dabi let out a mock sigh. âTch. Guess Iâll allow it.â
You shot him a grin. âHow generous.â
He rolled his eyes but didnât move away. The city hummed below you, but up here, it was just the two of you, shoulders barely brushing, the night stretching on ahead.
love
đ˘đ¸âžâź Let me be your wings
Keigo Takami X Reader
This is based on my isekai story, and since Iâm having such a hard time writing the chapters (I didnât planâŚI just started writing), HAVE THIS FOR NOW! This might be used for the story later, but for now, itâs just to show how their dynamic will be.
đ˘đ¸âžâź Hawks had been teasing you for years.
It wasnât just the usual banter, oh no, he had perfected the art of getting under your skin in ways no one else could. The perfectly timed winks, the way heâd drawl out, âAww, you miss me?â whenever you texted him for mission details, the relentless nicknames that ranged from âFeatherweightâ to âSpeed Bumpâ (the latter because, as he put it, you were âalways in his way but never slowing him downâ). He lived for it.
The mission had been a success, but it left you winded. You stood on the rooftop of a high rise, still catching your breath, while Hawks looked as unbothered as ever, stretching his arms behind his head like heâd just woken up from a nap. His feathers rustled in the evening breeze, the city lights below casting an amber glow on his face.
âYou good there, champ?â he asked, smirking as he tilted his head at you.
You shot him a glare, still breathing heavily. âI just ran five blocks at full speed chasing that guy while you took a scenic flight over the skyline.â
He grinned. âPerks of having wings. Maybe you should invest in a jetpack.â
âMaybe you should do more than just provide aerial commentary next time.â
âOhhh, attitude. Someoneâs feisty when theyâre exhausted,â he teased. âTell you what, Iâll carry you next time. if you ask nicely.â
You groaned, pushing your hair out of your face. âIf you ever carry me, Iâm taking a pair of scissors to your wings.â
âOuch. Thatâs attempted murder, yâknow.â
Before you could fire back, you caught a flash of something in his hand too quick to react in time.
Your stomach dropped. âHawks⌠did you justââ
Hawks flipped his phone around, displaying the screen for you to see. There it was a perfectly timed, completely unflattering shot of you mid wheeze, hair sticking to your forehead, looking like youâd just been through hell and back.
âOh, I absolutely did,â he confirmed, his golden eyes twinkling with mischief. âYou know, for posterity. Gotta capture these special moments.â
Your jaw clenched. âDelete it.â
He locked his phone with a dramatic flick of his wrist and tucked it into his jacket. âNah, I think Iâll keep it. Maybe Iâll use it as your contact photo.â
You took a threatening step forward, but he was already floating just out of reach, laughing.
âKeigo Takami, I swearââ
âWhoa, full name? I really hit a nerve, huh?â He shot you a wink before launching himself into the sky. âSee you around, Speed Bump!â
You watched him disappear into the night, fists clenched. Of course working with him was always so fun but god does it make you want to scream. Hawks had just taken off, disappearing into the sky like the show off he was. You watched until he was just a dot in the distance, then sighed, shaking your head.
This whole thing was still weird. Being here, seeing all of them in real life talking, breathing, making stupid jokes at your expense. You had spent years watching them from the other side of a screen, and now you were smack in the middle of it. It was like stepping into a show you used to binge watch, except now the characters had opinions on your coffee order and occasionally stole your fries.
Your eyes drifted back to where Hawks had just been, and you huffed out a laugh. Keigo Takami. You still remembered the first time you saw him in the anime all smug grins, lazy charm, and way too cool for his own good. You also remembered groaning because, of course, he had to be attractive. And a blonde.
You sighed dramatically. âGod, my type is so predictable.â
First, it had been fictional blondes. Now? Now it was very real, very smug blondes who took pictures of you at your worst and made everything look effortless. Some things never changed.
Shaking your head, you turned on your heel and headed toward the next rooftop. You had your own agency to get back to top ten heroes didnât have time to stand around having existential crises about their anime crushes coming to life.
