Konthoughts - Blog Posts
"do your "rh" ocs represent something?" debatible.
pam taina - to be second place. to try to be on the spotlight but be reduced to background. to try to be what others tell you and lose yourself and your joy in the process.
lukastef - to lock yourself off the world and people you love because of the fear of losing, change, and/or being used/manipulated. to prefer not to speak as to not be misunderstood or
bonnie pandori - to use something you feel at your heart (as in traditional dancing for her) to escape your reality of feeling trapped. basically use that to feel freedom.
ulysses "tourú" taina - to be so blinded in what you desire and your own selfishness that you lose your goal in the process and end up not only hurting the people around you but yourself. (end up regretting the past and trying, but unable to go back. you're suddenly not the perfect, superior presence you used to be. or think you were.)
melodii yukanari - you've been used by a person. you know it has been happening, but they're still daydreaming it. they act so natural around you, like it didn't happen at all. like they didn't know themselves. but you do know, and you don't want to hurt your relationship in the process. you're really important to them as they are to you. but you can't help but question if this is really fine to keep up. and if, from the start, they were always using you. if it really meant nothing to them, all they said, all the time you spent. all of it.
this one applies to toran as much as it applies to dylan quiroz -- having to mature prematurely. as much as its contradicting. you suddenly have to change from who you are. it was a drastic change in your life. you thought you yourself were reserved as a comic relief. you didn't want to lose your closest reliable people, the people you can tell everything. now, you don't know what to do. you're lost in this big world being just a kid looking for fun. and there's nothing you can do. you have to adapt and grow. leave everything you've known behind.
anyways ough that waa too deep. will do more be sure to like and subscribe
i see mutuals on tumblr like. people you wear a friendship bracelet with. is that good. because i love you all. you're so cool.
pretty stupid to think pokemon black and white, steven universe and a few more media (i think. professor layton and mother/earthbound includes here) changed my mindset for good. but it did and a lot and im so thankful i love my little media that changed my life
2021: im gonna do this cool mother+pokemon au where they're in an unknown place, slightly inspired by a "killing game", where everyone is a SLIGHTLY different version of their canon, with diferent names and appearance, and personality too!!
2025: im gonna do this cool rhythm heaven au where they're in an unknown place, slightly inspired by a "killing game", where everyone is a VERRRY different version of their canon, with different names and appearance, and personality too!!
i dont quite see the difference now
Update: Currently hearing the remix 10 ds part of splashdown blasting my mind as i think on "I SHOULDVE SAID RANDALL ASCOT" alll uppercase i thought i should say that
HUH ??' WHAT DO YOU MEAN I'M MYSELF ??? I DON'T REMEMBER BEING MYSELF WHEN I WAS LITTLE !!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN I'M NOT KII-YAN FROM HIT GAME RHYTHM TENGOKU OR THAT I WASN'T PERIDOT FROM HIT SHOW STEVEN UNIVERSE ???? THIS IS SO WEIRD WHY AM I MYSELF. huh weird anyways
dreamt i told you guys everything about my recent ocs but every one was at the name of a rhythm heaven character and suddenly i got like 2 reblogs from accounts i never seen and then. Everyone was reblogging with the tag #rhythm heaven and i tried to explain everyone it was NOT actually rhythm heaven it clearly said ocs and they kept insisting my ocs were actually the ones i named as [toss boys] and kept gaslighting me there were never toss boys as in the silly wizard waltz joke. hope that doesnt hapen 1!1!1
i love that one song. remix 9. uh. beautiful one day.
its comforting me so much god. i love it. i love. hyrhtm heaven,. i. thanks. really helps me after realizing ive been hiding in masks instead of being myself for a long while
HUH ??' WHAT DO YOU MEAN I'M MYSELF ??? I DON'T REMEMBER BEING MYSELF WHEN I WAS LITTLE !!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN I'M NOT KII-YAN FROM HIT GAME RHYTHM TENGOKU OR THAT I WASN'T PERIDOT FROM HIT SHOW STEVEN UNIVERSE ???? THIS IS SO WEIRD WHY AM I MYSELF. huh weird anyways
*sees a cool person i really want to interact to that's in one of my little small fandoms and has me constantly holding back the urge of sending them silly image of their favorite character while cartoonily waving at them* of course they like miku/vpos
guys. can we please just ask eachother questions in asks. whats your favorite color. what could i give you for birthday. or just send a silly pigeon or. something tupy it could be. or even ask about our ocs and blorbos. we could do that. we could right. right. be the difference you want to see
finding a fanfic you really like somewhere in the most hidden corner in your native language with your favorite way of writing and your silly little characters and seeing like "oh its only 8 chapters !!! whatever can be made out of this !!" and then seeing they're all so short and you're by 3 and the story hasnt started and going "well they'll introduce the characters soon right? very quickly at it too! i like me a speedy fic" and then noticing its done and you still havent seen your blorbos and going "owh. well they'll update soon right????" and seeing it was made in 2016 by magicalunicorngirl123 and last updated christmas 2017 by just a few words and they have only posted that fic in that fandom and nothing more... it all falls down on you to find another thing to seek your dead fandom's comfort in
oughhh why arent things just. fair. everyone sees that. they're unfair and too much at that. everything is unfair. and no one does anything to change that !! "yeah everyone wants change but thats how life is" did you know you can change your life. and other people's with it. maybe if you talked to the autistic kid in the classroom he could have a friend and you would understand people better. maybe if you didnt throw the trash onto the floor the janitor would be so thankful for having to work slightly less. have you thought on making a difference.
