Alright Everyone! It's time for another Self-Actualization post!
Here are my "Just Like Me FR FR" Characters
This might be a terrible idea, but fuck it, we ball.
-Definitely talented, but thinks WAY too highly of himself
-Has a habit of awkward phrasing and delivery.
-Constant state of arrested development
-Utter inability to take things seriously
-Quips to mask what might be a buttload of trauma
-Speaks out loud when he probably shouldn't(What The-!)
-Most in the element while being DEEPLY unserious
-The eternal weight of the world
-Eternal Overthinker Supreme
-Today's hyperfixation of the day is...!
-Tormented from things he did years ago that no longer reflect him
-Being way too deep in the lore to ever leave
-Terminal douchebag syndrome, but is slowly trying to get better
-An eerie resemblance to my own relationship with my sister.
Made a lil drawing of Leon with a clothing reference I seen about a year ago : )
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LGBTQ+ FRIENDLY!!! 18+ ONLY!!!
Hello and thank you for reading this. This is a fresh as spring community with empty seats ready to be filled.
What is our purpose? To bring together male lovers who have the strangest "hear me outs", crippling father issues, or just want some people to hangout with.
What are your requirements? Please please please be +18, if we suspect otherwise we will privately request for verification. Sure all the signs read as gay male centered but if you enjoy this server if you are not gay or male. All respectful people are welcome, please keep in mind this is a public server and no disrespect will be tolerated.
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Hello and thank you for reading this. This is a fresh as spring community with empty seats ready to be filled.
What is our purpose? To bring together male lovers who have the strangest "hear me outs", crippling father issues, or just want some people to hangout with.
What are your requirements? Please please please be +18, if we suspect otherwise we will privately request for verification. Sure all the signs read as gay male centered but if you enjoy this server if you are not gay or male. All respectful people are welcome, please keep in mind this is a public server and no disrespect will be tolerated.
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Doo doo fart painting i tried to do never... never.. again... why am I trash at mixing skintones it was SO HARD
Me when I leave artblock for the first time in months
Cw: kinda dubcon, non-consensual blood drinking, non-explicit sex, dom vampire lady, not really x reader but not really an oc either?, sheâs just a vessel for the freak shit, itâs all about the blood baybee
Leon watched her from across the bar, absolutely captivated by her. Everything about her was beautiful, the black hair that fell in tight ringlets down her back, her porcelain skin completely unmarked by stress or age. Everything about her was perfect.
He averted his gaze for just a moment and when he looked back up another man had taken the empty space at her side, a space he longed to be in, but knew he could never fill.
He couldnât hear the words they exchanged, but he did notice the way she confidently lifted the manâs drink from his hand and finished it without flinching. The man ordered another round for the two of them and she accepted the drink from the bartender, waving her companion away as quickly as heâd joined her.
As the man retreats from her, Leon thinks he wants to take the manâs place, but the thoughts donât seem to be his own, despite thinking about joining her before.
âCome to me,â the voice in his head whispers, and who is he to fight it?
He crosses the room and slides onto the stool beside her, making her turn to him and give him a smile.
Leon quickly realizes that there is something very very wrong with this woman. Everything about her is too much.
Her smile is too wide, her teeth too sharp, her painted lips are a feral shade of red, her scent is too intoxicating, her skin too perfect even up close, and her piercing gray eyes, they seem to capture his own and as badly as he wants to look away, he canât.
âItâs nice of you to finally come over,â she purrs, her eyes softening ever so slightly, leaning back against her chair. âI thought you were just going to stare at me until one of us died,â she adds, laughing ever so slightly. âYouâd be waiting an awful long time.â
Leon laughs along nervously, gesturing to the bartender. âWould you like a drink? On me.â
âOh, no thank you. I just want to chat with you. Iâll admit, youâve been driving me crazy all evening.â
Heâs taken aback at her statement. She found him attractive? Her? Everything about the situation screamed at him to turn tail and run, but he was just so intrigued. He couldnât bring himself to do it.
Leon took notice of the way her eyes lingered on his lips, her own parted so slightly, and he couldnât tell if she was breathing at all, he certainly wasnât.
âWhatâs got you so nervous, huh, sweetheart? Iâm not gonna rip you apart,â she teases, lifting his hand and pressing her lips to the back of it, leaving a faint lipstick print. âUnless you want me to.â
Leon laughs nervously, completely unsure as to how to react to this woman at all.
âSo, uh, what about me interests you,â he questions, tentatively taking her hand in his own.
âYou seem like the type of boy Iâd like to play with.â
The ends of Leonâs ears turn pink and he ducks his head away. She reaches out and grabs his chin, making him face her.
âWhy so shy, darling,â she questions, staring into his eyes.
âI love you,â he blurts, averting his gaze immediately.
âWho doesnât,â she laughs, stroking the back of her hand against his cheek as she releases him.
Leon stares at her, awestruck, for a moment before coming to his senses again, his blue eyes returning their focusing on her face. Had he really just said that? No way, he had to be losing it.
âWe should get out of here, Iâm getting bored of this place, you know,â she sighs, sounding horribly unamused.
âYe-yeah, where do you want to go? We can go anywhere you want.â Heâs aware of how pathetic he sounds, but he just canât help it, he felt like heâd been stripped of his own will and hers had replaced it, like sheâd ripped out his frontal cortex and replaced it with her very existence.
What was that one freakâs name? He shook his head. It didnât matter, not now, not really.
âTake me back to your place, baby, she purrs, leaning down into his ear, nipping at his earlobe. âIâm gonna have some fun with you.â
âOkay, yeah, sounds good. My place.â
She holds her hand out and he takes it as he stands, keeping her steady as she slides off the barstool. She towered over him in her heels, and the sound they made as she walked echoed in his head, ricocheting off the inside of his skull and worming their way into whatever part of his brain was connected to his dick.
As soon as he unlocked the door of his apartment she was all over him, touching, squeezing, kissing him so quickly it made his head spin.
âYou sure youâre not too drunk. I can drop you home if you are.â
âI donât get drunk baby,â she replies, pulling him against her as she devours his lips.