Still, as you leapt off the edge, you couldnât help but mutter, âAt least I have good taste.â
ââşď˝ĄËâËâ§â⽠⯠âžââ§ËâË・âşâ
The sun dipped below the Musutafu skyline, casting streaks of gold and crimson across the sky. The city hummed beneath you and Hawks, the distant sounds of traffic and chatter blending into the cool evening breeze. Perched on the edge of a rooftop, the two of you were supposed to be on patrol, but the quiet lull of the city made it feel more like an excuse to loiter.
Hawks stretched his arms behind his head, wings twitching slightly as he scanned the streets below. âMan, itâs almost too peaceful tonight. I was hoping for at least one car chase to spice things up.â
You smirked, leaning back on your elbows. âYou say that now, but the second some villain starts monologuing, youâre gonna be complaining.â
âPfft, thatâs fair.â He shot you a sideways glance, amber eyes glinting with mischief. âThough, I gotta say, spending an evening with you is its own kind of excitement.â
You rolled your eyes but couldnât hide your grin. âFlattery wonât make me buy you dinner after this, bird boy.â
He gasped, placing a hand over his heart. âGetting chicken together would be such a good idea though, here I thought we had something special.â
âOh, we do,â you said, pulling out your phone. âAnd I have just the thing to prove it.â
Without another word, you tapped the screen, and soft, whimsical music began to play. The opening notes of âLet Me Be Your Wingsâ from Thumbelina drifted into the air, delicate and romantic.
Hawks stiffened immediately.
His feathers ruffled as he slowly turned his head to you, an expression of pure, dawning horror washing over his face.
No. No way. He knew this song. Scratch that, he really knew this song.
It had been stuck in his head more times than he cared to admit. And, worse, he had definitely imagined you singing it to him at least once. Or twice. Maybe five times. But that was beside the point.
âLet me be your wings⌠let me be your only love~â
You grinned at him like the devil incarnate. âCâmon, Hawks. This is our song now.â
His eye twitched. âYouâre not serious.â
âOh, Iâm deadly serious,â you said, placing a hand over your chest in mock sincerity. âIt just fits you so perfectly. The majestic wings, the whole âsweeping people off their feetâ thingââ
ââI donât sweep people off their feetââ
ââand of course, your deep, burning desire to be someoneâs tiny fairy prince.â
Hawks groaned, dragging a hand down his face. âYou suck.â
âis this you asking?â you teased, raising the volume. âLet me take you far beyond the stars~â
His wings twitched violently. He was sweating. You canât let them know youâve actually thought about this, Keigo. Play it cool. Play itâ
âI hate that I know every lyric to this song.â The words slipped out before he could stop them.
Your jaw dropped, eyes widening with glee. âOh my god.â
âForget I said that.â
âYouâve thought about this, havenât you?â You leaned in, voice full of mock realization. âYouâve imagined yourself singing this to someone.â
âNo, I havenât.â
âYou so have.â
âI havenât.â
You gasped theatrically. âWait⌠have you imagined someone specifically?â
Hawks shot up so fast he nearly lost his footing on the ledge. âALRIGHT, THATâS ENOUGH OUT OF YOU.â
Before you could react, he grabbed the back of your collar and launched into the sky.
âWAITâWAIT, KEIGO, I DIDNâT MEAN LITERALLYâ!â
âTOO LATE, YOUâRE GETTING THE FULL THUMBELINA EXPERIENCE.â
The city blurred beneath you as he ascended, the wind whipping past as he effortlessly carried you into the night. You kicked your legs in protest, but his grip was firm, his wings beating steadily as he soared higher.
Below, your phone now abandoned on the rooftop continued playing the song, the tiny speaker projecting âWeâll see the universe and dance on Saturnâs rings~â
A civilian walking down the street paused, glancing up as your distant scream echoed overhead
âKEIGOOOOOO, PUT ME DOWNNNNâ!â
As Hawks soared higher, you flailed in his grasp, wind whipping past as the city blurred below. âI WAS JUST TEASING YOUâ you shouted.