NOO I JUST GOT AN IDEA FOR AN AU AND I FIND THI S EXACT IDEA. ACTUALLY IT S SO GOOD. OSBBBING
posts this here and runs away
sjkgngknghcxfhbxdfgijkkjghknghhkgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg (sorry i died on my keyboard for a moment)
you should really start being normal about your blorbos and treat them like your ocs. maybe one day they will become your very own silly little ocs with silly little names to fit them and silly little stories to make them feel whole. maybe even a detailed design that gives off the vibes you always saw in your blorbos, or a rather simple one so that it feels good to you. reminder to be normal about your blorbos.
haha im sorry about those drawings layton fandom do i need a layton blog separated from my konekocs blog so i dont disturb you with the spooky scary NOT LAYTON STUFF ANYMORE, 25 followers? stares at you like this
and i mean it in a spiritual level
(the context: memo aponte is a mexican former voice actor, now youtuber, who now makes videos like "a day as digital circus!111!" with pretyt much... weird costumes and such, and my friends said that paddler looked like a memo aponte fan. i dont know what to say apart of the fact i made a silly shirt for this)
ok cool i am getting slowly more obsessed wwith paddler. rhythm heavn en. padldler . lately. and. and. i know what a paddler obsessed mf with a weird (enjoying thing) reminds you to.but. plase. bear with me. i. my friend s dony get that silly guy. did you know i made an entire club roblox house with. paddlrer. images. ok gn
ok cool i am getting slowly more obsessed wwith paddler. rhythm heavn en. padldler . lately. and. and. i know what a paddler obsessed mf with a weird (enjoying thing) reminds you to.but. plase. bear with me. i. my friend s dony get that silly guy. did you know i made an entire club roblox house with. paddlrer. images. ok gn
holds your head and gazes lovingly into your eyes. but like. in a platonic way. kisses your cheeks softly, holds you close. but like. not really. actually like. like. uh huh. platonically. just little friends, even.
Good morning to everyone! this is a very kon post
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hi ! this is my blog im clearly bad at blogging i really hope you understand that !! its not pretty decorated.. sorry (very long intro)
https://konslittlecorner.straw.page <- or you could go here
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the character in my pfp is puzzle lady/dame kon, from konekocs, a small project of mine! just an array of characters for now, but i am quite sure it will sometime become something else, and if i can, it will be soon!
---- side blogs + tags
oc blog (trying to make it a daily blog!) --- daily-konekocs-posting
reblog account.i reblog too much --- konreblogs
#konreblogs --- main reblogs, of course / #kondraws --- silly little art
#konekocs --- my ocs / konrants/konthoughts --- you guessed it
fandoms im probably in by the time you read this post, unless not ("the information that is in the map" earth
b type text):
. indicates former fixation/silly little interest/hyperfix, ! indicates fixtn/just a calm fandom chill, !! indicates hyperfix/current hf. a little star means that i feel like this conforted me in times of uncertainty, be a travel or so. ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆
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-rhythm heaven !!
-mother!!. (mother1, earthbound/mother 2, mother 3)
-pokemon!
☆steven universe !!. (☆=childhood.)
fundamental paper education.!
☆professor layton !! (all of them.i. love.)
☆sodikken!
el cuarteto de nos!!.
and so lot more to list!
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NOW ABOUT ME finally. that should be first
Silly kon ism essentially an ecuadorian her /she(l) with very big inspirations of my favorite games, series and so, people close to and interests, of course! i have adhd, im probably autistic too. I usually.. uhh.. i usually cant find the words to express myself, and i struggle with that a lot. BUT,,,,, i have them drawings to do that of the job for me! (not really. most of the times them music and drawings and so fail too so asljfhksf.) I do love uhhhh my friends! irl! special ones! hei, juni, and mar! i use tone tags a lot!! (/srs, /oj, etc.)
km really. Scared of interacting with you guys important people but i love you layton fandom and rhythm thief fandom and. rheaven.ppls.
Im fairly good at english and spanish, too! i mean, i like to type in silly ways sometimes, and sometimes commit the obvious obvious in/on, but, i like having mistakes. It makes me seem un perfect! Because, of course,
nobody is!
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-w love kon <3
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