âIf you insist.â
âI do.â
âOkay.â
She grips his chin harshly, crimson talons digging into his jaw and he yelps, clawing at her wrist to no avail, and for the first time, he notices how cold her flesh is. âYouâll regard me with more respect if you want me to stay, understand?â
âY-yes, Yes, Maâam?â
âGood boy,â she praises, releasing Leonâs face and tutting as she rubs at the crescent shaped marks on his cute little face. âPlease behave yourself. I donât want to have to hurt you.â
Leon never thought something could chill his blood and turn him on at the same time, but here he was in front of the most terrifying, tempting woman heâd ever seen.
âSo, whereâs that bed of yours, hm?â
âOh, thatâs right, itâs this way,â he hums, taking her hand and leading her down the hall into the only bedroom in the apartment.
He closes the door behind the two of them and kicks off his shoes, watching as she makes herself at home, perching at the foot of his bed.
âTake your clothes off,â she commands, watching as he obeys without question.
She takes a moment, cocking her head as she takes him in, and then holds her foot out towards him, pointing her toe in his direction. Leon doesn't even need to be told what to do, making his way over and kneeling before her, carefully easing the heel off. He wasnât exactly sure what the brand was, but he did know that the ones with the red on the bottom were the expensive ones. He then takes the other one from her waiting foot and carefully sits them down at the end of the bed.
Leonâs unsure of how to continue, but he wants so badly to please her, to keep her from just walking out, so he presses an unsure kiss to her ankle, earning him a sharp grin, urging him on. He kisses his way up to her thigh and then peers up at her, half expectant, half pleading.
âWell go ahead. Iâll let you eat me first if thatâs what youâd like.â
His hands trail up her legs with uncertainty, sliding under her dress and pushing it up around her hips, fingers hooking into her pantyhose and carefully pulling them down. His face is between her thighs almost before he realizes it, and her hand comes down, gripping the back of his head, digging those claws into his scalp. A whine of protest falls from his lips, but she just doubles down, digging her nails in deeper.
The only response he gets from her the entire time is the spread of her legs and the occasional bit of praise, but aside from that she peers down at him with an almost unamused glare. Despite her indifference Leon keeps eating her out, his hips grinding against nothing as enjoys being between the legs of a woman this beautiful.
âThatâs enough,â She growls, pulling him away by the scalp and practically tossing him to the side. Leon sits back on his heels and looks up at her, watching intently as she slips out of her dress and folds it, walking across his room and laying it on his dresser.
Some people looked better in clothes, and some looked better in the nude. It appeared that sheâd missed the memo and decided sheâd be perfect in any state of dress. Muscles ripple under her flesh like those of a leopard. Her skin was porcelain all over, no tan lines, no scars or stretch marks, just smooth, supple perfection.
âYou look so pretty like this, such a shame.â
Before Leon can even question what that means sheâs grabbed him and thrown him onto the bed. Sheâs on him in an instant, kissing and biting him all over as she sinks herself down onto his painfully hard dick. He lets out a pathetic sound and she wraps a hand around his throat and squeezes, her other hand pinning his wrists above his head while she rides him. Leonâs eyes widen in fear and his feet scramble for traction against the sheets. She just loosens her grip ever so slightly and shushes him, and itâs more than enough to make him relax under her touch.
Leon cums embarrassingly quick, but she doesn't seem to care, continuing to ride him until heâs a sweaty whimpering mess under her. He does his best to plead with her for a break, for just a moment, but his bodyâs on fire and his mind is quickly becoming a foggy mess. Before long all he can do is whimper and buck his hips up to meet hers, his legs trembling, chest heaving, he canât even see her anymore, he canât see anything.
The hand around his neck disappears and he stretches his fingers out to brush against her wrist, needing something, anything to ground him, to keep his mind and his body connected. A sharp pain takes the place of her chilled hand and he lets out a weak yelp, jerking away. Her cold hand grabs the side of his face, forcing him to stay still. He just gives in to the sensation, and the pain fades into a pleasurable throb, and then thereâs nothing.
Leon wakes up the next morning tangled in his sheets with a pounding headache and a dull ache at the side of his neck and on his left wrist. When he sits up his vision swims and he has to fist the sheets to keep himself upright. A note rests on the nightstand. He picks it up and stares at it. âHope you let me play with you again,â it reads in what appears to be brown marker. He flips it to find a picture of himself asleep, or unconscious, based on how he was feeling at the moment. A groan falls from his lips and he falls backwards, letting himself go back to sleep.
When he wakes again it's well past noon. He crawls from his bed and heads to the bathroom. Heâs so battered he can barely recognize himself. His vision is still fuzzy, but he can still see the crescent nail marks and hickies scattered across the expanse of his paler-than-normal flesh, some of them are recognizably human bites, the mark of each tooth deep and visible. Theyâre worst at his neck and wrist, both places are a deep blue and dried blood is smeared around the bites.
How the fuck was he going to hide any of this? He was never going to let himself think with his dick ever again, but part of him was hoping heâd run into that strange woman again.
Me when the game specifically made to scare me is scary
Tramp stamp Leon mod has me thinkingâŠ
Heâs definitely the type of guy to have arm tats.
He was a young man in the early 2000âs so one arm would probably be tribal, lots of smooth lines coming to sharp points, snaking down his entire arm. The other arm is entirely bare, save for his daughterâs name on his bicep.
He likes to keep it simple but after years of debating, a Chinese style dragon slithers up his toned side, accentuated by the muscles there.
He just looks so good
ok then... I desire your thoughts on mer!Leon. Go!
Heâs pretty, and he knows it
His shoulder length hair is so very blond, bleached from him lounging in the sun all day.
His tail is blue around the edges and more green/teal in the center.
His shoulders are broad and muscular and his skin is so tan (heâs Italian, of course he tans well)
Despite being confident and suave, heâs definitely a little shy when it comes to actually speaking to human women, and not just making eyes at them.
Speaking of his eyes, theyâre such a deep blue, matching both his tail and his home
His top half is completely human, aside from a set of gills just below the curve of his jaw. Sometimes when you reach out to touch his face, your fingers brush against them and he shivers.
Heâs adventurous, in every way possible, from asking you to meet him in the most beautiful secluded spots youâve never knew existed, to the first time he asked to kiss you.