âOh, but you started this,â Hawks shot back, smirking down at you. âCâmon, you started this! You played our new song, and now Iâm just giving you the full fantasy.â
âThe fantasy doesnât include me plummeting to my death, KEIGO!â
He gasped dramatically, placing a hand over his heart. âPlummeting? Please. Youâre in the safest hands in Musutafu.â Then, without warning, he spun you midair.Your stomach flipped.
âKEIGOâ!â
âShhh, Thumbelina, just enjoy the moment,â he teased, effortlessly twirling you again like you weighed nothing. His golden eyes gleamed as he grinned. âIsnât this romantic? The stars, the city lights, me your dashing, winged rescuer?â
âYouâre so lucky I canât hit you from this angle.â
Hawks only laughed, catching you with ease before adjusting his grip one arm under your legs, the other supporting your back.
âOh wow, holding me like a bride?â you deadpanned. âReally committing to the bit, huh?â
He smirked, wings shifting as he hovered smoothly above the rooftops. âIâm just staying in character. Besides, Y/n or should I say Thumbelina, in this situation, itâs you. Small, feisty, getting swept off their feet by a very handsome flying manâ
âI am not smallââ
ââand tragically falling for his irresistible charm.â
You let out the longest, most exasperated sigh of your life. âI hate you.â
Hawks gasped. âYou love me.â
Then he twirled you again, and this time, it was slow and dramatic, like he was dancing with you midair, like you really were some fairytale princess in his arms.
âI swear, Takamiâ you breathed out a little more gently.
âYouâre adorable when youâre mad.â
You groaned. âIâm going to fight you when we land.â
âAw, you wanna spend more time with me?â You smacked his shoulder, and he laughed, finally descending back toward the rooftop.
As soon as your feet hit the ground, you staggered, trying to shake off the dizziness. Hawks landed beside you, grinning like he hadnât just been the most unbearable person alive.
âWhew, what a rush, huh?â He stretched, wings twitching. âI really think we captured the essence of the song.â
You glared. âYou twirled me like a ballerina.â
âYeah, well, you fit in my arms so nicely, what was I supposed to do?â
You inhaled sharply, pointing a warning finger at him. âIf you donât shut up, iâm telling your fans their favorite pro kidnaps people when he likes themâ
Hawks gasped, âThatâs so gross, you wouldnât.â
You sighed dramatically, brushing the wind tangled hair out of your face. âYeah, yeah. Now câmon, bird boy, letâs get food before I report you for kidnapping.â
His feathers ruffled in amusement. âDinner and a song?â
You side-eyed him as you picked up your phone. âKeep dreaming, fairy prince.â
ââYou know, you should make make âLet Me Be Your Wingsâ your new ringtone for me.â he smiles from across you
You smirked. âI would.â
His eyes narrowed. ââŚDamn. Thatâs hot.â
You groaned and turned away. âIâm leaving.â
He fell into step beside you as you made your way back toward the edge of the building, still grinning like an idiot.
Blondes, man. They were gonna be the death of you.
~~~
Keigo Takami / Hawks X Reader (eventually various X reader but thatâs if I decide to continue with the burst of inspiration)
If this isnât that meaty for youâŚ. THEY JUST MET LET THEM COOK
Summary: Small light banter for a first meeting between freshly debuted Hawks and an Isekaiâd reader.
Basically after reading copious amounts of amazingly talented stories by amazingly talented writers. âDEPOLLUTE ME, GENTLE ANGELâ by @fallen-w1ngs and Changing History by SummerBlack on Quotev. With âdepollute meâ the author humanizes the pro hero from being just a symbol. Meanwhile with âChanging Historyâ the author introduces an emotion more attuned to feeling real and how life isnât just a cycle that is predetermined. So my dynamic of choice was you as the reader have already been thrown in this world for the first 18 years of your life. If you were put in this world why not do the expected? Become a hero. But if all things are fake why take anything seriously?
If you couldnât gather from that, the reader and hawks will grow and learn that they have the ability to matter and deserve to feel like they belong. I donât have a very serious style of writing but I do try! Maybe not my best but key emphasis on try! Today we delve into YOU! YOUR CHARACTER!
This was all made on my notes app while on vacation đş
Word count: 4280 ish, (idk through editing I added some things)
A blur of red and gold emerged first, feathers catching the sunlight just before their owner stepped forward with an easy, lopsided grin. Hawks, the newly minted Pro, looked entirely unbothered by the attention, despite the sudden chorus of excited shouts.
âHawks! Can you sign this?â
âDude, your debut fight was insane!â
âPicture, please?â
He laughed, ruffling his windswept hair as he glanced over the eager faces.
âMan, you guys really know how to make a guy feel welcome,â he said, grabbing the nearest pen. âAlright, line up nice and neat, yeah? Iâve got places to be, but I canât just leave my awesome fans hanging.â
As he signed posters, notebooks, and even the occasional wing-shaped keychain, Hawks kept that signature smirk in place. Heâd always known heâd make it this farâbut seeing the real, tangible proof of it in the form of starstruck faces and excited voices?
Yeah, this was pretty damn cool.
As the crowd died down, Originally just going to walk away you thought about when would even be the next time youâd see him. Unfortunately since being thrown into this world, the whole concept of canon magnets for main characters was not even a concept in your life.
âYou know, if youâre acting like this right out of the gate, I canât even imagine how inflated your ego will get once youâre officially ranked among the top heroes.â
âSorry, sweetheart, but I have no idea where youâre getting that impression.â You almost felt bad for taking away his moment. The disheveled blonde looked like he mightâve been having a sincere, heartfelt moment.
âItâs always the pretty boys with the massive egos,â you sighed dramatically, looking away. Seeing Hawks in all his glory had to come with a little entertainment, right?
He took a step back, eyeing your UA uniform as if sizing you up.
âMaybe the hostilityâs coming from jealousy?â
âItâs the Icarus trope for meâ you mutter
âSorry?â
You laughed lightly, rolling your eyes. âOh nothing! You sure would think that.â
To be honest, you hadnât meant to bump into him. You were just on your way home from school, with nothing more in mind than a nice nap. Being a third-year at UA in the most boring era of this universe really didnât leave you with much to look forward to.
âI mean, looks like weâre heading in the same direction,â he said, curiosity creeping into his tone as he took another sip from his drink.
âYouâre not wrong, but the flashy vibe youâre giving off? Itâs almost alarming.â
He gave you a distraught look.
âImagine this, Iâm getting saved byâwait, whatâs your name again?â Oh, it wouldnât be impossible for actually knowing him. Sure, he had only debuted a few months ago and the crowd that just left that chanted his name every two seconds would be a sign for his name, but you couldnât help it. In your past life, the sheer amount of content of the show you consumed meant you had to know him but better safe than sorry.
âHawks,â he replied, deadpan, amusement flickering in his eyes.
You couldnât help but chuckle. In response he raised his brow
It probably looked like you were laughing at him, which, in a way, you kind of were. You remembered the draft photos of when his character was first being developedâback when they considered giving him an actual hawk head. The thought alone made you smile.
âPro hero Hawks saves me, and the sheer massiveness of his ego completely blindsides me. Iâm struck by how conventionally hot he is, and then I die in your arms. Yeah, not a good look for you.â
You sighed inwardly. All in all, you were probably born in the worst generation in the My Hero universe. You couldnât even be part of the middle generation where you couldâve had the chance to work as a teacher with Aizawa and the rest of the crew. It was a possibility, sure, but it felt so far out of reach. And the idea of being around Present Micâpreferably with his hair down and you age-appropriate for him? That wouldâve been a dream.
But here you were, a few years older than the main cast. Actually, you were the same age as Keigo. As much as you loved his character, he didnât really become important until the fifth season. Which meant you had little to no relevance to the plot or any of the major characters. You couldnât help but feel like you were stuck in some lame generation, unable to make an impact.
Why couldnât any isekai story go right? You really felt like youâd lost the genetic lottery over and over again. You couldnât have been born just a few years younger, so you couldâve at least had the chance to be around your other favorite sunshine-blonde character, Mirio. Not being his age had probably made you feel like youâd lost years of your life unknowingly.