He wasnât exactly sure how interspecies relations would work so he didnât even bother thinking about it, but he has absolutely no problem eating pussy.
Heâs so upset he canât go live with you. As much as he hates to admit it, he fell in love with a human.
Brings you shells and little trinkets he finds to remember him by when youâre apart. First thing he brought you was a vase he had found bc he thought it was pretty. It was an ancient Roman amphora. The local authorities do not know you have an artifact on your dresser.
Another time he brought you âhis hardest oyster stoneâ. It was a Nokia.
Loves to go on cute little dates with you
You rented a boat once and he begged to get up there with you, but as soon as he left the water he freaked out and jumped back in.
Maybe one day youâll move to a small fishing village so the two of you can be as close as possible, who knows.
Iâm soâŠ. Head so full. Send me requests or asks or anything really. I want to talk to you guys.
Leon S Kennedy is 100% the type of guy to get drunk and have no idea whatâs going on around him.
You lean in to kiss him and he pushes you away by the shoulder and tells you he has a wife.
When you try to convince him that you are his wife, this man deadass just goes ânuh uhâ and continues declining your advances.
He finally decides heâs done and calls his wife to pick him up and when your phone rings heâs just like âno fucking way dudeâ
An illusion turns out to be the truth
*Leonâs daughter is about 6*
Leonâs shoulders tense as his daughterâs scream echoes down the hallway again.
âDonât listen to that Leon, itâs just trying to trick you,â Chris whispers creeping just slightly ahead of Leon.
âI know that. Doesnât make it any less unnerving though.â
âI know⊠I canât imagine.â
The scream comes again, much longer this time before breaking down into hiccuping sobs.
âDaddy.. where are you? I'm scared.â
âIâm coming sweetheart, just be brave a little longer, okay?â
âLeon what the fuck is wrong with you,â Chris hisses, grabbing his arm and pulling him to a stop.
âWeâre looking for the thing anyways, and it could look like anyone, besides if this keeps up Iâm gonna lose my mind.â
âJust donât make your funeral mine.â
âDyingâs not really an option for me, itâd upset my girls too much,â he states cockily, pushing further down the hallway.
âGod, remind me to never get married, youâve turned into such a loser.â
âWhatever, asshole.â
The end of the hallway opens up into a giant chamber, appearing to have once been part of an atrium. Moonlight streams down from above, and Leonâs phone begins to ring.
The construction of the chamber amplified every little sound, so the drilling sound of his ringtone was deafening. Heâs about to ignore the call and send it to voicemail when he realizes itâs his wife.
He answers it cautiously, trying to stay alert to the possible danger around him.
âLeon,â she cries, oh sheâs absolutely frantic. âYouâre still in France, right?â
âYes darling Iâm still here. Whatâs wrong?â
âIâve been calling you for hours, I went to pick Emmy up from school and they told me youâd already gotten her.â He just hangs up and tucks his phone back into his pocket.
Oh god. That thing had taken his baby to get at him. Or maybe there was more than one. His mind was racing with so many different possibilities he couldnât focus.
âDaddy,â the little girl cries, having heard her fathers voice.
âWhere are you baby? Daddyâs here,â he calls, searching around frantically for his daughter.
âIâm over here daddy!â
âNo, daddy Iâm over here! The monsterâs here somewhere.â
âSplit off,â Chris whispers, heading towards one of the voices and gesturing Leon towards the other.
Leon finds her cowering between a stone coffin and itâs lid leaning against it.
âIâm here honey,â Leon whispers, reaching out a hand towards the little girl.
âAre you my real daddy,â she questions, just barely sticking her face out enough for him to see her bright blue eyes.
âI am, I promise, and if you show me where the monster is I can get rid of it and we can go home to mommy,â he murmurs, wrapping his arms around her and pointing his gun at her head, squeezing his eyes shut and pulling the trigger.
The body in his arms turns into a viscous sludge as the shape-shifter dies, returning to its true form.
âChris, is she safe,â Leon calls, heading around a large pillar to where Chris and Emmy are hiding.
âYeah, sheâs alright,â he replies, unwrapping his arms from the little girl, letting her go to Leon. âHowâd you know that it was the shape-shifter so quickly?â
Leon pulls his weeping daughter into his arms and squeezes her to his chest. âMy little girls eyes are brown, like her mothers, not blue.â
âI see. Good thing you had to deal with it, not me, Iâd have never been able to tell. Thing would have killed me.â
âWe got Evac on the way?â
âLanding now,â Chris confirms, firing a flare through the once vaulted ceilings to let the helicopter know where they are.
By the time they load into the helicopter, Emmyâs already asleep clinging to Leonâs chest while he holds her tight to his body, his eyes wild and untrusting.
âLeon, itâs okay. You have her, sheâs safe now.â
âThis should have never happened. I need to cover my tracks better. IâŠneed to call my wife,â he mumbles, reaching into his pocket, trying not to wake the child clinging to him.
âLeon. Leon, let me, you need to rest. Youâve been through a lot .â
Leon just weakly hands his phone across the aisle to Chris, who dials Leonâs wife.
When she answers sheâs frantic, which made sense considering Leon had just hung up on her in the atrium. âLeon, what's going on? Is everything okay? Did you find Emmy?â
âHey, Mrs. Kennedy, itâs Chris. Everythingâs alright now. Emmyâs safe. Weâre on our way home now.â
âCan I talk to Leon?â
âHeâs not really⊠up to that right now. I think heâs in shock.â
âOh. I see. Iâll see him when he gets home I guess.â
When Leon finally gets home he walks straight up the stairs, gently waking Emmy up and getting her ready for a bath.
âLeon is everything alright,â you question, coming up beside him, inspecting your daughter to make sure sheâs not injured.
âJust⊠let me get her put to bed and then we can talk about it.â
You nod silently and go back into your shared room.
After a few minutes he comes into the bedroom, carrying a now clean, and very sleepy Emmy in his arms. He lays her down on the bed beside you and turns to riffle through a drawer for some clothes before disappearing back into the bathroom.