âMaamaa, we just met, and youâve already got a grudge against me?â He teased, giving you a playful frown.
Immediately it springs in your head that youâve probably come off as a total asshole. Screw the curse of having an outside point of view. The fact of knowing none of this was real maybe gave a bad look on the outside.
You suddenly felt a wave of regret hit you, realizing how your words had come across. His playful tone, the teasing frownâeverything made it clear he wasnât offended, but you couldnât shake the feeling that you had crossed a line. You opened your mouth, but your thoughts were tangled, and it took a moment to collect your words.
âAh, look, Iââ You hesitated, eyes darting away, feeling heat rising in your cheeks. âI didnât mean to sound like that. Itâs just⌠I donât know, sometimes I get carried away, andââ You mentally cursed yourself for being so awkward. You hated how easily you could go from sarcastic to genuinely sorry in a second.
Hawks gave you an odd look, the smirk still there, though softer. âHey, no worries. I get it.â He shrugged, as if it wasnât a big deal, but you could tell something about his tone had changed slightly. Maybe he was trying to lighten the mood too, like you were.
âNo, Iâm serious,â you quickly added, glancing up at him, feeling the need to apologize properly. âItâs just⌠I donât know. Iâve been here long enough to see how people get caught up in all the⌠hero stuff. And I didnât want to be another person acting all starry-eyed over you just because youâre a pro hero, you know?â God you sounded pathetic. Maybe if you prayed to all might really hard it would go away.
Hawks studied you for a second, then nodded slowly, his expression unreadable for a moment. âI get it. You donât want to be one of those people who just worship the ground we fly on, huh?â
You sighed, relieved that he understood, but still uneasy. âYeah... fly on. Itâs just⌠this world, this universe⌠Itâs all so⌠strange. I mean, I know youâre a big deal, and I respect that. But sometimes itâs hard to take things seriously when everything feels like itâs set in stone. To be so âMUCHâ all the time. Anyways Iâm literally doing exactly what yours doing for a career so donât take my words to heart. Heroes are kind of just people that help people and Iâm like one or those people and by no means-â You paused, biting your lip.
There was an odd moment of silence before Hawks chuckled, and for a moment, you thought you mightâve said something ridiculous.
âYouâre fine.â His tone was soft, genuine this time, as he took another step back, giving you space. âYouâre not the first person to think Iâm all âego and feathers,â but not everyoneâs as honest about it as you are. So, props for that, I guess.â He tilted his head, his usual cocky grin returning, though it seemed more self-aware now. âBut hey, if it helps, I do my best to keep my ego in check. Itâs not as big as it looks.â
You blinked, unsure how to respond, but the words that came out were almost reflexive. âWell, youâre doing a pretty good job of hiding it, I guess. Youâre going to be one of the top ten. I know it.â
Hawks laughed softly, the sound surprisingly genuine, and you found yourself relaxing a little. Maybe you hadnât totally messed everything up. âYouâre so sure about that? Well then fair enough. Just donât expect me to give up my flashy style anytime soon. Itâs a package deal.â He says that as if he doesnât get In the top ten within a few months.
You could tell he wasnât taking offense anymore, but you still felt like you needed to clear the air. âI mean, youâre doing your thing. I justââ You faltered, trying to find the right words, feeling like you were digging yourself into a hole. âI just didnât want to be some random person making snide comments. Youâre a pro hero, and I respect that.â
His eyes softened again, and there was an odd sincerity in his gaze. âThanks. That means more than you know. You look about the same age as me so as youâre a pro as well, wouldnât you know it youâll be up there at the top, maybe weâll have a hero rivalryâ he smirks
âAh yes the trials and tribulations of endeavour and all might persist in the bodies of 18 year old aspiring heroesâ you pause for a moment thinking about it. You know thatâs not too far from the original source material
âWell Iâm not exactly a pro just yet, give me a few months and Iâll be thereâ
For a moment, neither of you spoke, the awkwardness between you two slowly evaporating. It was strange, how youâd gone from a sarcastic comment to a brief but genuine moment of understanding. And yet, in a world where everything seemed so scripted, the fact that this had played out in such a way felt a little⌠surreal.
After a beat, Hawks stretched, giving you a wink. âWell, I should probably get going. Hero stuff, you know?â He shrugged, turning on his heel. âBut hey, if you ever need a hand or just wanna throw some more sarcastic remarks my way, Iâm not hard to find.â
You managed a small, half-smile. âIâll keep that in mind.â
He flashed you one last grin before taking off, his wings spreading wide as he took to the sky, disappearing into the distance. You watched him go, still feeling that odd mixture of guilt and amusement bubbling in your chest.
Shaking your head, you turned and continued on your way home, feeling slightly lighter, despite the awkwardness. At least you hadnât ruined everything completely. But, then again, in a world like this, there was always something new to look forward to. Maybe youâd even see Hawks again and maybe next time, youâd be a little better at handling it.
Or, youâd at least try to be.
In this world, reports of people with superpowers started popping up everywhere. No one really knew what was causing these Quirks. And before long, the supernatural became the new normal. Dreams became reality, and the world turned into a superhuman society, with 80% of the population possessing some sort of strange ability.
Blah, blah, blah. The world might sound impressive at first, but being dropped into a world where you know everyoneâs futures? That kind of ruins the excitement. Save the fun stuff for when Izuku is supposed to take over
Youâd think living in a world of superheroes would be a dream come true, but it felt more like playing a life simulator with a DLC attached.
âActually if any one had heard that thought, please smite me dead on the spotâ
Maybe when you finally met Shigaraki, you two could bond over how lame your lives were.
ââââ
The moment Hawks took off, disappearing into the sky with all the grace and flair of a man who knew exactly how cool he was, you were left standing there, alone in the middle of a busy street. You blinked a few times, processing the bizarre encounter, like a glitch in the matrix where youâd just met one of the to be top heroes, and somehow managed to be the awkward, sarcastic mess you were known for.
Oh god, you thought, did I just make myself look like an idiot?
The awkwardness of the moment hit you all at once, like a ton of bricks. Your brain replayed every word youâd said, every overly dramatic sigh, and every time youâd made some weird comment about his ego. I probably just ruined any chance of ever having a normal conversation with him ever again, you thought with a groan.
But, hey, at least youâd gotten one thing right: you had no idea how to not embarrass yourself in front of a pro hero. Progress, right?
Your feet shuffled along the sidewalk, your eyes fixed on the ground, just in case anyone noticed how ridiculously flustered you were. You didnât even know where you were going at this point, your legs had basically decided to take you home, but your brain was still stuck on the fact that youâd just made a snide remark to one of the most famous people in the world. That was bound to come back to haunt you, right?
In the midst of your spiraling, a thought hit you like a slap to the face: What if he tells people?
No, no, no, no. Hawks wasnât the type to hold grudges. Heâd probably just chuckle about it with his equally cool friends and forget about it. Right?
⌠what if he tells Mirko. All you feel is dread
But still, the mental image of him, sitting around with his hero buddies, casually telling them about the weird girl who got all awkward and snarky when she met him, was enough to make you want to curl up in a hole and disappear for the next decade. Iâm never leaving my house again, you thought, hands buried in your pockets. Itâs safer this way.
As you trudged home, you passed by the same old buildings, the same street vendors, the same couple having a heated debate about the proper way to cook curry (which, honestly, you were kind of invested in now). It was the same old world. But now, you couldnât help but feel like you were living in some kind of sitcom where you were the awkward side character. This is what I get for getting tossed into this universe, you thought, rolling your eyes at the universe itself. And why am I still here? Shouldnât I be a sidekick by now?
You eventually reached your apartment building, doing your best to ignore the fact that youâd just been face-to-face with Hawks and didnât manage to do anything remotely cool or competent. The elevator ride felt longer than it shouldâve. It was like the universe itself was giving you a moment to reflect on your life choices. By the time you reached your door, you felt like you needed to apologize to the doorframe for even existing.