When he returns he himself is fresh and clean, all the scratches that were previously hidden by dirt were now visible as he slid into the bed, wrapping his arms around his daughter and his wife, squeezing them both tightly.
âIt was pretending to be her. I tried not to look when I killed it, but it was so convincing, and even now I canât stop thinking about what would have happened if I was wrong. Iâd never be able to forgive myself.â
âBut you werenât, and youâre both here now, and thatâs all that matters. How did you tell the difference?â
âIts eyes were blue. Itâs terrifying that I did that based on such a small notion. I love you both so much. No matter what, Iâll do anything for you. I canât lose you,â he whispers, his eyes glassy with tears as he looks at you.
âI know Leon. Weâre alright. Everythingâs okay now.â
âI hope thatâs true,â he mumbles, closing his eyes and trying to fall asleep.
Set a little while after graduation. Leon and Reader are both almost nineteen.
Warnings: unprotected sex, slight degradation, mention of pregnancy, Leon is fucking *built*
âYouâre not really going to go, right Leon,â you ask, tucking your legs under you as you settle into the couch cushions.
He sighs and flops down next to you, wrapping an arm around your shoulders, pulling you towards him. âI⊠Iâm not sure. I feel like itâs the right thing to do, but I feel like leaving is wrong too.â
âThen stay. You can wait another year before going to basic. You just graduated, youâre young, youâre free. Just spend the summer with me Leon, please?â
âThen what am I gonna do for work until then, huh?â
âYou scored great on all your tests, all you have left is boot camp. You could come be a host where I work, itâd be nice to see you every day.â
He sighs and kisses the top of your head. âYeah, I guess I could do that. It would be nice, but think of where we could go if I joined up now. We could go to like, Europe or something.â
âWe?â
âWell, yeah, of course. Course Iâd take you with me.â
âWouldnât that beâŠexpensive because Iâm a civilian?â
He chuckles and pulls you into his lap, draping his arms around your shoulders. âNot if we got married.â
âI- You- Le- married,â you splutter, turning to look him in the eyes. Youâd been together since you were sixteen, almost three years, but you were still surprised by his forwardness. It was simply in Leonâs nature to joke about serious things like that, usually because it made him uncomfortable to wear his heart on his sleeve like that.
âWhat? You donât want to marry me? I thought thatâs what you wanted,â he asks, throwing his hands up defensively, feigning hurt.
âWell, yeah, I want that, but I thought youâd wait a long time to ask.â
âAnd risk losing a girl like you? No way,â he chuckles, bringing his lips to yours. âMy parents arenât gonna be gone until Thursday. Do you want to go to my room and, yâknow,â he asks, wiggling his eyebrows at you.
âOnly if you carry me,â you tease, wrapping your arms around his neck, making it easier for him to scoop his arms under you and carry you up the stairs.
âAnything for my Princess,â he jokes, untangling your arms from him and tossing you over his shoulder, making his way up the stairs to his room.
He tosses you on the bed and steps back, noticing how you watch him pull his shirt off and toss it into the hamper in his closet. His muscular back ripples as he moves, and his sweatpants rest low on his hips, allowing you to see the trail of blond hair that trailed down his belly and disappeared into the waistband, the sharp v cut of his muscles, God, he didnât have on boxers either.
âYou like what you see,â he taunts, stretching his arms above his head just to show off some.
âMhm,â you whine, your hand trailing down your body and between your legs, gently touching yourself through your panties.
He leans forward, resting one hand on your thigh, using it to bear his weight while the other wraps around your wrist, pulling your hand away from your pussy.
âCome on now, you know thatâs my job,â he chided, kneeling at the foot of the bed, throwing your legs over his shoulders and pulling you towards him. The sensation of him ghosting his fingers along the gusset of your panties before pulling them to the side is enough to make you shiver.
Leonâs breath fanning across your exposed flesh tickles as he pushes his face between your thighs, making you instinctively squeeze them together. His tongue is pleasantly hot as he presses it against your dripping sex, your taste making him salivate. He pulls away for a moment, spitting on your clit before grabbing your thighs and shoving his face into your pussy, kitten licking at your clit before dragging his tongue through your folds and burying it inside of you.
You use one hand to pull your skirt above your waist so you can watch him devour you, and the other slides into his sandy blond hair, cradling the back of his head while he mercilessly fucks you with his tongue, his nose bumping against your clit from time to time, making you squirm and tug at his hair.
He releases one of your thighs and replaces his tongue with two of his fingers, curling them inside of you as he pulls away, moving his other hand from your thigh and splaying it out across your belly, keeping your hips in place against the bed.
âI want you to cum on my face, I know you can do it,â he teases, curling his fingers into you, brushing against you with his thumb and smiling to himself when you whine and buck against his hand. âCanât even speak, how pathetic, I havenât even fucked you yet.â He returns his mouth to abusing your pussy, sucking harshly at your puffy clit, savoring every sound that comes out of you, holding himself back from just pouncing on you like an animal.
Your thighs quivering around his head only urges him to eat you with more frevor than before. His tongue laps at you softly while your cunt squeezes his fingers as they slow their pace inside you, easing you through your orgasam. He pulls away and admires the way your thighs glisten and your weeping pussy flutters around nothing as he pushes his sweatpants down his hips and stands before you, completely naked.
Leon is an absolute sight as you rake your eyes up his body to meet his. A mixture of his saliva and your juices drip down his chin and he wipes it away with the back of his hand, giving you a small smirk. You grab at the bottom of your shirt and begin weakly trying to pull it off of you, eager to get to the main attraction of the evening. He comes around the side of the bed and wraps an arm around you under your arms, pulling you up the bed so your head rests on one of his pillows. His scent fills your nostrils, making you sigh and relax. He makes quick work of pulling your shirt off you and is pleased to find that you didnât bother wearing a bra when you decided to come over.
âNo bra,â he teases, hooking his finger in the waistband of your panties and pulling them down your legs, tossing them somewhere behind him. âWhore.â
You whine at his degrading choice of words and spread your legs, reaching between them and spreading yourself open for him to see. He just laughs condescendingly and climbs onto the bed over top of you, wasting no time in lining himself up with your entrance and pushing his engorged head into you. You try to roll your hips against his, trying to get him to push deeper into you, but he just holds your hips down and stares at where the two of you are joined, relishing in the fact that heâs the one that gets to use you like this, that itâs his name that falls from your lips when you touch yourself, that you belong to him.
The very thought is enough to make him consider finishing inside you, but then again, you were already enrolled to start your college courses in the fall. It would be cruel of him to take that from you, but by God did he want to fuck a baby into you. You just looked so damn good, and took all of him so well. He never said it but he knew that if you ever left him he would be a lost man, indeed.
Finally after what felt to you like ages he bottoms out inside you, not even bothering to let you adjust to being full before heâs pounding into you relentlessly. You just felt so fucking good around him, and the way you moaned? It was heaven to him. He grabs your ankles, pulling them to rest on his shoulders, making him groan when he hits a deeper place inside you, turning his head to kiss your ankle.
Youâre a whimpering mess under him as you reach your second orgasam, squeezing him so well that heâs not sure if he even has the willpower to pull out, but he does, finishing all over your tummy as you lay there trying to catch your breath.
He chuckles and unzips your skirt, pulling it off of you and using it to clean up his mess before tossing it aside and falling into bed beside you. âThat was nice,â he murmurs, pulling you into his chest and pressing a kiss to the back of your neck.
âMhm,â you agree softly, lacing your fingers with his.
âI love you.â
âLove you too, Leon.â
âIâll stay here until you go to school if itâll make you happy.â
âYou mean that,â you question, releasing his hand and rolling over to face him.
âOf course baby, the military can wait another few months to get ahold of me,â he whispers, pressing his lips to yours softly. âYou need anything?â
âNap.â
âLooks like we can agree on that too,â he chuckles, resting his forehead against yours and letting his eyes fall shut. Before you can even think of a response heâs snoring softly beside you.
filler bi han image #2 !!
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Headcanons
Infected/Zombie Reader helping RE men
@wrathful--artist
Oneshots
"Helping" ( x Younger! Reader )
@darling-i-read-it
You are a college student that kinda got dragged into whatever mission Leon was in and he just kinda just took care of you.
Oneshots
"Village Home" ( Fix it AU )
@darling-i-read-it
An AU where Karl goes straight to Ethan asking him if he wants to take down Miranda with the other Lords and Ethan accepts. After they defeat her, you and Ethan grow close.
Oneshots
"Mary on a Cross" Part 2 Part 3
@buryustogether
for decades, the beast has provided for and protected your village. when he suddenly stops, however, the council decides a virgin sacrifice is in order to appease him.
Headcanons
Karl Heisenberg x B.O.W female reader
@fortune-fool02
Fics
"Out Of The Depths" Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Final Part 18+
@what-are-you-willing-to-do
Former S.T.A.R.S employee L/N is back to defeat Wesker. Chris is excited that his husba- old captain is back.
Fics
"Hidden Immunity" Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9
@yellowwithalisp
You are a simple S.T.A.R.S member just trying to live your life. But your past keeps finding ways to make you scream in the darkâŠ.
"The Devilâs Teeth Series Masterlist"
@mishwanders
Includes summary, all three instalments of the series, individual oneshots, Spotify playlist based on the story, and regards from the author.
Oneshots
"Itâs egg season" 18+ ( x Naga! Albert Wesker )
@mothxmoons
Oviposition with Albert Wesker
Oneshots
"Have Some Cake" ( x Teen! Reader) (Resident Evil 8 Lords)
@i-cant-sing
teen reader cooking food for the Lords
Oneshots
"Respite."
@asdfav
reader is plaga infected, exhibiting far worse symptoms than leon and ashley. luis races against time to ensure her survival.
Oneshots
"The Eros Trials"
@scariusaquarius
You and Leon are partnered up on a mission to investigate a new outbreak in Los Angeles. While looking through a lab for any clues, you accidentally bump into a cabinet with some lethal-looking chemicals and get doused in the mysterious liquid. When nothing happens initially, you and Leon continue on until suddenly, you start to feel some alarming symptomsâŠ
it was a mistake to watch resident evil damnation with my dad because leon at the end? like hELLO đ©đđ
I WAS QUITE LITERALLY GIGGLING, KICKING MY FEET AND BLUSHING
felt like i was gonna implode from keeping my squeal in
LIKE??Âż
Fandom: Resident Evil
Pairings: Leon x Reader, Leon x You
Type: Snippet/Concept
Word Count: 3.4K
Snippet/Summary:
âWhy did you do it?â He asked. âYou arenât here for me. Why seek me out?â
âLooked like you needed company.â You stepped around him, one fluid sweep of your legs, the bare brush of your skin against his own urging him to turn after you. He reached for you, but you slipped through his fingers. You paused by the doorway, your hand gripping the frame, turning your head to look over your shoulder. Your eyes locked. âStanding in the corner on your own looked lonely.â
The smell of roses and mint brushed Leonâs nose as you left. Right then and there, Leon realized that he was fond of both plants, and finally forced himself to look away.
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Leon watched you from the shadows of the ballroom, having tucked himself away through a doorway to the side specifically to avoid your attention. It was some kind of sick, divine fate that he would be assigned here, and find you, taking his breath away and curling barbed wire around his beating heart, grabbing the ends with your bare hands and twisting it tight. Days spent on a fucked up island off the coast of Spain had hardly yanked a reaction from him, and yet you managed to do it without notice.Â
You had a similar rapport for wearing black like he had, but Leon hadnât expected the startling blue that youâd decided to grace tonight, throwing your head back and laughing as a young man lifted you into the air. He ignored your partner, and let the sight of you subdue him from doing anything rash. It was all for show where you were concerned, he knew. If it didnât have some kind of ulterior motive, he doubted that you would even be here.
You definitely werenât here looking for him.
Regardless, he imagined himself shoving your partner away and taking you into his own arms, whisking you away into his private corner. He could hear himself breathing soft words into your ear, you unbuttoning his shirt and sliding your hands up the rigid lines of his stomach. Your fingers were capable, always approaching everything with care and purpose in mind; you wouldnât realize that you were doing it, but you would have planned every ridge and crevice that you traced before you did it, skimming your fingers across his chest, pressing your teasing lips to his neck and whispering things of your own. Your soft whispers would fill his ears.