With a dramatic sigh, you kicked off your shoes and collapsed onto the couch. You stared at the ceiling, wondering if you shouldâve just said something normal like, âHey, cool wings.â Thatâs it. Cool wings⌠nope absolutely not, move on, but no, you had to act like a nervous wreck who couldnât even handle basic social interaction. Congratulations, youâre a disaster.
But as your mind started spiraling into self-loathing, you couldnât help but chuckle a little. The whole situation had been so ridiculous, so out of place, that it was actually kind of funny. Youâd just had a conversation with Hawks granted, it was a weird, awkward, almost cringeworthy conversation but still, a conversation! That was more than most people could say.
âMaybe I should just call it a day. Hide under the covers and pretend nothing happened.â
You threw your arms dramatically across your face as if the weight of your shame was too much to bear, but in the back of your mind, a tiny thought crept in: Hey, if I run into him again, maybe I wonât make a fool of myself next time.
Then again, you thought with a grin, Probably not.
At least tomorrowâs a new day, right? You could try to be normal then probably. Or at the very least, you could give yourself a good pep talk, like, âYou got this, champ. Try not to make an idiot of yourself this time.â
As you lay there, wallowing in your embarrassment, you couldnât help but let out a small laugh. Because, in the end, this was just another bizarre chapter in your weird, barely-coherent life in the world of heroes. Maybe next time, youâd at least try to make a good first impression. Or maybe, just maybe, youâd accidentally land on your feet and make it out of another embarrassing moment unscathed.
Who knew? Anything was possible in this crazy universe. Well, except you being smooth. That was clearly out of the question.
ââââ
The bell rang, signaling the end of class, and as your classmates hurriedly packed their bags and ran out the door, you sat there, contemplating your life choices. Graduation was right around the corner, and while everyone else was excited about the future, you were just kind of⌠existing.
You were in your third year at UA, the very school that trained the next generation of Pro Heroes. But here you were, staring at your desk like it owed you money, with no idea what you were supposed to do next.
Letâs be real, everyone else had a purpose. Izuku? He was going to be the greatest hero of all time. All Might? He was the symbol of peace, the beacon of hope, and probably the only guy who could do a cartwheel and not look like a dad on a trampoline. Even Bakugo had a clear goal in mind: to be the best, which, considering his attitude, was more like a âdo it or Iâll yell at you until you cryâ kind of vibe.
But you? You were just here. You werenât supposed to be in this world. Seriously, how did you even get here? One minute you were living your normal life, and the next youâre dropped into the middle of a world full of heroes, quirks, and crazy villains, but thereâs no manual for how to fit in. It was like being cast in the worldâs weirdest TV show and being told, âYeah, just figure it out, youâll be fine.â
And you were so fine. So fine, in fact, that you didnât even know what the point of it all was. You had no grand dreams of becoming the next All Might or Deku. You werenât even sure what your quirk was half the time, maybe you had an ability to be totally average? If so, congratulations, you were really nailing it.
âLook, youâre fine, youâre fine,â you muttered to yourself, giving the window a dramatic look. âYouâll graduate, become a hero, maybe stand by the snacks table at hero events, get a cool costume, the usual.â
You sighed, staring at the city below. Your classmates had their lives all planned out, while you had absolutely no clue what was happening. âLike, how do you even become a hero if youâre not, like, destined for greatness?â You asked, though you were fully aware the universe wasnât going to answer. Or if it did, it would probably just laugh and say, âSorry, youâre just here for filler content.â
You turned to the empty classroom, contemplating your entire existence for a moment. âMan, is this what itâs like to be a side character? âCause I really didnât sign up for this. I was just trying to live my best life, and suddenly Iâm here, trying to figure out if I should be saving kittens from trees or passing out flyers for charity events.â
A laugh bubbled out of you. âWho knows, maybe Iâll be that hero, the one whoâs really good at handing out pamphlets at superhero conventions. You know, hero stuff. The job thatâs always available but no one really talks about.â
You let out a half-hearted groan. âUgh, Iâm like a glorified intern in the superhero world. âOh, sorry, your quirk is literally just being chill? Guess youâll be a sidekick to the sidekicks!ââ
But then it hit you: maybe thatâs fine. Not every hero needs to be the big shot. Maybe your purpose was to just⌠exist. No huge fanfare, no dramatic showdowns with villains, just a random person who shows up at the right time to, like, hand out snacks or prevent a minor inconvenience. You could totally be that person! Thereâs a whole squad of heroes out there who are doing important stuff without anyone caring about them.
You snapped your fingers. âWait a minute. Maybe this is my calling! Iâll be âThe Human Bufferâ. Iâll help all the heroes hand out protein bars, hold their coats while they go into battle, be that one person whoâs just there to make sure they look good in their hero pose. Yeah, I could be that hero!â
You stood up, grabbed your bag, and strutted out of the classroom with newfound confidence. You might not have a big, world-saving destiny, but you would be the hero who was always there with the perfect snack after a long day of saving people. It wasnât glamorous, but it was a role that needed to be filled, and by golly, you were going to do it.
âAlright, world,â you said dramatically as you walked down the hallway. âYou donât need me to save the day, but Iâll be here when you need someone to tell you where the bathroom is during a fight. Hero work!â
As you passed your classmates, all talking about their big future plans, you couldnât help but laugh. Maybe you werenât meant to be the hero everyone else was, but you were still going to make your mark. Whether they needed an emotional support snack or someone to bring them a towel after they worked up a sweat, youâd be there.
And hey, youâd probably get a cool title too: The Most Average, Most Helpful Hero.
It wasnât that you didnât like the idea of being a hero. Who wouldnât want to swoop in and save the day, right? But the thing was, you didnât belong here. You didnât have that spark that made someone destined to be a hero. You werenât meant to exist in this world. You were more like an accidental extra, someone who wasnât supposed to show up on the hero timeline but somehow did. And now you were just⌠waiting for your scene to end.
It wasnât that you didnât respect heroes, of course, you did! But watching everyone around you with their grand dreams and bright futures made you feel a bit like the odd one out. Even if youâre living in a year with just side characters. They had their roles, their destinies. Meanwhile, you were stuck in a universe where things were already set in stone. It was like showing up to a concert that was already halfway over and realizing youâre just gonna have to sit in the nosebleeds for the rest of the show.
Keigo had mentioned once that it was important for heroes to ease the worries of the people. Isnât it paradoxical that his future words are the ones giving you a path. That they had to be more than just strong, they had to make people feel safe. And youâd never had any doubts about that philosophy. But how could you be that person when you didnât even feel like you were supposed to be here in the first place? It felt like playing a game you didnât know the rules to, in a world that wasnât yours.
Sure, you were about to graduate from UA and technically become a Pro Hero, but you couldnât shake the feeling that you were sort of stepping into a role that didnât really have anything to do with you. You had no grand dreams of fighting side-by-side with All Might in his final battle. There were so any many risks and what if a simple butterfly effect made the villains win by you being here. Honestly, youâd probably end up being the hero who handed out flyers for charity events or stood at the front of the line for photos to be safe. Was that the kind of hero you wanted to be?
âWell, I guess Iâll be a hero of some kind,â you muttered, though it was more out of obligation than excitement. âBut what does it even mean if I donât have some grand purpose in all this?â
A little chuckle escaped your lips. This was ridiculous. Here you were, stressing over your place in a world that was literally made up. You were a character in a story that already had its plot laid out, and yet you were still acting like you had to be a main character. It was all just so absurd.
But you didnât want to be that person someone who just complained about fate and waited for something to happen. You could still make a difference in small ways, right? Maybe not as the next All Might or Deku, but as someone who showed up when it mattered, who helped out in their own way. The world was full of side characters doing small but important things, why couldnât you be one of them?
With a grin, you stood up and grabbed your bag, heading out of the classroom to join the rest of your classmates. Maybe you werenât the protagonist of this story, but hey, you could still make your mark on it. A little self-awareness never hurt anyone, right? Besides, in a world full of heroes, sometimes it was enough just to be one even if you were doing it a little differently than everyone else.