You would say things that would have him thinking on it for months afterwards.
Leon entertained owning a place like this, offering it to you, offering something to make up for the time that you had been close only to be forced apart. He did not delude himself; life had kept both of you on opposite sides, one constantly chasing after the other. He had nothing to offer you, always on the move and one step away from dying.Â
But if he could keep you in this beautiful, gilded cage, maybe you would finally settle. It was all a foolâs dream, though.
âYouâre gonna burn a hole in her,â he heard Chris off to his left, âyou keep staring so hard.â
A droll stare was thrown Chrisâ way, and the soldierâs arms immediately threw up in surrender. âIâm only saying. Trust is built through actions, not words, and you two have one hell of a streak.â
âWhy donât you put in a word for me,â Leon retorted. âLet me know how it works out.â
âBetter than youâd think,â Chris replied, clapping a hand on his shoulder. âBut thatâs not what weâre here for tonight. You want paid, you canât hide out in the corner all night.â
Leon didnât consider it hiding. Many assignments had insisted that he take to seclusion and observe; get a read on anyone that might serve some kind of importance and document the rest. Granted, heâd been standing there for the last half hour and still couldnât get a read on you or your intentions, but he wouldnât have considered it a waste of time, either.Â
Regardless, Chris had a point.Â
âWhat about Jill?â He asked. âWhatâs the report?â
âSheâs making sure that the assets stay where theyâre supposed to be.â Chris answered. âAnd the client is currently without security which is you, so.â He cocked his head.
âI donât see why I need to stand toe to toe with some rich prick all night,â he exhaled, his eyes subconsciously straying back toward you. âAnyone goes after him, it wonât be out in the open where everyone can see.â They would wait, and as far as he could tell, his client had been surrounded by numbers of women and important business partners for the majority of the night.
It reeked of perfume and cologne, it was loud, and Leon had taken the opportunity of his client focusing his energy on gathering donations to battle âbioterrorism threatsâ and not pretending it was some kind of publicity stunt to instead grab a corner, have a few drinks, and be left alone. At least until heâd seen you and his idea of the night was turned upside down.Â
Maybe he was hiding.Â
âYou know better than that Leon,â Chris continued to gripe into his ear. âThreats can come from anywhere; any time. Youâve seen enough of it.âÂ
âAshley Graham could handle herself with possessed cultists. As long as nobody starts eating each other or turning into monsters, it will be a big improvement compared to what Iâve seen.â Leon said absently, nearly a mumble underneath his breath.Â
Chris rolled one shoulder. âIf it does, Iâd rather have you near the client than over here.âÂ
Leon didnât have to lean too hard to recognize it as an order, even if Chris was hardly his superior. They were classified as a âteamââhim, Chris and Jillâbut it wasnât unlike Chris to immediately take up the lead. That didnât mean that it wouldnât annoy Leon where it wasnât convenient.Â
âYessir,â he said with a mock salute, handing off the wine glass that heâd been holding to Chris before traversing onto the main floor. More so, skirting along the outer edge. The throng of people didnât make it too difficult to blend, but by the time that he looked over to where you had been, he didnât see you anymore. The absence of your previous dance partner didnât go unnoticed either, but Leon pushed it aside to ascend the stairs and find his client by the upper railing, surrounded by people talking inconspicuously and flashing their money with their wardrobe.Â
Leon was by no means far from the upper class; his type of work paid well after all, it had to, but he didnât see money, cash or otherwise, saving the world.Â
Him, dealing with companies brandishing world-ending viruses and fighting corruption in the form of people just a little more selfish than these people, was a better contender in comparison. He may have also been a little biased, considering.Â
It didnât take very long for boredom to strangle his expression, eyes flicking to the shoe-streaked linoleum floor. The walls below were mirrored, reflecting the colorful throngs of people that moved about in whirlpools of varying colors, their conversations blurring together.Â
âI hope that you realize that this is a bad time to brood,â Leon looked up, meeting eyes with his client who had come to notice him for the first time that night. âLeon S. Kennedy, correct? Your reputation certainly precedes you.â He approached him, extending a hand. Leon shook it. âRichard Quincy. Pleasure to finally meet you. They told me that they were sending their best, but I was surprised to see you. I thought that youâd be international.â
âPleasure to meet you,â Leon said plainly. âNot much going on overseas.â
âIt must be kind of beneath you, isnât it? Combating bioterrorism by other means than taking action?â He asked.Â
He shrugged. âYou said it, not me.âÂ
âThe money helps, you know? Without it, you wouldnât have a percentage of the supplies at your disposal.â
âMoney hardly means anything without the manpower, either.â And heâd gotten through The Island and Raccoon City by whatever heâd had on hand. Money hadnât given him the experience or the means to his survival; heâd done that on his own.
Money hadnât guaranteed Ashley coming back. He wouldâve asked for a hell of a lot more in that case.Â
âYou do set quite the example. Iâve heard about your rescue of President Grahamâs daughter a few months ago, but I havenât heard the details about the full report.â He went on, raising a glass as though what had transpired there was something to toast about. Another had raised before Leon could speak. âIâm not going to ask, classified information and all that I understand.âÂ
âThe health insurance is good,â Leon answered. âThat helps.â
Quincy expelled a laugh. âOf that Iâve no doubt.â A pause, then suddenly engrossed, he added on: âLady troubles?âÂ
Leonâs inscrutable face refused to change. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âYouâve barely acknowledged my existence despite me being your contract, let alone anyone elseâs. Call it my expertise where yours are concerned but,â his head pivoted. âThat young lady that was over there,â heâd turned and your eyes followed his lead, but again, Leon didnât see you, only where you had been. âI thought that it was against the rules to fraternize on the job.â
The details of the room seemed to mesh together, morphing into colorless blobs, but if you were there, you would have been a beacon wherever you stood, people enveloped you as petals would to a pistil.Â
âIsnât it?â Richard pressed when Leon didnât answer.
âI think youâve mixed up the definitions of fraternizing and fucking.â Leon drawled, canting his head. His arms crossed. The guy was trying to get too damn personal. âBesides, Iâm⊠on duty.â
âIâd consider it the same thing, wouldnât you agree?â
Leon didnât waste a beat. âNo.â
âI could introduce you. Her name should be on my guest list.â
Leon considered the suggestion.Â
âNo.â He decided, rather quickly. Slowly, but surely, the low din of a dozen different conversations rose back in blaring chatter. At this point, Leon could finally ease up a bit, so he did. He couldnât conjure the words, the greeting, the polite small talk. If this guy only knew, it would never even be a possibility. Besides, what could he want from you before he was whisked off to some other corner of the world?
His job gave him order and calm, but with you?
Whether his dismissive attitude irked the client or not, Quincy didnât press further, raising a glass in a silent toast to Leonâs chosen isolationâand lack of socializing beyond raising Chrisâ blood pressure wherever possible. Being as high in society as Quincy was, maybe he was used to the company, the crowds, and yet Leon had spent the worst part of the last few months being unsure whether someone would leap for his throat or not.
With you, it was a similar concept, except exceedingly more terrifying.Â
âI think that Iâm going to step out.â Quincy said. âDo you mind?â
Leon nodded, starting to follow, and another voice rose up behind him. He almost thanked whatever higher power for the interruption, except that it meant there was newsâsomething had interrupted the peaceful serenity of the night, not that it hadnât been expected; it was commonplace whenever the three of them were put onto a team.
âHey, Leon.âÂ
Jill jogged up to him, fighting with their superiorsâand namely Chrisâto wear a tactical outfit over fitting herself formal for the occasion. She had won, unsurprisingly.
âWhatâs going on?â Leon stood up straight, immediately disregarding Quincy to face her. âWhatâs wrong?â
Jill raised her hands in a placating gesture, shaking her head. âNo, areaâs still secure. I got word; Chris wants to talk to you downstairs. I was told to stay with the client until you got back.â
Leonâs brows furrowed. âI just saw Chris. Whatâs he want now?â
âI wasnât briefed.â She cocked her head toward the stairs. âGet a move on. Security said that it was urgent.â
Expression fixed into puzzlement, but nonetheless placated at the idea to get off of his short-lived security duty, he descended the stairs. The orchestra had risen into a symphony before crashing into the ground, a new tune rising from the ashes to meet it. It went unheard as he maneuvered through the crowd, turning sideways to avoid a brunt hit to the shoulder from a passing couple, giggling and twirling with an energetic fervor.Â
Over the crowd of heads, he didnât see Chris anywhere.Â
What the fuck?
Turning toward the back of the room, after another few pointless minutes of searching, Leon was about to ascend the stairs and call Jillâs bluff, except that two strong arms had grabbed at the flaps of his suit jacket, a sudden momentum swinging him into one of the adjacent hallways by the stairs. He attempted to draw back, only for a sharp heel to sweep around his ankle and trip him into one of the empty rooms. There was a flash, a blurry figure dancing around him with flawless grace and damn near mockery. He grunted, grappling at the doorframe on his way through only to finally retaliate.Â
His hands grabbed at his attackerâs waist, slinging them upward and flinging them onto a coffee table. The force knocked the breath from them, and Leon believed that he had finally grappled for release. Except, his attackerâs arms looped around his neck and drew him in close, a familiar face, panting and out of breath, drawing him in until they were nose to nose.Â
It was you.Â
Your eyes spoke for you what you didnât immediately say, and despite the fact that Leon hadnât been the one to hit the table, he felt as if he was the one that couldnât breathe.Â
Your name was a breathless whisper on his lips, unable to maintain his composed facade long enough to regain his composure before you had noticed. He drew back, and you allowed it to a degree, just enough for him to be able to prop himself up with his palms on either side of you.
âI almost thought that you forgot about me.â You said, eyes crinkling with the smile that teased your lips. He could feel your gentle breath touching his face while the oxygen finally inflated back into your lungs, a gentle rasping turning into something more even.Â
âNo.â Leon said, a little too quickly, and he backtracked to the most obvious question. âWhat are you doing here?âÂ
âWhy?â You countered, raising your eyebrows. âAre you worried about me?â
âIâm serious,â he untangled himself from you, rising to a standing position. The room was enveloped in the dark, shadows casting across the wall. Somehow, you were still the most prevalent thing inside the room, even if he could hardly outline your face; your figure. You were like an intoxication ushering him closer, a parasite curling inside of him with a smile that contradicted all of his expectations. âYou tipped security to lure me here?â
You stood, craning your neck to look up at him. Leon had to shuffle back lest you be pressed up to his chest, and yet his fingers still itched to grab your hand.Â
âDonât worry.â You soothed. âIâm not here to ruin the job.â You brushed past him to flick on a lamp, painting your faces in a pale orange glow. Leonâs head remained cocked at an angle, but one misfired look from you and his composure would unravel. Your eyes were like morning, the first shots pouring through the windows, or the glass atrium above your heads. You glided across the granite like a ghost, quiet enough but not consistently able to evade his notice.Â
A fine line existed between speechlessness and stoicism, and he could not tell which side he currently teetered on. Thoughts scrambled for reasonable purchase, one benefit to his dour expression was that at least he had the ability to appear indifferent in the face of beautiful adversity.Â
âThen, why are you here? Is it the assets?â
âItâs my first time in Italy,â you reasoned. âI went and saw the San Severo Chapel.â You sighed wistfully. âItâs gorgeous.â Casually, you added. âOh, and the coliseum. That was exceptional.â The tone in your voice sounded delighted, but your easily excitable nature and compulsion for things that would be considered fun was what had made it easy for you to make friends with Claire. You and Jill were more on a mutual respect level.Â
âSo, thatâs it? You came here for a little sightseeing?â
âNot completely.â You shrugged one shoulder. âIt is business, but I had a little bit of time to kill.â You confessed. âIâm here to kill Richard Quincy, raid the buffet table, and take the next plane back to the states.â
Leon found himself dumbfounded, even if he had expected something along those lines. âI thought that you werenât here to mess with the job?â
âThe assets are your job, and mine happens to be a favor from someone who really doesnât like your client.â
âJill and Chris are here,â Leon reminded you.Â
âAnd they will get hurt if they get in the way. That is the business part and I canât afford to make exceptions for friends.âÂ
Leon grimaced, but you were looking unwavering into his eyes, your expression friendly but passive. The words would have chilled anyone else, or they wouldnât have taken you seriously at all. He did. âAre you in trouble?â He asked you, reaching for your arm. You let him take it, his fingers curling around your forearm before gradually sliding to your wrist, and then your palm. âI can get you out of it. Whatever it is, we can work together on this.â
You scoffed a laugh under your breath, looking away, eyes skimming the gaudy features of the room before your sharp gaze returned to him. Your head tilted. âYou still have a sense of humor. You shouldnât make promises that you canât keep.â
âItâs not a promise, itâs a certainty.â He said firmly.
You shuffled closer to him, slipping your hand from his grasp. Your voice was a soft, tantalizing whisper, your calm lilt forcing chills down his spine. âThe first time that I needed you, you were chasing after a drug lord with Krauser. The second, you left for some far off island off the coast of Spain. A pause. âOn your own.âÂ
âIt was an order fromââ
âFrom President Graham. I read all about it.â You rolled your eyes. âThe hero Leon Kennedy goes to a foreign territory to save the presidentâs daughter from a psychotic cult. Youâve made a name for yourself. Should I ask for an autograph?â
Leon scoffed good-naturedly, shaking his head. âItâs part of the job. It wasnât exactly a vacation, either.â
âWell, while you made friends with the locals, I was here.â Your falling expression as you looked away did little to mar your allurement. âAnd I got to a point where I couldnât wait for you anymore.â
âIâmââ Leon exhaled. âIâm sorry.â
You only shrugged. âPart of the job, right?âÂ
It was as if it really was that simple; it was a job, and that got in the way of things, had spread the two of you apart as far as you could go. Seeing you again was almost surreal, but Leon had gotten to a point after Raccoon City when he was taking his life one step at a time, leaving whatever happened across his trail behind for what his life had been expected to be.Â
Leon nodded, slowly and just once. âYeah.âÂ
You copied the action, albeit a little more enthusiastically. âRight, then. It was nice to see you, but I do have a contract just as you do.â
âI canât let you do that.â Leon stepped in your way, but you didnât back down, the two of you standing toe to toe. âYou can wait here. After the job, we can go somewhere. Anywhere. Just name it. Weâll talk. Really talk.â
You raised your head a little higher.Â
âYou shouldâve been careful, what you did.â He went on to warn. âI couldâve killed you.â
You offered a small scoff of a laugh, incredulous, your lips twitching into an amused smile. âYou really are hilarious.â
âWhy did you do it?â He asked. âYou arenât here for me. Why seek me out?â
âLooked like you needed company.â You stepped around him, one fluid sweep of your legs, the bare brush of your skin against his own urging him to turn after you. He reached for you, but you slipped through his fingers. You paused by the doorway, your hand gripping the frame, turning your head to look over your shoulder. Your eyes locked. âStanding in the corner on your own looked lonely.â
The smell of roses and mint brushed Leonâs nose as you left. Right then and there, Leon realized that he was fond of both plants, and finally forced himself to look away.
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He starts off by pulling down your pants. He doesnât take off your panties just yet. He loves to tease his baby. He licks your warm, wet cunt from the laced silky fabric. He uses his teeth to pull on the sides of your panties. He glides his teeth softly on the sides on your pussy before placing a kiss on it. He bites on your thighs making sure he leaves bruises. Moan for him. He loves hearing you loose yourself. He takes off your panties with his teeth, smirking while looking up at you. You better be making eye contact. If you arenât looking at him in the eye, he will smack your leg HARD. The stinging pain will make you look down at his horny, beautiful, needy eyes. You canât help but to lick your lips at how scary yet sexy he looks. He takes note of your gesture and playfully winks at you as he places his plump, warm lips on your pussy. He is teasing you. Pecking it softly. Once in a while he will dip his tongue in you while he painfully pecks your clit. You whine wanting all of it. He finally decided to drag his hot wet tongue on your cunt. Dragging it from the bottom to top. Licking up all your juices coming out of you. He takes his finger and spread your pussy lips open. He sticks his wet muscle inside of you. You felt his tongue moving all kinds of ways inside of you. His tongue manages to hit your g-spot. You scream and wheeze in pleasure not knowing what to do with yourself. As he licks and suck on you, he use his finger and rub on your clit. He feels how your pussy warms up in his mouth. He knows that means your about to cum so he pulls his tongue out. He looks at you drooling like a slut. He slaps your pussy because you wasnât looking at him. What the fuck did he tell you? He slaps your pussy again , but it doesnât hurt. It feels good cause he is slapping your gaping hole with the right amount of force. He decides to stop slapping you and just rub your clit in a slow circular motion. The second you were about to cum he moved his hand from you. The unsatisfying orgasm nearly made you cry. Everything felt amazing. The was his fingers dip inside if you and the pase he goes in. You must remember he is mean
, so he make sure to leave your orgasms empty. Hr always pull out while your cuming. He smiles at the way you grind against the air, searching for some kind of friction. He gets back on his knees and stick two of his thick veiny fingers in your sticky wet cunt. Gliding his fingers over all of your sensitive spots while spitting on your clit. Your walls grip on his fingers making him groan and roll his eyes to the back of his head. You feel your legs quivering from your next orgasm. He lifts one of your legs up so he had better view of your pussy. You didnât last long and felt yourself squirting all over his face, chest, and hands. He kept fucking you with his fingers while licking your juices off his lips. He then sticked three fingers in while biting all over your leg. Degrading the fuck out of you. You like that baby? You like getting treated like a useless bitch? Look how you keep cuming when I leave my fingers in you. He says. You feel him flip you over so now your laying on your stomach. He slaps your ass indicating you to stick it out. He grabs your ass cheeks and starts eating your pussy out from the back. The pleasure from his tongue mixed with the pain of him grabbing the flesh of your ass is enough to pull you over the edge. He whispers nothing but sweet love in your pussy. He can go all day if he wanted. Nothing beats a man who gets intoxicated by their womenâs pussyđ©¶
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She thought having Leon read her would be fun